Akufa amadzuka patatha mphindi 9: "Ndalankhula ndi Mulungu"

Crystal McVea ndi mayi wazaka 36, ​​mphunzitsi wa ku Oklahoma, mayi wa ana anayi, adapita kuchipatala ali ndi kumangidwa kwamtima komwe adamupatsanso adokotala, mtima wake udakhala wokhazikika, koma patatha mphindi zisanu ndi zinayi adadzuka nati: "ndidali m'Mwamba ndipo ndidakumana ndi Mulungu, ndidayimirira nditakutidwa ndiuni wowoneka bwino ndipo ndimadziwa komwe ndidali, ndidawona Mulungu koma osati munthu".

Crystal McVea adauza nkhani yake m'buku la "Kukwera Kuthambo", mu 2009 Crystal adagonekedwa kuchipatala pomwe madotolo adamupatsa mwadzidzidzi opweteka ndipo mtima wake udasiya kugunda, pafupifupi XNUMX Mphindi mkaziyo anali atangomwalira, koma madotolo adakwanitsa kumutsitsimutsa ndipo munthawi yochepa mkaziyo akuti anali kumwamba.

"Ndidayimirira nditakulungidwa ndi kuwala kowoneka bwino ndipo ndimadziwa komwe ndili," adatero Crystal, ndikuwonjezera kuti panali angelo awiri pafupi naye omwe samawoneka ngati aliyense wa anthu omwe amawadziwa.

Akufa amadzuka patatha mphindi 9: "Ndalankhula ndi Mulungu"

Kenako mayiyo ananena kuti wakumana ndi Mulungu yemwe alibe munthu. "Ndinafuna kukakhala kumwamba koma kenako ndinamva amayi anga akufuula mchipatala ndipo ndaganiza zongobwerera." A Crystal adatinso akukhulupirira mokhulupirika ndipo adati adaganiza zolemba bukuli kuti aliyense adziwitse nkhani yake motero abweretsere aliyense uthenga wachikondi ndi chiyembekezo.