Anazunzidwa, kumangidwa ndikuzunzidwa ndipo tsopano ndi wansembe wachikatolika

"Ndizodabwitsa kuti, patapita nthawi yayitali," atero bambo Raphael Nguyen, "Mulungu wandisankha ine ngati wansembe kuti ndimutumikire iye komanso ena, makamaka kuzunzika."

“Kapolo aliyense sali wamkulu ndi mbuye wake. Ngati adandizunza, adzakuzunzani inunso ”. (Juwau 15:20)

Abambo Raphael Nguyen, 68, adatumikira ngati m'busa ku Diocese ya Orange, California kuyambira pomwe adadzozedwa ku 1996. Monga bambo Raphael, ansembe ambiri aku Southern California adabadwa ndikuleredwa ku Vietnam ndipo adabwera ku United States ngati othawa kwawo mafunde angapo Saigon atagwa kupita kwa achikomyunizimu aku North Vietnam ku 1975.

Abambo Raphael adadzozedwa kukhala wansembe ndi Bishopu waku Orange Norman McFarland ali ndi zaka 44, atakhala ndikulimbana kwanthawi yayitali komanso kowawa. Mofanana ndi anthu ambiri ochokera ku Katolika ochokera ku Vietnam, iye anazunzidwa ndi boma la Communist la Vietnam, lomwe linaletsa kuikidwa kwake udindo mu 1978. Anakondwera kudzozedwa kukhala wansembe ndipo anamasulidwa kuti atumikire m’dziko laulere.

Panthawiyi pomwe chikomyunizimu / chikomyunizimu chimawonedwa bwino ndi achinyamata ambiri aku America, ndizothandiza kumva umboni wa abambo awo ndikukumbukira mavuto omwe akadikira America ngati dongosolo la chikominisi lingabwere ku United States.

Abambo Raphael adabadwira kumpoto kwa Vietnam mu 1952. Kwa zaka pafupifupi zana derali linali m'manja mwa boma la France (lomwe nthawi imeneyo limadziwika kuti "French Indochina"), koma linasiyidwa ku Japan munkhondo yachiwiri yapadziko lonse. Anthu okonda Chikomyunizimu adalepheretsa kuyesayesa kukhazikitsa ulamuliro waku France m'derali, ndipo mu 1954 achikomyunizimu adayamba kulamulira North Vietnam.

Osachepera 10% amtunduwu ndi Akatolika ndipo, pamodzi ndi olemera, Akatolika azunzidwa. Mwachitsanzo, bambo Raphael amakumbukira, momwe anthu awa adayikidwa m'manda amoyo mpaka m'khosi ndipo kenako adadulidwa mutu ndi zida zaulimi. Kuti apulumuke chizunzo, Raphael wachichepere ndi banja lake adathawira kumwera.

Ku South Vietnam anali ndi ufulu, ngakhale adakumbukira kuti nkhondo yomwe idabuka pakati pa North ndi South "yatidetsa nkhawa nthawi zonse. Sitinamve kuti tili otetezeka. "Anakumbukira kuti adadzuka 4 koloko ali ndi zaka 7 kuti achite Misa, zomwe zidathandizira kuyambitsa ntchito yake. Mu 1963 adalowa seminare yaying'ono ya dayosizi ya Long Xuyen ndipo mu 1971 seminare yayikulu ku Saigon.

Ali ku seminare, moyo wake unali pangozi nthawi zonse, chifukwa zipolopolo za adani zinali kuphulika pafupi pafupi tsiku lililonse. Nthawi zambiri amaphunzitsa katekisimu kwa ana ang'onoang'ono ndipo amawaviika pansi pa madesiki pamene kuphulikaku kuyandikira. Pofika 1975, asitikali aku America anali atachoka ku Vietnam ndipo kum'mwera kukanali kugonjetsedwa. Asitikali aku North Vietnam adalanda Saigon.

"Dzikoli linagwa", adakumbukira Abambo Raphael.

Ophunzirawo adapititsa patsogolo maphunziro awo, ndipo bambo adakakamizidwa kumaliza zaka zitatu zaumulungu ndi nzeru zawo mchaka chimodzi. Anayamba zomwe amayenera kukhala kuphunzira zaka ziwiri ndipo, mu 1978, amayenera kudzozedwa kukhala wansembe.

