Medjugorje: Amayi amapempha kuti avomerezedwe koma machiritso amabwera

Mayi ndi mwana omwe ali ndi Edzi: kupempha kuvomerezedwa… machiritso amabwera!

Apa, Bambo, ndinadikira nthawi yayitali kuti ndilembe osasankha ngati ndichite kapena ayi, ndiye kuwerenga zowerenga zosiyanasiyana za anthu ambiri zomwe ndimaganiza kuti ndi zolondola kuti inenso ndiziuza nkhani yanga. Ndine mtsikana wazaka 27. Ndili ndi zaka 19 ndinachoka kunyumba: Ndinkafuna kukhala mfulu, ndikupanga moyo wanga. Ndinakulira m'mabanja achikatolika, koma posakhalitsa ndinayamba kuyiwala Mulungu. Posakhalitsa ndidapezeka ndekha, ndili m'mavuto ndikuyang'ana yemwe akudziwa! Malingaliro! Mosakayikira ndidagwiritsa ntchito mankhwala osokoneza bongo: zaka zowopsa, ndimakhala ndimunthu wochimwa; Ndinakhala wabodza, wachinyengo, wakuba, ndi ena; koma mumtima mwanga mudali lawi laling'ono, laling'ono kwambiri, lomwe sakanatha kulimitsa! Nthawi zina, ngakhale osapezeka, ndimapempha Ambuye kuti andithandize, koma ndimaganiza kuti sangandimvere! Ndinalibe malo nthawi imeneyo mu mtima mwanga kwa Iye, Ambuye wanga. Zidali bwanji zowona !!! Patatha pafupifupi zaka zinayi za moyo woipa komanso woopsawu, ndidabowoleza chinthu china chomwe chidandipangitsa kuti ndisinthe izi. Ndinkafuna kusiya mankhwala osokoneza bongo, ndinataya chilichonse, nthawi inali itakwana kuti Mulungu ayambe kundisintha!

Ndinabwereranso kwa makolo anga, koma ngati adalandiridwa bwino, adandipangitsa kuyesa zochitika zonse, sindimamvekanso kunyumba, (ndimanena kuti amayi anga anamwalira ndili ndi zaka 13 ndipo bambo anga anakwatirana pang'ono pambuyo pake); Ndinapita kukakhala ndi agogo anga akuchikazi, achipembedzo okhazikika, a ku Frenchcan apamwamba, omwe ndi chitsanzo chake chabwinoko adandiphunzitsa kupemphera. Ndinamperekeza pafupifupi tsiku lililonse kupita ku Misa Woyera, ndinamva kuti china chake chimabadwa mwa ine: "kufunafuna kwa Mulungu !!" Tinayamba kubwereza rosary tsiku lililonse: inali mphindi yabwino kwambiri patsikulo. Sindinkadzidziwa ndekha, masiku amdima a mankhwalawa anali atakumbukira kutali. Inakwana nthawi yoti Yesu ndi Mary andigwire dzanja ndikundithandiza kuti ndiziyimilira, ngakhale kuti nthawi ndi nthawi, koma sizinachitike kwenikweni, ndinapitiliza kusuta fodya. Ndi mankhwala oopsa omwe ndidachita: Ndinazindikira kuti sindikufuna madokotala kapena mankhwala; koma sindinali wolondola kwenikweni.

Pakadali pano, ndidazindikira kuti ndikuyembekezera mwana wanga. Ndinali wokondwa, ndimafuna, inali mphatso yayikulu kuchokera kwa Mulungu kwa ine! Ndinkadikirira kubadwa ndi chisangalalo, ndipo inali nthawi imeneyi pomwe ndidaphunzira za Medjugorje: Ndidakhulupirira nthawi yomweyo, kufunitsitsa kupita kunabadwa mwa ine, koma sindinadziwe kuti ndi liti, sindili pantchito ndipo ndili ndi mwana ndikubwera! Ndinkadikira ndikuyika chilichonse m'manja mwa Amayi anga okondedwa Akumwamba! Mwana wanga Davide adabadwa. Tsoka ilo, atayeza mayeso angapo kuchipatala, zidapezeka kuti ine ndi mwana wanga tili ndi HIV; koma sindinachite mantha. Ndinazindikira kuti ngati uwu ndi mtanda womwe ndimayenera kunyamula, ndikadanyamula! Kunena zowona, ndimangoopa David. Koma ndimakhulupilira mwa Ambuye, ndimadziwa kuti zindithandiza.

