Pambuyo pa ngozi osakhulupilira amasintha malingaliro "Ndinaona moyo pambuyo pa imfa"

Mzimayiyu adawerenganso zomwe zidamuchitikira panthawi yovuta ku Tucson

A Lesley Lupo adamwalira kwa mphindi 14 ataponderezedwa ndi akavalo "Ndidalumpha kuchokera mthupi langa ndikuyimilira pafupifupi 15".

Kodi mudakumana nazo zokuvutitsani? Kodi mudawona moyo wanu ukuwala pamaso panu kapena mwina mwadzidzidzi wakunja?

Zaka 31 zapitazo, a Lesley Lupo adamwalira kwa mphindi 14 atapondedwapondedwa ndi akavalo, koma ndizomwe zinachitika m'mphindi 14zo momwe anthu ambiri amavutika kukhulupirira, chifukwa si aliyense amene wakumanapo ndi imfa.

"Ndidalumpha kuchoka m'thupi langa ndikuyimilira pafupifupi 15, ndipo izi zidali zodabwitsa kwa ine chifukwa ndidalibe zauzimu," adatero Wolf, yemwe adalemba bukulo "Mpweya uliwonse ndi wamtengo wapatali."

Zinali zochitika kunja kwa Wolf wazaka 36, ​​pamene adaponderezedwa ndi akavalo oposa asanu ndi atatu pa famu ya Tucson.

“Sindinamvetsetse zomwe zikuchitika. Ndidangodabwa, ”adatero Wolf. "Ndipo, kwa masekondi ena 10, ndinawona mmodzi wa akavalo akufuula, ndipo aliyense anathawa, ndipo ndinadabwa ndi izi ndipo ndinachedwa. Ndidatembenuka, mkono wanga udadutsa chipwirikiti, mahatchi adathamanga, koma tsopano ndikukoka, ndikuvutika kuyimirira kuchokera kumapazi anga, ndikulira. "

Wolf sanamve kuwawa. Limafotokozanso za kusakhazikika, ngakhale ululu wamthupi womwe thupi lake lidamumva.

"Ngati wina akundiyang'ana pa nthawiyo, akanati, oh mulungu wanga, akuvutika kwambiri, ndipo sindinavutike konse chifukwa sindinamve," adatero Wolf. "Akavalo anali kundimenya ndipo pamapeto pake thupi langa linasokonekera kukhola ndikugundika, ndipo ndinadziwa kuti ndafa, zinali zatha. Ndinayamba kunjenjemera. Ndinayang'ana mozungulira mpanda uku fumbi likutha. "

Anthu atathamangira kumbali ya Lupo kuti amuthandize, anali kukumana ndi ufumu wina. Amachitcha kuti "chapamwamba", ndipo kwa anthu ambiri, chitha kukhala kumwamba.

Kwa Lupo, yemwe anali wosakhulupirira kuti kuli Mulungu, chinali chisokonezo.

"Tucson wayamba kuzimiririka," atero Lupo. "Zinayamba - mayendedwe ozungulira ine, ndipo mwadzidzidzi, ndili m'nkhalango. Zinali ngati nkhalango yamiyala yomwe inali ndi mtsinje kumbuyo kwanga, ndipo kunkakhala mafupa ndi moss, ndipo inali kwambiri, yopanda kanthu, komanso bata lomwe ndinamva pa Dziko lapansi ndikudziyang'ana momwe ndimasiyira thupi langa. Zinali ngati ndikuvula lamba wa thupi lomwe linali lalikulu kukula anayi ndikukuliponya pabedi. Ndinkakhala ngati ndindewu. "

Wolf amakumbukira kukumana ndi anthu omwe anali asanakumaneko nawo, koma anthu ena amati amawona abale omwe anamwalira omwe sanakumaneko, ngakhale samva za zochitika.

"Izi zitha kutsimikizika popita kukapeza zambiri ndikunena kuti munthuyu adadutsa munthuyu asanapezeke ndi zomwe adakumana nazo. Uwu ndi malingaliro olondola (sic), "atero a Chuck Switzerlandrock, ndi International Association for Near Death Study.

Izi sizinali zophweka kubwerera. Wolf adati amamva kuti ali yekhayekha. Kwa m'modzi, kudali kovuta mthupi komanso kudandaula, chifukwa palibe amene adamukhulupirira.

"Unali ulendo wanga wapamwamba ndipo ndikufuna kukambirana za nkhaniyi ndi aliyense," adatero Wolf. "Adokotala anga, ndimaganiza kuti ndikubweza. Sindinachite nawo mankhwalawo ndipo sindinali wokonda mankhwala osokoneza bongo. Ngakhale muzipembedzo zina, palibe amene amafuna kumva za izi, ngakhale mutha kunena kuti inde, ndikudziwa za kumwamba, ndakhalako, chifukwa aliyense amachita nanu ngati mumachita misala. "

Kwa zaka zambiri, anthu amaganiza kuti ndi matenda amisala kapena malingaliro, koma anthu akamayang'ana mawonekedwe a awiriwo, pamakhala mfundo zina zomwe zimafanana. Komabe, poyang'ana mawonekedwe a matenda amisala komanso zokumana nazo zapafupi, palibe maziko wamba.

Mwachitsanzo, kukumbukira kukumbukira zomwe zinakuchitikirazi sikumveka bwino, ndipo sikusintha pakapita nthawi. Kwenikweni, nthawi zina, imatha kukhala ngati kuyesa kumvetsera kwa woyesa kuti anene zonse mwatsatanetsatane, chifukwa pamene ayamba kugawana nawo kwa nthawi yoyamba kuti apeze kutsimikizika, tsatanetsatane kwa iwo ndi kutsimikizira kwazomwe zakuchitikazo. ndipo akamakumbukira tsatanetsataneyo, amakhala nawo pafupipafupi. Poganizira kuti ngati mukuwona zolakwika kapena zokhumudwitsa, zinthuzi zidzatha m'masiku ndi maola ndipo sangathe kukumbukira nkhani imodzimodzi, "atero a Swedenrock.

Si Wolf yekha amene wakumanapo ndi izi. M'malo mwake, anthu mamiliyoni padziko lonse lapansi agawana nkhani zawo. Kaya akhalapo ndi thupi lakale, adaona miyoyo yawo ikuwoneka pamaso pawo kapena abwera ku ufumu wina pambuyo pa kumwalira, pali mwayi kuti pali china.

“Ngati wina akufuna kuganiza kuti palibe kanthu, ingoganizirani izi. Uku ndikusankha kwake, "adatero Wolf. "Sindikubwerera komweko."