MOYO WAKAFA: "Ndidafa koma ndidaonana ndi madotolo omwe adanditsitsimutsa"

“Ulendo wopita kuchipatala chaching'ono unali wowawa. atafika anatiuza ine ndi bambo anga kuti tiyembekezere, ngakhale kuti anali atawafotokozera kale antchito. Pomaliza adandigoneka pabedi m'chipinda, ndiye ndidayamba kumva kuti moyo wanga ukundithawa, malingaliro anga anali a ana anga ndipo zingachitike, ndikanawakonda bwanji ndikawasamalira?

Kumva kwanga kunali kwabwino, ndimatha kumva mawu onse osinthidwa mchipindacho. Madokotala awiri analiponso komanso othandizira atatu. Ndinganene kuti anali kusokonezeka poyesa kumva kukoka ndi kukakamizidwa. Pamenepo, ndinayamba kuyandama pang'onopang'ono kupita padenga pomwe ndinayima ndipo ndimayang'anitsitsa ndikuwona zomwe zinali zochepera. Thupi langa lopanda moyo linali patebulo ndipo dotolo adati wina yemwe wadutsa pakhomo: Komwe mudali, tidakuyitanirani, tsopano kwachedwa kwambiri, wapita, tiribe zolimbitsa kapena kukakamiza. Dotolo wina adati: Titi chiyani kwa amuna anu, adatumizidwa ku England kwa sabata limodzi lokha. Kuchokera pamalo anga pamwamba pawo, ndidadziuza kuti: Inde, mukupita bwanji, mukanene chiyani kwa amuna anga ndi funso labwino. Chabwino! »Ndikukumbukira ndikuganiza nthawi yomweyo: Ndingadzinyadire bwanji mphindi ngati izi? »

Sindinadziwonenso ndekha patebulo pansipa, sindinalinso m'chipindacho. Mwadzidzidzi ndinazindikira kuyera kwam'mwamba kwambiri komwe kumakuta chilichonse. Ululu wanga unatha ndipo ndinamva thupi langa ngati kale, lamasulidwa. Ndinkakhala wosangalala komanso wokhutira. Ndidamva nyimbo zokongola kwambiri, zimatha kungobwera kuchokera kumwamba, ndimaganiza: Umu ndi momwe nyimbo zakumwamba zimasungiramo ». Ndazindikira za mtendere wamtendere wopitilira kumvetsetsa konse. Ndinayamba kuyang'ana kuwala uku ndikuwona zomwe zimandichitikira, sindinkafuna kubwerera. Ndinali pamaso pa Mulungu yemwe ena amatcha mwana wa Mulungu, Mwana Yesu. Sindinamuwone, koma anali pompopompo ndipo amalankhula ndi ine molankhula. Ndimamva chikondi cha Mulungu chikusefukira. Adandiuza kuti ndiyenera kupita pafupi ndi ana anga ndikuti ndikuyenera kugwira ntchito padziko lapansi. Sindinkafuna kubwerera, koma pang'onopang'ono ndinabwereranso ku thupi langa, lomwe panthawiyo linali m'chipinda china kuyembekezera kuchitidwa opaleshoni. Ndidakhala nthawi yayitali kuti ogwira ntchito andifotokozere kuti mtima wanga ukulira komanso kuti ndikupita kokachita opaleshoni kuti ndikatulutse mimba ya ectopic komanso magazi omwe ali m'mimba mwanga. Kuyambira pano mpaka maola angapo, sindinadziwe chilichonse. "

Umboni wa Dr. SUSAN