Achikomyunizimu, komabe, adaika malamulo okhwima pa Tchalitchi ndipo sanalole kuti bambo Raphael kapena ophunzira anzawo asankhidwe. Anati: "Tinalibe ufulu wachipembedzo ku Vietnam!"

Mu 1981, abambo ake adamangidwa chifukwa chophunzitsa ana zachipembedzo mosaloledwa ndipo adakhala m'ndende miyezi 13. Munthawi imeneyi, abambo anga adatumizidwa kundende yozunzirako anthu m'nkhalango yaku Vietnam. Anakakamizidwa kugwira ntchito maola ambiri ndi chakudya chochepa ndipo amamenyedwa kwambiri ngati samaliza ntchito yomwe wapatsidwa tsikulo, kapena chifukwa chophwanya malamulo pang'ono.

"Nthaŵi zina ndimagwira ntchito ndikuyimirira padambalo ndi madzi mpaka chifuwa changa, ndipo mitengo ikuluikulu imatchinga dzuwa pamwamba," akukumbukira abambo Raphael. Njoka zamadzi zowopsa, zikopa ndi nguluwe zakutchire zinali zowopsa kwa iye ndi akaidi ena.

Amuna ankagona pansi pa zipinda zogona, zodzaza kwambiri. Denga lokwera linali chitetezo chochepa ku mvula. Abambo Raphael amakumbukira nkhanza zomwe alonda aku ndende ("anali ngati nyama"), ndipo mwachisoni amakumbukira momwe kumenyedwa kwawo mwankhanza kunapha moyo wa mnzake wapamtima.

Panali ansembe awiri omwe amakondwerera misa ndikumvetsera mobisa kuvomereza. Abambo Raphael adathandizira kugawa Mgonero Woyera kwa akaidi achikatolika pobisa omwe anali nawo paketi ya ndudu.

Abambo Raphael adamasulidwa ndipo mu 1986 adaganiza zothawa "ndende yayikulu" yomwe idakhala kwawo ku Vietnam. Ndi abwenzi adapeza boti laling'ono ndikupita ku Thailand, koma ndi nyanja yovuta injiniyo idalephera. Kuti apulumuke kumira, adabwerera ku gombe la Vietnamese, kuti akagwidwe ndi apolisi achikomyunizimu. Abambo Raphael adamangidwanso, nthawi ino m'ndende yayikulu mumzinda kwa miyezi 14.

Nthawi ino alonda adazunza bambo anga: kugundidwa kwamagetsi. Magetsi adatumiza zowawa zopitilira thupi lake ndikumupangitsa kukomoka. Atadzuka, amakhala m'mafinya kwa mphindi zochepa, osadziwa kuti anali kuti kapena anali kuti.

Ngakhale adazunzidwa, Abambo Raphael adalongosola nthawi yomwe amakhala mndende ngati "yamtengo wapatali".

"Ndinkapemphera nthawi zonse ndikupanga ubale wapamtima ndi Mulungu. Izi zidandithandiza kusankha ntchito yanga."

Kuzunzika kwa akaidi kunadzetsa chisoni mumtima mwa abambo Raphael, omwe adaganiza tsiku lina kubwerera ku seminare.

Mu 1987, kutuluka m'ndende, adatenganso boti kuti athawire ku ufulu. Anali wamtali mamita 33 ndi mainchesi 9 m'lifupi ndipo akanamunyamula iye ndi anthu ena 33, kuphatikiza ana.

Ananyamuka m'nyanja zoyipa ndikupita ku Thailand. Ali panjira, adakumana ndi ngozi yatsopano: achifwamba aku Thai. Achifwamba anali opondereza anzawo, akuba mabwato othawa kwawo, nthawi zina amapha amuna ndikugwiririra akazi. Bwato lothawiralo likafika pagombe la Thailand, okhalamo ankatetezedwa ndi apolisi aku Thailand, koma kunyanja anali m'manja mwa achifwamba.

