Bruno Cornacchiola ndi Mkazi wokongola wa akasupe atatu aja

 

KUKHALA KWAMBIRI KWA ZINSILI ZITATU
Mbiri ya Namwali Wa Chibvumbulutso

GAWO Loyamba

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MALO OKHALA

Nthawi zonse pamakhala kukonzekera, zomwe zimalengeza kuchezeredwa kwa Mariya Woyera koposa mawonekedwe apadziko lapansi. Ngakhale kukonzekera uku sikumadziwika nthawi zonse nthawi yomweyo, kumapezeka ndikuyenda kwa nthawi. Si nthawi zonse mngelo, monga zidachitika ku Fatima; Nthawi zambiri izi zimakhala zochitika, zazikulu kapena zazing'ono. Nthawi zonse chimakhala chinthu chomwe chimasunthira dothi ngati khwangwala. Tikuganiza kuti zoterezi zidachitikanso ku Roma, Madonna asanadziwonetse yekha kwa ana kenako kwa Bruno Cornacchiola yekha, ku Tre Fontane. Palibe chopatsa chidwi, koma mumalingaliro aumulungu okongola ndi abwinobwino amakhalanso ndi phindu lofananalo. Mosiyana ndi izi, zokonda zimapita pazomwe zimayenereradi kuchitika, chifukwa ntchito ya Mulungu sinakulitsidwa kapena kuchepa malinga ndi momwe zinthu ziliri. Chimodzi mwazinthu izi. Roma, Marichi 17, 1947. Patangopita 14 pm, Bambo Bonaventura Mariani aku Friars Little amatchedwa Concierge wa Collegio S. Antonio kudzera kudzera Merulana 124. Pali mayi wina yemwe amamulimbikitsa kuti apite kunyumba yake kudzera mwa Merulana, chifukwa akuti "ndiye mdierekezi", mochenjera kwambiri, pali ena achipulotesitanti amene akumuyembekezera. Omwe adatsika ndipo mayi Linda Mancini akufotokoza kuti adakwanitsa kupanga zokambirana nawo pazachipembedzo. M'malo mwake, kwa nthawi yayitali anali kuchita zofalitsa zambiri m'nyumba yake yachifumu, makamaka ndi m'modzi wa iwo, a Bruno Cornacchiola, atatembenuza ena omwe amakhala nawo omwe anali ataganiza kale kuti asabatizidwe ana awo. Atakwiya ndi zomwe zinali kuchitika ndipo sanathe kutsatira malingaliro awo, Mayi Mancini adatembenukira kwa a Franciscans a College S. Antony. "Bwerani tsopano," atero mayi uja, "apo ayi Apulotesitanti anganene kuti mukuopa kumenya nawo ..." Zowonadi, sizidachitidwe komaliza. Franciscan wina anali atanenedweratu kale, koma pomaliza pake, pazifukwa zake, anakana pempholi ndipo adati atembenukire kwa Bambo Bonaventura. Mwachibadwa amakana kuti, atasungidwa kwambiri, samva kukonzekera zokambirana, ndipo, watopa ndi maphunziro omwe amapezeka m'mawa ku Faculty of Propaganda Fide. Koma ngakhale kuti mayiyo akukakamira mwamphamvu, amadzipereka kuti avomera pempholi. Kufika mchipinda chotsutsanachi, Bambo Bonaventura adzipeza pamaso pa m'busa wachipolotesitanti wa gulu la "Adventist", atazunguliridwa ndi gulu laling'ono lachipembedzo chimodzi, kuphatikiza Bruno Cornacchiola. Pambuyo pa pemphero lakachetechete, mikangano imayamba. Amadziwika kuti, nthawi zambiri, misonkhano iyi imakhala "yosemphana" ndikutha kusinthana milandu ndikutsutsa, popanda gulu limodzi kukakamiza linalo, pokhapokha aliyense atayamba kutsimikizira kuti akunena zoona. Cornacchiola nthawi yomweyo amawonekera mwanjira yolowerera mwankhanza, kutengera kwambiri mwano kuposa pamikangano, monga iyi: «Ndinu ojambula ochenjera; adapangidwa kupusitsa osazindikira, koma ndi ife omwe tikudziwa Mawu a Mulungu simungathe kuchita chilichonse. Munayamba kupembedza milungu yopusa ndikumasulira Baibulo njira yanu! ». Ndipo mwachindunji kwa okhulupirikawo: "Wokondedwa anzeru anzeru, mwachangu mungapeze zofowoka! ​​...". Ndipo kotero kutsutsanaku kumapitilira pafupifupi maola anayi, mpaka ataganiza kuti nthawi yakupatula. Aliyense atanyamuka kuti atuluke, azimayi omwe analipo pamsonkhanowu adanena kwa Cornacchiola kuti: "Simunakhale chete! Mutha kuziwona kuchokera pakuwoneka ». Ndipo iye pobwerera: "Inde, m'malo mwake: Ndakhala wokondwa kuyambira nditachoka ku Tchalitchi cha Katolika!". Koma azimayiwo amanenanso kuti: “Tembenukirani kwa Mayi Wathu. Adzakupulumutsani! », Ndipo amuwonetse rosary. "Izi zikupulumutsani! Ndipo masiku makumi awiri ndi chimodzi pambuyo pake Cornacchiola akuganiza za Madonna, koma osati zochulukirapo kuti "atembenukire kwa iye", momwe angalimbane ndi kuyesera kuti achepetse momwe angathere, ngakhale akufunafuna zomwe akutsutsana kuti achite mu Baibulo lomweli. Koma kodi Bruno Cornacchiola anali ndani? Koposa zonse inali nkhani yanji m'moyo wake ndipo chifukwa chiyani anali wokonda kwambiri Madona? Tikuganiza kuti ndizothandiza kwambiri kudziwa zonsezi kuti timvetsetse bwino bwino maderawo komanso komwe maziko a uthenga waukaziridwe adalumikizidwa. Tikudziwa kuti Dona Wathu samasankha mwachisawawa: ngakhale mpenyi, kapena malo, kapena mphindi. Chilichonse ndichimodzi mwazinthu zamwambo. Ndipo Bruno yemweyo yemwe akuti. Timalongosola mwachidule. Adabadwa mu 1913 ku Cassia Vecchia, m'khola, chifukwa cha umphawi waukulu womwe makolo ake adapeza. Pakubadwa kwawo bambowa ali kundende ku Regina Coeli ndipo akatuluka ndi mkazi wake amatenga mwana kuti akamubatize kutchalitchi cha S. Agnes. Ku funso lakale la wansembe: "Mukufuna kuti mumupatse dzina liti?", Bambo woledzerayo akuyankha: "Giordano Bruno, ngati amene udamupha ku Campo dei Fiori!". Kuyankha kwa wansembe ndikulosera: "Ayi, ndi mzimuwu sizotheka!" Amavomereza kuti mwanayo amangotchedwa Bruno. Makolo ndi osaphunzira ndipo amakhala m'mavuto. Amapita kukakhala m'nyumba pafupi ndi nyumba zosanja momwe onse omwe amatuluka mndende ndi azimayi amsewu adakumana. Bruno amakula mu "foam waku Roma "yu, wopanda chipembedzo, chifukwa Mulungu, Khristu, Dona Wathu amadziwika kuti ndi amwano ndipo ana adakula akuganiza kuti mayinawa akuwonetsa nkhumba, agalu kapena abulu. M'nyumba ya Cornacchiola moyo udadzaza ndewu, kumenyedwa ndi mwano. Ana akulu, kuti agone usiku, adachoka