MALO OGWIRITSA NTCHITO KUKHALA WODZIPEREKA

Wolemba DON GIUSEPPE TOMASELLI

INTRODUZIONE
Umbuli wachipembedzo ndiye mliri wa unyinji wotchuka. Ponena za Sacrament of Confession, sichachilendo kuti umbuli ufikire malire ake; Atumiki a Mulungu amadziwa zina, kuchokera kuzowawa zowawa.

Nthawi ya Isitala imagwiritsidwa ntchito kukhala nthawi zambiri zokambirana ndi Mulungu ndi Chivomerezo Woyera; Tsoka ilo, nthawi zina Kuvomereza kumakhala chisokonezo, onse chifukwa chaumbuli wachipembedzo, komanso chifukwa cha kuthamanga komwe Wansembe amayenera kusunga pamene ambiri adzipereka kuvomereza. Tsoka ngati Confissor adasunga kulapa kwanthawi yayitali! Akhoza kukhala osaleza mtima kwa iwo amene akudikirira, amene angapite kwawo osavomereza, kapena angatembenuze kapena kuweruza moyipa ndi Wansembe ndi kulapa!

Ndinaganiza zodziwitsa momwe "pasqualino" angavomerezere, ndiye kuti, amene asankhe kupita ku tchalitchi panthawi ya Isitara.

Mulole ntchitoyi iphunzitse akhrisitu kuti azitenga zipatso kuchokera ku Sacrament of Penance.

Mfundo zachikhalidwe
Musanalowe mu phunziroli, ndikofunikira kukumbukira mfundo zofunika za Sacrament of Confession.

Yesu Kristu adati kwa Atumwi ndi omwe adalowa m'malo mwa iwo: "Machimo a iwo amene mudzawasunga, adzachotsedwa, ndipo machimo a iwo amene mudzawakhululukira, adzakhululukidwa."

Chifukwa chake mtumiki wa Mulungu sakhululuka machimo mdzina lake koma m'dzina la Ambuye.

Yesu Kristu sanakhazikitse nthawi yomwe kufafaniza kwa sakalamu kukadafunidwa; koma popeza ambiri sanaganize zobwerera ku chisomo cha Mulungu pambuyo pa kulakwa, Supreme Pontiff, Mtsogoleri Wampingo Wampingo, wokhazikitsidwa kwa zaka zambiri: "Onse okhulupirika ayenera kuvomereza kamodzi pachaka". Aliyense amene sakhutiritsa lamulo lachipembedzoli, ali ndi mlandu wauchimo.

Sikokwanira kungulula; ndikofunikira kuulula bwino. Kuti muchite bwino, muyenera:

1 ° Ganizirani za machimo omwe anachita

2 ° Kulapa zoipa zoyipa; ndipo kulapa uku kuzengeredwe ndi chikondi cha Mulungu, chomwe sichiyenera kulangidwa kokha chifukwa cha zilango zoyenera, koma koposa china chilichonse pa cholakwa chomwe chibweretsedwa kwa Ambuye.

3 ° Lonjezani kuti musachimwenso, ndi cholinga chothawa nthawi ina yamachimo akulu.

4 ° Kuti muwonetse zolakwa zanu kwa Wansembe, modzichepetsa ndi kuwona mtima.

5 ° Chitani ntchito yabwino yomwe Confissor imayika, monga kulapa machimo.

Zolakwa zazikulu zokha ndizomwe ziyenera kuvomerezedwa; machimo a venally, kapena opepuka, ndibwino kuvomereza, koma sikuyenera kuchita kutero.

Machimo amalingaliro amavomereza ngati malingaliro, mawu ngati mawu ndi zochita ngati zochita. Chifukwa chake aliyense amene anati: "Ndimadzinenera kuti ndili ndi malingaliro oyipa poyeretsa" ndipo ndikadafunanso kuphatikiza mawu osakhulupirika kapena chinthu chodetsa, sadzaulula kwenikweni.

Kuphatikiza pauchimo wakufa, ndikofunikira kuvomereza machitidwe omwe amasintha mitundu yamachimo, popeza tchimolo, pazinthu zina, limatha kuwirikiza mwina katatu. Chifukwa chake, ngati bambo wabanja anena mwano pamaso pa ana ake, achita machimo awiri: woyamba ndi mwano ndipo wachiwiri ndi wonyoza woperekedwa kwa ana.

Chiwerengero cha machimo akulu ayeneranso kuwululira kwa Confissor; ngati izi zikudziwika ndendende, sizingathe kuchuluka kapena kuchepetsedwa; ngati chiwerengero sichingadziwike chifukwa cha zochulukidwa zambiri, nambala yoyenera iyenera kunenedwa. Mwachitsanzo: Ndimasowa Misa Lamlungu, kamodzi kapena kawiri pamwezi ... Ndimalumbira kangapo patsiku, kapena sabata, kapena mwezi.