Kawiri bambo Raphael ndi othawa anzawo adakumana ndi achifwambawo mdima utatha ndipo adatha kuzimitsa ma boti ndikuwadutsa. Kukumana kwachitatu komaliza kunachitika tsiku lomwe bwatolo linali pafupi ndi tawuni ya Thai. Pomwe achifwambawo anali kuwatsikira, bambo Raphael, omwe anali patsogolo pawo, adatembenuza bwatolo ndikubwerera kunyanja. Ndi achifwamba omwe anali kuwatsatira, adakwera boti mozungulira mozungulira mayadi 100 katatu. Njira imeneyi idabwezeretsa owukirawo ndipo bwato laling'ono lidayamba bwino kupita kumtunda.

Atafika kumtunda mosamala, gulu lake lidasamutsidwa kupita ku kampu ya othawa kwawo ku Thailand ku Panatnikhom, pafupi ndi Bangkok. Anakhala kumeneko pafupifupi zaka ziwiri. Othawa kwawo apempha kuti athawireko m'maiko angapo ndikudikirira yankho. Pakadali pano, okhalamo anali ndi chakudya chochepa, malo ochepera ndipo adaletsedwa kutuluka mumsasapo.

"Zinthu zinali zovuta," adatero. “Kukhumudwa ndi mavuto zakula kwambiri kwakuti anthu ena ataya mtima. Panali zodzipha pafupifupi 10 nthawi yanga kumeneko ".

Abambo Raphael adachita zomwe angathe, kukonza misonkhano yamapemphero nthawi zonse ndikupempha chakudya kwa osowa kwambiri. Mu 1989 adasamutsidwira kumsasa wa othawa kwawo ku Philippines, komwe zinthu zasintha.

Patatha miyezi isanu ndi umodzi, adabwera ku United States. Anayamba kukhala ku Santa Ana, California, ndikuphunzira sayansi yamakompyuta ku koleji yapagulu. Anapita kwa wansembe waku Vietnam kuti akalangize zauzimu. Adawona kuti: "Ndidapemphera kwambiri kuti ndidziwe njira yoyendera".

Pokhulupirira kuti Mulungu amamuyitana kuti akhale wansembe, adakumana ndi director of diocesean, Msgr. Daniel Murray. Msgr. Murray adatinso: "Ndidachita naye chidwi komanso kulimbikira pantchito yake. Polimbana ndi zovuta zomwe adapirira; ena ambiri akadadzipereka “.

A Mgr Murray adatinso ansembe ena aku Vietnam ndi seminare mu dayosiziyi adakumana ndi tsoka lofanana ndi la bambo Raphael kuboma la Chikominisi ku Vietnam. Mwachitsanzo, m'modzi mwa abusa a Orange anali a Professor Raphael ku seminare ku Vietnam.

Abambo Raphael adalowa ku Seminare ya St. John ku Camarillo mu 1991. Ngakhale adadziwa Chilatini, Chigiriki ndi Chifalansa, Chingerezi chinali chovuta kuti aphunzire. Mu 1996 adadzozedwa kukhala wansembe. Adakumbukira: "Ndinali wokondwa kwambiri,"

Abambo anga amakonda nyumba yawo yatsopano ku US, ngakhale zidatenga nthawi kuti ndisinthe kuzikhalidwe. Amereka ali ndi chuma chambiri komanso ufulu wambiri kuposa Vietnam, koma alibe chikhalidwe cha Vietnamese chomwe chimapereka ulemu waukulu kwa akulu ndi atsogoleri achipembedzo. Anatinso achikulire omwe achoka ku Vietnam asokonezeka chifukwa chamakhalidwe olakwika a America komanso mercantilism komanso zomwe zimawakhudza ana awo.

Akuganiza kuti kukhazikika kwamabanja aku Vietnamese ndikulemekeza unsembe ndiulamuliro kwadzetsa chiwerengero chosaneneka cha ansembe aku Vietnamese. Ndipo, potchula mwambi wakale "mwazi wa ofera, mbewu ya Akhristu", akuganiza kuti kuzunzidwa kwa chikominisi ku Vietnam, monga momwe zimakhalira ndi Tchalitchi ku Poland motsogozedwa ndi chikominisi, kwadzetsa chikhulupiriro cholimba pakati pa Akatolika aku Vietnamese.

Iye anali wokondwa kutumikira monga wansembe. Anati, "Ndizodabwitsa kuti, patapita nthawi yayitali, Mulungu adandisankha kuti ndikhale wansembe kuti ndimutumikire komanso ena, makamaka ovutika."