mnyumbamo. Bruno adagona pa masitepe a Basilica ya S. Giovanni ku Laterano. Tsiku lina m'mawa, ali ndi zaka khumi ndi zinayi, adafika kwa mayi wina yemwe, atamuyitanitsa kuti alowe mu tchalitchi, amalankhula naye za misa, mgonero, chitsimikizo, ndikulonjeza pizza. Mnyamatayo amamuyang'ana modabwa. Pamafunso a mayiyo, modabwa, amayankha kuti: «Tawonani, kunyumba, abambo saledzera, tonse timadya limodzi, nthawi zina msuzi, msuzi, msuzi, supu, kapena mgonero, Amayi kodi anaphikapo ... Ndiye, Ave Maria uyu ndi chiyani? Kodi Atate wathu ndi uti? » Ndipo, Bruno, wopanda nsapato, ovala zovala zoyipa, ozizira, amaperekezedwa ndi wachinyamata yemwe angayesetse kuti amuphunzitse katekisimu. Pakatha masiku makumi anayi mayiyu amatenga nthawi zonse kupita naye ku malo osungirako ana a sisitere kumene Bruno amalandila mgonero koyamba. Mulungu adasowa chitsimikiziro: bishopuyo amayitana wantchito wake ndikamupanga kukhala bambo. Monga chikumbutso, amapatsidwa libretto yakuda ya Amereka Amuyaya ndi korona wokongola wa korona, wamkulu komanso wakuda. Bruno amabwerera kunyumba ali ndi zinthuzi komanso ali ndi ntchito yopempha amayi kuti amukhululukire miyala yomwe adaponya ndikuluma mdzanja lake: "Amayi, Wansembe adandiwuza motsimikiza ndi mgonero kuti ndikuyenera kukupemphani chikhululukiro ...". «Koma ndi chitsimikiziro bwanji ndi mgonero, chikhululukiro chanji!», Ndipo atanena mawu awa, adamkankha, nampangitsa kuti agwe pansi. Kenako Bruno adaponya kabuku ndi korona kwa mayi ake ndikuchoka kwawo ku Rieti. Pano amakhala chaka ndi theka ndi amalume ake, akugwira ntchito zonse zomwe adamupatsa. Kenako amalume ake amamutengera kwa makolo ake omwe panthawiyi adasamukira ku Quadraro. Patatha zaka ziwiri, Bruno adalandira chikwangwani chogwira ntchito yankhondo. Tsopano ali ndi zaka makumi awiri, wopanda maphunziro, wopanda ntchito ndipo akudziwonetsa yekha m'chipinda chaching'ono amapeza nsapato mumakumba zinyalala. Kuti mumange waya. Atumizidwa ku Ravenna. Sanakhalepo ndi kudya komanso kuvala ngati wankhondo, ndipo anali kuyesetsa kuti abwerere, kuvomera kuchita chilichonse chomwe adapemphedwa komanso kutenga nawo mbali m'mipikisano yonse. Amaposa onse mu "chiwonetsero chazithunzi", chomwe amatumizidwa ku Roma kuti apikisane nawo: amapambana mendulo ya siliva. Kumapeto kwa ntchito yankhondo mu 1936, Bruno adakwatira mtsikana yemwe adamudziwa kale akadali mwana. Mikangano paukwati: iye amangofuna kukwatira kapena wosakwatiwa. M'malo mwake, adakhala wachikominisi ndipo sanafune kuyanjana ndi Tchalitchi. M'malo mwake amafuna kukondwerera ukwati wachipembedzo. Amafika podzigonjera: "Chabwino, zikutanthauza kuti tifunsa wansembe wa parishi ngati akufuna kukwatiwa nafe mu sakramenti, koma sayenera kundifunsa chifukwa cholapa, mgonero kapena misa." Umu ndi momwe amafotokozera Bruno. Ndipo zikucitika. Pambuyo paukwati amalongedza zinthu zawo zochepa mu wilibala ndipo amapita kukakhala mumsasa. Bruno tsopano atsimikiza kusintha moyo wake. Amakhazikitsa ubale ndi Achikominisi anzake a Action Party omwe amunyengerera kuti alowe nawo ngati radiotelegraphist mwaufulu ku WHO, chidule chomwe chimagwiritsa ntchito posonyeza kuti ndi Gulu Lankhondo ku Spain. Tili mu 1936. Adalandiridwa ndipo mu Disembala adapita ku Spain komwe nkhondo yapachiweniweni idachitikira. Inde, asitikali aku Italiya adatenga mbali ndi a Franco ndi ogwirizana naye. Bruno, wobweretsa chikominisi, adalandira kuchokera kuphwandoko ntchito yopanga zotsuka ndi zinthu zina zoperekedwa kwa asitikali aku Italy. Ku Zaragoza amachita chidwi ndi Mjeremani yemwe nthawi zonse amakhala ndi buku m'manja mwake. Mu Spanish amamufunsa: "Chifukwa chiyani nthawi zonse umanyamula bukuli m'manja mwako?" "Koma si buku, ndi Buku Loyera, ndi Bayibulo," yankho lake. Chifukwa chake, pokambirana, awiriwa akufika pafupi ndi mraba kutsogolo kwa malo opatulika a Namwali wa Pilar. Bruno akupempha Mjeremani kuti abwere naye. Amakana mwamphamvu kuti: «Onani, sindinapite ku sunagoge ku satana. Sindine Mkatolika. Ku Roma kuli mdani wathu ». "Mdani ku Roma?" Bruno amafunsa modabwitsa. "Ndipo mundiuze kuti ndi ndani, ndikakumana naye ndimupha." "Ndi papa amene ali ku Roma." Anathetsa banja, koma ku Bruno, yemwe kale anali wosiyana ndi Tchalitchi cha Katolika, kudana ndi izi komanso chifukwa chilichonse chokhudzana ndi chipembedzochi kudakula. Chifukwa chake, mu 1938, ali ku Toledo, amagula chiwonetsero chazithunzi ndipo patsamba iye adalemba kuti: "Kufa Papa!". Mu 1939, nkhondo itatha, Bruno adapita ku Roma ndipo adapeza ntchito yoyeretsa ku ATAC, kampani yomwe imayang'anira zoyendera anthu onse ku Roma. Pambuyo pake, pambuyo pa mpikisano, amakhala wothandizira matikiti. Msonkhano wake unayambira nthawi imeneyi, woyamba ndi Apulotesitanti "Abaptist", kenako ndi a "Seventh-day Adventist". Izi zimamuphunzitsa bwino ndipo Bruno amapangidwa kukhala director wa achinyamata a Adventist aku Rome ndi Lazio. Koma Bruno akupitilizabe kugwira ntchito ndi azinzake a Action Party ndipo pambuyo pake pomenya nkhondo yolimbana ndi Ajeremani panthawi yomwe amakhala. Amagwiranso ntchito kupulumutsa Ayuda osakidwa. Ufulu wandale ndi wachipembedzo umayamba ndi kubwera kwa anthu aku America. Bruno akuimira kudzipereka kwake ndikulimba mtima kutsutsana ndi Tchalitchi, Namwali, papa. Saphonya mwayi kuchita zonse zotheka ngakhale kuti ali ndi ansembe, kuwapangitsa kuti azigwera pamayendedwe a anthu ndikuba kachikwama kawo. Pa Epulo 12, 1947, monga woyang'anira achinyamata achinyamata, adayikidwa ndi gulu lake kukonzekera kukalankhula ku Red Cross Square. Mutuwu ndi chisankho chake, malinga ngati zikutsutsana ndi Tchalitchi, Ukaristiya, Mkazi Wathu ndipo