Kudzipereka kwa Getsemane: mawu a Yesu, pemphero

PEMPHERO LOKONZANSO YESU KU GETHSEMANI

O Yesu, amene mukuchulukitsa chikondi chanu ndi kuthana ndi kuuma kwa mitima yathu, perekani zothokoza zambiri kwa iwo omwe amasinkhasinkha ndi kufalitsa kudzipereka kwa SS yanu. Passion wa Gethsemane, ndikupemphani kuti mukufuna mukhale ndi mtima komanso mzimu wanga woganiza kwambiri za Agony wanu wowawa kwambiri m'Munda, kuti akumvereni chisoni ndikugwirizana ndi ine momwe ndingathere. Wodalitsika Yesu, amene adapirira kulemera kwa zolakwa zathu zonse usiku womwewo ndi kuwalipira kwathunthu, ndipatseni mphatso yayikulu yakukhululuka kwathunthu pazolakwa zanga zambiri zomwe zidakupangitsani magazi thukuta. Wodalitsika Yesu, chifukwa cha kulimbana kwanu kwamphamvu kwa Getsemane, ndipatseni kuti ndikhale ndi mwayi wokhoza kupambana kopambana pamayesero makamaka munthawi yomwe ndimakumana nawo kwambiri. O okonda Yesu, chifukwa cha nkhawa, mantha komanso osadziwika koma zowawa zomwe mudakumana nazo usiku womwe mudaperekedwa, ndipatseni kuwunika kwakukulu kuti ndichite zofuna zanu ndipo ndiloleni ndiganize ndikuyesanso kuyesayesa kwakukulu komanso kulimbana kwamphamvu komwe ndimachita bwino. munati simachita zanu koma zofuna za Atate. Mudalitsike, Yesu, chifukwa cha zowawa ndi misozi yomwe mudakhetsa usiku wopatulikawu. Dalitsika, O Yesu, chifukwa cha thukuta la magazi ndi nkhawa zomwe mudakumana nazo mu nthawi yayitali kwambiri yomwe munthu angakhale nayo. Mudalitsike, O Yesu wokoma kwambiri koma wowawa kwambiri, chifukwa cha pemphero laumunthu ndi laumulungu kwambiri lomwe limachokera mu mtima wanu wovutawu usiku wa kusayamika ndi kuperekedwa. Atate Wamuyaya, ndikupatsani inu nonse akale, apano komanso amtsogolo Oyera olumikizidwa ndi Yesu mu zowawa za m'munda wa Maolivi. Utatu Woyera, chidziwitso ndi chikondi cha Mzimu Woyera zifalikire padziko lonse lapansi. Passion wa Gethsemani. Pangani, oh Yesu, kuti onse amene amakukondani, powona kuti mudapachikidwa, amakumbukiranso zowawa zanu zomwe sizinakhalepo m'mundamu ndipo, kutsatira chitsanzo chanu, phunzirani kupemphera bwino, menyani nkhondo ndikupambana kuti muzitha kukulemekezani kwamuyaya kumwamba. Zikhale choncho.

