Dona Wathu amalola kuti Lucia alembe chinsinsi ndipo amamuwonetsa zatsopano

Yankho lomwe lakhala likuyembekezeka kwa nthawi yayitali kuchokera kwa bishopu wa Leiria silinachedwe kubwera ndipo adamva kuyesayesa kuchita zomwe analandila. Ngakhale sanakonde, komanso poopa kuti sangachitenso, zomwe zidamusokoneza, adayesanso ndipo adalephera. Tiyeni tiwone momwe seweroli likutiuzira:

Ndikudikirira yankho, pa 3-1-1944 Ndinagwada pafupi ndi kama womwe nthawi zina umakhala tebulo kuti ndilembe, ndinayesanso, osatha kuchita kalikonse; chomwe chinandisangalatsa kwambiri ndikuti ndimatha kulemba china chilichonse popanda zovuta. Kenako ndidafunsa Mayi Wathu kuti andidziwitse chifuniro cha Mulungu. Ndipo ndidapita ku tchalitchi: panali XNUMX koloko masana, pomwe ndimakonda kupita kukacheza ndi Sacramenti Lodala, chifukwa inali nthawi yomwe Nthawi zambiri amakhala yekha, ndipo sindikudziwa chifukwa chake, koma ndimafuna kukhala ndekha ndi Yesu m'chihema.

Ndinagwada kutsogolo kwa gawo la guwa la mgonero ndi kupempha Yesu kuti andidziwitse chifuniro chake. Popeza ndinazolowera kuti ndimakhulupilira kuti zomwe oyang'anira amawonetsa kuti ndizofunikira kwambiri pamawu a Mulungu, sindingakhulupirire kuti izi sizinali. Ndipo nditasokonezeka, ndikuyatsidwa ndi theka, ndikuwala kwa mtambo wakuda womwe unkawoneka ngati wayandikira pamwamba panga, nkhope yake ili m'manja, ndinadikirira, osadziwa yankho. Kenako ndidamva dzanja laubwenzi, lokondana komanso la amayi lomwe lidandikhudza phewa langa, ndidakweza maso ndikuwona mayi Wokondedwa wa Kumwamba. «Osawopa, Mulungu amafuna kutsimikizira kumvera kwanu, chikhulupiriro ndi kudzichepetsa; khalani odekha ndikulemba zomwe akukulangizani, koma osati zomwe mumapatsidwa kuti mumvetse tanthauzo lake. Pambuyo poilemba, ikanikeni mu emvulopu, itsekeni ndikusindikiza ndi kulemba kunja kuti ikhoza kutsegulidwa kokha mu 1960 ndi kardinari wakale wa Lisbon kapena ndi bishopu wa Leiria ».

Ndipo ndinamva mzimu utasefukira ndi chinsinsi cha kuunika komwe ndi Mulungu ndipo mwa iye ndinawona ndi kumva - nsonga ya mkondo ngati lawi lomwe limatambasukira mpaka kukhudza mbali ya dziko lapansi ndi mapiri awa: mapiri, mizinda, matauni ndi midzi okhalamo ake aikidwa. Nyanja, mitsinje ndi mitambo ikutuluka m'mphepete mwa nyanja, kusefukira, kusefukira ndi kukoka ndi nyumba zosawerengeka ndi anthu omwe ali mderalo: ndiko kuyeretsa dziko lapansi kuchimwako komwe kumamizidwa. Chidani ndi kufunitsitsa zimayambitsa nkhondo zowononga! Mukuthamanga kwa mtima kwa mtima wanga komanso mu mzimu wanga ndinamva mawu okoma akuti: «Kwa zaka mazana ambiri, chikhulupiriro chimodzi, ubatizo umodzi, Mpingo umodzi, woyera, katolika, utumwi. Muyaya, kumwamba! ». Mawu akuti kumwamba kunadzaza mzimu wanga ndi mtendere ndi chisangalalo, mpaka kufikira posazindikira, ndinakhala ndikubwereza kwa nthawi yayitali: «Kumwamba! Thambo! ". Mphamvu yayikulu itangodutsa ndidayamba kulemba ndipo ndidazichita popanda zovuta, pa Januware 3, 1944, ndikugwada, ndikupumula pabedi lomwe limandithandizira ngati tebulo.

Source: Ulendo woyang'aniridwa ndi Mary - Biography ya Mlongo Lucia - makope a OCD (tsamba 290)