Chozizwitsa chomwe chidasintha moyo wa msungwana kwamuyaya

Woyera Teresa wa Lisieux sizinali chimodzimodzi pambuyo pa Khrisimasi 1886.

Therese Martin anali mwana wamakani komanso wamwano. Amayi ake a Zelie anali ndi nkhawa kwambiri za iye komanso tsogolo lake. Adalemba motere: "Ponena za Therese, palibe amene anganene kuti zikhala bwanji, ndi wachichepere komanso wosasamala ... kuuma kwake sikungagonjetsedwe. Akakana, palibe chomwe chimasintha malingaliro ake; ukhoza kuzisiya m'chipinda chapansi pa nyumba tsiku lonse osamupangitsa kuti ayankhe kuti inde. Akadakonda kugona konko ”.

Chinachake chinayenera kusintha. Ngati sichoncho, Mulungu yekha amadziwa zomwe zikadachitika.

Tsiku lina, komabe, Therese adachita zochitika zosintha moyo, zomwe zidachitika tsiku la Khrisimasi 1886, monga momwe adalembedwera mu mbiri yake, Nkhani Ya Moyo.

Anali wazaka 13 ndipo anali wokakamira kutsatira miyambo ya Khrisimasi ya kamtsikana kufikira nthawi imeneyo.

"Nditafika kunyumba ku Les Buissonnets kuyambira pakati pausiku, ndidadziwa kuti ndiyenera kupeza nsapato zanga patsogolo pa moto, zodzaza ndi mphatso, monga momwe ndimakhalira kuyambira ndili mwana. Chifukwa chake, mutha kuwona, amandichitabe ngati kamtsikana ”.

"Bambo anga ankakonda kuwona momwe ndinaliri wosangalala ndikumva kulira kwanga kwachisangalalo pamene ndimatsegula mphatso iliyonse ndipo chisangalalo chawo chimandipangitsa kukhala wosangalala kwambiri. Koma inali nthawi yoti Yesu andichiritse kuyambira ndili mwana; ngakhale chisangalalo chosowa ubwana chinayenera kutha. Adalola abambo anga kukwiya chaka chino, m'malo mundiwononga, ndipo pamene ndimakwera masitepe, ndidamumva akunena, "Teresa akuyenera kuti wapitilira zinthu zonsezi, ndipo ndikuyembekeza ino ikhala nthawi yotsiriza.". Izi zinandikhudza kwambiri, ndipo Céline, yemwe ankadziwa momwe ndimamvera kwambiri, ananong'oneza kuti: 'Usatsike; ungolira ngati ungotsegulira mphatso zako pamaso pa abambo '”.

Nthawi zambiri Therese amatha kuchita izi, kulira ngati mwana mwanjira yake yachizolowezi. Komabe, nthawi ino zinali zosiyana.

“Koma sindinalinso yemweyo Teresa; Yesu anali atandisinthiratu. Ndinadziletsa ndikulira, ndikuyesera kuti mtima wanga usathamange, ndinathamangira kuchipinda chodyera. Ndinatenga nsapato zanga ndikumasula mphatso zanga mokondwera, nthawi zonse ndikuwoneka wokondwa, ngati mfumukazi. Abambo sankaonekanso okwiya tsopano ndipo anali kusangalala. Koma ichi sichinali loto ”.

Therese anali atachira kwamuyaya kulimba mtima komwe adataya ali ndi zaka zinayi ndi theka.

Pambuyo pake Therese adzamutcha "chozizwitsa cha Khrisimasi" ndipo idasintha moyo wake. Zidamupangitsa kupita patsogolo muubwenzi wake ndi Mulungu, ndipo patadutsa zaka ziwiri adalowa nawo gulu la masisitere akumakarmeli.

Adazindikira kuti chozizwitsacho chinali chochitika cha chisomo cha Mulungu chomwe chidasefukira moyo wake, kumupatsa mphamvu komanso kulimba mtima kuti achite zomwe zinali zoona, zabwino komanso zokongola. Inali mphatso yake ya Khrisimasi yochokera kwa Mulungu ndipo idasintha njira yoyandikira moyo.

Teresa pomaliza adazindikira zomwe amayenera kuchita kuti akonde Mulungu mozama kwambiri ndipo adasiya njira zake zaubwana kuti akhale mwana wamkazi weniweni wa Mulungu.