Kudzipereka kwa Yesu: The Holy nkhope ndi odziwika bwino a Pierina de Micheli

VENERABLE PIERINA DE MICHELI NDI MALO OGWIRITSIRA »

M'moyo wa Amayi Pierina zinthu zambiri zidachitika zomwe zimadziwa chodabwitsa; ngati mbali imodzi pali zochitika zokhazikika, zowumiriza komanso zovuta, zina zodabwitsa zomwe zatchulidwa mu buku lake la Diary zikutifikitsa nyengo yomwe kuthana ndi zochitika zenizeni kumatsimikizira mfundo zomwe sizingatheke.

Mwachidule, powoneka ngati moyo wabwinobwino ndi machitidwe ena pamakhala mzimu womwe umadzipereka kwa Khristu pakupanga nawo gawo lachikondwerero muukali komanso kuwawa kwake.

Ndikufuna ndikumbukire kudzipereka kwa amayi a Pierina pa nkhope yoyera ya Yesu. Ananena kuti ali mwana, ali kutchalitchi kwa "maora atatu a ululu", pomwe anthu okhulupilika amayandikira kuguwa kuti apsompsone mapazi a Khristu amene adamwalirayo, adamva mawu akuti: "Mundipsompsone nkhope". Zinatero podzutsa chidwi cha omwe analipo. Zaka zingapo pambuyo pake, pamene anali kale usitikali ku Institute of the Sisters Daughters of the Immentialate Concepts ya BA, motsogozedwa nthawi zonse ndi gulu lamkati, adasankha kufalitsa kudzipereka uku. Anali ndendende a Madonna yemwe m'masomphenya amkati adamuwonetsa chithunzi chowili: mbali imodzi ya "Holy nkhope", mbali ina yozungulira yokhala ndi zilembo "IHS" zolembedwa mkati; osatha kukana mphamvu yodabwitsayi, adaganiza zokomerazo pomasulira chithunzi chiwiri pamtengo. M'miyezi yoyambirira ya 1939 adapanga chilingalicho natumiza ku Curia of Milan kuti avomereze. Amaganiziridwa kukana kwa Officer: anali sisitere wopanda maudindo komanso wopanda mawonetsero. M'malo mwake zonse zidayenda bwino.

M'miyezi yotentha ndi yophukira ya 1940, mgwirizanowu udapangidwanso ku Milan ndi kampani ya Johnson yopanga mendulo. Pakadali pano zinthu ziwiri zidachitika: Venerable, wopanda ndalama, adapeza patebulo la chipinda chake ndikuyika envelopu yomwe ili ndi mtengo wonse chifukwa cha kuyambira; mendulo zikafika mnyumba ya amonke, phokoso lidamveka usiku womwe udadzuka ndikuwadabwitsa anyani; m'mawa mendulo zimapezeka zitabalalika mozungulira chipindacho ndi makonde. Amayi a Pierina sanakhumudwe ndi izi, koma atabwera ku Roma kumapeto kwa 1940s, adapemphera ndikuganizira momwe angatsimikizire ndikudzipereka.

Ambuye adamupulumutsa pomubweretsa kukakumana ndi anthu oyenerera omwe amamuthandiza bizinesi, Pius XII ndi Abbot Ildebrando Gregori. Kudzera mu kuwonetsera koyenera kwa a Mons.

Komanso sitingayiwala kuthandizika kambiri komwe adakumana nako ndi Ildebrando Gregori. Silvestrino wachipembedzo uyu yemwe adamwalira mu lingaliro la chiyero mu Novembala 1985 sichinali chake chongovomereza komanso chabambo auzimu koma kuwongolera ndi kuthandizira pantchito iyi yodzipereka komanso yampatuko. Amayi athu a Pierina anaika chitsogozo cha moyo wawo mmanja mwake, akumapempha upangiri kwa onse omwe amachita, ophunzira komanso zipembedzo. Ngakhale pamayeso ovuta kwambiri komanso opweteka kwambiri motsogozedwa ndi mphunzitsi wotere, De Micheli adakhala wotetezeka komanso wotsimikizika. Zikuwoneka, monga zimachitika pazochitika zofananazi, a Fr. Ildebrando nawonso adalimbikitsidwa ndi uzimu wapamwamba wa Amayi ndipo amasangalala kudzipereka kumeneku pa nkhope yoyera ya Yesu Khristu, pomwe adayambitsa mpingo watsopano wamoyo wodzipereka, adamupatsa dzina "Alongo" Okonzanso nkhope yoyera ya NSGC ".

