Medjugorje: "sungani kawiri kuthokoza korona wa Pater, Ave ndi Gloria asanu ndi awiri"

Oriana akuti:
Mpaka miyezi iwiri yapitayo, ndimakhala ku Roma ndikugawana nyumba ndi Narcisa. Tonse tidasankha kukhala ochita zisudzo; kenako Roma, kenako ma auditions, kenako maudindo, kuyimbira foni komanso nthawi zina kugwira ntchito, chikhumbo chachikulu "kuchipanga" komanso kukwiya kwambiri ndi mkwiyo kwa iwo omwe "atha" kukupatsani dzanja, koma osasamala za aliyense, kapena zoyipa, ndi zina zambiri mwatsoka nthawi zambiri, zimakupatsani mpata wogwira ntchito "mwachilengedwe" mu kabio kena kena kake, ndizosafunikira kunena zomwe. Pakati pa chisokonezo chonsechi adakhala zaka 4, kuzizira bwanji, masangweji angati adatsalira pamimba, ma kilomita angati opanda kanthu, zokhumudwitsa zingati!

Epulo 87: Ine ndi Artcisa timapita kunyumba kukakakhala ndi mabanja awo, iye ndi wochokera ku tawuni ya Alessandria, ndimachokera ku Genoa.
Tsiku lina Narcisa amandiuza kuti: “Mukudziwa? Ndikunyamuka, ndikupita ku Yugoslavia ”. Ndimaganizira zaulendo wopumula, ndipo ndimayankha kuti: "Chitani bwino, odala muli inu!" "Koma ayi! Koma ayi! - akuti mokondwa -, kodi simunamvepo za Medjugorje? "
Ndipo ine: "??? What ??? "" ... Medjugorje ... komwe Mkazi Wathu akuwonekera! Anna, bwenzi langa lochokera ku Milan, akufuna kunditengera ku Medjugorje ndipo ndaganiza zopita, ndakonzeka, ungandimve? " Ndipo ine: "Kuti ndimve inu ndimakumverani, koma kuti mukundinena kuti mumapereka manambala kuposa masiku onse".
Pambuyo pa sabata amayi ake, atakhumudwa kwambiri, akundiuza pafoni:
"Amisala aja adalipo, Angelo wabwerera (chibwenzi cha Narcisa), Anna, ndipo akadalipo, wapenga! wamisala! " Patatha masiku angapo ndimadzipezabe ndikuseka, poganiza kuti Narcisa akadalipo, misala ndi ndani amene akudziwa madala angati omwe akuti Madonna alipo ...

