Lourdes: ukulu wa Bernadette wamng'ono

Ukulu wa Bernadette wamng'ono

Sindidzakusangalatsani m'dziko lino, koma m'tsogolomu!

Izi ndi zomwe adamva kuchokera kwa "Dona wovala zoyera" yemwe adawonekera kwa iye kuphanga la Massabielle pa 11 February 1858. Anali mtsikana wazaka 14 zokha, wosaphunzira komanso wosauka m'njira zonse, chifukwa cha kuchepa kwachuma komwe kumapezeka m'banjamo, chifukwa cha luntha lake lochepa komanso chifukwa cha thanzi labwino kwambiri lomwe, ndi matenda ake a mphumu mosalekeza. , sanamulole kuti apume. Monga ntchito ankaweta nkhosa ndipo nthawi yake yokhayo inali rosary yomwe ankawerenga tsiku ndi tsiku, kupeza chitonthozo ndi kucheza nayo. Komabe zinali ndendende kwa iye, msungwana yemwe mwachiwonekere "atatayidwa" molingana ndi malingaliro akudziko, kuti Namwali Maria adadziwonetsera yekha ndi dzina lomwe Tchalitchi, zaka zinayi m'mbuyomo, adalengeza kuti ndi chiphunzitso: Ndine Wosasinthika. iye ananena pa chimodzi mwa ziwonetsero 18 zimene Bernadette anali nazo m’phanga lija pafupi ndi Lourdes, tauni imene anabadwira. Apanso Mulungu anasankha padziko lapansi "chopusa kuti chichititse manyazi anzeru" (onani 1Akor 23), kugwetsa miyeso yonse ya kuwunika ndi ukulu waumunthu. Liri kalembedwe kamene kanabwerezedwa m’kupita kwa nthaŵi, kuphatikizapo m’zaka zija zimene Mwana wa Mulungu iyemwini anasankha pakati pa asodzi odzichepetsa ndi opanda nzeru Atumwi amene anayenera kupitiriza ntchito yake padziko lapansi, kupereka moyo kwa Mpingo woyamba. “Zikomo chifukwa pakanakhala kuti pakanakhala mtsikana wocheperapo kuposa ine simukadandisankha…” mtsikanayo analemba m’Chipangano chake, podziwa kuti Mulungu anasankha “abwino” anzake pakati pa omvetsa chisoni ndi aang’ono.

Bernadette Soubirous anali wosiyana ndi wachinsinsi; ake, monga zanenedwa, anali chabe nzeru zothandiza ndi kukumbukira osauka. Komabe sanadzitsutse pamene adanena zomwe adaziwona ndikuzimva "m'phanga la Dona atavala zoyera komanso ndi riboni yabuluu yowala yomangidwa m'chiuno mwake". Nanga n’cifukwa ciani ndimukhulupilila? Ndendende chifukwa anali wogwirizana komanso koposa zonse chifukwa sanadzifunira zabwino, kapena kutchuka, kapena ndalama! Ndiyeno anadziwa bwanji, mu umbuli wake wodetsedwa, chowonadi chachinsinsi ndi chozama cha Mimba Yoyera yomwe Mpingo unali utangotsimikizira kumene? Izi n’zimene zinam’khutiritsa wansembe wake.

Koma ngati tsamba latsopano linali kulembedwa kaamba ka dziko lapansi m’buku la chifundo cha Mulungu (kuzindikirika kwa kutsimikizirika kwa kuwonekera kwa Lourdes kunadza patangopita zaka zinayi, mu 1862), kwa wamasomphenyayo ulendo wa kuzunzika ndi chizunzo unayamba umene unatsagana naye. mpaka mapeto a moyo wake. Sindingakusangalatseni m'dziko lino ... Mayiyo sanali kuseka. Posakhalitsa Bernadette anali mkhole wa kukayikira, kunyozedwa, kufunsidwa mafunso, kuimbidwa milandu yamtundu uliwonse, ngakhale kumangidwa. Pafupifupi palibe amene adamukhulupirira: kodi ndizotheka kuti Madonna adamusankha?, zidanenedwa. Msungwanayo sanadzitsutse yekha, koma kuti adziteteze ku mkwiyo woterewu adalangizidwa kuti adzitsekere ku Nerves Monastery. “Ndinabwera kudzabisala” iye anatero pa tsiku limene anakapereka ndalamazo ndipo anapeŵa mosamalitsa kufunafuna maudindo kapena kuyanjidwa kokha chifukwa chakuti Mulungu anamusankha m’njira yosiyana kotheratu ndi ena. Panalibe choopsa. Sizinali zomwe Dona Wathu adamuwoneratu pano padziko lapansi…