Pomwe Amayi a Pierina amagwira ntchito ndikuvutika kuvomereza ndikudzipereka kudzipereka kwa Mzimu Woyera wa Yesu zidalembedwa kabuku kameneka; kukhudzika kwa mtima wake kumatsimikiziridwa ndi zochitika zomwe analemba pa 25111941: «Lachiwiri la quinquagesima. Nkhope Yoyera idapembedzedwa mu pemphero lakubwezera pamaso pa Yesu wodziwikirayo, mwakachetechete ndi kusonkhana! Unali maora a chiyanjano chabwino ndi Yesu pakuphatikizika kwa nkhope yake yoyera, chowonetsera chikondi ndi zowawa za mtima wake kwa anthu omwe amakana kukongola kwake ... O, Yesu amafunafuna miyoyo yomwe imamulimbikitsa, anthu owolowa manja omwe amamupatsa iye ufulu kuchitapo kanthu , mizimu yomwe imagawana nawo zowawa zake! ... tipeze imodzi mwa mioyoyi mwa aliyense wa ife! ... kufafaniza mavuto athu mwachikondi ndikutisintha kukhala Iye!

Ulemu Woyera Woyera ukhale ulemu, kuti anthu apulumutsidwe! "

Mu Juni 1945 a Pierina De Micheli ochokera ku Roma adapita ku Milan kenako ku Centonara d Artò kuti akaone ana ake akazi auzimu, omwe adatsala panjira yankhondo. Kumayambiriro kwa Julayi adadwala kwambiri ndipo pa 15 sakanatha kupita nawo pantchito ya achinyamata. Zoipa zimayandikira mosagwirizana ndipo m'mawa wa 26 amadalitsa ndi maso ake Asisitere omwe adathamangira pambali pake, kenako adayang'ana maso ake pa chithunzi cha Nkhope Yoyera, atapachikika kukhoma ndikupumira modekha.

Chifukwa chake lonjezo lomwe lidasungidwa kwa odzipereka a nkhope yoyera likukwaniritsidwa "adzakhala ndi imfa yovuta pansi pa kuyang'ana kwa Yesu". P. Germano Ceratogli

MMA PIERINA LERO KWA PIUS XII
A Venerable adatha kupereka kalatayi kwa Atate Woyera pagulu, yopangidwa ndi Msgr. Ghosto M. Chiapetta. Mu Diary yake pa 3151943 amalankhula za izi: Pa Meyi 14 ndinali ndi omvera ndi Atate Woyera. Mphindi zomwe ndidakhala, Yesu yekha ndi amene amadziwa.

Lankhulani ndi Vicar of Christ! sipanatenge nthawi imeneyo ndinamvapo ukulu wonse ndi kupepuka kwa unsembe.

Ndidapereka zopereka zauzimu kwa Institute pa nthawi ya chisangalalo chake, ndiye ndidalankhula naye za kudzipereka kwa Holy nkhope ndikusiya chikumbutso, chomwe adati ndizawerengera mofunitsitsa ndikukonda Papa kwambiri ndipo nditha kupereka moyo wanga chifukwa cha iye.

Tiyenera kudziwa kuti kuyambira Novembara 1940 amayi adatumiza cholembera mwachidule kwa Pius XII pankhani imodzimodzi.

