Chozizwitsa ku Medjugorje: matendawa amatheratu ...

Nkhani yanga imayamba ndili ndi zaka 16, pamene, chifukwa cha zovuta zowonekera mobwerezabwereza, ndimaphunzira kuti ndili ndi ubongo wa arteriovenous malformation (angioma), kumanzere chakumbuyo chakutsogolo dera, pafupifupi 3 cm kukula kwake. Moyo wanga, kuyambira nthawi imeneyo, umasintha kwambiri. Ndimakhala mwamantha, kuwawa, kusowa chidziwitso, chisoni komanso nkhawa zatsiku ndi tsiku ... za zomwe zingachitike nthawi iliyonse.

Ndimapita kukafunafuna "winawake" ... kuti wina yemwe angandifotokozere, kundithandiza, chiyembekezo. Ndimayenda theka la Italy ndi chithandizo ndi kuyandikana kwa makolo anga, kufunafuna munthu amene angandipatse chidaliro ndi mayankho omwe ndikufunikira. Pambuyo pa zokhumudwitsa zingapo za madokotala omwe adanditenga ngati chinthu, osati ngati munthu, popanda chidwi pang'ono pa zomwe ziri zofunika kwambiri zomwe munthu amamva, "mbali yaumunthu" ... Mphatso yochokera kumwamba, Mngelo wanga Woyang'anira: Edoardo Boccardi, katswiri wazamisala wa dipatimenti ya neuroradiology pachipatala cha Niguarda ku Milan.

Munthu uyu kwa ine, kuwonjezera pa kukhala pafupi ndi ine kuchokera kumaganizo a zachipatala, ndi luso lapamwamba ndi chidziwitso, kupyolera mu mayesero, mayesero a matenda obwerezabwereza pakapita nthawi, wakhala akundipatsa chidaliro chimenecho, mayankho amenewo ndi chiyembekezo chimene ine ndinali kufunafuna ... wamkulu komanso wofunikira kwambiri kotero kuti ndidatha kudzipereka ndekha kwa iye ... ngakhale zinthu zidayenda bwino, ndidadziwa kuti ndili ndi munthu wapadera komanso wokonzeka pambali panga. Anandiuza kuti, panthawiyo, sakadachita opaleshoni kapena kuchita chithandizo chamtundu uliwonse, komanso chifukwa chakuti chinali chachikulu kwambiri komanso chosowa malo oti azichizidwa ndi radiosurgery; Ndikhoza kutsogolera moyo wanga mwabata kwambiri koma ndinayenera kupewa zinthu zomwe zingandipangitse kuwonjezeka kwa ubongo; zoopsa zomwe ndikanatha kukhala nazo zinali za kutha kwa ubongo chifukwa cha kuphulika kwa ziwiya kapena kuwonjezeka kwa kukula kwa chisa cha mitsempha chomwe chingapangitse kuvutika kwa minyewa yaubongo yozungulira.

Ndine physiotherapist ndipo ndimagwira ntchito tsiku ndi tsiku ndi anthu olumala chifukwa cha zochitika ngati zanga ... tinene kuti sikophweka nthawi zonse kukhala ndi mphamvu ndi kufuna kuchitapo kanthu, popanda kusweka. Ngakhale ndinali ndi mphamvu zonse, kufuna kwanga komanso chikhumbo chofuna kukhala dokotala wabwino wa physiotherapist, zidanditsogolera kuti ndithane ndi njira zovuta kwambiri monga kumaliza maphunziro, kuyesa kukhoza mayeso monga neurosurgery, zotupa, ... njira yanga ndi mkhalidwe wanga.

Ndikuthokoza Mulungu, zotsatira za maginito anga a maginito omwe ndinkachitika chaka chilichonse ku Milan zinali zopambana, popanda kusintha kwakukulu pakapita nthawi. The penultimate magnetic resonance inali zaka 5 zapitazo, ndendende pa April 21, 2007; kuyambira pamenepo nthawi zonse ndimayimitsa cheke chotsatira kuopa kuti china chake chasintha pakapita nthawi.

M'moyo mumadutsa nthawi zowawa, kukhumudwa, mkwiyo, chifukwa cha zochitika zosiyanasiyana, monga kutha kwa ubale wofunikira wachikondi, zovuta kuntchito, m'banja ndipo ndithudi simukufuna kudzikweza ndi lingaliro lina panthawiyo. . Munthawi yamoyo wanga yomwe mtima wanga wakumana ndi zowawa zambiri, ndidadzilola kuti nditsimikizidwe ndi mnzanga wapamtima komanso wogwira nawo ntchito, paulendo wopita ku Medjugorje, kopita, komwe adanenedwa ndi iye, wamtendere wamkati komanso bata, zomwe ndimafunikira nthawi imeneyo. Ndipo kotero, ndi chidwi chochuluka komanso kukayikira pang'ono, pa August 2, 2011 ndikupita ku Mladifest (Chikondwerero cha Achinyamata) ku Medjugorje, pamodzi ndi amayi anga. Ndimakhala masiku 4 okhumudwa kwambiri; Ndimayandikira kwambiri chikhulupiriro ndi pemphero (ngati kubwerezabwereza Tamandani Mariya kunali kotopetsa, tsopano ndikumva chosowa ndi chisangalalo).

Kukwera kumapiri awiri, makamaka pa Krizevac (phiri la mtanda woyera) kumene misozi imagwa yomwe imandidabwitsa kutsatira pemphero, ndi malo amtendere, chisangalalo ndi bata lamkati. Kunena zoona, maganizo amene mnzanga ankandiuza nthawi zonse, ndipo zinkandivuta kuwakhulupirira.