motsutsana ndi Papa. Kuti mawu ovuta kwambiri awa achitidwe m'malo opezeka anthu ambiri kunali kofunika kukonzekera bwino, choncho malo opanda phokoso amafunikira ndipo nyumba yake sinali malo oyenera kwambiri. Kenako Bruno afunsira mkazi wake: «Tiyeni tonse tipite ku Ostia ndipo kumeneko titha kupuma mophweka; Ndikukonzekera zokambirana za chikondwerero cha Red Cross ndipo mudzakhala ndi nthawi yabwino ». Koma mkazi wake samva bwino: "Ayi, sindingathe kubwera ... Bweretsani ana ife." Ndi Loweruka kuti Epulo 12, 1947. Amadya nkhomaliro mwachangu ndipo pafupifupi 14 p.m. Bruno amachoka ndi ana ake atatu: Isola, wazaka khumi ndi chimodzi, Carlo zisanu ndi ziwiri ndi Gianfranco anayi. Afika pa Ostiense station: panthawiyo sitimayo idanyamuka kupita ku Ostia. Zokhumudwitsa ndizabwino. Kuyembekezera sitima yotsatira kumatanthauza kutaya nthawi yamtengo wapatali ndipo masiku ake sanathere. «Chabwino, kuleza mtima», Bruno amayesetsa kuthana ndi vuto lakelo kuti athetse ake ndi ana, "sitimayo idapita. Ndinakulonjezani kuti mudzapita ku Ostia ... Zitanthauza kuti tsopano ... tipita kumalo ena. Timatenga tramu, timapita ku S. Paolo ndipo pamenepo timatenga 223 kuti tituluke kunja kwa Roma ». M'malo mwake, sakanakhoza kudikirira sitima ina, chifukwa m'masiku amenewo, ataphulitsidwa ndi mzere, panali sitima imodzi yokha yomwe idayenda pakati pa Roma ndi Ostia. Zomwe zikutanthauza kuti kudikirira kupitirira ola limodzi ... Asanachoke ku station, Papa Bruno adagula nyuzipepala kwa ana: inali Pupaziratto. Atafika pafupi ndi Tre Fontane, Bruno akuti kwa ana: "Timapita kumusi kuno chifukwa kuli mitengo pano ndipo timapita komwe kuli abambo a Trappist omwe amapatsa chokoleti". "Inde, inde," akufuula Carlo, "kenako tiyeni tidye chokoleti!" "Zabwino kwa ine 'sottoata", akubwereza Gianfranco wamng'ono, yemwe kwa m'badwo wake amakhalabe mawu. Chifukwa chake anawo amathamangira mosangalala kudutsa njira yolowera ku Abbey ya abambo a Trappist. Akangofika ku chipilala chakale chamakedzana, chotchedwa Charlemagne, amayima kutsogolo kwa malo ogulitsira komwe mabuku achipembedzo, atsogoleri am'mbuyomu, korona, zithunzi, mendulo amagulitsidwa ... ndipo koposa zonse "Chocolate of Rome", chopangidwa ndi abambo a Trappist a Frattocchie ndi the eucalyptus liqueur wodziwikiratu mu mtundu womwewo wa Tre Fontane. Bruno amagulira zing'onozing'ono zitatu za chokoleti tating'ono, omwe amasunga chidutswa chake, atakulungidwa ndi zojambulazo, zotengera mayi yemwe amakhala kunyumba. Pambuyo pake anayiwo ayambiranso ulendo wawo wanjira yolowera yomwe imawatsogolera kupita ku nkhokwe ya buluzi yomwe ili kutsogolo kwa nyumba ya amonke. Papa Bruno sanali wachilendo pamalo amenewo. Ankakonda kuchita izi ali mwana pomwe theka, malo ogona ndi theka atasiyidwa ndi ake, nthawi zina amathawira komweko kukagona kuphanga lina lomwe anakumba dothi lophulika. Iwo akuima poyima koyamba komwe akumana, mita zana kuchokera pamseu. "Zili bwino bwanji apa!" Anafuula motero ana, omwe akukhala m'chipinda chapansi. Adabweretsa mpira omwe amayenera kusewera nawo pa gombe la Ostia. Zili bwino apa. Palinso phanga laling'ono ndipo ana amayesera kulowa mkati nthawi yomweyo, koma abambo amawaletsa mwamphamvu. Kuchokera pazomwe adawona pansi pomwe adazindikira nthawi yomweyo kuti bwalo lidasandutsanso malo ankhondo ... Bruno adapereka mpirawo kwa ana kuti azisewera pomwe iye amakhala pa bwaler ndi Baibulo, Bayibulo lodziwika bwino lija kwa omwe adalemba m'manja mwake kuti: "Uku kudzakhala kufa kwa Mpingo wa Katolika, ndi Papa patsogolo!". Anabwera ndi cholembera ndi cholembera kuti azilembera zolemba ndi Baibulo. Ayamba kufunafuna mavesi omwe akuwoneka kuti ali oyenera kwambiri kutsutsa miyambo ya Tchalitchi, makamaka a Marian a Immaculate Concepts, a Assidence komanso a Divine Divine Amama. Pomwe akuyamba kulemba, ana atapuma afika: "Ababa, tidataya mpira." "Mudazitenga kuti?" "Mkati mwa tchire." "Pita ukamupeze!" Ana amabwera ndikupita: "Ababa, nayi mpira, tawapeza." Kenako Bruno, akuyembekeza kusokonezedwa mosalekeza pakusaka kwake, akuti kwa ana ake: "Chabwino, mverani, ndikuphunzitsani masewera, koma simukundivutanso, chifukwa ndiyenera kukonzekera izi". Mukunena, amatenga mpirawo ndikuuponyera kutsogolo kwa Isola yemwe mapewa ake adatembenukira chakumtunda komwe adakwera. Koma mpira, mmalo mofikira Isola, ngati kuti uli ndi mapiko awiri, umawuluka pamitengo ndikupita kumseu womwe bus imadutsa. "Ndataya nthawi ino," atero bambo; "Pita ukazipeze." Ana onse atatu akupita kokasaka. Bruno amayambiranso "kafukufuku" wake, mwachidwi ndi kuwawa. Mwa mkhalidwe wachiwawa, wokonda kupikisana chifukwa wokangana mwachilengedwe ndipo potengera zochita za ubwana wake, adathira izi muzochitika za gulu lake, kuyesera kuti atengere anthu ambiri otembenukira ku "chikhulupiriro" chake chatsopano. Wokonda zosemphana, za mawu osavuta mokwanira, kudziphunzitsa yekha, sanasiye kulalikira, kutsutsa ndi kutsimikiza, kudzipangitsa yekha kuzunza mpingo wa Roma, motsutsana ndi a Madonna ndi a Papa, mpaka pomwe anakwanitsa kukopa gulu lake. ochepa a anzawo. Chifukwa choti anali wakhama kwambiri, Bruno nthawi zonse ankakonzekera pamaso pa anthu. Momwemonso kupambana kwake. M'mawa wa tsiku lomwelo anali atapita ku tchalitchi cha "Adventist" mchipembedzo chachipulotesitanti, pomwe anali wokhulupilika kwambiri. Pakuwerenga komaliza pa Loweruka, adawopseza kwambiri kuti awombere "Great Babeli", monga momwe mpingo waku Roma umatchulidwira, malinga ndi iwo, adalimbana kuphunzitsa zolakwika zazikulu ndi zopusa zokhudza Mary, poganiza kuti iye ndi Wamkazi wopanda chiyembekezo, Nthawi zonse Amayi ngakhale Amayi a Mulungu. .

