Medjugorje: kuchokera kwa ochimwa kupita kwa mtumiki wa Mulungu

Kuchera kwa ochimwa kupita kwa mtumiki wa Mulungu

Kumayambiriro kwa Novembala 2004, ndinapita ku United States kukachita misonkhano yamisonkhano ndi misonkhano yambiri. Kumeneku ndidapatsidwanso mwayi womvera maumboni kuchokera kwa anthu omwe adatembenukira kuthokoza ku Medjugorje, pochezera komanso kudzera m'mabuku. Kwa ine izi zinali umboni wina wosonyeza kuti Mulungu akugwiranso ntchito masiku ano. Ndikukhulupirira kuti ndikofunikira kuti aliyense adziwe, kuti alimbe mtima ndikadzilimbitsa mchikhulupiriro. Pansipa mutha kuwerenga umboni wa wansembe wachichepere pa kutembenuka kwake kodabwitsa.

Pater Petar Ljubicic

“Dzina langa ndine Donald Calloway ndipo ndinabadwira ku West Virginia. Kalelo makolo anga ankakhala osadziwa. Popeza sanasamale za chikhulupiriro chachikhristu, sanandibatizenso. Patapita nthawi yochepa makolo anga adalekanirana. Sindinaphunzire kalikonse, kapena za chikhalidwe chamakhalidwe, kapena za kusiyana pakati pa zabwino ndi zoyipa. Ndinalibe mfundo. Mwamuna wachiwiri yemwe amayi anga adakwatiranso sanali Mkristu, koma anali m'modzi yekha amene adazunza mayi anga. Anamwa ndikutsatira akazi. Ndiye amene amayenera kuthandiza banja, chifukwa chake adalowa Navy. Izi zinapangitsa kuti andisiye ndekha ndi mwamunayo. Anakhudzidwa ndipo banja lathu linasunthika. Mayi anga ndi bambo anga ondipeza anali kumangana nthawi zonse ndipo pamapeto pake anapatukana.

Mayi anga anali pachibwenzi ndi munthu wina yemwe, ngati wawo, anali Msilikali. Sindinasangalale nazo. Anali wosiyana ndi amuna ena ake. Zinali zosiyana ndi abale anga onse amuna. Atabwera kudzatichezera, anabwera atavala yunifolomu ndipo anali wowoneka bwino kwambiri. Anandibweretsera mphatso. Koma ndidawakana ndikuganiza amayi anga alakwitsa. Komabe adamkonda ndipo awiriwo adakwatirana. Chifukwa chake ndinabadwa chatsopano. Munthuyu anali Mkristu ndipo anali wa Tchalitchi cha Episcopal. Izi sizinandisangalatse ndipo sindinasamale. Anandilandira ndipo makolo ake anaganiza kuti tsopano ndibatizidwe. Pachifukwa ichi ndidalandira Ubatizo. Ndili ndi zaka XNUMX, mchimwene wanga wamwamuna anabadwa ine ndipo iyenso adabatizidwa. Komabe, kubatizika sikutanthauza kanthu kwa ine. Masiku ano ndimamukonda kwambiri bambo ngati bambo ndipo ndimadzitchanso kuti.

Popeza makolo anga anali kusunthidwa, tinayenera kusuntha mosalekeza, ndipo tinasamukira kumwera kwa California ndi Japan, mwa zina. Sindikudziwa za Mulungu, ndimangokhala moyo wodzaza ndi machimo ndipo ndimangoganiza zosangalatsidwa. Ndidanama, ndimamwa mowa, ndimacheza ndi atsikana ndipo ndidayamba kukhala kapolo wa mankhwala osokoneza bongo (heroin ndi LSD).

Ku Japan ndinayamba kuba. Mayi anga anavutika kwambiri kuchokera kwa ine ndipo anamwalira ndi zowawa, koma sindinasamale. Mzimayi wina yemwe amayi anga adawafotokozera zakukhosi, adawalangiza kuti ayankhule zinthu zonsezi ndi wansembe wa Katolika waku gulu lankhondo. Ichi ndiye chifungulo cha kutembenuka mtima kwake. Kunali kutembenuka kodabwitsa ndipo Mulungu adalowadi m'moyo wake.

Chifukwa cha moyo wanga wosokonezeka, ine ndi amayi anga tinapita ku United States, koma popeza ndimakhala ndikuzungulira, adakakamizidwa kuchoka ku Japan kokha. Mapeto ake atandigwira, ndinathamangitsidwa m'dzikolo. Ndinali odedwa kwambiri ndipo ndimafuna kuyambiranso moyo wanga wakale ku America. Ine ndi bambo anga, tinapita ku Pennsylvania. Mayi anga adatilonjera misozi ili ku eyapoti. Adati, "O, Donnie! Ndimakukondani. Ndili wokondwa kwambiri kukuonani ndipo tinali ndi mantha akulu chifukwa cha inu! ". Ndinamukankha ndikumukalipira mofuula. Amayi anga ngakhale adasokonekera, koma sindimawona chikondi chilichonse.

