Medjugorje: Mlongo Emmanuel "Ndinali ndi phazi limodzi kugahena ndipo sindimadziwa"

May 1991: NDINALI NDI PHAZI KUGEHENA NDIPO SINDIKUDZIWA
UTHENGA wa May 25, 1991. “Ana okondedwa, lero ndikukuitanani nonse amene mwamva uthenga wanga wamtendere, kuti muugwire mwamphamvu ndi mwachikondi m’moyo. Pali ambiri amene amaganiza kuti akuchita zambiri chifukwa amalankhula za mauthenga; koma sakhala ndi moyo. Ndikukuitanani, ana okondedwa, kuti mukhale ndi moyo ndikusintha zonse zomwe zili zoipa mwa inu, kuti zonse zisinthe kukhala zabwino ndi moyo. Ana okondedwa, ndili nanu ndipo ndikufuna kuthandiza aliyense wa inu kukhala ndi moyo, ndi moyo wanu, kuchitira umboni za uthenga wabwino. Ana okondedwa, ndili nanu kuti ndikuthandizeni ndi kukutsogolerani Kumwamba. Kumwamba kuli chimwemwe: kupyolera mu izo mukhoza kupeza kale Kumwamba pompano. Zikomo chifukwa choyankha kuyitanidwa kwanga ”.

Aliyense yemwe amakhala ku Medjugorje amadziwa Patrick, waku Canada wolankhula Chingerezi yemwe amatenga nawo gawo tsiku lililonse m'mapemphero atatu, kutchalitchi, ndi mkazi wake Nancy komanso yemwe, pamabanja aatali ku Croatia, amabwereza rozari ya Divine Mercy ngati mngelo. kapena mapemphero a Santa Brigida Inenso ndimaganiza kuti ndimamudziwa mpaka tsiku lomwe anandiuza za nkhani yake ... - Ndili ndi zaka makumi asanu ndi zisanu ndi chimodzi zakubadwa. Ndakwatiwapo katatu. Ndasudzulidwa kawiri (nthawi iliyonse chifukwa cha zigololo zanga). Ndisanawerenge mauthenga a Medjugorje, ndinalibe ngakhale Baibulo. Ndinagwira ntchito yogulitsa magalimoto ku Canada ndipo zaka makumi atatu ndalama zakhala Mulungu wanga yekhayo. Ndinadziwa chinyengo chilichonse kuti ndiwonjezere mphamvu yanga.

Mwana wanga atandifunsa kuti, “Bambo, kodi Mulungu ndani?”, ndinawapatsa ndalama zokwana madola 20 n’kunena kuti, “Uyu ndiye Mulungu wako! Mukakhala ndi zambiri, mudzayandikira kwambiri kwa Mulungu ”. Sindinakumane ndi Tchalitchi ndipo ndinali ndisanakhalepo ndi chikhulupiriro, ngakhale kuti ndinali Mkatolika wobatizidwa. Ndinkakhala ndi Nancy popanda kukwatiwa, koma zimenezi zinkaoneka ngati zachilendo kwa ife, monga mmene aliyense ankachitira. Patapita zaka XNUMX tinaganiza zokwatira. Ndinakonza ukwati wapamwamba kumapiri. Ndinali nditabwereka helikoputala ... mwambo wamba, pamene gulu la oimba likuimba nyimbo za Nyengo Yatsopano ...

Patapita masabata asanu ndi limodzi Nancy anandiuza kuti: - Sindikumva ngati ndine wokwatiwa! Pamene ndinagwedeza chikalata chathu chaukwati pamaso pake, iye anati: - Ayi, sindikumva kukhala wokwatiwa. Mayi anga sanabwere komanso sitinkapita kutchalitchi. - Chabwino, - ndinamuuza - ngati mukufuna, tipita kutchalitchi. - Ndinangozindikira ndiye kuti mkazi wanga woyamba adapempha ndikupeza kuchotsedwa kwaukwati wathu, zaka makumi awiri zapitazo ... Panalibe cholepheretsa kuti ndikwatire Nancy ku tchalitchi. Mwambowu unachitika patapita nthawi mu mpingo wa "Immaculate Heart of Mary", womwe ndi umodzi wokha wokhala ndi dzinali ku Canada konse!

Pang'onopang'ono koma mowona Mayi athu anali kubwera kwa ine… Ndinayenera kuulula ukwati usanachitike ndipo chinali chivomerezo chopanda mtima. Ine ndi Nancy sitinapemphere, sitinkapita ku misa, sitinachite chilichonse chachipembedzo, koma tinali ndi satifiketi yaukwati yachikatolika ... moyo (mowa, mankhwala osokoneza bongo, ngakhale zisudzulo ...) koma izo sizinandivutitse ine kwambiri ... Ndani alibe vuto ndi ana? Pamene ndinali kusamuka, ndinapeza phukusi limene anatitumizira kuchokera ku Croatia (kale kwambiri!), mchimwene wake wa Nancy, yemwe ndi wa ku Croatia. Kunena zowona, palibe amene anali atatsegula kwathunthu phukusili. Nancy anachiyika m’manja mwanga kuti: “Wokondedwa wachikunja wanga wa mwamuna, ngati wina ataitaya, ndi iweyo! Zidzasokoneza chikumbumtima chanu! " Linali Loweruka usiku.

Ndimakumbukira bwino nthawi yomwe ndinatsegula phukusi. Inali ndi mauthenga oyamba ochokera ku Medjugorje omwe mchimwene wake wa Nancy adamasulira mosamala m'Chingerezi ndikutisunga. Ndinatenga pepala m'phukusi ndikuwerenga uthenga wochokera ku Medjugorje koyamba. Ndipo uthenga woyamba umene ndinauwerenga m’moyo wanga unali wakuti: “Ndinabwera kudzayitana dziko kuti litembenuke komaliza”.