Nayi nkhani yamakalata a memo: Atate Wodala,

Yang'anirani kukupsopsonani kwa Phazi Lopatulika, ngati mwana wamkazi odzichepetsa yemwe amapereka zonse ku Vicar of Christ, ndikulolera kuvumbulutsa izi: Modzichepetsa ndimavomereza kumva kudzipereka kwamphamvu pa nkhope yoyera ya Yesu, kudzipereka kumene kumawoneka kwa ine ngati Yesu mwini. Ndinali khumi ndi awiri pomwe Lachisanu Labwino, ndidadikirira m'parishi yanga kuti ndipsompsone Wopachikidwa, pomwe mawu osamveka akuti: Palibe amene akundipatsa moni wachikondi kumaso, kukonza kupsompsona kwa Yudasi? Ndinkakhulupirira zachiwonetsero changa ndili mwana, kuti liwu limamveka ndi aliyense ndipo ndimamva kuwawa kwambiri ndikuwona kuti kupsompsona mpaka mabala kukupitilirabe, ndipo palibe amene adaganiza zomupsompsona Pankhope. Ndikukutamandani, Yesu kupsompsonana kwa chikondi, khalani oleza mtima, ndipo nthawi yakwana ndidamupatsanso kumpsompsona mwamphamvu pa nkhope ndi chidwi chonse cha mtima wanga. Ndinali wokondwa, ndikukhulupirira kuti tsopano Yesu wokondwa sadzamvanso kuwawa. Kuyambira tsikulo kupsompsonana koyamba kwa Crucifix kunali pa nkhope yake yoyera ndipo milomo inali yovuta kuzizindikira chifukwa zimandibwezera m'mbuyo. Kwa zaka zonsezi, kudzipereka kumeneku kunakulira mwa ine ndipo ndimakopeka ndi njira zosiyanasiyana komanso osiyanasiyana. Usiku kuyambira Lachinayi mpaka Lachisanu Labwino mu 1915, m'mene ndimapemphera pamaso pa Crucifix, mu Chapel cha Novitiate yanga, ndidamva ndekha kuti: ndipsompsone. Ndidachita ndipo milomo yanga m'malo mopuma pa pulasitala, adamva kulumikizana ndi Yesu. ndizosatheka kuti ndinene. Pamene Wam'mwambamwamba adandiyitana kuti kunali m'mawa, mtima udadzaza ndi zowawa ndi zikhumbo za Yesu; kukonza zolakwa zomwe zidalandira nkhope Yake Yopatulikitsa mu Chifundo Chake, ndikulandila Sacramenti Yopatulikitsa.

Mu 1920, pa Epulo 12, ndinali ku Mayi House ku Buenos Aires. Ndinkakhala ndi kuwawa kwambiri mumtima mwanga. Ndinkapita kutchalitchi ndipo ndinayamba kulira, ndikulira madandaulo anga ndi Yesu. Adadziwonetsa kwa ine ndi nkhope yake m'magazi komanso ndikumva kuwawa komwe kudawakhudza aliyense. Ndi mtima wachikondi womwe sindidzaiwala, adandiuza kuti: Kodi ndidachita chiyani? Kuphatikiza ... ndipo kuyambira tsiku limenelo nkhope ya Yesu idasandulika bukhu langa losinkhasinkha, khomo lolowera mtima wake. Kuyang'ana kwake kunali kwa ine. Tinkangoyang'anana komanso tinkakondana. Ndidati kwa iye: Yesu, lero ndayang'ana pa inu koposa, ndipo Iye, ayeseni ngati mungathe. Ndinamupangitsa kuti azikumbukira nthawi zambiri zomwe ndimamuyang'ana osamumva, koma amapambana nthawi zonse. Nthawi ndi nthawi mzaka zotsatirazi ankawoneka kuti anali wachisoni, kapena akuwukha magazi, kufotokoza ululu wake ndikupempha kubwezera ndi kuvutika ndikundiyitanira kudzipereka pobisalira chipulumutso cha mizimu.

KUDZULA
Mu 1936 Yesu adayamba kundiwonetsa ine chikhumbo cha nkhope Yake kutilemekezedwe koposa. Mu usiku wopembedzedwa Lachisanu loyamba la Lent, atatha kutenga nawo mbali mu zowawa Zake zauzimu za Getzemani, ndi nkhope yophimbidwa ndi chisoni chachikulu adati kwa ine: Ndikufuna nkhope yanga, yomwe imawonetsa zowawa za moyo wanga, zowawa, ndi kukondera kwa mtima wanga kulemekezedwa koposa. Iwo amene andilingalira amanditonthoza.

Lachiwiri la Passion: Nthawi iliyonse ndikaganizira nkhope yanga, ndimatsanulira chikondi changa m'mitima. Kudzera Nkhope Yanga Woyera ndidzapeza chipulumutso cha mizimu yambiri.