Ndidayenera kupita kumalo ochiritsira.

Apa adayesetsa kundiuza china chachipembedzo, koma ndidathawa. Apanso sindinaphunzirepo chilichonse chachipembedzo. Panthawiyi, makolo anga anali atasinthiratu chikhulupiriro cha Chikatolika. Sindinasangalale ndipo ndinapitiliza moyo wanga wakale, koma mkati mwanga ndinalibe kanthu. Ndidangobwera kunyumba pomwe ndimamva choncho. Ndinali wachinyengo. Tsiku lina ndinapeza mendulo m'thumba langa la jekete ndi Mkulu wa Angelezi Gabriel, yomwe amayi anga anali atasunga mobisa. Kenako ndidaganiza, "Ndi zopanda pake bwanji!" Moyo wanga unkayenera kukhala moyo wachikondi chaulere, ndipo mmalo mwake ndidatsogolera moyo wamwalira.

Ndili ndi khumi ndi zisanu ndi chimodzi ndinachoka kunyumba ndikuyesa kudzipangitsa kuti ndizigwira ntchito nthawi zina, koma popeza sindinkafuna kugwira ntchito, ndinawoteranso mwayiwu. Pomaliza ndidapita kwa amayi anga, omwe adayesa kundiuza za chikhulupiriro cha Chikatolika, koma zoona zake sindinkafuna kudziwa chilichonse. Mantha adalowa m'moyo wanga. Komanso ndinkaopa kuti apolisi andigwira. Usiku wina ndidakhala mchipinda changa ndipo ndidamvetsetsa kuti moyo womwewo ukutanthauza kufa kwa ine.

Ndinapita kushopu ya makolo anga kuti ndikayang'ane zithunzi zina za m'buku. Ndinali ndi buku m'manja lomwe linali ndi mutu: "Mfumukazi ya Mtendere imayendera Medjugorje". Kodi chinali chiyani? Ndinayang'ana zithunzi ndipo ndinawona ana asanu ndi mmodzi ali ndi manja okulungidwa. Ndidachita chidwi ndikuyamba kuwerenga.

"Masomphenyawo asanu ndi m'modzi m'mene amawona Namwali Woyera Mariya". Kodi anali ndani? Ndinali ndisanamvepo za iye .. Poyamba sindinamvetsetse mawu omwe ndinawerenga. Kodi Ukaristiya, Mgonero Woyera, Sacramenti la Dongosolo la Guwa ndi Rosary limatanthawuza chiyani? Ndidapitilira. Kodi Mariya ayenera kukhala amayi anga? Mwina makolo anga anaiwala kundiuza kena kake? Mariya adalonga pya Yesu, mbalonga kuti Iye ndi wandimomwene, kuti ndi Mulungu, pontho kuti iye adafera pamtanda anthu onsene, kuti aapulumuse. Analankhula za Tchalitchi, ndipo m'mene amalankhulira za izi, sindinasiye kudzipanga ndekha. Ndinazindikira kuti ichi chinali chowonadi ndipo kuti kufikira nthawi imeneyo ndinali ndisanamve chowonadi! Adalankhula ndi ine za Yemwe amatha kundisintha, wa Yesu! Ndimawakonda amayi awa. Usiku wonse ndinawerenga bukuli ndipo m'mawa wotsatira moyo wanga sunalinso womwewo. M'mawa kwambiri ndidauza amayi anga kuti ndiyenera kulankhula ndi wansembe wa Katolika. Nthawi yomweyo anaimbira foni wansembeyo. Wansembe adandilonjeza kuti ndikatha Misa Woyera ndikatha kulankhula naye. Pomwe wansembe, panthawi ya kudzipatulira, adanena mawu oti: "Uyu ndiye thupi langa, loperekedwa nsembe chifukwa cha inu!", Ndimakhulupirira zowona m'mawu awa. Ndimakhulupirira pamaso pa Yesu ndipo ndinali wokondwa kwambiri. Kusintha kwanga kunapitilira kuyenda bwino. Ndinalowa mdera lomwe ndimaphunzira zamulungu. Pomaliza, mu 2003, ndinasankhidwa kukhala wansembe. Pagulu lathu pali anthu ena asanu ndi anayi ofuna unsembe omwe atembenuza ndikupeza ntchito yawo kudzera ku Medjugorje ".

Yesu, Mpulumutsi ndi Muomboli wathu, anatulutsa wachinyamata uyu kugehena ndikampulumutsa modabwitsa. Tsopano yendani kuchokera ku malo ena kupita kwina ndikulalikira. Amafuna kuti anthu onse adziwe kuti Yesu akhoza kupanga wochimwa wamkulu kukhala mtumiki wa Mulungu.

Chilichonse ndichotheka kwa Mulungu! Timalola Mulungu, kudzera mwa kupembedzera kwa Namwali Woyera Mariya, kuti atitsogolere kwa ifenso! Ndipo tikukhulupirira kuti ifenso titha kuchitira umboni.

Source: Medjugorje - Kuyitanira kwa pemphero