Medjugorje: Emanuela adachira ku chotupa muubongo

Dzina langa ndi Emanuela NG ndipo ndiyesa kunena mwachidule nkhani yanga, ndikuyembekeza kuti idzakhala yofunika ku komisheni yomwe idzakumana ku Medjugorje. Ndili ndi zaka pafupifupi 35, ndikwatiwa ndipo ndili ndi ana awiri: 5 ndi theka loyamba ndi miyezi 14 yachiwiri ndipo ndine dokotala.
Pafupifupi chaka chapitacho ndidandichita opareshoni ya astrocytoma, yomwe idawoneka mwadzidzidzi lobe yochepa ndikumayenda kwa BCNU ndi mwezi wa telecobaltotherapy pamlingo wokwanira; nthawi yomweyo ndinali kumwa 8 mg. a Decadron tsiku, pafupifupi pakati pothandizidwa, ndinadutsa chikuku. Pambuyo pa mankhwala a cobalt ndidayimitsa mwadzidzidzi cortisone, ndikukumana ndi zovuta zina nthawi yophukira. Popewa kugwidwa ndi khunyu chifukwa choperewera pang'ono, ndinatsata mankhwala oletsa ululu. Mu Okutobala, TAC yoyamba kuwongolera: chabwino kupatula chinthu chimodzi: ndikutsatira njira zochiritsidwira, ndinali ndi zovuta za tsiku ndi tsiku za 15. Pakadali pano ndidayamba kuganiza kuti mmalo mongondipatsa zabwino, mankhwalawo adandigwira mwamphamvu, kenako, ndili ndi udindo wonse komanso mothandizidwa ndi Mulunguyo komanso kuti Mkazi Woyera Woyera yemwe ndidakhala naye pafupi kuyambira nthawi yam'mawa Ndinaganiza zochoka ku Tegretol ndi Garden ndipo pang'onopang'ono, sindinakhale ndi vuto lililonse kuyambira Novembala ngakhale ndinali nditapanikizika kwambiri m'maganizo, ngakhale nditapanikizika. Koma mwatsoka kudandaula koyipa kudandidikirira. Popanda zovuta komanso zokhala ndi minyewa yofatsa kwambiri, pakujambula kwa CAT kotsatira kumapeto kwa February '85, recidivism yayikulu, yomwe akuwoneka kuti sangathe kugwira ntchito ndi Prof. Geuna. Apanso ndinkaona kuti imeneyi sinali nthawi yoti ndisiye. Nthawi yomweyo, kuchokera ku Pavia, ndikatsalira za malingaliro omwewo, zinasankhidwa kuti ndiyenera kuchita kayendedwe ka CCNU (makapisozi asanu - masabata 5 pakubwereza, mapiritsi ena asanu) ndiye cheke chatsopano chofuna kulowererapo. Ndidachita monga momwe amandiuzira. Pomwe abale anga adapita kudziko lina kukaganiza, kutumiza zolemba zonse, kufunitsitsa kwamphamvu kupita ku Medjugorje kunabadwa mwa ine, pomwe nthawi zonse ndimanena kuti, ndikuloleza, ndikapita ku Lourdes kukathokoza anadutsa kulowererapo bwino. Ndipo apa, ulendo wa ku Medjugorje ukaganiza, nkhani yoyamba yoyamba ifika: kuchokera ku Minnesota prof. Malamulo alemba kuti atha kukhala radionecrosis wosachedwa chifukwa cha cobaltotherapy. Kuchokera ku Paris, prof. ISRAEL imadzutsanso kukayikira komweko ndikulimbikitsa kulingalira kwamphamvu ya nyukiliya kuti ipange kudziwikiratu. Pakadali pano, ndimapita ku Medjugorje ndikumapemphera ndikuwachitira umboni machitidwe a Madonna mnyumba ya Vicka ndipo zotulutsa zimayenderera msana. Pomwe ubongo wanga wakuchipatala umandiuza kuti sizomveka, zili ngati kuti mphamvu yandigwira nthawi imeneyo; tsiku lotsatira ndikukwera pamwamba pa Phiri la Krizevac m'mphindi 33, pomwe m'miyezi yaposachedwa zakhala zovuta kuti ndikwere kusiyana kochepa kwambiri kokwezeka. Paulendo wakunja kwa ndege yomwe ndimanyamuka ndikufikira ndidadwala mutu kwambiri chifukwa cha edema, ndikabwerera mundege sindimamva chilichonse, zimakhala ngati mutu wanga ukuwala, wachira. Ndimapitiliza mankhwala a antiedemigena, chifukwa ngakhale radionecrosis imayambitsa edema ndipo ndi yomwe. M'mwezi wa Marichi ndikupita ku Geneva kukapezanso mphamvu za nyukiliya ndipo palibenso china koma radionecrosis, edema yotsutsa idatsala pang'ono kuzimiririka, magulu apakati omwe mu TAC kumapeto kwa mwezi wa February adasunthidwa ali osakhazikika. Pali malo ochepa osadziwika omwe ndidzayang'ananso mu Julayi. Tsopano tiyenera kulingalira kuti chithunzi cha scan cha CT chinawonedwa ndi ma radiologists asanu ndi atatu, akatswiri amanjenje ndi ma neurosurgeon pakati pa omwe ena kuunikira kwa ku Italy ndi ku France, kokha pa lachisanu ndi chinayi, pomwe mwina mwayi wina uja adakumbukira ku American Doctor LAWS ndipo ndidali nawo kale adaganiza zopita ku Medjugorje kuti tikathe kulankhula za chozizwitsa mluza pamlingo wowazindikira. Palinso zinthu zina zambiri zofunika kuziganizira: Ndili bwino, sindikhala ndi khunyu, ndilibe zizindikiro zamitsempha ndipo ndimakhala ndi moyo wabwinobwino; Kusintha kokha, koona, chikhulupiriro chopanda pake chidalowa mumtima mwanga, ngati mukufuna zomwe ndikadakhala ndili mwana. Kuti Mulungu amene ndimamkhulupirira, koma yemwe amatimva kuti ali kutali ndi ife, amakhala mwa ine ndipo ndimapemphera kwa Iye kudzera mwa Amayi Ake Oyera Tsiku ndi Tsiku ndi Atate Woyera.
Ngati ndi kotheka, ndikulemba chithunzi cha lipoti la CT.
Ndili ndi zikomo zambiri powerenga nkhani yanga ndikuyembekeza tsiku lina kuti ndidziwe. Mwa chikhulupiriro.