23.XI. 1963

Ndi kuvomerezedwa kwamatchalitchi + Macario, Bishop wa Fabriano

MAWU A YESU

Ku Getsemane ndimadziwa machimo aanthu onse. Chifukwa chake adandipanga: wakuba, wakupha, wachigololo, wabodza, wopanduka, wonyoza, wonyoza, ndi wopandukira Atate wanga, amene ndimamukonda nthawi zonse. Ine, wangwiro, ndayankha kwa Atate ngati kuti sindinadetsedwe ndi zodetsa zonse. Ndipo mu izi, magazi enieni a thukuta anali ndi: mosiyana ndi chikondi changa cha kwa Atate ndi kufuna Kwake komwe kunafuna kutenga pa ine zowola zonse za abale Anga. Koma ine ndinamvera, mpaka kumapeto ine ndinamvera komanso chifukwa cha chikondi cha onse chomwe ndinadziphimba nacho chilichonse, kungochita zofuna za Atate Wanga ndikupulumutsani ku chionongeko chamuyaya. Palibe amene angakhulupirire kuti ine ndimazunzika kwambiri panthawiyo pamtanda, ngakhale kwambiri komanso zopweteka kwambiri, chifukwa momveka bwino komanso mosasimbika ndidawonetsedwa kuti machimo onse adapangidwa Anga ndipo ndimayenera kuyankha chifukwa cha aliyense. Chifukwa chake, ine, wosalakwa, ndidayankha kwa Atate ngati kuti ndine wolakwa moona mtima. Talingalirani, momwe, zowonjezereka zowopsa zomwe ndidakumana nazo usiku uja ndipo ndikhulupirireni, palibe amene anganditsitsimule, chifukwa, zowonadi, ndidawona kuti aliyense wa inu agwirira ntchito kundipanga mwankhanza imfa yomwe idandipatsa mphindi iliyonse zolakwa zomwe ndidalipira dipo lokwanira. Zambiri kuposa zomwe munthu angathe kuzimvetsa komanso zosatheka kuziyerekeza, ndinamverera kutayidwa, kupweteka komanso kufa mwa ine ndekha. Palibe kukula kwakukulu komwe mungandiuzeko kuposa izi: kukhala likulu, chandamale cha zolakwa zanu zonse. Ndinkadziwa kuchuluka kwamachimidwe olakwika omwe amaperekedwa kwa Atate Anga. Wauzimu wanga, atatenga Umunthu Wanga kukhala chida chake chomwe, udagawidwa ndi zoyipa zomwe zimabisa kupandukira ndikutsatira kwotsatira, kusinthira chilichonse kukhala kubuula ndi kuphedwa mwa Mzimu ndi Thupi. Koma nthawi imodzi ikadakhala yokwanira, kubuula kwanga kamodzi kukadakhala kuti kwagwiritsa ntchito Chiwombolo chomwe ndidatumizidwa; komabe ndinachulukitsa kuusa moyo kumeneku, ndinakhala nthawi yayitali kukhala kuno, chifukwa nzeru ndi chikondi zinafunadi. Komabe, kumapeto ndinkafuna kukulitsa zovuta zamtundu uliwonse mwa Inemwini: Ndinaona zonse zomwe ndimayenera kuwombola komanso kuti zonse zimaphatikizika kwa Ine ngati Zinthu Zanga. Kunali, ku Munda, chimphepo cha zowawa ndi Munthu yemwe ndimafuna kuti ndikhale, ndidadzikhomera, kuwonongedwa, kuwonongedwa. Mngelo wanga adabwera ndikunditsitsimutsa pondiwonetsa zowawa zomwe zolengedwa Zanga zokhulupirika zimakumana ndi masautso anga; osati ulemu womwe udawonetsedwa kwa ine koma chikondi, chifundo, mgwirizano. Umu ndi momwe ndinapulumutsira moyo wanga, umu ndi momwe ndadziperekera ndekha mpumulo ndi nyonga. Kulira ndi kumenya, magazi ndi chigonjetso, ndidabweretsa kwa anthu, osayamika ndi kuyiwalika, usiku uja wokhumudwa kwambiri. Unali usiku wa chiwombolo, momwe ndinadzilowetsera ndekha wochimwa aliyense ndipo ndinatenga cholakwa chilichonse, koma, kuphatikiza pa izi, ndinkafunanso kuphatikiza zowawa za anthu onse ndikuvutika kwambiri. Wokondedwa wanga, Gethsemani ndi nyanja yopanda malire, nyanja yopereka zachifundo momwe munthu aliyense, kulakwa kulikonse, kupweteka konse kunamizidwa ndipo ndimamvanso: osati mwanjira yolingalira, zovuta zonse zomwe zingatsike padziko lapansi. Kukonda Atate, kukonda anthu, kwandipanga kukhala odzipereka mwa kufuna kwawo. Akadakhala kuti m'modzi wa inu akanandiwona Ine, bwenzi atafa ndi mantha kuchokera ku thupi lomwe ndidali nalo. Popeza silinali mtundu umodzi wa Chilango, sikunali kulakalaka kumodzi, koma zikwizikwi, mamiliyoni a zikhumbo onse anakakamiza mwa Ine. Ndinatha kukumbukira zolakwa zako zonse komanso zowawa zako zonse. Ine ndekha ndimatha kumva, ndikutanthauza kumva zowawa zanu zonse, chifukwa ndinali inu ndipo inu munali Ine. Usiku wamatsoka, usiku wamdima