Lourdes, wobadwa wopanda retina, tsopano amationa

Malinga ndi positivist Émile Zola, chozizwitsa chimodzi chingakhale chokwanira kutsutsa zomwe anthu omwe sakhulupirira. Ndizowonekeratu zowonekeratu, koma palibe chidwi chokana chilichonse kapena kuwonetsa kuti ukunena zowona, chikhulupiriro ndi mphatso ndi ntchito yaufulu ndipo iwo amene safuna kukhulupilira nthawi zonse amatha kusinjirira ngakhale chodabwitsa kwambiri.

Komabe, palibe amene angangokhala chete pokana kuti pachitika zozizwitsa zingapo, ngakhale kuli kwodzikuza, "Otsutsa komanso akatswiri okana zoti kuli Mulungu, omwe akuwona kuti akulipira chikumbumtima kuti sangathe kumasula dziko lapansi kokha Mulungu, koma ngakhale kuti adamulepheretsa kuchita zozizwitsa »(Albert Einstein," Letter to Maurice Solovine ", GauthierVillars, Paris 1956 p.102).

Chimodzi mwazochitika zosasinthika ichi ndi cha mayi Erminia Pane, yemwe nkhani yawo yatheranso m'manyuzipepala akulu. Mbiri yaposachedwa kwambiri, yodabwitsa komanso yosankhidwa, munthu akhoza kunena kuti sanganenedwe. Erminia adabadwa popanda diso lamaso lakumaso ndipo motero amakhala wakhungu ndi diso, nthawi zonse ankadzinena kuti "kulibe Mulungu komanso kukayika, ndimachita nawo zamizimu." Wobadwira ku Naples, kenako amakhala ku Milan komwe adakwatirana, kukhala ndi mwana wamkazi, kenako nakhala wamasiye. Mu 1977 adakhudzidwa ndi paresis mbali yakumanzere ya thupi, yomwe idalimbitsa mkono wake, mwendo ndi chikope, zomwe zimapangitsa khungu kukhala lamaso kwathunthu. The INPS idazindikira kuti penshoni yake inali yosavomerezeka ndipo bungwe la Italy Blind Union lidamuvomereza ngati mnzake.

Patatha zaka zisanu, mu 1982, adaganiza zoyamba ntchito kuti adzatsegulenso khungu lamaso. Erminia, kuchipinda chake kuchipatala, adadzitsekera m'bafa kuti amasute ndudu. Chifukwa chake ananena mphindi yomweyo: "Ndamva khomo likutseguka ndi zovala zokhala ndi zovala, ndinakweza chikope changa ndi dzanja langa ndipo ndinawona mayi wina atavala zoyera, atavala mutu." Masomphenyawa akuti ndi Dona Wathu wa Lourdes ndipo adamulonjeza kuti amuchiritsa: «Ndikufuna muzipita kuulendo wopanda miyendo ndi chikhulupiriro chambiri. Pakadali pano, osanena chilichonse kwa wina aliyense za msonkhano wathu, mudzangolankhula za ine mukadzabweranso ». Madokotala mwachiwonekere adayesa kuti amukhumudwitse, malo opangira opaleshoni anali atasungidwa kale, koma m'malo mwa kulowererapo, m'mawa wa Novembara 3, 1982 Erminia adapita ku Lourdes ndi amayi ake, atalowa m'malo opatulikako osavala nsapato, atagwada m'phanga ndi kusamba pachitsime.

Nthawi yomweyo, ndi diso lakumanja, lomwe linali mumdima mpaka kalekale, adawona nkhope ya mayiyo ili kuchipatala. Kuchokera kumanzere m'malo mwake, ziwalo mpaka khungu lafinya, mkono ndi mwendo wayambanso kusunthanso. Pobwerera kunyumba, atationa tili ndi maso onse awiri, adapempha kuti atule pansi penshoniyo, koma INPS yakhala ikukana: pepala la zamankhwala limatsimikizira kusowa kwa retina chifukwa chake kusatheka kuwona. Koma kuchokera m'diso adaona bwino, komanso winayo adawonanso. Maso ake adayeza, kuyendera ndikutsimikiziridwa ndi akatswiri azachipatala ambiri, posachedwapa madotolo amoyendetsa omwe adamupatsa chilolezo, a Ms Pane atadutsa mayeso, akuyamba kuyendetsa galimoto popanda mavuto.

Mu 1994 Commission of the "Bureau Médical" ya Lourdes, atasanthula zolemba zamankhwala zisanachitike komanso zitachitika "kuchira" kwa nthawi yayitali, adazindikira mtundu wa chochitikacho. Mu 2007 mzimayiyo adavomera kuti alembe nkhani yake m'buku, "Erminia Pane, chida chotumikirira Mulungu - Nkhani ndi maumboni ochiritsa kozizwitsa ku Lourdes", pomwe wolemba ake ndi Alcide Landini. Erminia Pane, yemwe adamwalira mu 2010, anali yekhayo "Wowoneka wabodza" ku Italiya kuti adziwonetsere yekha, popanda zotsatira. Sitikudziwa ngati iyi ndi imodzi mwamilandu yomwe a Nobel Prize for Medicine Luc Montagnier, omwe adazindikira kuti: "Ponena ndi zozizwitsa za Lourdes zomwe ndaphunzira, ndimakhulupiriradi kuti ndichinthu chomwe sichingathe kufotokozedwa". Mphoto ina yopambana ya Nobel, Alexis Carrel, ku Lourdes anapeza chikhulupiriro mwa kudzichiritsa mozizwitsa.