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NJIRA YABWINO!

Atakhala pamthunzi wa buluzi, Bruno amayesetsa kuti akhazikike, koma alibe nthawi yoti alembe zolemba zingapo zomwe ana abwerere ku ofesi: "Adadi, bambo, sitingapeze mpira womwe udatayika, chifukwa pali minga yambiri ndipo sitili opanda nsapato ndipo tidadzipweteka tokha ... ». «Koma simuli bwino pachinthu chilichonse! Ndipita, ”atero abambo okwiya pang'ono. Koma osati musanagwiritse ntchito njira yodzisungira. M'malo mwake, amachititsa Gianfranco wamng'ono kukhala pamwamba pa mulu wa zovala ndi nsapato zomwe ana adachotsa chifukwa kunatentha kwambiri tsiku lijali. Ndipo kuti amve bwino, amaika magaziniyo m'manja mwake kuti ayang'ane ziwerengero. Pakadali pano, Isola, m'malo mothandiza bambo kupeza mpira, akufuna kudutsa phangalo kuti akatole maluwa a Mum. "Chabwino, samala, komabe, kwa Gianfranco yemwe ndi wocheperako ndipo amatha kuvulazidwa, osamupangitsa kuti ayende pafupi ndi phangalo." "Chabwino, ndiyang'anira," akutsimikizira Isola. Papa Bruno amatenga Carlo naye ndipo awiriwo atsika potsetsereka, koma mpira supezeka. Kuonetsetsa kuti Gianfranco wamng'ono amakhala pamalo ake, abambo ake nthawi zina amamuimbira foni ndipo atapeza yankho, amapitabe patsogolo. Izi zimabwerezedwa katatu kapena kanayi. Koma, atamuyimbira, sapeza yankho, ali ndi nkhawa, Bruno amayenda ndi Carlo. Amayitananso, mokweza komanso mokweza mawu: "Gianfranco, Gianfranco, uli kuti?", Koma mnyamatayo sanayankhe ndipo salinso komwe amusiyako. Mochulukirabe nkhawa, amamuyang'ana tchire ndi miyala, mpaka diso lake litalowa kuphanga ndikuwona mwana'yo atagwada pamphepete. "Chilumba, tsika!" Akufuula Bruno. Panthawiyi, akufika kuphanga: mwanayo samangogwada komanso amagwira manja ake ngati kuti akupemphera ndipo akuyang'ana mkati, onse akumwetulira ... Akuwoneka kuti akunong'oneza kanthu ... Amayandikira pafupi ndi kakang'onoyo ndipo akumva mawu awa: " Dona Wokongola! ... Mkazi Wokongola! ... Mkazi Wokongola! ... ». "Anabwereza mawu awa ngati pemphero, nyimbo, matamando," akukumbukira bambo a mawuwo. "Mukunena chiyani, Gianfranco?" Bruno adamufuula, "chavuta nchiani? ... ukuona chiyani?" Koma mwana, atakopeka ndi chinthu chachilendo, samayankha, osadzigwedeza, amakhalabe mumkhalidwewo ndipo ndikumwetulira kopatsa chidwi amabwereza mawu omwewo. Isola afika ndi maluwa maluwa m'manja mwake: "Mukufuna chiyani, Bambo?" Bruno, pakati pa okwiya, odabwitsidwa komanso owopa, akuganiza kuti ndi masewera a ana, popeza palibe aliyense m'nyumba yemwe adaphunzitsa mwana kupemphera, popeza anali asanabatizidwe. Ndiye amafunsa Isola kuti: "Koma kodi munamuphunzitsa seweroli la" Dona Wokongola "?". «Ayi, bambo, sindikumudziwa 'ndikusewera, sindinasewera ndi Gianfranco». "Ndipo mukuti bwanji," Dona Wokongola "?" "Sindikudziwa, abambo: mwina wina walowa kuphanga." Chifukwa chake, Isola amasunthira pambali maluwa akuthengo omwe amayandikira pakhomo, akuyang'ana mkati, kenako akutembenukira: "Ababa, kulibe aliyense!", Ndikuyamba kuchoka, pomwe amangoima mwadzidzidzi, maluwa amagwa m'manja mwake ndi iyenso amagwada ndi manja adagundana, pafupi ndi mchimwene wakeyo. Akuyang'ana kuloza mkati mwa phangalo ndipo akung'ung'udza: "Dona Wokongola! ... Mkazi Wokongola! ...". Papa Bruno, atakwiya komanso odandaula kuposa kale, sangathe kufotokoza njira yodabwitsayo komanso yachilendo yomwe awiriwo, omwe maondo awo, ogwada, amayang'ana mkati mwa phanga, akumangobwereza mawu omwewo. Amayamba kukayikira kuti akumuseka. Kenako imbani Carlo yemwe anali akufunabe mpirawo: «Carlo, bwera kuno. Kodi a Isola ndi Gianfranco akuchita chiyani? ... Koma masewerawa ndi ati? ... Kodi mwavomera? ... Mverani, Carlo, nthawi yatha, ndiyenera kukonzekera zolankhula mawa, pitani patsogolo ndikusewera, bola ngati simupita nawo phanga ... ". Carlo amayang'ana abambo atadabwa ndikumudandaula kuti: "Ababa, sindikusewera, sindingathe kuchita!", Ndipo iyenso akuyamba kuchoka, atayima mwadzidzidzi, akutembenukira kuphanga, alumikizana ndi manja ake awiri ndikugwada. pafupi ndi Isola. Iyenso akhazikitsa mfundo mkati mwa phangalo ndipo, anasangalatsidwa, akubwereza mawu omwewo ngati enawo awiri ... Abambo ndiye kuti sangathenso kumutenga: "Ndipo ayi, huh? ... Izi ndizambiri, simukundiseka. Zokwanira, dzuka! » Koma palibe chimachitika. Palibe m'modzi mwa atatuwo akumvetsera iye, palibe amene adzuka. Kenako afika kwa Carlo nati: "Carlo, nyamuka!" Koma izi sizimasuntha ndikupitiliza kubwereza: "Mkazi Wokongola! ...". Kenako, ndikumangotulutsa mkwiyo, Bruno amamutenga mnyamatayo ndi kumugogoda, kuti amubwezeretse, koma osatha. "Zinali ngati mtovu, ngati kuti zimalemera matani." Ndipo apa mkwiyo ukuyamba kukhala wopanda mantha. Timayesanso, koma zotsatira zake. Mopsa mtima, amafika kwa kamtsikanayo kuti: "Isola, nyamuka, osachita ngati Carlo!" Koma Isola samayankha. Kenako ayesa kumusunthira, koma sangachite naye mwina ... Amawoneka ndi mantha ndi nkhope za anawo, maso awo ali m kunyezimira ndikupanga kuyesera komaliza ndi achichepere, poganiza kuti: "Nditha kuyimitsa izi". Koma iyenso amalemera ngati nsangalabwi, "ngati mzati wamwala womangidwa pansi", ndipo sangathe kuukweza. Kenako amafuula: "Koma chikuchitika apa ndi chiani? ... Kodi pali mfiti zilizonse kuphanga kapena satana wina? ...". Ndipo kudana kwake ndi Tchalitchi cha Katolika nthawi yomweyo kumamupangitsa kuti aganize kuti ndi wansembe wina: "Kodi sizingakhale wansembe wina yemwe adalowa kuphanga ndikuwatsutsa ana anga?". Ndipo akufuula: "Aliyense amene ungakhale wansembe, atuluke!" Kukhala chete kwathunthu. Kenako Bruno amalowa kuphanga ndi cholinga chomenya munthu wachilendoyo (monga msilikali yemwe adadziwonetseranso kuti ndi wankhonya): "Ndani pano?" Akufuula. Koma phangalo lilibe chilichonse. Amapita kukayesanso kulera ana ndi zotsatira zomwezo ngati kale. Kenako munthu wosauka uja akukwera phirilo kukafunafuna thandizo: "Thandizani, thandizani, bwerani mudzandithandizire!". Koma palibe amene akuwona ndipo palibe amene ayenera kuti anamva. Amabwerako mokondwa ndi ana omwe, akugwada ndi mikono yokutidwa, akupitiliza kunena kuti: "Dona Wokongola! ... Wokongola Mkazi! ...". Amayandikira ndikuyesera kuti awasunthe ... Amawaitanira: "Carlo, Isola, Gianfranco! ...", koma anawo samangokhala. Ndipo apa Bruno akuyamba kulira: "Zikhala chiyani? ... chachitika chiyani apa? ...". Ndipo mwamantha amakweza maso ndi manja ake kumwamba, akufuula: "Mulungu atipulumutse!". Atangolira kufuulira uku, Bruno akuwona manja awiri owoneka bwino akutuluka mkati mwa phangalo, akumayandikira pang'onopang'ono, ndikukhudza maso ake, kuwapangitsa kuti agwe ngati mamba, ngati chophimba chomwe chimamupangitsa khungu ... zoyipa ... koma pamenepo, mwadzidzidzi maso ake adalowedwa ndi kuwunika kotero kuti kwa mphindi zochepa zonse zimasowa pamaso pake, ana, phanga ... ndipo akumva kupepuka, ethereal, ngati kuti mzimu wake wamasulidwa ku chinthu. Chimwemwe chachikulu chimabadwa mwa iye, chinthu chatsopano. M'mkhalidwe wakubera kotero, ngakhale ana samamvanso kufuula wamba. Bruno atayamba kuonanso pambuyo pa nthawi yakuchita khungu, akuwona kuti phangalo likuwala mpaka kuti lithere, kuwameza ndi kuwalako ... Pangofika chipilala chokhacho pamwamba pa izi, wopanda nsapato, chithunzi cha mkazi wokutidwa ndi halo wa kuwala kwa golide, komwe kumawoneka kukongola kwakumwamba, kosasinthika malinga ndi anthu. Tsitsi lake ndi lakuda, lolumikizidwa pamutu ndipo limangotuluka, monga malaya wobiriwira omwe kuyambira kumutu amapita pansi mpaka kumapazi. Pansi pa chovalacho, mwinjiro wowoneka bwino, wowoneka bwino, wazunguliridwa ndi gulu la pinki lomwe limatsikira kumapeto awiri, kumanja kwake. Kutalika kwake kumawoneka ngati kwapakatikati, mawonekedwe amtundu pang'ono bulauni, zaka zowoneka makumi awiri ndi zisanu. M'dzanja lake lamanja amakhala ndi buku lopanda zambiri, lamtundu wa cinerine, lomwe limatsamira pachifuwa chake, pomwe dzanja lake lamanzere limapumira bukulo. Nkhope ya Mkazi Wokongolayo imatanthauzira maonekedwe achikondi, chokhala ndi chisoni chachikulu. "Chosangalatsa changa choyambirira chinali kuyankhula, kudzutsa kulira, koma ndikumva kuti ndili ndi mphamvu mu mawu anga, mawu anga adamwalira pakhosi panga," mpenyiyo adzadandaula. Pakadali pano, fungo labwino kwambiri wamaluwa lidafalikira m'phangalo. Ndipo Bruno adatinso: "Inenso ndidapezeka kuti ndili pafupi ndi zolengedwa zanga, maondo anga, manja opindika."

3.

«NDINE CHIWIRI CHA CHIVUMBULUTSO»