Lachiwiri Lachiwiri la chaka cha 1937 ndikupemphera m'chipinda changa chaching'ono, atandiwuza za kudzipereka ku nkhope Yake Woyera, adati: Zingakhale kuti mizimu ina ikawopa kuti kudzipereka ndi kupembedza nkhope yanga yoyera kumachepetsa icho cha mtima wanga; Za iwo omwe Adzakhala muyeso, wopambana. Kusinkhasinkha Nkhope yanga iwo atenga nawo mbali mu zowawa zanga ndipo adzamva kufunikira kwa chikondi ndi kukonza, ndipo mwina uku si kudzipereka kwenikweni kwa mtima wanga!

Izi ziwonetsero za Yesu zidakulirakulira. Ndanena zonse kwa a Yesuit Abambo omwe amatsogolera moyo wanga ndikumvera, popemphera, mu kudzipereka ndinadzipereka ndekha kuvutika pobisala, pofuna kukwaniritsidwa kwa Chifuniro Chaumulungu.

NKHANI YOPHUNZITSA
Pa Meyi 31, 1938 ndikupemphera m'chipinda changa chamkati, mayi wokongola adadzionetsa: anali atanyamula zikwangwani ziwiri zoyera, zolumikizidwa ndi chingwe. Chingwe chimodzi chinali ndi chithunzi cha nkhope yoyera ya Yesu, chimzake chimzunguliridwa ndi dzuwa. Adayandikira nati kwa ine: Mverani mosamala ndi kunena zonse kwa Atate. Ichi ndi dzanja lodzitchinjiriza, chishango cha kulimba, chikole cha chikondi ndi chifundo chomwe Yesu akufuna kupereka kudziko lapansi munthawi zino zakukondera ndi kudana ndi Mulungu ndi Mpingo. Maukonde a mdyerekezi akutambasulidwa, kuti achotse chikhulupiriro m'mitima, zoipa zili ponseponse, Atumwi owona ndi ochepa, chithandizo chaumulungu chikufunika, ndipo chithandizo ichi ndi nkhope yoyera ya Yesu. Onse omwe adzavala chovala choterechi ndipo athe Lachiwiri lililonse kupita ku Sacramenti Yodala kuti akonze zopsereza zomwe nkhope Yake Woyera idalandira mu chikondwerero chake, ndikulandilidwa tsiku ndi tsiku mu Ekrisaristic Sacrament, amalimbikitsidwa mchikhulupiriro, amakhala okonzekera kuteteza ndi kuthana ndi zovuta zonse zamkati ndi zakunja, ndipamenenso amachita kumwalira koopsa pansi pa kuyang'ana kokondweretsa kwa Mwana wanga Wauzimu.

Lamulo la Dona Wathu lidadzipangitsa kumverera mumtima mwanga, koma sizinathe kuchita izi. Pakali pano Atate anali kuyesetsa kufalitsa kudzipereka kumeneku m'miyoyo yopembedza, yomwe inagwira ntchito imeneyi.

MALANGIZO
Pa Novembala 21 chaka chomwecho 1938, mu Kulambira kwausiku ndidapereka Yesu ndi nkhope yotulutsa magazi ndipo ndimatopa ndi mphamvu: Onani momwe ndimavutikira, adandiuza, koma ndizochepa kwambiri zomwe ndikumvetsetsa, kuchuluka kwa kusayamika ngakhale kwa iwo omwe amati amandikonda . Ndapereka mtima wanga ngati chinthu chokomera chikondi changa chachikulu cha amuna ndipo nkhope yanga ndimapereka, ngati chinthu chachifundo chondipweteka pamachimo aanthu ndipo ndikufuna kulemekezedwa ndi phwando lapadera Lachiwiri Lachiwiri la Quinquagesima, madyerero oyambitsidwa ndi phwando novena momwe onse okhulupirika akugawana nawo zowawa zanga ndi Ine kukonza.