Epulo 26: tsiku lomaliza lokhala kumidzi. M'masiku ochepa ndiyenera kubwerera ku Roma ndikukwera sitima kupita ku Genoa. Ndili ku Tortona, station yapakatikati, pali ma metre ochepa kufika sitima ku Genoa, nsanja yadzaza; ndipo ndikumuwona ndani? Narcisa! Zikuwoneka kuti zangotuluka mchithaphwi: zili pachisokonezo chonse. Iye akunena mosangalala kuti: “Ndiyenera kulankhula nanu, mundiyimbire foni mukangofika. Tsopano muli ndi sitima ndipo palibe nthawi, koma ndikulonjezeni chinthu chimodzi. Ndilonjezeni kuti mudzachita zanga, ndiuzeni kuti mudzachita! ”. Sindikumvetsanso kalikonse, iye amene amangobwereza "Ndikulonjezeni mudzatero", anthu omwe amatiyang'ana ndikuganiza kuti tathawa chipatala china, manyazi andigwera. Amalimbikira, osatekeseka komanso osasamala za kuseka kwa omwe atizungulira.
Dulani, mutu wa ng'ombeyo pamapeto pake udati: "Chabwino, ndikukulonjezani ndichita izi !!!", kung'anima kwachisangalalo pamaso pa Narcisa, yemwe akuponya rozari m'manja mwanga (... "Bwerani, pano patsogolo pa anthu onsewa, ndi chifanizo chotani! mwakhala opusa? ") nkundiuza:" Chikhulupiriro; 7 Atate wathu; 7 Tamandani Mariya; Ulemerero tsiku lililonse kwa mwezi umodzi ”.
Ndatsala pang'ono kusowa, ndimachita chibwibwi: "What ????", koma sanachite mantha: "Munalonjeza". Phokoso la sitima yapamtunda itilekanitsa, ndikuwoneka kuti ndimalowa. Narcisa amandisamalira ndi dzanja lake laling'ono ndikufuula:
"Ml adzanena!"; Ndimagwedeza mutu ndipo anthu omwe amabwera nane amandiyang'ana ndikuseka. O, chiwerengero changa!
Ndinalonjeza, ndiyenera kusunga lonjezo, ngakhale litang'ambika mwamphamvu, kenako Narcisa adati Amayi Athu m'mwezi uno apereka kuthokoza kwakukulu kwa iwo omwe amamupempherera.
… Masiku amapita, ndipo nthawi yanga yoikidwiratu tsiku ndi tsiku ikupitilira osaiwala, zowonadi, chodabwitsa chimakhala "chinthu" chomwe ndikumva kuti ndikufuna kuchita mwachangu kwambiri ndikukonzanso. Sindikupempha, sindifunsa ndekha, ndimangopemphera ndikupemphera.
Ine ndi Narcisa tibwerera ku Roma, ndipo moyo umatiphwanya. Mumangokhalira kundiuza za Medjugorje, kuti pali mapemphero ambiri ndipo simulimbana nawo! " kuti kumeneko onse ndi abwino, omvetsetsa komanso okondana! "
Masiku akudutsa ndipo tsopano ndikudziwa zinthu zambiri za Medjugorje, ndamva zinthu zomwe sindimadziwa kuti zitha kuchitika, koma koposa zonse za Narcisa, ndimakhala ndikusintha kwake kodabwitsa, ndi "wachilendo", amapita ku Mass, amapemphera, akuti kolona ndipo nthawi zambiri kukoka mu mpingo wina. Masamba a Narcisa, akuchoka ku Roma masiku 4-5 ndipo ndatsala ndekha mnyumba yomwe sindimakonda, ndimakhala ndi nkhawa za ntchito, zachikondi .., kuzunzika kwakuda kwambiri kundigwera, kukhumudwa komwe sikunakhudzepo: usiku sindigonanso, ndimalira. Masiku anayi a chiwonongeko chotheratu: ndipo kwa nthawi yoyamba, moonadi koyamba m'moyo wanga, ndimadzipeza ndekha ndikuganiza zodzipha.
Ndakhala ndikunena kuti ndimakonda moyo kwambiri, kuti ndili ndi abwenzi ambiri omwe amandikonda komanso omwe ndimawakonda, mayi ndi bambo omwe "amakonda" mwana wawo wamkazi yekhayo, ndikufuna kutha, kuchoka kuzonse ndi aliyense ... Ndipo misozi ikungotsika nkhope yanga yodabwitsayo, ndimakumbukira mwadzidzidzi mapemphero omwe ndakhala ndikupanga tsiku lililonse mwezi wonse, ndipo ndimafuula kuti: “Amayi, Amayi Akumwamba ndithandizeni chonde, ndithandizeni chifukwa sindingathenso kupirira, ndithandizeni! Thandizeni! Ndithandizeni! Chonde!". Tsiku lotsatira Narcisa amabwerera: Ndimayesetsa kubisala mwanjira ina manyazi omwe ali mwa ine, ndipo ndikucheza amandiuza kuti: "Koma ukudziwa kuti kuno pafupi ndi Roma kuli malo otchedwa S. Vittorino?".
Madzulo otsatira, pa 25 Juni, ndili ku S. Vittorino. Pamenepo wina adatiwuza kuti kuli Abambo Gino, omwe mwina ali ndi mchitidwe wonyozeka komanso omwe "amapembedzera" nawonso kuti achiritsidwe. Ndimachita chidwi ndi bambo wa Gino wamtali komanso wamkulu. Pamwamba, palibe chomwe chachitika, komabe, m'maola awiriwa, ndili ndi lingaliro kuti "china chake" chayamba kusweka, kuphwanya ndi "kutsegula" mkati mwanga.
Tinyamuka tili ndi cholinga chobwerera mwachangu. Pambuyo masiku pafupifupi khumi, pa 9 Julayi, pa 8 m'mawa, timawoloka kachiwiri, okhazikika komanso odzaza ndi "kukhumba kena kake", chipata cha Dona Wathu wa Fatima.
Pakadali pano ndikuganiza kuti ndichabwino komanso chofunikira kunena zochepa za ine: Sindinavomereze kwa zaka 15 ndipo mzaka 15zi ndadziponya muzochita zilizonse zosokoneza, kotero kuti pa 19 ndidakumana mankhwala osokoneza bongo ndi makampani opusa; pa 20 (monga kuli kovuta kunena) kuchotsa mimba; ndili ndi zaka 21 ndidathawa kunyumba ndikukwatira (wofanana) ndi "m'modzi" yemwe kwa zaka ziwiri amandimenya, kundipondereza munjira zonse zotheka komanso zofanizira; ali ndi zaka 23, pamapeto pake chisankho chonyamuka kubwerera kunyumba ndipo, atatha miyezi inayi asokonezeka, kulekana kwalamulo. Kenako ndinakakamizika kuthawa ku Genoa chifukwa chowopsezedwa ndi mwamuna wanga wakale. Pafupifupi kuthamangitsidwa!

