Chilankhulo chenicheni popemphera

Ulendo wopita ku Roma ndiwodalitsa zauzimu.

Odala ali maso anu, chifukwa apenya; ndi makutu anu, chifukwa amvera. Mateyu 13:16

Nthawi ina, zaka zambiri zapitazo, ndinali ndikugulitsa mowa ku Roma, pomwe mayi wina yemwe akuwoneka kuti ali ndi zaka pafupifupi 500 andiyang'ana, adamwetulira nati: "Ndi chiyani?"

Sindimadziwa tanthauzo lake, chifukwa chake ndidayima, ndikuganiza kuti mwina akufunika thandizo.

"Kwagwanji?" anabwereza pang'ono pang'ono. "Palibe Chitaliyana," ndidatero ndikumwetulira koma ndikumverera wopusa. Nkhope yake inali yosamalitsa komanso yofulumira, komabe, ndinayamba kufalitsa malingaliro, chilankhulo changa, ndipo ndinapikha mpaka pomwe tinakhala mgululi kwa mphindi 20 ndikufotokozera za moyo wanga wosokonekera wachikondi, ntchito yotopetsa komanso ziyembekezo zopanda pake.

Nthawi yonseyi ankandiyang'ana ndi chisamaliro chabwino kwambiri, ngati kuti ndine mwana wake. Nditamaliza, ndinamverera kupusa kuti ndadzilekanitsa, ndipo iye adandiyandikira ndikundigwira kumaso nati, "Tonthola."

Izi zidasokoneza mphindi zopatulika, ndipo timapita zaka. Kwa nthawi yayitali ndimaganiza kuti andipatsa mdalitsidwe wamtundu wina, ndikupemphera mosabisa muchilankhulo chake, mpaka mzanga atangondiwuza kuti pali chiyani? amatanthauza "Vuto ndi chiyani?" ndipo kutseka kumatanthauza "wamisala."

Koma mwina ndili wanzeru pang'ono tsopano popeza ndine wachikale, chifukwa ndimakhulupirira ndi mtima wanga wonse kuti mdalitsidwe wodabwitsa wandipatsa tsiku lotentha mgunda pafupi ndi Via Caterina. Adatchera khutu, tcheru, adalipo pomwe ndimatsegulira chitseko. Kodi siyamtundu wa mapemphero wamphamvu komanso yosokoneza kwambiri yomamvedwa ndi mphamvu zanu zonse? Kodi sichimodzi mwa mphatso zazikulu kwambiri zomwe titha kupatsana wina ndi mnzake?

Wokondedwa Ambuye, chifukwa cha maso ndi makutu athu omwe nthawi zina amatsegula mphatso yodabwitsa ya nyimbo yanu, zikomo.