Mwadzidzidzi Dona wokongola uja ayamba kulankhula, ndikuyamba vumbulutso lalitali. Amadzipereka nthawi yomweyo: «Ndine amene ndili mu Utatu Waumulungu ... Ndine Namwali Wa Chibvumbulutso ... Mumandizunza, ndikwanira! Lowani khola loyera, bwalo lakumwamba padziko lapansi. Lumbiro la Mulungu silikusinthika: Lachisanu ndi chinayi cha Mtima Woyera womwe mudapanga, mokakamizidwa mwachikondi ndi mkwatibwi wanu wokhulupirika, musanayambe njira yolakwika, ndakupulumutsani! ». Bruno akukumbukira kuti liwu la Mkazi Wokongola'li linali lokomamveka, linali kumveka ngati nyimbo yomwe imalowa m'makutu; kukongola kwake sikungafotokozeke, kuwala, kunyezimira, china chodabwitsa, ngati kuti dzuwa latalowa kuphanga ». Kukambirana ndikutali; kumatenga pafupifupi ola limodzi ndi mphindi makumi awiri. Maphunziro omwe adakhudzidwa ndi a Madonna ndi osiyanasiyana. Ena amadera nkhawa m'masomphenyawo. Ena amakhudzidwa ndi Tchalitchi chonse, makamaka pokamba za ansembe. Ndipo pali uthenga woti uperekedwe kwa inu eni kwa papa. Nthawi inayake Madonna amasunthira mkono umodzi, kumanzere, ndikuwonetsa chala chakumanzere, ndikuwonetsa kena kake kumapazi ake ... Bruno amatsata mchitidwewo ndi diso lake ndikuwona kansalu yakuda pansi, wopusa ngati wansembe pambali pa mtanda wosweka. "Apa," akulongosola namwaliyo, "Ichi ndiye chizindikiro kuti Mpingo udzavutika, uzunzidwa, kusweka; Ichi ndi Chizindikiro kuti ana anga akufafaniza ... Iwe khala wolimba pachikhulupiriro! ... ». Masomphenya akumwamba samabisalira kwa wamasomphenya kuti masiku ozunzidwa ndi mayesero owawa akumuyembekezera, koma kuti akadamteteza ndi chitetezo chamayi. Kenako Bruno amapemphedwa kuti apemphere kwambiri ndikupemphera, wobwereza kolona yatsiku ndi tsiku. Ndipo imafotokoza mwachindunji zolinga zitatu: kutembenuka kwa ochimwa, osakhulupirira komanso umodzi wa Akhristu. Ndipo amamuwululira za mtengo wa Hail Marys wobwerezabwereza mu rosary: ​​"Tikuoneni Asamariya zomwe mumanena ndi chikhulupiriro ndi chikondi ndi mivi yambiri wagolide yomwe imafika Pamtima pa Yesu". Ampanga lonjezo labwino: "Ndidzasintha zodabwitsa ndi zozizwitsa zomwe ndidzagwiritse ntchito ndi dziko lino lauchimo". Ponena za mwayi wake wakumwamba womwe mpenyiyo anamenya nawo ndi womwe unali usanafotokozedwepo kale ndi Magisterium of the Church (zidzakhala zaka zitatu pambuyo pake: kodi uthenga womwe udauza papa uja ukukhudzana ndi kulengeza? ...), Namwali, ndi kuphweka ndi kumveka bwino, kumachotsa kukayikira kulikonse: «Thupi langa silingathe kuvunda kapena kuvunda. Mwana wanga ndi angelo abwera kudzanditenga ndikamwalira ». Ndi mawu awa Mariya adadziwonetseranso yekha wokhathamiritsidwa kumwamba ndi thupi ndi mzimu. Koma kunali kofunikira kupatsa mpenyi chitsimikizo kuti zokumana nazo zomwe anali moyo zomwe zikadakhudza kwambiri m'moyo wake sizinali kuwonera kapena kutulutsa mawu, kungosiya chinyengo cha satana. Pachifukwa ichi amuuza kuti: «Ndikufuna ndikupatseni chitsimikizo chotsimikizika cha umulungu kuti mukukhalapo kuti mutha kusiyira zifukwa zina zamisonkhano yanu, kuphatikizapo za mdani wamkulu, monga ambiri angafune kuti mukhulupirire. Ndipo ichi ndicho chizindikiro: mudzapita m'mipingo ndi m'misewu. Kwa matchalitchi kupita kwa woyamba wansembe amene mumakumana naye ndipo mumisewu kwa wansembe aliyense yemwe mumakumana naye, mudzati: "Ababa, ndiyenera kulankhula naye!". Akayankha kuti: "Tikuoneni, mwana wanga wamwamuna, ukufuna chiyani, pemphani kuti ayime, chifukwa ndi amene ndamusankha. Mudzamuwonetsa zomwe mtima umakuuzani ndi kumumvera; M'malo mwake, wansembe wina adzakulozera iwe ndi mawu awa: "Izi ndi zanu". Kupitilira, Mayi Wathu amulimbikitsa kuti "akhale anzeru, chifukwa sayansi ikana Mulungu", kenako amupatsa uthenga wachinsinsi kuti akaperekedwe kwa "Chiyero cha Atate, m'busa wamkulu wa Chikhristu", limodzi ndi wansembe wina yemwe angamuuze kuti: " Bruno, ndikumva ulumikizidwe ndi iwe ». "Kenako Dona Wathu", mpenyiyo akuti, "alankhula kwa ine zomwe zikuchitika mdziko lapansi, zomwe zidzachitike mtsogolo, momwe Mpingo ukupita, momwe chikhulupiriro chikuyendera komanso kuti amuna sadzakhulupiliranso ... Zinthu zambiri zomwe zikukwaniritsidwa tsopano ... Koma zinthu zambiri ziyenera kuchitika ... » Ndipo Dona wakumwamba am'khazika mtima pansi: "Ena omwe iwe udzamuwuza masomphenyawa sakukhulupirira, koma usalole kuti ukhale wokhumudwa". Misonkhano ikatha, Mayi Wathu adawerama nati kwa Bruno: «Ndine amene ndili pa Mulungu Utatu. Ndine Mkazi wa Chibvumbulutso. Onani, ndisanachoke ine ndikunena mawu awa: Chibvomerezo ndi Mawu a Mulungu, vumbulutso ili limalankhula za ine. Ichi ndichifukwa chake ndidapereka dzina ili: Namwali wa Chivumbulutso ». Kenako amatenga masitepe angapo, natembenuka ndikulowa khomalo. Kenako kuwala kwakukulu kuja kumatha ndipo mukumuwona Virigo akuyenda pang'onopang'ono. Kuwongolera komwe kwatengedwa, kumapita, kumka ku Basilica ya S. Peter. Carlo ndiye woyamba kuchira ndikufuula: "Ababa, mutha kuwona chofunda chobiriwira, diresi yobiriwira!", Ndikuthamangira kuphanga: "Nditenga!". M'malo mwake, akudziponya m'thanthwe ndikuyamba kulira, chifukwa adawukantha ndi manja ake. Kenako aliyense ayambiranso kumva. Kwa mphindi zochepa amangokhala odabwa komanso osalankhula. "Abambo osauka," analemba motero Isola pambuyo pake m'bukhu la zikumbukiro; «Dona Wathu atachoka, anali wotumbululuka ndipo tinayimirira pafupi naye kumufunsa kuti:" Koma Mkazi Wokongola uja anali ndani? Zomwe wanena? ". Adayankha kuti: "Dona Wathu! Pambuyo pake ndikuuza zonse ". Podabwitsabe, Bruno mwanzeru amafunsa ana pawokha, kuyambira ndi Isola kuti: "Mukuwona chiyani?" Yankho limafanana ndendende ndi zomwe adawona. Zomwezi zimayankha Carlo. Wamng'ono, Gianfranco, posadziwa dzina la mitunduyo, amangoti Dona anali ndi buku m'manja mwake kuti agwire homuweki yake ndipo ... amatafuna chingamu ku America ... Kuchokera pamawu awa, Bruno amazindikira kuti iye yekha ndi amene amamvetsa Dona wathu anali atanena, ndikuti ana amangomva milomo yawo. Kenako akuti kwa iwo: «Chabwino, tiyeni tichite chinthu chimodzi: timayeretsa m'phanga chifukwa zomwe taona ndi zabwino ... Koma sindikudziwa. Tsopano tiyeni titseke ndi kuyeretsa mkati mwa phangalo ». Nthawi zonse ndi amene amati: «Mumangotaya zinyalala zonsezo ndikudziponyera tchire la minga ... ndipo apa mpira, wapita pamalo otsetsereka kulowera kumene bus imayima, mwadzidzidzi ikubwera komwe tidakonza, komwe 'zinali zonse zauchimo. Mpira ulipo, pansi. Ndimalandira, ndikuyika papepala pomwe ndidalemba zolemba zoyambirira, koma sindinathe kumaliza chilichonse. «Mwadzidzidzi, nthaka yonse ija yomwe tidayeretsa, fumbi lonselo lomwe tidatukula, lidanunkhiza. Kununkhira bwanji! Phanga lonselo ... Munakhudza makoma: zonunkhira; munakhudza pansi: zonunkhira; mudachoka: zonunkhira. Mwachidule, chilichonse kumeneko chimanunkhiza. Ndidapukuta m'maso mwanga misozi yomwe idatsikira ndipo ana osangalala adafuwula kuti: "Tawaona Mkazi Wokongola!" ». «Eya! ... monga ndidakuwuzani kale, tiyeni titseke, chifukwa pakalipano tisanene chilichonse!», Bambowo akukumbutsa ana. Kenako amakhala pabalaza kunja kwa phanga ndikulemba mwachangu zomwe zidamuchitikira, ndikusintha malingaliro ake oyamba, koma amaliza ntchito yonse kunyumba. Kwa ana omwe akumuyang'ana akuti: «Mukudziwa, abambo nthawi zonse anakuwuzani kuti mkachisi wa Katolika munalibe Yesu, yemwe anali wabodza, wopangidwa ndi ansembe; tsopano ndikuwonetsa komwe kuli. Titsike! ". Aliyense amavala zovala zawo zochotsa kutentha ndikusewera ndipo amabwerera kutsogolo kwa abambo a Trappist.

4.