Popeza sizonse zomwe zingakumbukiridwe pakuchitika kwa Confidence, zinenedwe pamapeto pake: ndikupemphanso Mulungu kuti andikhululukire machimo omwe sindikukumbukira.

Machimo akhululukidwa amakhululukidwa mwachindunji; Oyiwalika amasulidwa osalongosoka. Ngati chivomerezo wina akakumbukira tchimo lalikulu, wina amakhala wodekha; chovomerezeka kuyandikira Mgonero Woyera. Koma pakuulula kotsatira, kukumbukira machimo omwe adasiyidwa, pali chikakamizo chovomereza.

Aliyense amene amadzibisa mwakufuna kwawo, mwina chifukwa cha manyazi kapena chifukwa china, salandira chikhululukiro chauchimo uliwonse, mmalo mwake, amakhala ndi chikumbumtima cha tchimo lina lalikulu, lomwe limatchedwa "kusalidwa"; ngati angadzilumikizire yekha, awonjezera kubwerezabwereza. Bwino osavomereza, m'malo mongovomereza zolakwika! Mankhwala omwe tatsala nawo ndikuwombolanso Mulungu atha kukhala poyizoni.

ndizowopsa kunena kuti: "Pecco ... ndimachita zomwe ndikufuna ... ndipo kenako ndiulula! Izi zingakhale nkhanza zaumulungu. Tsoka kutsutsa ubwino wa Mulungu! ... Musaiwale kuti simukusokoneza Mulungu!

Gwiritsani ntchito upangiri wa Confessor, pamene mukugwiritsa ntchito mwayi wopezeka ndi dokotala wa thupi.

Iwo omwe akudziwa kuti avomereza molakwika, kapena chifukwa chokhala chete za tchimo lalikulu kapena chifukwa chopanda ululu weniweni ndi cholinga, ayenera kudzipereka kuwulula, kuyambira womaliza anachita bwino.

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Antonio, kodi mkazi wako amakukhumudwitsa?

Nthawi zina inde ndipo nthawi zina ... nthawi zonse! Nyumba yake ndiye Mpingo. M'mawa amafunitsitsa kugwira ntchito zapakhomo. Koma bwanji mwachangu? Kodi simukumva, akuyankha, kuti belu la Misa ili kale? Nthawi zambiri, ndikamachokera kuntchito, ndimagogoda pakhomo ndipo palibe amene amayankha. Koma mwachidule, mayi wanga ali kuti? Ndipo ndikumuwona akuwonekera akusisita ndi ndudu pamutu pake. Ndipo mwakhala kuti? Utumiki wokongola wa tchalitchi udachitika! Sindinkafuna kutaya!

Ndipo iwe, Antonio, uli ndi chipiriro kuti uzipirire? Yendetsani pang'ono ma slop; adzaweruza nthawi yomweyo!

Ah, izi siziri! Mkazi wanga sayenera kulandira chithandizo chotere! Kuchokera chilema ichi alibe mkulu !. Sizinapatsa chidaliro kwa alendo, sichikangana ndi oyandikana nawo, ikhoza kunena mawu abwino kuti ukondweretse mizimu; imathandizanso kuti nyumbayo ikhale yoyenera ndipo sindiphonya chilichonse. Monga mukuwonera, zonse zili bwino mnyumba yanga; pali mtendere weniweni, makamaka kuyambira ana anga awiri atakwatirana. Patience ... msiyeni azipita kutchalitchi! ... Amati akuyenera kupemphera, kulumikizana ndikubvomereza.

Inde ... kuulula! ... Mkazi wanga analinso ndi izi, koma ndidamupangitsa kuti ataye! Mu zaka zoyambirira za moyo wathu wokhala umodzi ndidapanga mapangano omveka: Ngati mukufuna kupemphera, pempherani, koma kunyumba! Kulapa, palibe! Ndisanamwalire, ndiziimbira nyumba kunyumba ndikupangireni chivomerezo ... Kupatula, uli ndi machimo ati? ... Ndipo mkazi wanga anasintha kachitidweko!

Vomerezani, vomerezani! Antonio akufuula. Koma kodi iwo akuvomereza ayenera kunena chiyani? Ndi machimo otani omwe iwo angachite kuti amve kufunikira kuti awauze kwa Wansembe?

Mukufuna chiyani! Amayi ndi akazi, sadziwa choti achite kunyumba ndikupita kutchalitchi kukaulula. Ife amuna, kumbali ina, omwe tili ndi malingaliro ofunikira kwambiri, tiribe nthawi yowononga ndi zamkhutu izi!

Komabe, pali amuna omwe amapita kukalapa! Kodi sunawone pa Isitala kuti ndi mabanja angati omwe makolo amapita kutchalitchi kukaulula?

