Nkhani yachinsinsi ya Crucifix wa Saint Teresa waku Avila

Teresa anali wodzipereka ali mwana, koma chidwi chake chidafooka ali wachinyamata chifukwa chokonda mabuku achikondi a m'nthawi yake. Atadwala kwambiri, komabe, kudzipereka kwake kunayambiranso chifukwa chothandizidwa ndi amalume opembedza. Anayamba kuchita chidwi ndi moyo wachipembedzo ndipo adalowa Msonkhano wa Akarmeli wa Umunthu ku Avila mchaka cha 1536.

Pansi pa boma lokhazikika, masisitere am'nyumba yamatchalitchi anapatsidwa mwayi wocheza nawo komanso mwayi wina wotsutsana ndi lamulo loyambirira. Pazaka 17 zoyambirira zachipembedzo chake, Therese adayesetsa kusangalala ndi mapemphero komanso zokambirana zakumayiko. Potsirizira pake, tsiku lina mu chaka cha 1553, adakhala ndi zomwe wolemba wina adazitcha "chokumana nacho chodabwitsa." Woyera akufotokoza zomwe adakumana nazo mu chaputala IX cha mbiri yake: Zidachitika kuti, tsiku lina ndikulankhula, ndidawona chithunzi chogulitsidwa phwando linalake lomwe lidasungidwa mnyumba ndipo adabweretsedwa kumeneko kuti asungidwe chifukwa chaichi. kuvulala kwambiri; ndipo anali woyenera kwambiri kudzipereka kotero kuti nditamuyang'ana ndidakhudzidwa kwambiri kumuwona chonchi, chabwino munthu angaganize zomwe akuvutika chifukwa cha ife. Zowawa zanga zidali zazikulu nditaganiza zakumubwezera zoipa za mabalawo zomwe ndimamva ngati mtima wanga ukusweka, ndipo ndidadziponya pafupi ndi Iye, ndikhetsa misozi ndikumupempha kuti andipatse mphamvu kamodzi kuti Sindingadzuke pamenepo mpaka atandipatsa zomwe ndidamupempha. Ndipo ndikutsimikiza izi zandichitira zabwino, chifukwa kuyambira pomwepo ndinayamba kusintha (mu pemphero ndi ukoma).

Woyera adapita patsogolo mwamphamvu chifukwa chotsatira izi ndipo posakhalitsa adayamba kusangalala ndi masomphenya ndi chisangalalo. Atapeza mpumulo wokhalamo motsutsana ndi mzimu wa pemphero womwe adawona kuti Ambuye Wathu adakonza Dongosololi, adayamba kusintha ulesi wake mu 1562 pomuzunza ndi kuzunzika. Mnzake wapamtima komanso mlangizi, St. John wa pa Mtanda, adamuthandiza pantchitoyi ndikuwonjezeranso kusintha kwa oyang'anira a Order.

Pamasuliridwe okhwima a lamuloli, adafika pachimake pazachinsinsi, amasangalala ndi masomphenya osawerengeka ndipo adakumana ndi zabwino zosiyanasiyana zachinsinsi. Zikuwoneka kuti palibe chochitika chachilendo chachilendo chomwe sanakumanepo nacho, komabe adakhalabe wochita bizinesi wochenjera, woyang'anira, wolemba, mlangizi wauzimu komanso woyambitsa. Palibe mayi wathanzi, Woyera adamwalira ndi mavuto ake ambiri pa 4 Okutobala 1582 mnyumba yamatchalitchi ya Alba de Tormes. Atasankhidwa mu 1622, iye, komanso Discalced Carmelite Order, adalemekezedwa pomwe Papa Paul VI adalembetsa dzina lake pamndandanda wa Madokotala a Mpingo. Ndiye mkazi woyamba kulowa nawo gululi.