Zinali ngati chinachake “chakulowetsani” chimene simunachipemphe m’kati mwanu. Ndinapemphera kwambiri koma sindinathe kupempha chilichonse chifukwa nthawi zonse ndimaganiza kuti pali anthu omwe amanditsogolera komanso amanditsogolera ... Ndibwerera kunyumba nditasintha kwambiri mumzimu, ndili ndi chimwemwe m’maso mwanga komanso mumtendere mumtima mwanga. Ndimatha kulimbana ndi mavuto a tsiku ndi tsiku ndi mzimu ndi mphamvu zosiyana, ndimamva kufunika kolankhula ndi dziko za momwe ndikumvera komanso zomwe ndakhala ndikukhala. Pemphero limakhala chofunikira tsiku lililonse: limandipangitsa kumva bwino. M'kupita kwa nthawi, ndikudziwa kuti ndalandira Chisomo changa choyamba. Ndikupeza kulimba mtima ndi chisankho, patatha zaka 5, kusungitsa cheke changa chanthawi zonse ku Milan, yomwe idakhazikitsidwa pa Epulo 16, 2012.

Komabe, kuvomereza kochokera kwa wansembe wotulutsa ziwanda ku Florence, Don Francesco Bazzoffi, munthu wa mphatso zazikulu ndi makhalidwe abwino, amene ndimamva kukhala woyandikana kwambiri ndi ine, kunali kofunikira kwa ine. Ndimapita kwa iye kutangotsala masiku ochepa kuti ndikayezedwe, Loweruka ndendende pa 14 Epulo, ndipo nditatha kuulula, momwe nkhawa yanga yoyang'anira Lolemba lotsatira idawonekera, adaganiza zondipatsa dalitso la thanzi langa. kuyika kwa manja. Amandiuza kuti: "Chabwino, sichili chachikulu kwambiri ...": izi zimandidabwitsa ndipo zimandipangitsa kuganiza (ndinadziwa kuti ndi 3 cm kukula kwake), ndipo akupitiriza kunena kuti: "zidzakhala chiyani? Pafupifupi 1 cm? !!!! … Mu Meyi???!! ... Ndiye mundiwuze momwe zidayendera!" Ndasokonezeka kwambiri, ndikudabwa, ndikuyankha kuti ndibweranso mu May.

Lolemba ndimapita ku Milan ndi makolo anga omwe samandisiya ndekha kukafufuza ndipo ndimakhala tsiku lodzaza ndi malingaliro. Pambuyo pa mphamvu ya maginito ndimayenda ndi dokotala wanga: kuyerekeza kafukufuku womaliza ndi wa zaka 5 m'mbuyomo, pali kuchepa koonekeratu kwa kukula kwa chisa cha mitsempha komanso kuchepa kwa mphamvu ya ngalande zazikulu za venous, ndi mawu. kuvutika kwa parenchymal kuzungulira. Mwachibadwa ndimayang'ana kwa amayi anga ndipo zimakhala ngati tidakumana nthawi yomweyo, pamalo omwewo. Tonse tidamva zomwezo ndipo misozi ili m'maso, sitinakayikire ngakhale pang'ono kuti ndalandira chisomo chachiwiri.

Kuchokera ku zokambirana ndi dokotala wosakhulupirira zikuwonekera kuti:
- kukula kwa chisa cha mitsempha ndi pafupifupi 1 cm (ndipo izi zimagwirizana ndi mawu a parishi)
- kuti n'kosatheka kuti AVM ichepe yokha, popanda chithandizo chilichonse (dokotala wanga amandiuza kuti ndikhale woyamba, chifukwa cha ntchito yake yayikulu, ngakhale kunja), nthawi zambiri imakulitsa kapena kukhalabe kukula kwake.

Dokotala aliyense, monga munthu aliyense wa "sayansi", ayenera kukhala ndi chithandizo choyenera chomwe chimabweretsa zotsatira zake. Ine ndithudi sindikanakhoza kukhala gawo la izi. Munthawi yamatsenga imeneyo kwa ine, ndimangofuna kuthamanga ndikulira, osapereka kufotokozera kwamtundu uliwonse kwa aliyense. Ndinali kukumana ndi chinachake chachikulu kwambiri, chosangalatsa kwambiri, chambiri komanso chongolakalaka.

M'galimoto, kupita kunyumba, ndinasilira kumwamba ndipo ndinamufunsa "chifukwa chiyani zonsezi ... kwa ine", sindinalimbe mtima kufunsa chilichonse. Ndinapatsidwa zambiri: machiritso akuthupi mosakayikira ndi chinthu chowoneka, chogwirika, chachikulu kwambiri koma ndikuzindikira machiritso auzimu amkati, njira yotembenuka, bata ndi mphamvu zomwe tsopano ndi zanga, zomwe siziri zamtengo wapatali ndipo sizingafanane. .

Lero lokha, nditha kunena mosangalala komanso mwabata, kuti chilichonse chomwe chingandichitikire m'tsogolomu, ndidzayang'anizana ndi mzimu wosiyana, mwabata komanso molimba mtima komanso mopanda mantha, chifukwa sindikudzimva ndekha ndi zomwe zakhala zikuchitika. chapatsidwa kwa ine ndichinthu CHAKULU. Ndimakhala moyo mozama; tsiku lililonse ndi mphatso. Chaka chino ndidabwerera ku Medjugorje pa Phwando la Achinyamata, KUTI ZIKOMO. Ndikukhulupirira kuti patsiku la mayesowo, Maria anali m’kati mwanga ndipo anthu angapo anaziwona, kumveketsa bwino mawu. Anthu ambiri tsopano amandiuza kuti ndili ndi kuwala kosiyana m'maso mwanga ...

ZIKOMO MARIA

Chitsime: Daniel Miot - www.guardacon.me

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