wa Moyo Wanga, yemwe mosazengereza adadutsa mumitengo ya azitona ya Gethsemani. Atate adandikonzera guwa lomwe ndidaphulitsidwako, yemwe adamuzunza. Ndidayenera kutenga zolakwa za ena ndi Iye amene adanditumizira, ndikudikirira usikuwo kuti ndipatse amuna muyeso wa chikondi chake, ndikudzipereka kwathunthu kwa ine, Mwana wake ndi cholengedwa chake choyamba. Kumusi uko pakati pa mitengo ya azitona ya Getssemane, machimo aanthu adagonjetsedwa motsimikizika chifukwa ndimalo omwe ndidadzidziwitsa ndekha ndikupambana. Ndizowona kuti kuwusa moyo kamodzi padziko lapansi kukadakhala kokwanira kupereka chiwombolo kwa aliyense, komanso ndizowona kuti ntchito imatha ikafika pachimake chomwe chikufunikira, ngati kuti ndinena, pokhazikitsa kuti ndilipira aliyense podzichitira manyazi manyazi a Passion, kokha ndi Kupulumutsidwa komwe kunali kotheka kukwaniritsa cholinga chomwe Atate amafuna. M'malo mwake, kuyipiraku kunali kopanda malire mwa Ine, chilichonse chomwe ndidachita, ngakhale chomwechi chidzafuna Mulungu kundichititsa manyazi pansi pa dzanja Lake lamphamvu, pomaliza ntchito Yake ndi ntchito yanga: chifukwa chake ndi Gethsemani gawo loyamba la izi lidakwaniritsidwa ndipo gawo lalikulu. Pang'onopang'ono, pafupifupi wopanda mphamvu, ndinali nditafika patsinde pa guwa lomwe nsembe yanga inali pafupi kuyamba ndikuwonongedwa. Unali usiku bwanji! Zachisoni bwanji, mumtima mwanga, pamalingaliro, pakuwona kowopsa kwa machimo aanthu! Ine ndinali Kuwala ndipo ndimawona mdima wokha; Ine ndinali Moto ndipo ndinangomva chisanu; Ine ndinali wachikondi ndipo ndimangomva wopanda chikondi; Ine ndinali Wabwino ndipo ndimangomva zoyipa; Ndine Joy ndipo ndinali ndi chisoni chokha, ndinali Mulungu ndipo ndinadziwona ndekha nyongolotsi, ndinali Khristu, Wodzozedwadi ndi Atate ndipo ndinadziwona ndekha mopweteketsa mtima, ndinali Wokoma ndipo ndimangomva kuwawa chabe; Ine ndinali woweruza ndipo ndinalandira chiweruzo, chigamulo chanu; Ine ndinali woyera mtima, koma ndinatengedwa ngati wochimwa wamkulu kwambiri; Ndinali Yesu, koma ndimangomva kutchulidwa kokha ndi mayina achipongwe a satana; Ine ndinali wozunzidwa modzifunira, koma chibadwa changa cha umunthu chinandipangitsa kuti ndizimva kunjenjemera ndi kufooka ndikupempha kuchotsedwa kwa kuvutika konse komwe ndinadzipeza; inde, ndinali Munthu wa zowawa zonse zomwe zidathawa chisangalalo cha kudzipereka kumene ndidapanga ndi mayendedwe onse aumulungu. Ndipo zinthu zonsezi, bwanji? Ndakuuzani kale: Ndinali inu, chifukwa muyenera kukhala Ine. Zomwe Mumakonda ... O! Ha! phokoso lakumanga lomwe ladzaza! Ndipo ndizotalikira chotani komwe omwe amakhulupirira kuti akudziwa kokha chifukwa choganiza zowawa za Thupi Langa! Tayang'anani pa Gethsemani, ndiyang'anireni osayang'aniridwa ku Munda ndikugwirizana ndi Ine! Ndikubwerera lero kukukumbutsani kuti muwoneke bwino nkhope yanga yachisoni, kuti mulingalire bwino thukuta Langa la Magazi. Kodi simuli ndi chidwi ndi Passion wosadziwika uyu? Kodi simukuganiza kuti ndiyenera kulingaliridwa, kusamaliridwa bwino? Anime wokondedwa wanga! Bwerera ku Getssemani, bweretsani ndi Ine mumdima, mukumva kuwawa, mumtima mwachifundo, muchikondi chowawa! Ndipo iwe, uli bwanji tsopano? Kodi mukutanthauza kuti ndiye kuti ndimakupangani ngati Ine? Inunso mutha kuyika maondo anu pansi pa nsembe yanu ndikunena ndi Ine: Atate, ngati zingatheke, chotsani chikho ichi pa ine: koma osachita zanga, koma chita chifuno Chanu. Ndipo mukanena "fiat" motsimikiza mtima, ndiye kuti zonse zitha ndipo mudzakhazikikanso mchikondi changa. Tayang'anani pa Gethsemani, ndiyang'anireni, Mundayanjane ndi ine! Za Ine, zowawa zomwe zinali, zikhala zokoma kwambiri kwa ine ngati muganiza zowawa zanga. Osawopa kulowa mu Getssemani ndi Ine: Lowani ndipo muwone. Chifukwa chake, ngati ine nditenga nawo mbali pazovuta komanso kusungulumwa, muziwawona ngati mphatso Zanga zowona ndipo simudzataika, koma ndi Ine mukuti: Atate, sikufuna kwanga, koma kwanu kuchitike!