Wakufa kwa mphindi 14 atapondedwa ndi mahatchi, akutiuza za moyo wamtsogolo

Kodi mudamvapo ngati kuti mwatsala pang'ono kufa? Kodi munayamba mwauwonapo moyo wanu ukuwala m'maso mwanu kapena mwina zomwe munakumana nazo kunja?

Zaka 31 zapitazo, a Lesley Lupo adamwalira kwa mphindi 14 ataponderezedwa ndi mahatchi, koma ndizomwe zidachitika mumphindi 14 zomwe anthu ambiri amavutika kukhulupirira, chifukwa sialiyense yemwe adakhalapo pafupi kufa. "Ndidalumphira kutuluka mthupi langa ndipo ndinali pamtunda wa pafupifupi 15m, ndipo zimandivutitsa maganizo chifukwa ndinalibe chidwi chilichonse chauzimu," adatero Lupo.

Zinali zochitika kunja kwa thupi kwa Lupo, wazaka 36, ​​pomwe adapondedwa ndi mahatchi opitilira eyiti pafamu.

“Sindinamvetsetse zomwe zimachitika. Ndinangodabwa, "adatero Lupo. "Ndipo, pafupifupi masekondi ena 10, ndidawona akavalo amodzi akufuula, ndipo aliyense adathawa, ndipo ndidadziyang'ana ndekha nditakodwa ndipo ndinali ngati, wochedwa kwambiri, mukudziwa. Ndidatembenuka, mkono wanga udadutsa mkokomo, akavalo adathamanga, koma tsopano ndikukoka, ndikulimbana kuti ndichoke panjira yanga, ndikufuula. Wolf sanamve kuwawa. Amalongosola momwe mtima wamtendere umakhalira, ngakhale thupi lake limamva kupweteka.

"Ngati wina akundiyang'ana panthawiyi, akanati, Mulungu wanga, avutika kwambiri, ndipo sindinavutike konse chifukwa sindimamva," adatero Wolf. “Akavalo anali kundikankha, ndipo pamapeto pake thupi langa lidatuluka m'khola ndikundinyinya, ndipo ndidadziwa kuti ndafa, zatha. Ndidayamba kuseka. Ndinayang'ana pozungulira mpandawo pamene fumbi linali kukhazikika. " Pamene anthu amathamangira kumbali ya Wolf kuti amuthandize, adakumana ndi dera lina. Amachitcha "kumtunda" ndipo kwa anthu ambiri kumatha kukhala kumwamba.

Kwa Lupo, yemwe anali wosakhulupirira kuti kuli Mulungu, zinali zosokoneza kwathunthu. "Tucson yangoyamba kufota," atero a Lupo. "Zinayamba - kuyenda mozungulira ine, ndipo mwadzidzidzi ndili m'nkhalango. Zinali ngati nkhalango ya thundu yokhala ndi mtsinje kumbuyo kwanga, ndipo inali yobiriwira kwambiri, komanso bata lomwe ndimamva pa Dziko Lapansi pomwe ndimadziyang'ana ndekha ndikulola thupi langa. Zinali ngati kuvula lamba m'thupi kukula kwake kwakung'ono ndikuiponya pakama. "

Lupo adakumbukira kukumana ndi anthu omwe anali asanakumaneko nawo, koma anthu ena amati amawona abale awo omwe adamwalira omwe sanakumanepo nawo, ngakhale akumva za zochitika. "Izi zitha kutsimikizika ndikupita ndikudziwitsa zomwe zachitikazo ndikunena kuti munthuyo wamwalira munthuyu asanadziwe izi, ndipo adamva kuti adakumana naye zokumana nazo zawo. Awa ndi malingaliro enieni, ”inatero International Association for Near-Death Study.

Izi sizinali zophweka pobwerera. Lupo adati adadzimva kukhala yekha. Choyamba, zinali zovuta komanso zopweteka, chifukwa palibe amene adamukhulupirira. "Unali ulendo wanga wopita kumtunda ndipo ndimafuna kukambirana ndi aliyense za izi," adatero Lupo. “Chabwino, dokotala wanga amaganiza kuti ndikulota. Sindinayankhe mankhwalawa ndipo sindinali mankhwala osokoneza bongo. Ngakhale muzipembedzo zina, palibe amene akufuna kumva za izi, ngakhale mutha kuwauza inde, ndikudziwa kumwamba, ndakhalako, chifukwa aliyense amakuchitirani ngati ndinu openga. "

Kwa zaka zambiri, anthu akhala akuganiza kuti ndimatenda amisala kapena kuyerekezera zinthu m'maganizo, koma anthu akayang'ana mikhalidwe ya awiriwa, pamakhala zofananira. Komabe, poyang'ana mawonekedwe a matenda amisala komanso zomwe zatsala pang'ono kufa, palibe zomwe tikugwirizana.

“Mwachitsanzo, kukumbukira zomwe zidachitikazo kumamveka bwino ndipo sikusintha pakapita nthawi. Zowonadi zake, nthawi zina, zitha kukhala zoyeserera kumva woyeserera akuwafotokozera zonse, chifukwa akayamba kugawana nawo koyamba kuti zitsimikizike, tsatanetsatane wake ndiwotsimikizika. zokumana nazo, ndipo akamakumbukira zambiri, ndizomwe amakhala nawo nthawi zonse. Pomwe, ngati mumakhala ndi malingaliro kapena zosokonekera, zinthuzo zimatha masiku ndi maola ndipo sangakumbukire nkhani yomweyi kawiri. "

Wolf si yekhayo amene wakumanapo ndi izi. M'malo mwake, anthu mamiliyoni ambiri padziko lonse lapansi adagawana nkhani zawo. Kaya adakumana ndi zovuta zakuthupi, adawonapo moyo wawo ukuwala pamaso pawo, kapena atafika kudera lina atamwalira, pali kuthekera kwakuti palinso zina zambiri.

“Ngati wina akufuna kuganiza kuti palibe, ganizirani choncho. Uku ndiye kusankha kwake, ”adatero Lupo. "Sindingathe kubwerera."