KUTI AVE MARIA DI ISOLA

Gulu laling'ono limatsika kuchokera kuphiri la eucalyptus ndikulowa tchalitchi cha abbey. Aliyense amagwada pansi pa benchi yoyamba yomwe amapeza kumanja. Atakhala chete kwakanthawi, tateyo akufotokozera ana: «Mkazi Wokongola wa phangalo adatiuza kuti Yesu ali pano. Poyamba ndidakuphunzitsani kuti musakhulupirire izi ndikukuletsani kupemphera. Yesu ali mkati umo, mnyumba yaying'ono ija. Tsopano ndikukuuzani: tiyeni tipemphere! Timakonda Ambuye! ». Isola alowererapo: "Ababa, ngakhale mukuti izi ndi zowonadi, timapemphera bwanji?" «Mwana wanga wamkazi, sindikudziwa ...». "Tiyeni tinene kuti Ave Maria," atero msungwana. "Tawonani, sindikukumbukira Ave Maria." "Koma ndikatero, bambo!" "Monga inu? Ndipo anakuphunzitsa ndani? ». "Pamene mudanditumiza kusukulu ndikundipatsa tikiti kuti ndipereke kwa aphunzitsi ndipo sindinapemphedwe kuyambira nthawi ya katekisimu, chabwino, nthawi yoyamba yomwe ndinamupatsa, koma kenako sindinachitenso chifukwa ndinali ndi manyazi, chifukwa chake ndimangokhala ndipo kenako ndidaphunzira Ave Maria ». «Eya, mukunena ..., pang'onopang'ono, kotero tikukutsatirani inunso». Kenako kamtsikanaka kakayamba: Ave Maria, wodzaza chisomo ... Ndipo enawo atatu: Ave, Maria, odzala ndi chisomo ... Ndipo zina mpaka Ameni womaliza. Pambuyo pake iwo amatuluka ndi kubwerera kwawo. "Chonde, ananu, titafika kunyumba, osanena chilichonse, khalani chete, chifukwa ndiyenera kuganizira za izi, ndiyenera kupeza china chomwe Dona, Mkazi Wokongola uja wandiuza!" Akutero Bruno kwa ana ake. "Chabwino, bambo, chabwino," akulonjeza. Koma, kutsika masitepe (chifukwa amakhala m'chipinda chapansi) ana akuyamba kufuulira anzawo ndi atsikana kuti: "Tawaona Dona Wokongola uja, tamuwona Mkazi Wokongola!". Aliyense amawonekera, ngakhale mkazi wake. Bruno, atadabwa, akuyesera kukonza: «Bwerani, tiyeni tilowe mkati ... mmwamba, mmwamba, palibe chinachitika», ndikutseka chitseko. Mwa mphindi zimenezo, mpenyiyo akuti: "Nthawi zonse ndimakhala wamanjenje ... Panthawi imeneyi ndimayesetsa kukhala wodekha momwe ndingathere ... ndakhala munthu wosauka, mtundu wopanduka ndipo nthawi ino ndimayenera kumeza, ndimayenera kupirira ...". Koma mulole izi zidziwike ndi Isola yemwe, mophweka, analemba mu kakalata kake kuti: «Titafika kunyumba, amayi adakumana nafe, ndipo ataona abambo akutuluka ndikuyenda, adamfunsa:" Bruno, watani? Chakuchitikira ndi chiyani?". Abambo, pafupifupi atalira, anatiuza kuti: "Gonani!", Ndipo kotero amayi adatipangitsa kugona. Koma ndinayeseza kugona ndipo ndidaona abambo omwe adafika kwa amayi nati kwa iye: "Tawaona Dona Wathu, ndikupemphani kuti mundikhululukire chifukwa ndidakuvutitsani, Jolanda. Kodi unganene rosary? ". Ndipo amayi anga adayankha, "Sindikukumbukira bwino," ndipo adagwada kuti akapemphere. " Pambuyo pa kufotokozera uku kwa mwana wamkazi Isola, timvera mawu a protagonist wachindunji: «Chifukwa chake, popeza ndidapanga ambiri kwa mkazi wanga, chifukwa ndidamunamizira, ndidachimwa, ndidamumenya, ndi zina zambiri, kodi mukuganiza kuti pa Epulo 11, ngakhale anali Aprotestanti, akuti: Mutha kuchita izi, mutha kuchita izi, izi ndi tchimo, sizinenedwe kuti: Pali malamulo khumi. Eya, usiku 11 uja sindinagone kunyumba, koma ndinali nditagona usikuwo, tivomerezane, ndi mzanga ... Namwaliyo adandipatsa kutembenuka mtima. Kenako, pokumbukira zinthu zonsezi, ndidagwada pamaso pa mkazi wanga, kukhitchini, ana anali m'chipindacho ndikugwada, nawonso adagwada: "Motani, mumagwada pamaso panga? Nthawi zonse ndimagwada mukamandimenya, kunena zokwanira, ndakupemphani chikhululukiro cha zinthu zomwe sindinachite "..." Kenako ndimati: "Tsopano ndikupemphani kuti mundikhululukire pazomwe ndachita, pa zoyipazi, pazonse zomwe mumachita Ndidakugwirani mwakuthupi. Ndikukupemphani kuti mukhululukireni, chifukwa zomwe anawo ananena, tsopano sitinena chilichonse, koma zomwe anawo ananena ndizowona ... ndakuphunzitsani zinthu zambiri zoyipa, ndinalankhula motsutsa Ukaristia, motsutsana ndi Mayi Wathu, motsutsana ndi Papa , motsutsana ndi Ansembe ndi ma sakaramenti ... Tsopano sindikudziwa zomwe zinachitika ..., ndikumva ndikusintha ... "».

5.