Ndinayamba Loweruka khumi ndi zisanu kupita kwa Mayi Athu ku novena, kuti ndikapemphe chisomo, Mwana wanga atakwanitsa miyezi 9 ndinakwaniritsa cholinga chofuna kupita ku Medjugorje (ndinapeza ntchito ngati wantchito ndipo ndinatenga ndalama zofunika paulendowu). Ndipo, kuphatikiza, ndidazindikira kuti kutha kwa novena kukakhala ku Medjugorje. Ndinatsimikiza mtima kupeza chilichonse kuti ndichotsere mwana wanga. Kufika ku Medjugorje, malo amtendere komanso odekha, ndimakhala ngati kuti ndachoka kudziko lino, ndimamva kupezeka kwa Madonna, yemwe adalankhula nane kudzera mwa anthu, omwe ndidakumana nawo. Ndidakumana ndi anthu akunja odwala omwe adasonkhana ndikupemphera zilankhulo zosiyanasiyana, koma yemweyo pamaso pa Mulungu! Zinali zosangalatsa kwambiri! Sindidzaiwala. Ndinakhala masiku atatu, masiku atatu odzaza ndi zauzimu; Ndinamvetsetsa kufunika kwa pemphero, kuulula, ngakhale sindinakhale ndi mwayi wovomereza ku Medjugorje kwa anthu ochulukirapo omwe analipo masiku amenewo, koma ndidavomereza tsiku lanyamuka ndisanapite ku Milan.

Ndidazindikira, titatsala pang'ono kupita kunyumba, kuti nthawi yonse yomwe ndimakhala ku Medjugorje sindinapemphe chisomo kwa mwana wanga koma kungovomera matenda amwana uyu ngati mphatso, ngati izi zinali za Ulemerero wa Yehova! Ndipo ndidati: "Ambuye ngati mukufuna, koma ngati izi ndi zofuna zanu, zikhale choncho"; ndipo ndinalonjeza motsimikiza kuti sindidzasinthanso. Mumtima mwanga ndinadziwa, ndinali ndi chitsimikizo, kuti mwanjira ina Ambuye andimvera ndipo andithandiza. Ndabwerera kuchokera ku Medjugorje mwamphamvu kwambiri ndikukonzekera kuvomereza chilichonse chomwe Ambuye angafune!

Patatha masiku awiri titafika ku Milan, tidapangana ndi dokotala wodziwa za matendawa. Adayesa mwana wanga; patatha sabata limodzi ndidakhala ndi zotsatirapo: "Zosagwirizana", My David adachiritsidwa kwathunthu !!! kuphatikiza palibe kachilombo koyambitsa matenda! Chilichonse chomwe madotolo anena (kuti kuchiritsa kunali kotheka, kukhala ndi ana ambiri ma antibodies) Ndikhulupirira kuti Ambuye andipatsa chisomo, tsopano mwana wanga ali ndi zaka pafupifupi ziwiri ndipo akuchita bwino; Ndimatengera matendawa koma ndikudalira Ambuye! ndi kuvomereza zonse!

Tsopano ndimapita ku gulu la mapemphero olambira usiku kutchalitchi ku Milan, ndipo ndine wokondwa, Ambuye amakhala pafupi ndi ine, ndimayesabe zazing'ono tsiku ndi tsiku, zovuta zina, koma Ambuye amandithandiza kuthana nazo. Ambuye amakhala akugogoda pakhomo la mtima wanga ngakhale munthawi zovuta kwambiri, ndipo popeza ndamulola kuti abwere, sindidzamulora kuti amuchoke !! Kuyambira pamenepo ndabwereranso ku Medjugorje kameneka pa Eve Chaka Chatsopano chaka chino: zipatso zina ndi zina zauzimu!

Nthawi zina sindingathe kunena zambiri ngati ayi ... zikomo bwana !!

Milan, Meyi 26, 1988 CINZIA

Source: Echo of Medjugorje nr. 54