Pa nthawi yomweyo chinachake chasintha mu mtima mwanga. Sizinatenge ola limodzi, osati mphindi khumi, zidachitika nthawi yomweyo. Mtima wanga unasungunuka ndipo ndinayamba kulira; Sindinathe kuyimilira ndipo misozi inali kutsika kumaso kwanga mumtsinje wosasokonekera. Ndinali ndisanawerengepo zinthu ngati zimenezi. Sindimadziwa kalikonse za Medjugorje, ngakhale kuti inalipo! Ndinali kunyalanyaza mauthenga onse. Zomwe ndimatha kuwerenga zinali: "Ndabwera kudzayitana dziko kuti litembenuke komaliza" ndipo ndidadziwa kuti zinali za ine, ndidadziwa kuti Mayi Wathu amalankhula nane! Uthenga wachiwiri umene ndinawerenga unali wakuti: “Ndabwera kudzakuuzani kuti Mulungu aliko! ndipo sindikuganiza kuti ndinayamba kukhulupirira kuti kuli Mulungu pamoyo wanga ndisanawerenge uthengawu. Zinapangitsa zinthu zonse kukhala zenizeni! Chiphunzitso chonse cha Chikatolika chimene ndinalandira ndili mwana chinali CHOONA! Sizinalinso nthano kapena nthano yokongola yongopeka!

Baibulo linali loona! Panalibenso chifukwa chofunsanso mauthengawo; Ndinayamba kuwawerenga mmodzimmodzi, mpaka womaliza. Sindinathenso kudzipatula m'bukulo ndikulisunga pafupi mkati mwa mlungu, ngakhale kuti panali mkangano waukulu chifukwa cha kusamuka. Ndinawerenga ndikuwerenganso ndipo mauthengawo adalowa mozama mu mtima mwanga, mu moyo wanga. Ndinali ndi chuma chamtengo wapatali!

Pamene ndinali kusamuka, ndinamva za kumapeto kwa mlungu kwa mabanja ku Eugene (USA), kwa masiku aŵiri kutali ndi ife. "Tiye kumeneko," ndidauza Nancy. - Ndi nyumbayi ...? - Osadandaula! - Kumeneko ndidawona anthu masauzande ambiri omwe amamvanso chimodzimodzi ndi zomwe ndidamva kwa Mayi Wathu, ali panjira yolankhulira dziko lapansi lero. Aliyense anali ndi mabuku a Medjugorje, Fatima, a Don Gobbi… Pa misa panali pemphero la machiritso: Bambo Ken Robert anati: - Patulirani ana anu ku Mtima Wosasinthika wa Maria! -Ndinayimirira, ndikulirabe, chifukwa sindinasiye kulira kuchokera ku uthenga wanga woyamba wa Medjugorje, ndipo ndinati kwa Mary: - Mayi wodala, tenga ana anga! Ndikukupemphani chifukwa ndinali bambo woyipa! Ndikudziwa kuti uchita bwino kuposa ine.” Ndipo ndinapatula ana anga: izi zinandikwiyitsa, chifukwa sindinkadziwa choti ndichite nawo. Miyoyo yawo inali itadutsa pamlingo uliwonse wa kunyonyotsoka kwa makhalidwe. Koma kumapeto kwa mlungu umenewo, zonse zinayamba kusintha m’banja mwathu.

Bambo Ken Robert adati: - Perekani zomwe mumakonda kwambiri! -Ndidakonda kwambiri Nancy ndi khofi…. Ndinaganiza zosiya khofi! Mauthenga a Medjugorje anali chisomo chachikulu m'moyo wanga: adandisinthiratu. Ndikadatha kupitiliza chisudzulo, ndinali ndi ndalama zambiri. Tsopano, lingaliro la chigololo limangochotsedwa m'malingaliro anga. Chikondi chomwe Mayi Wathu adayika pakati pa ine ndi Nancy ndi chodabwitsa, ndi chisomo chochokera kwa Mulungu.Mwana wanga yemwe adamwa mankhwala osokoneza bongo ndipo adachotsedwa sukulu ali ndi zaka khumi ndi zisanu ndi chimodzi, adatembenuka, adabatizidwa ndikuganizira za unsembe. "Ngati wina m'banja atenga sitepe yoyamba, ndidzachitanso." Ndichoncho! Ngati uthenga wa Medjugorje ukhudza wina m'banja, pang'onopang'ono banja lonse limatembenuka.

Ponena za mwana wanga wina wamwamuna, yemwe adalengeza kuti ndi wosachita, adadza ku Medjugorje chaka chatha ndipo adapeza chikhulupiriro (kuvomereza, mgonero woyamba.) Ana anga ena ndi makolo anga nawonso ali panjira yolondola, ngakhale izi sizili zophweka nthawi zonse. Patatha masiku asanu ndi atatu nditazindikira mauthenga a Medjugorje ndidauza Nancy: - Tikunyamuka kupita ku Medjugorje! - Takhala kuno kuyambira 1993. Tinafika opanda kanthu. Pasanathe masiku atatu, Mayi Wathu anatipezera denga ndi ntchito. Nancy amamasulira Bambo Jozo. Koma ine, moyo wanga tsopano ndi kuthandiza oyendayenda ndi kudziwitsa mauthenga m’njira zonse. Dona Wathu, ndimamukonda kwambiri, adapulumutsa moyo wanga. Ndinali ndi phazi limodzi kugahena ndipo sindimadziwa!

Source: Mlongo Emmanuel