LONJEZO ADZABWINO KWAMBIRI

Koma kuyambira tsiku lomwelo moyo wa Bruno udasinthiratu. Kudabwitsidwa komwe kudawoneka chifukwa chosawoneka bwino sikunawonetse kuti kukuchepera ndipo kunali kugwedezeka. Anazunzidwa kuyembekezera chizindikiro chomwe analonjezedwa ndi Namwali kuti chikwaniritsidwe monga zonse. Tsopano sanalinso Chipulotesitanti, ndipo sanalingalire kukhazikika mu "kachisi" wawo ndipo komabe anali asanakhale Mkatolika, akumakana kudzikanira ndi kuwulula. Kuphatikiza apo, a Madonna adamuwuza kuti alankhule ndi ansembe osiyanasiyana omwe angakumane nawo, mumsewu komanso ku tchalitchi komwe amalowera, Bruno pa tram, kwa wansembe aliyense yemwe adapereka tikiti adati: "Ababa, ndiyenera kulankhula nanu." Ngati izi zidamuyankha, "Ukufuna chiyani?" Ingondiuza », Bruno adayankha:« Ayi, ayi, ndinali kulakwitsa, si iye ... Pepani, mukudziwa ». Atakumana ndi yankho kuchokera kwa wochititsa, wansembe wina adakhala chete ndikuchokapo, koma wina adayankha: "Ndani akufuna kuseketsa?". "Koma taonani, si nthabwala: ndi zomwe ndikumva!" Bruno adayesetsa kupepesa. Ndipo chiyembekezochi komanso kukhumudwa kwina, osatinso kukhumudwitsidwa, sizinakhudze chikhalidwe komanso thanzi la mpenyi, mpaka pakutha kwa masiku anayamba kumva kudwaladwala komanso samapitanso kuntchito. Ndipo mkazi wake adamufunsa, "Vuto ndi chiyani ndi iwe?" Mukuchepa thupi! ». Zowonadi Jolanda adawona kuti mipango ya mwamuna wake idadzaza magazi, "kuchokera kuwawa, kuvutika", Bruno akufotokozera, "chifukwa" amzake "adabwera kunyumba nati kwa ine:" Koma bwanji, simukubwera kutipeza? Chifukwa chiyani? "". Poyankha iye anati: "Ndili ndi zomwe ... ndidzabwera mtsogolo." M'busayo adawonekeranso: «Koma bwanji? Simukubweranso kumisonkhano? Chifukwa chiyani? " Kuleza mtima, yankho lomwe limadziwika kuti: «Ndisiye ndekha: Ndikuganizira zina zomwe ziyenera kundichitikira, ndikudikirira». Chimenechi chinali chiyembekezo chosasinthika chomwe sichingalepheretse mantha abodza: ​​"Nanga bwanji ngati sizowona? Nanga ndikadakhala kuti ndikulakwitsa? " Koma adaganizira njira yomwe zidachitikazo, za ana omwe iwonso adamuwona (zenizeni pamaso pake), za fungo lachilendo lomwe aliyense amawona ... Kenako kusintha kwadzidzidzi kwa moyo wake ...: tsopano adakonda Mpingo uwo anali atamupereka ndi kumenya nkhondo molimbika, mmalo mwake, anali asanamukondebe ngati pano. Mtima wake, womwe kale udadzaza Madon, tsopano adasinthidwa ndi kukumbukira kokoma kwa iye yemwe adadziwonetsa ngati "Namwali wa Chibvumbulutso". Ndipo adamverera kukopeka modabwitsa ndi phanga laling'ono lija mu Tre Fontane nkhonya kuti, m'mene angathere, abwerera kumtunda. Ndipo kumtunda komweko adaonanso funde la mafuta onunkhira omwe, mwanjira ina, adatsitsimutsanso kukoma kwa kukumana ndi Namwaliyo. Madzulo ena, patatha masiku angapo kuchokera pa Epulo 12, anali mu basi 223 yomwe imadutsa Tre Fontane, pafupi ndi nkhalango. Pamenepo basiyo imasweka ndikukhalabe yosayenda pamsewu. Podikirira thandizo, Bruno akufuna kugwiritsa ntchito mwayi kuthawira kuphanga, koma sangathe kusiya galimoto. Amawona asungwana ena, akuwayandikira: «Pitani kumeneko, kuphanga loyamba: kuli miyala iwiri yayikulu, pitani mukaikemo maluwa, chifukwa Mkazi Wathu anawonekera kwa iwo! Bwerani, pitani, atsikana ». Koma mkangano wamkati sunasonyeze kuti wakwiya, mpaka tsiku lina mkazi wake, atamuwona ali wokhumudwa, adamufunsa: "Koma ndiwuzeni?" «Yang'anani», Bruno akuyankha, «zakhala masiku ambiri ndipo tsopano tili pa Epulo 28th. Chifukwa chake ndakhala ndikudikirira masiku khumi ndi zisanu ndi chimodzi kuti ndikumane ndi wansembe ndipo sindimupeza. «Koma, mwapita ku parishiyi? Mwina mudzamupeza kumeneko, "akulangiza motero mkazi wake, m'kuphweka kwake komanso malingaliro wamba. Ndipo Bruno: "Ayi, sindinapite ku parishiyi." «Koma pita, mwina ukapeze wansembe ...» Tikudziwa kuchokera kwa mpenyi yekha chifukwa chake sanapite ku parishi ija. Kunali komwe, komwe, kuti Lamlungu lililonse amenya nkhondo zake zachipembedzo pamene okhulupirika amasiya Misa, kotero kuti ansembe adamuthamangitsa ndikumutcha mdani woyamba wa parishiyi. Ndipo, polandila upangiri wa mkazi wake, m'mawa wina, Bruno adachoka kunyumbayo, akugwedezeka chifukwa cha khungu lake, ndikupita ku tchalitchi cha parishi yake, mpingo wa Ognissanti, pa Appia Nuova. Amayimirira pafupi ndi tchalitchi ndipo amadikirira kutsogolo kwa mtanda waukulu. Tsopano atakwiya kwambiri, munthu wosauka uja atembenukira kumandawo pamaso pake: «Onani, ndikapanda kukumana ndi wansembe, woyamba yemwe ndidamenya pansi ndi inu ndipo ndidzang'amba inu, monga ndinakusankhirani zidutswa kale »,, Ndipo dikirani. Koma zinali zoyipa kwambiri. Kukokomeza kwa Bruno ndi kuwonongeka kwa psychophysical zidafikiradi malire. M'malo mwake, asanachoke kunyumba anali atapanga chisankho choyipa. Adapita kuti akakapeze mbawala yotchuka yomwe idagulidwa ku Toledo kupha papa, adaiyika pansi pa jekete lake ndipo adati kwa mkazi wake: «Onani, ndipita: ndikapanda kukakumana ndi wansembe, ndikabweranso mudzandiona dzanja, onetsetsani kuti mumwalira, ana kenako ndikudzipha, chifukwa sindingathenso kutero, chifukwa sindingathe kukhalanso chonchi ». Kunena zowona, kudzipha inali malingaliro omwe anali atayamba kupanga mutu tsiku lililonse m'mutu mwake. Nthawi zina mpaka adadziwopseza kuti adziponya pansi pa tramu ... Amawoneka woipa kwambiri kuposa momwe anali mbali ya gulu lachipulotesitanti ... Amachita misala. Ngati anali asanabwerebe izi, zinali chifukwa usiku wina anatha kupita kuphanga kukalira ndikuuza Namwaliwe kuti adzamuthandize. Pafupi ndi mtanda pamtanda Bruno akuyembekezera. Wansembe amadutsa kuti: "Ndamufunsa?" Amadzifunsa; Koma china chake mkati mwake chimamuuza kuti sichoncho. Ndipo amatembenuka kuti asawoneke. Chachiwiri chimadutsa ..., chinthu chomwecho. Ndipo apa pakubwera kuchokera pa kupatulapo wansembe wachinyamata yemwe adathamangitsidwa mwachangu ... Bruno akumva kukhudzidwa kwamkati, ngati kuti akumukankhira iye. Amugwira pafupi ndi dzanja lake ndikufuula kuti: "Atate, ndiyenera kulankhula naye!" "Tikuoneni, mwana wanga, ndi chiyani?" Atamva mawu amenewa, Bruno amasangalala ndipo akuti: «Ndinkadikirira mawu awa omwe amandiuza:" Tikuoneni Mary, mwana! ". Apa, ine ndi Chiprotestanti ndipo ndikufuna kukhala Mkatolika ». "Tawonani, kodi mukumuwona wansembe ameneyo mkati mwa sakramenti?" "Inde, abambo." "Pita kwa iye: ndikoyenera kwa iwe." Wansembeyo ndi Don Gilberto Carniel, yemwe anali atawaphunzitsa Chipolotesitanti ena omwe akufuna kukhala Akatolika. Bruno afika kwa iye nati: "Abambo, ndikuyenera kukuwuzani zomwe zandichitikira ...". Ndipo agwadira pamaso pa wansembe amene zaka zingapo zapitazo anali atamuthamangitsa mwankhaza panyumba pake pa nthawi ya daliso la Pasaka. Don Gilberto amvera nkhani yonse kenako amuuza kuti: "Tsopano uyenera kuchita kukakamira ndipo ndiyenera kukonzekeretsa." Ndipo chifukwa chake wansembe adayamba kupita kunyumba kwake kukamkonzera iye ndi mkazi wake. Bruno, amene waona mawu a Namwaliyo akuzindikira bwino, tsopano ndi wodekha komanso wokondwa. Chitsimikiziro choyamba chinali chitaperekedwa. Tsopano chachiwiri chinali chikusoweka. Madeti adakhazikitsidwa: Meyi 7 lidzakhala tsiku lochotsedwera ndipo 8th abwerere ku Tchalitchi cha Katolika, ku parishi. Koma Lachiwiri 6 Meyi Bruno amachita zonse kuti apeze nthawi yothamangira kuphanga kuti akafunse Madon ndipo mwina ndi chidwi chodzawonanso. Ndizodziwika, aliyense amene adawonapo Madonna kamodzi, amalakalaka kukamuonanso ... Ndipo mphuno yomwe siyimasulidwa ku moyo wonse. Kamodzi kumtunda uko, amagwada ndi kukumbukira ndi kupemphera kwa iye amene masiku makumi awiri ndi anayi adasiyapo kale kuti abwere kwa iye. Ndipo chosokoneza chikukonzedwanso. Phanga limawalira ndi kunyezimira ndikuwoneka modabwitsa kumwamba kwa Amayi a Mulungu. Sizinena kanthu. Amangomuyang'ana ndikumumwetulira ... Ndipo kumwetulira ndiye umboni waukulu koposa wakhutira kwake. Amasangalalanso. Mawu aliwonse amasokoneza chidwi cha kumwetulira. Ndipo ndikumwetulira kwa Namwaliyo timapeza mphamvu kuti tichitepo kanthu, mosatekeseka kwathunthu, zilizonse zomwe zingathere, ndipo mantha onse amatha. Tsiku lotsatira, kunyumba kwawo kocheperako, Bruno ndi Jolanda Cornacchiola, atavomereza machimo awo, adasiya. Umu ndi momwe patapita zaka wowonera akakumbukira tsikulo: «Pa tsiku la 8, pa Meyi 8, panali phwando lalikulu m'parishiyi. Palinso bambo Rotondi kuti apange nkhani mkati mwa tchalitchi cha Ognissanti ndipo kumeneko, ine ndi mkazi wanga titasayina zikwatu pa tsiku la 7, mkazi wanga ndi ana adalowa m'tchalitchichi. Isola amatsimikiziridwa chifukwa anali atabatizidwa kale, mkazi wanga adamubatiza pomwe ndidali ku Spain. Carlo adamubatiza mobisa, koma Gianfranco, yemwe anali ndi zaka zinayi, adabatizidwa.

6.