GAWO
Lachiwiri Lachiwiri ku Quinquagesima mu 1939 madyerero a S. Volto adachitika koyamba mnyumba yathu yaying'ono, ataperekedwa ndi pemphero ndi kulapa. Atate yemweyo wa Society of Jesus adadalitsa chithunzicho ndikupanga kuyankhula pa nkhope yoyera, ndikuyamba kufalitsa kudzipereka kwambiri, makamaka Lachiwiri malinga ndi kufuna kwa Ambuye wathu. Kufunika komwe kunkachitika panthawiyo kukhala ndi mendulo yosindikizidwa, yomwe inali gawo lalikulu la Madonna. Kumvera kunaperekedwa mofunitsitsa, koma njira zake zinali zochepa. Tsiku lina, nditasonkhezeredwa ndi kukhudzidwa kwamkati, ndidauza Abambo akuJesuit: Ngati Dona Wathu akafunadi izi, umboni utha kuziganizira. Atate anandiwuza motsimikiza: Inde, pita patsogolo.

Ndinalembera wojambula Bruner kuti andipatse chilolezo chogwiritsa ntchito chithunzi cha S. nkhope yopangidwa ndi iye ndipo ndinachipeza. Ndinalembera fomu yofunsira chilolezo ku Curia of Milan, yomwe ndinapatsidwa pa August 9, 1940.

Ndinalemba kampani ya Johnson ntchitoyo, yomwe inali yayitali, chifukwa Bruner amafuna kufufuza umboni wonse. Masiku angapo ndisanatengere mendulo pagome m'chipinda changa ndimapeza envelopu, ndimayang'ana ndipo ndikuwona magetsi 11.200. Ndalamayi inali yofanana ndendende. Mendulo zonse zidagawidwa kwaulere, ndipo chitsimikizo chomwecho chimabwerezedwa kangapo pamalamulo ena, ndipo meduyo idafalitsidwa ndikugwiritsa ntchito zikwangwani zosavomerezeka. Kutengedwa kupita ku Roma, ndidapeza zowoneka bwino panthawi yakusowa kwambiri, chifukwa popanda thandizo kukhala watsopano pamalopo komanso osadziwa wina aliyense, a Reverend Father General wa Silvestrini Benedictines, Apostle weniweni wa Holy nkhope, yemwe akuyembekezerabe moyo wanga , ndipo kudzera mwa iye, kudzipereka kumeneku kumakulirakulira. Mdani wakwiya pa izi ndipo wasokoneza ndikusokoneza m'njira zambiri. Nthawi zingapo pakati pausiku adaponya mendulo pansi pansi kwa othamanga ndi masitepe, atakweza zithunzi, ndikuwopseza ndi kupondaponda. Tsiku lina m'mwezi wa Okutobala chaka chino, pa 7 kuyankhula ndi Madonna ndidamuuza: Tawonani, ndimakhala wopweteka nthawi zonse, chifukwa mwandionetsa sikelo ndipo malonjezo anu ndi a iwo omwe amavala moperewera, osati mendulo, ndipo ndi ine adayankha: Mwana wanga, osadandaula, kuti kuwonjezeredwa kwa ndalama kumalandiridwa ndi Medali, ndikulonjeza zomwezo ndi zokonda, pali kungowonjezera zochulukirapo. Tsopano phwando la nkhope ya Mwana wanga waumulungu layandikira mtima wanga. Auzeni Papa kuti ndimasamala kwambiri. Anandidalitsa ndikusiya kumwamba mumtima mwanga. Abambo Odalitsika Kwambiri, ndinakuuzani mwachidule zomwe Yesu ananena kwa ine. Gonjetsani nkhope yaumulunguyi pakudzutsa chikhulupiriro chamoyo komanso miyambo yabwino, mubweretse mtendere. Atate Woyera, lolani mwana wamkazi wosauka uyu kuti akugwadire kumapazi anu kuti akakufunseni ndi mphamvu zonse zomwe ali nazo, koma pomvera mosagwirizana ndi zosowa zonse za Chiyero chanu, kuti mupatse dziko mphatso ya Chifundo cha Mulungu, lumbiro la kuthokoza ndi mdalitsidwe. Ndidalitseni, Atate Woyera, ndipo mdalitsiro wanu undipangitsa kukhala wosayenerera kudzipereka ndekha kuulemerero wa Mulungu ndi chipulumutso cha mizimu, pomwe ndikutsutsa kudzipereka kwanga komwe kumafuna kumasuliridwa kukhala ntchito, kusangalala ngati Ambuye angavomera moyo wanga wosauka wa Papa. Mwana wamkazi wodzipereka kwambiri komanso wodzipereka kwambiri Mlongo Maria Pierina De Micheli.