Ndikuganiza kuti ndikofunikira kuwulula mtundu wa "zokumana" ndi "zonyansa" zomwe ndidanyamula mkatikati mpaka tsiku labwino kwambiri Lachinayi 9 Julayi, tsiku lomwe ndidabadwa nthawi yachiwiri. Ngakhale zoipa zonse ndawachitira Ambuye ndi amayi anga Akumwamba, Amandikonda kwambiri. Ndikaganiza za izi ndiyenera kulira.

Mmawa womwewo 'ndidadziponya' mkati mwavomerezo, ndikuganiza ndidakhala komweko kwa pafupifupi maola awiri, ndinali nditadzala thukuta ndipo sindimadziwa koyambira kapena momwe ndingayankhulire, machimo anga anali ochuluka kwambiri! Nditatuluka, sindinakhulupirire kuti Yesu wandikhululukiradi zonse, osati zonse komabe ndimamva mkati mwanga kuti inde, zinali choncho, zinali choncho modabwitsa. Zachidziwikire kuti ndinali ndi kulapa kwanga kwakutali, sindinaganizepo kuti: "Zachuluka", indedi tsiku ndi tsiku zakhala zosangalatsa. Tsiku limenelo ndinalandira Mgonero pambuyo pa zaka zoposa 15.
Pambuyo pake abambo Gino adatipatsa mdalitso payekha ndipo maso anga adakumana nawo. Abwerera kunyumba, ndipo kuyambira madzulo omwewo ndinamasuka; zowawa, kukhumudwa, mavuto amkati, kukhumudwa ndi malingaliro anga onse oipa zidachoka, zitasanduka nthunzi.
Zachidziwikire kuti ntchito yapitilizabe ndipo ikupitilizabe kundipatsa mavuto, koma tsopano yasintha. Pabwino tsogolo losatsimikizika, kusowa kwa ndalama ndi zokhumudwitsa zina zidandigwetsa pansi ndikundipangitsa kumva kuwawa kwambiri, tsopano, ngakhale sindinapambane mpikisano uliwonse .., ndine woletsa, wodekha, sindinakwiye komanso kukwiya panonso, zili ngati mkati ndi kuzungulira. panali china chake chofewa komanso chofewa kwa ine chomwe chimafewetsa chilichonse, chomwe chimafewetsa, chomwe chimandipangitsa kumva bwino, mwachidule. Zisanathe miyezi isanu ndi itatu zapita kuyambira pa 9 Julayi 1987, komabe zikuwoneka kwa ine zochulukira. Tsopano ndimayesetsa kukhala moyo wachikhristu weniweni, ndimavomereza mwezi uliwonse, ndimapita ku misa, ndimatenga Mgonero ndipo "ndimalankhula" nthawi zambiri kwa Yesu ndi Amayi akumwamba. Ndikhulupilira ndikukhumba kukhala "chamoyo" chambiri komanso kuti Mzimu Woyera ml azithandiza kukulitsa.
Nthawi zambiri ndimaganizira za tsiku lomwelo, pomwe Narcisa adati "lonjezani kuchita" ndipo ndidati "inde"; Ndimaganiza zamanyazi omwe ndidamumvera chifukwa cha ine ndi ine, pamaso pa anthu omwe amatiyang'ana modabwa, ndipo mmalo mwake ndimaganiza momwe lero ndikufuna "kufuulira" kudzikoli "NDIMAKONDA AMAYI WABWINO KWAMBIRI!".
Nayi nkhani yanga, ndikuganiza kuti ndi nkhani yofanana ndi ena ambiri, yofananira modabwitsa!
Mukufuna kupita ku Medjugorje kukayamika Amayi omwe adandipulumutsa; zikomo chifukwa sindinayenerere chilichonse ndipo m'malo mwake ndalandira zonse; zikomo chifukwa cha mphatsoyi, yokongola kwambiri, yomwe sindimadziwa kuti ilipo!

Kwa Yesu ndi Amayi Akumwamba a Medjugorje