CHITSANZO CHachiwiri

Bruno Cornacchiola tsopano amapita ku tchalitchi cha Ognissanti. Komabe, sikuti aliyense akudziwa kuti adakankhira Mpulotesitanti wakale kuti abwererenso ku Tchalitchi cha Katolika, ndipo ochepa omwe amadziwa izi amakhala osamala polankhula za izi, kuti apewe kukambirana kosayenera ndi kutanthauzira kolakwika. Kwa mmodzi wa awa, Don Mario Sfoggia, Bruno adakopeka kwambiri ndipo adamuwuza zamasewera okhudzana ndi Epulo 12 komanso pulogalamu yatsopano ya Meyi 6. Wansembeyo, ngakhale ndi wamng'ono, ndiwanzeru. Amazindikira kuti sizoyenera kusankha ngati zili zowona kapena ngati ndi kuwunika. Sungani chinsinsi ndikuyitanitsa wopenyerera kuti apempherere kwambiri chisomo kuti apirire m'moyo watsopano ndikuunikiridwa pazizindikiro zolonjezedwa. Tsiku lina, 21 kapena 22 Meyi, Don Mario akuwonetsa Bruno kuti akufuna kupita kuphanga: «Mverani», akutero, "Ndikufuna kubwera nanu kudzapemphanso rosary, pamalo omwe mudakumana ndi Madonna» . "Chabwino, tikupita pa 23, ndine mfulu." Ndipo pemphanoli limaperekedwanso kwa wachinyamata yemwe amapita kumatchalitchi a Katolika a parishiyi, a Luciano Gatti, omwe samanyalanyaza umboni wa pulogalamuyi komanso chifukwa chenicheni choitanirachi. Nthawi yakwana kuti aitanidwe, Luciano samawonekeranso, osatengera mtima, Don Mario ndi Bruno achoka osamudikirira. Atafika kuphanga, anagwada pafupi ndi mwala pomwe Madona adaikapo miyendo ndikuyamba kuyang'ananso ndi rosary. Wansembeyo, akuyankhira pa Matalala a Marys, amayang'ana mwachidwi kwa mnzake kuti ayang'anire momwe akumvera ndi mawu aliwonse omwe akutuluka kumaso. Ndipo Lachisanu, pazomwe amakumbukira "zinsinsi zowawa". Pambuyo pake, Don Mario akupempha wamasomphenyayo kuti abwereze mu Rosos yonse. Povomera. Pa "chinsinsi chosangalatsa" chachiwiri, Kuyendera kwa Mary kupita ku Saint Elizabeth, Don Mario amapemphera kwa Mayi Wathu mumtima mwake: "Tichezere, tiwunikireni! Choonadi chidziwike, kuti sitipusitsidwa! ». Tsopano ndi wansembe amene amakondweretsa Matalala a Mariy. Bruno amayankha pafupipafupi pa zinsinsi ziwiri za ulendowo, koma kwa wachitatu sanayankhenso! Kenako Don Mario akufuna kutembenuzira mutu kumanja kuti awone bwino ndikuzindikira chifukwa chake sayankhanso. Koma atatsala pang'ono kuchita izi, akumenyedwa ngati kuti ndi magetsi otulutsa magetsi omwe amamulepheretsa, kupangitsa kuti azilephera kuyenda pang'ono ... Mtima wake umakhala ngati wakwera m'mero ​​mwake, akumamupatsa chizindikiritso ... Amva Bruno akung'ung'udza: «Kukongola kwake! ! ... Ndiwokongola bwanji! ... Koma imvi, siimdima ... ». Don Mario, ngakhale samawona kalikonse, akumva kupezeka kodabwitsa. Kenako adauza zakukhosi kwake: "Masomphenya a thupi la wodekha anali odekha, mawonekedwe ake achilengedwe ndipo sakadatha kumuwona kukweza kapena kudwala. Chilichonse chinkawonetsa mzimu wopatsa thupi labwinobwino komanso lathanzi. Nthawi zina ankasuntha milomo yake pang'ono ndipo kuchokera pazonse zimamveka kuti kukhala Wodabwitsa womubera. Ndipo nazi kuti Don Mario, yemwe anali atofa ziwalo, amadziona kuti agwedezeka: "Don Mario, watsitsimuka!". Ndi Bruno omwe amalankhula naye, ali ndi chisangalalo. Tsopano akuwoneka wotumbululuka kwambiri ndikusinthika ndi kutengeka kwambiri. Amamuwuza kuti m'masomphenyawo Madona adayika manja ake pamutu pa onse awiri kenako adapita, nasiya mafuta onunkhira. Perfume yemwe akupitiliza komanso yemwe amamuwona Don Mario, yemwe pafupifupi ananena kuti: "Apa ..., mumaika mafuta awa". Kenako amalowanso kuphanga, natuluka ndikumununkhira Bruno ..., koma Bruno alibe zonunkhira pa iye. Pamenepo, Luciano Gatti afika, atagona, kufunafuna anzawo awiri omwe anali atanyamuka osamudikirira. Kenako wansembeyo amuuza kuti: "Lowani mkatimo ..., mverani ...: ndiuzeni zomwe mukumva?". Mnyamatayo amalowa kuphanga ndipo nthawi yomweyo amafuula kuti: «Kodi onunkhira bwanji! Mwayika chiyani mabotolo onunkhira apa? ' «Ayi», Don Mario adafuwula, «Mayi Wathu adawonekera kuphanga!». Kenako mwachangu, akukumbatira Bruno nati: "Bruno, ndikumva kuti ndili ndi iwe!". Pamawu awa wonayo ali ndi chisangalalo ndipo akusangalala kwambiri akukumbatira Don Mario. Mawu amenewa omwe adanenedwa ndi wansembe anali chizindikiro chomwe a Mai athu adamupatsa kuti awonetse kuti ndi amene adzatsagana naye kupita kwa papa kukapereka uthengawo. Dona wokongola uja adakwaniritsa malonjezo ake okhudza zizindikirocho.

7.

"ERA DE CICCIA! ..."

Lachisanu Lachisanu Meyi 30, atagwira ntchito tsiku lonse, Bruno adatopa, koma phangalo lidapitiliza kuyitanira kosangalatsa. Madzulo amenewo anali wokopeka kwambiri, motero anapita kumeneko kukanena kolona. Lowani kuphanga ndikuyamba kupemphera nokha. Ndipo Dona Wathu akuwonekera kwa iye mwa kutsogozedwa ndi kuwala kowoneka bwino ndi kwawo nthawi yomweyo. Nthawiyi amupatsa uthenga woti abweretse: "Pitani kwa ana anga akazi okondedwa, Philippines Pies, ndipo muwauze kuti apempherere kwambiri kwa osakhulupirira komanso kusakhulupirira kwawo." Masomphenyawa akufuna kuti amalize kuyimilira kwa Namwaliyo koma sakudziwa awa, sakanadziwa komwe angawapeze. Pakutsika, akumana ndi mzimayi yemwe adamufunsa: "Kodi gehena ndi chiani pafupi?" "Pali sukulu ya a Pious Masters kumeneko," mayiyo ayankha. M'malo mwake, mnyumba imodzi yosungirako anthuwa, momwemu msewu, amunawo adakhazikika zaka makumi atatu pakuyitanidwa kwa Papa Benedict XV, kutsegulira sukulu kwa ana a alimi am'deralo. Bruno akulira pakhomo ... koma palibe amene akuyankha. Ngakhale anayeserera mobwerezabwereza, nyumbayo imangokhala chete ndipo palibe amene amatsegula chitseko. Asisitere akadachitabe mantha ndi nthawi yomwe Ajeremani adalanda mzindawu komanso gulu lotsatira la asitikali a Allies, ndipo sakulabadira, kuyankha chitseko usiku ukangolowa. Nthawi tsopano ndi 21. Bruno akukakamizidwa kusiya usiku womwewo kuti akapereke uthengawo kwa achipembedzocho ndipo amabwerera kunyumba ndi mzimu womwe udadzadza ndi chisangalalo chachikulu chomwe amamufikitsa m'banjamo: "Jolanda, ana, ndawaonanso a Madonna!". Mkazi wake amalira motengeka ndipo ana akuwomba m'manja: "Ababa, bambo, mutibwezere kuphanga!" Tikufuna kudzamuonanso! ». Koma tsiku lina, akupita kuphanga, iye amatengedwa ndi chisoni chachikulu komanso kukhumudwa. Kuchokera kuzizindikiro zina amazindikira kuti yasinthanso malo ochimwa. Atakwiya, Bruno amalemba izi pamtima pepala ndikusiya m'phangamo: «Musanyoze phanga ili ndi tchimo losayera! Aliyense yemwe anali cholengedwa chosasangalatsa mdziko lapansi lamachimo, amapukutira ululu wake kumapazi a Namwali wa Chibvumbulutso, avomereze machimo ake ndi kumwa kuchokera ku gwero lachifundo ili. Mariya ndiye mayi wokoma wa ochimwa onse. Izi ndizomwe adandichitira wochimwa. Ndimenya nkhondo m'magulu a satana m'gulu lachi Adventist la Chiprotestanti, ndinali mdani wa Tchalitchi ndi Namwali. Apa pa Epulo 12, Namwali wa Chibvumbulutso adawonekera kwa ine ndi ana anga, kundiuza kuti ndibwerere ku Katolika, Apostolic, Roman Church, ndizizindikiro ndi mavumbulutso omwe iye mwini adandionetsa. Chifundo chopanda malire cha Mulungu chigonjetse mdani uyu yemwe tsopano pamapazi ake akupempha chikhululukiro ndi chifundo. Amkonde, Maria ndi amayi athu okoma. Kondani Mpingo ndi ana ake! Ndiye chovala chomwe chimatiphimba mu gehena lomwe limafalikira mdziko lapansi. Pempherani kwambiri ndikuchotsa zoyipa zathupi. Pempherani. " Amapachika pepalali pamwala pakhomo lolowera kuphanga. Sitikudziwa kuti izi zidakhudza bwanji omwe adapita kuphanga kukachimwa. Tikudziwa, komabe, kuti pepalalo pambuyo pake linathera patebulo la polisi ya S. Paulo.