Kudzipereka kwa Mayi Wathu Wama Lourdes: Pemphero la 22 June 2019

22. Bernadette muchipatala cha Lourdes

Mkazi wathu wa Lourdes, mutipempherere.

Kumayambiriro kwa 1860 moyo wa Bernadette nthawi zonse umakhala wofanana: ntchito, kuwerenga, nyumba, alendo. Mphunzitsi payekha amathandizanso iye kuphunzira. Kunyumba amasewera gawo lake lobadwa woyamba popereka maphunziro kwa abale, kuwongolera mapemphero am'mawa ndi madzulo kenako samalephera kulandira chiwerengero chokwera alendo oyenda.

Mayesero, maulemu, kuzunzidwa, changu chosayera! Zachidziwikire kuti sitingapitilize izi! Ndipo, pa kukhudzika kwa wansembe wa parishiyi, Bernadette adalandiridwa ngati wophunzira komanso wodwalayo wovutika, ku Hospice ya Lourdes yochitidwa ndi a Sisters of nevers. Apa, woperekedwa kwa masisitere, palibe amene angakumane naye kupatula pokhapokha ngati wansembe wa parishiyo ndi Superior adachita.

Makolo a Bernadette ndi a Bernadette nawonso anali osagwirizana, koma amavomereza akatsimikiziridwa kuti azitha kuonana popanda chilolezo akafuna. Bernadette, akuperekeza ndi sisitere, azitha kupita kunyumba kwawo nthawi iliyonse akafuna. Chilichonse chimachitidwa kuti zithandizire iye, koma Bernadette amadwala kwambiri, ndipo akumvetsetsa kuti Gologota wake wayambira kulowa pansi kwambiri. Komabe, amatha kuphunzira pafupipafupi, koma, ali ndi zaka zisanu ndi ziwiri, samatha kulemba ngakhale khadi yochepa yopatsa moni popanda zolakwitsa zambiri! Ndi mu Meyi 1861 pokha pomwe amatha kukhala ndi mwayi woti alembe nkhani ya zoyambazo kwa nthawi yoyamba, komabe amaphatikiza Chifulenchi ndi mawu ambiri omasulira.

Amayamba kusoka komanso kukumbatira, kusewera, kuseka, kuseka ndi aliyense, koma vuto la mphumu silimusiya. Makolo amatchedwa usiku wina chifukwa amaganiza kuti sangazichite. Amalandiranso Kudzodza kwa Odwala. Koma, mwadzidzidzi, adachira ndikuchitira umboni pamaso pa Bishopu waku Tarbes zodabwitsa zomwe adazichitira umboni. Chifukwa chake, pa Januware 18, 1862 Bishop adasaina kalata yaubusa pomwe adatsimikizira kuti "The Immaculate Mary, Amayi a Mulungu, adawonekeradi kwa Bernadette".

Pakadali pano, mayendedwe a alendo, ngakhale akuwongolera kwambiri, akupitiliza. Bernadette amavomereza kuti nthawi zina amatopa ndi kumangobwereza zomwezi ndipo angakonde kutha. Akukumananso ndi wosema Fabish yemwe akukonzekera chifanizo cha Immaculate Concept kuti aikidwe ku Massabielle. Amupatsa chidziwitso chonse chofunikira, koma amangolingalira motero, za chifanizo chomwe chidakali m'phanga masiku ano, Bernadette akuti motsimikiza: "Ayi, si iye!".

Chifukwa chomvera iye amayankha makalata amwendamnjira, chifukwa chomvera iye amalandira iwo amene akufuna kuti awalandire, chifukwa chomvera iye samapita kukakhazikitsidwa kwa chifanizo, chifukwa chomvera amawalola kuchita zomwe akufuna. Pakadali pano, atapemphera kwambiri komanso kusinkhasinkha, amalandila nkhani kuti pempho lake loti alowe nawo Alongo a Zachidziwikire lidalandiridwa. Amakhutira kuti alibe phokoso lililonse komanso kuti amangokondedwa chifukwa chachifundo. Popanda chibwenzi, chifukwa cha umphawi wake, kulowa kwake ku Sukulu kumakuwona ngati chiwonetsero chachifundo. Chinanso chinanso, tsopano chatsimikizika. Bernadette amamva kuti ndi wamphamvu, koma kenanso anena kuti inde.

Kudzipereka: Tikupempha Mariamu kuti chisomo chikwaniritse zowonadi zomwe Ambuye amafuna kwa ife, kuzomwe amatifunsanso kudzera mwa ena ndikukhala ndi chisangalalo cha inde ngakhale zitatilipira.

- Woyera Bernardetta, mutipempherere.