Ngakhale m’nyumba ya masisitere, Bernadette anachitiridwa chipongwe mosalekeza ndi kupanda chilungamo, monga momwe iye mwiniyo amachitira umboni m’Chipangano chake kuti: “Zikomo kwambiri chifukwa chakuti mwadzaza ndi kuwawa mtima umene munandipatsa. chifukwa cha mawu achipongwe a Mayi Wamkulu, mawu ake aukali, kupanda chilungamo kwake, zinsinsi zake ndi zonyozeka, zikomo. Zikomo chifukwa chokhala chinthu chamwayi chonyozedwa, chomwe Alongo adati: "Sindine mwayi bwanji kukhala Bernadette!". Umenewu ndiwo mkhalidwe wa maganizo umene iye anavomereza nawo chithandizo chimene chinamgwera, kuphatikizapo mawu oŵaŵa amene anamva mkuluyo akunena pamene bishopu anali pafupi kumpatsa ntchito yakuti: “Kodi kumatanthauzanji kwa iye kukhala wabwino? pachabe?” Munthu wa Mulunguyo, sanachite mantha konse, anayankha kuti: “Mwana wanga, popeza ndiwe wopanda pake, ndikukupatsa ntchito yopemphera!”.

Mwachisawawa adamupatsa ntchito yomweyi yomwe Immaculate Conception idamupatsa kale ku Massabielle, pomwe kudzera mwa iye adafunsa aliyense: Kutembenuka, kulapa, pemphero... mu umodzi ndi kukhudzika kwa Khristu. Anapereka, mwamtendere ndi chikondi, kuti atembenuke ochimwa, molingana ndi chifuniro cha Namwaliyo. Komabe, iye anali ndi chimwemwe chachikulu m’zaka zonse zisanu ndi zinayi zimene anakhala pabedi, asanamwalire ali wamng’ono wa zaka 35, atagwidwa ndi matenda amene anali kuipiraipirabe.

Kwa omwe adamutonthoza adayankha ndi kumwetulira komweko komwe kunamuunikira pamisonkhano yake ndi Madonna: "Mary ndi wokongola kwambiri kotero kuti iwo omwe amamuwona angakonde kufa kuti amuwonenso". Pamene ululu wakuthupi unakhala wosapiririka, iye anausa moyo kuti: “Ayi, sindikuyang’ana mpumulo, mphamvu ndi kuleza mtima kokha.” Kukhalapo kwake kwachidule chotero kunadutsa m’kuvomereza modzichepetsa kwa kuzunzika kumeneko, kumene kunatumikira kuwombola miyoyo yambiri yofunikira kupeza ufulu ndi chipulumutso. Kuyankha mowolowa manja ku kuitana kwa Immaculate Conception yemwe adawonekera kwa iye ndikulankhula naye. Ndipo podziŵa kuti chiyero chake sichikanadalira pa kukhala ndi mwaŵi wa kuwona Madonna, Bernadette anamaliza Chipangano chake motere: “Zikomo, Mulungu wanga, chifukwa cha moyo umene mwandipatsa ine, chifukwa cha chipululu cha chipululu, chifukwa cha mdima wanu ndi mdima wandiweyani. chifukwa cha mavumbulutso anu, chifukwa cha kukhala chete kwanu ndi kung'anima kwanu; pa chilichonse, kwa inu, kwina kapena komwe mulipo, zikomo Yesu”. Stefania Consoli

Source: Eco di Maria nr. 158