Momwe Mngelo wanu Guardian amapezekera panthawi yamwalira
Monga momwe chisamaliro chomwe Mngelo wathu ali nacho m'moyo wathu chimatibweretsera imfa ya mtengo wapatali [44 [130]], monga momwe iye amawonera pafupi ndi ora ilo, ndizowonjezeranso zomwe zimapangitsa kukhala kwake wogwira bwino.
Amayesetsa kukonzekeretsa mzimu wake pa nthawi yake. Ndipo ndikuwonetsetsa mosalekeza makamaka mu mizimu yolamulidwa bwino, ndi mawu a Mngelo wawo waluso, amene ali ndi malingaliro, komanso motsimikiza kuti ali pafupi kufa; Pomwepo adaona kuti panthawiyo anali kubwerera mtsogolo komanso akhama pantchito zachikhristu komanso zopembedza, kuti atsimikizire moyo wawo.
Zotsatira popanda kukaikira zifukwa zachinsinsi za s. Mngelo. Ndizowona kuti mizimu ina yabwino kwambiri idziwa izi kuchokera kwa iye, koma munthawi yaying'onoyo, adakulitsa chuma chawo chazinthu zabwino kuposa zomwe adazigwiritsa ntchito.
Mudzafa tsiku loyamba la chaka, mngelo adati s. Marcello abbot; Mudzafa tsiku loyamba la Marichi, Mngelo adatinso kwa Prince David wa ku fuko lachifumu la {45 [131]} la England; Kuyambira pano mpaka chaka chimodzi ndidzabwera kukutsogolereni ndi ine kuulemelero, kotero Mngelo kuti s. Kuthokoza. Komanso ndizowona kuti, mwanjira zowonekeratu, samalephera kulepheretsa mzimu womwe wakhala akusamalira ndi mawu amkati, ngakhale atafuna kuwamva, ngakhale tsopano ali omangika kwambiri ndipo tsopano akuwonetsa kwambiri. Ndipo kodi mukukhulupirira, zazing'ono, kuti mukhale ndi moyo nthawi zonse? Mukamwalira posachedwa? kotero ndinamva wina mu mtima mwake akunena kuti achimwa, nadzipereka kwambiri, adasinthiratu ndi kanthawi kochepa komwe kanatsala. Zachisoni! tsopano mudzafa, wina yemweyo, ndipo zabwino kwa iye, moyo adamveka kunena mkati, zomwe zikufanana mwachangu ndi chenjezo; m'mene adabvomereza, adatsiriza kukhala ndi moyo. Chachiwiri machenjezo a Angelo, nthawi zambiri osati imfa zambiri zosasangalatsa!
Koma mu nkhawa zomaliza amadziwonetsa kuposa kale ndi chitetezo champhamvu komanso wotonthoza wachikondi. Kenako adatsutsa kunenedwa kwagahena, adachepetsa kumumenya {46 [132]}, osapanga mphamvu yake; Pomwepo amatonthoza kasitomala wake mkati mwawawa lomwelo; chifukwa akudziwa kuposa zina zonse osati njira zokhazokha zowongolera zikhumbo za anthu, tsopano ndikuwonetsa malingaliro abwino okana kusiya ntchito kwachikondi; tsopano ndikukhulupirira m'manja a bambo ake a Mbuye wake kapena mabala ake, ndikukhumba kusangalala ndi zokongola zaumulungu zakumwamba; ndi kuti alandire thandizo lamphamvu, iye amakhala mkhalapakati wake wachikondi ndi mapemphero ake kwa Yesu Mpulumutsi wa miyoyo, ndi kwa Mariya Amayi wamkulu ndiwoteteza wachifundo kwa akufa. Komanso samachoka kuti akaitane Angelo ena ndi oyera mtima, ndipo makamaka amapulumutsa. Michele, amene amatsogolera zokambirana, s. Joseph yemwe panthawi imeneyi adzaperekanso thandizo limodzi; imakondweretsanso chidwi cha mioyo yovomerezeka kwambiri kwa Mulungu, changu cha ansembe omwe adamuwona nthawi imeneyo. Filippo Neri akhale mawu a Mngelo uja. {47 [133]} Chifukwa chake kupitilira pamenepo amakhala ngati mankhwala osungika kumoyo wathu maora ochepa amenewo a moyo omwe amakhalapo, pamene akukonzekera moyo wamuyaya, O chisangalalo chachikulu chomwe Mngelo wanga wabwino amandipatsa anatero munthu wakufa, akundipsompsona mtendere, ndikupita naye limodzi, wina ndikupita kukatentha: Momwe Mngelo amaliririra omenyera ake! O momwe amatonthozera! simukuchiwona pano! Ndifa mu mikono yake: ndipo ndi iye adachoka. Ndipo Woyera Teresa pakuthamangitsa mwana wa dona, Ah lady, iye anati, ndi Angelo angati omwe amabwera kudzatenga mzimu wa Mngelo wachichepere uyu wa padziko lapansi, wolowa bwino aliyense amene amwalira chonchi!
Woyera wanga komanso wokondedwa kwambiri wa Custos, bwenzi lokhulupirika ndi lokhazikika komanso la iwo omwe amakunyoza komanso kukukhumudwitsa, bola utalapa, ndikukufotokozerani zovuta zanga zomaliza ndi nthawi zovuta izi, zomwe zilingalire za moyo wanga wamuyaya. Wodalitsika Ine, ngati muwasangalatsa, ndi chiyambi cha ubale wabwino ndi inu wamuyaya pakati pa inu ndi ine. Wokondedwa Angelo: mu ola lathunthu undiyambitsire, rege et guberna.
MALANGIZO
Tsiku lililonse m'mawa ndi madzulo, limbikitsani mtima wanu kwa Mngelo wanu Guardian maola omaliza a moyo wanu, ndikutsutsa kuti apereke thanzi lanu losatha m'manja mwake: In manibus tuis kindes meae. Lero pitani kukaona wodwala wina, kapena perekani kena kena mwa limosina.
CHITSANZO
Zina mwa zitsanzo zosawerengeka zomwe zingawonjezedwe pakutsimikizira chisamaliro chazomwezo, zomwe Angelo oteteza athu amakhala nazo za ife kumapeto kwa moyo wathu, zomwe olemekezeka a Peter waku Cluny akutiuza ndizopatsa chidwi. Likulemba, kuti wachinyamata amene anali kuyandikira matenda akulu kumapeto kwa masiku ake, anaulula, koma chifukwa chofiyira adasiya kulakwa kuti alape. Usiku wotsatira {49 [135]} Mlezi wake wopweteka kwambiri wa Guardian yemwe anali wosasangalala momwe mzimu wake udapezekera, ndi masomphenya owopsa adamupangitsa kudziwika, kuti ngati sanavomereze tchimolo, lomwe adakhala chete pakubvomereza. kumwamba kulibenso kwa iye, ndipo kumakhala kotayika kwamuyaya. Wodwalayo adabwerako yekha, atasokonezeka ndikukhala chete, adayimba foni, ndipo misozi idalengeza zonse zomwe adachita kale manyazi, ndipo adalandira SS modzipereka. Viaticum komanso kuphatikiza kwakukulu, ndikupangitsa kuthokoza kosatha kwa mngelo wake yemwe adamuphunzitsa, adamwalira ali mkati mwa zizindikiritso za chipulumutso chamuyaya. (Lib 2 de mir. Pres. Sever.)