Ndipo zikutanthauza kuti ali ndi machimo! Sikuti amuna onse ali ngati ife tonse. Sitimapha, sitibera, sitimapita kukhothi kukapereka umboni wabodza, ndife olemekezeka ndi antchito olemekezeka ... kotero ... tivomereze chiyani?

Mukunena zowona!

Zokambirana izi zidachitika usiku wina mkati mwa chimbudzi, pomwe Antonio ndi Nicolia adakonzekera kumwa chikho chokhacho.

KUKakumana
Wansembe wa parishiyo anabwerera kumudzi atathandizira bambo wina wamwalira kumidzi yapafupi. Mwamwayi Antonio amafuna kuti adutse. Wansembeyo adapeza mpata wonena mawu abwino kwa iye.

.Antonio, thanzi lanu lili bwanji?

Zabwino zonse! Ndimasowa ndalama zokha; pambali, sindikufuna kalikonse. Ndabweretsa nsapato ku banja ndipo tsopano ndabwera kunyumba.

Ndipo mukudziwa bwanji?

Zabwino kwambiri! Chikumbumtima chimakhala nthawi zonse. Onse anali ngati amuna! ...

Ndipo, komabe, sindinakuwoneni konse kutchalitchi! Mkazi wanu ndiwofunika! Ndikokwanira kuti mkazi wanga apite kukapemphera kwa Mulungu; imagwira ntchito kwa ine ndi kwa ine. Nthawi zina ndamuuza kuti: Concetta, ndizosathandiza kundiuza kuti ndizipita kutchalitchi; Ndipempherereni inenso ndichite zomwezo!

Bravo Antonio! Komanso yesani kunena kwa mayi wako: Concetta, sindikudya lero; ndidye ine; zilibe kanthu!

Wokondedwa Wankholi wa Parishi, ngakhale sindipita kutchalitchi nthawi zambiri, monga mkazi wanga amachitira, ndimakhulupirira kuti ndimakonda Mulungu koposa momwe amkondera, chifukwa ndimaganizira za Ambuye ndikupemphera kwa iye mumtima mwanga.

Koma Lamlungu la Isitala sindinakuoneni ku Tchalitchi cha Mgonero; ndipo osati chaka chino chokha, koma ngakhale zaka zina sizinayandikire Sacramenti Lodala. Sinthani nthawi yabwino yolankhulana! Vomerezani bwino ndipo mudzakhala osangalala!

Koma ndinene chiyani ku Confession ngati sindipweteka wina aliyense?

Ndizowona; koma ndikukhulupirira kuti poyang'ana mosazindikira, mutha kupeza china chake! ... Ganizirani Antonio, kuti mumwalira! Ndabwera kudzathandiza munthu amene akumwalira. Tsoka kupita kubwalo la Mulungu ndi akaunti zosamvetseka! Chifukwa chake ndikuyembekezera inu! Masiku angapo mudzabwera kudzandiona ndipo tidzachita zonse!

Koma ndilibe nthawi!

Osanena choncho ... Mwina simukumva izi! ... Kodi simukuzindikira kuti ndi mdierekezi yemwe amakupulumutsirani inu kuti musagwire ntchito yanu ngati mkhristu wabwino? ... sizitengera ndalama kuti zivomereze; zabwino zonse.

Wansembe wa parishi, ndiganiza bwino! ... Sizovuta kuti tsiku lina apite kukalapa. Ndichita kuti ndikusangalatseni komanso ndi mkazi wanga, yemwe amandibwereza.

Zoyipa! Kenako ndibwino osavomereza.

Chifukwa chiyani?

Muyenera kuvomereza kukondweretsa Ambuye, osati zolengedwa. Nthawi yomweyo! Ndichita monga mukunena! ... Koma ndikavomera kuti sindilakwitsa, ndidzatembenukira kwa Atate wakuFrance, chifukwa Amonke amandilimbitsa mtima.

Chabwino! Ufulu wapamwamba pazinthu izi. Antonio samalani! Ndikuopa kuti mdierekezi achotsa kwa inu kukomera pang'ono uku. Ndipatseni liwu laulemu lomwe mudzavomereza ndipo mulimbika mtima.

Abusa a Parishi, chifukwa mufuna izi, ine ndapereka ulemu wanga; inde ndipita kuulula lero usiku uno! Amakonda?

Bravo Antonio! Ndikupemphererani.

KULI Kanyumba
Modzi, ngati wina abwera kudzandifunafuna, mudzanena kuti ndili wotanganidwa usiku uno.

Ndipo ngati zibwera kwa inu? Mukanena kuti mudzabweranso mawa.

Ndipo zomwe mwapanga lero ndi ziti?

Sindikufuna kukuwuzani ... koma ndikukuuzani ... chifukwa ndikudziwa mudzazikonda. Ndimapita nthawi yomweyo kupita kunyumba ya amonke ya ku France.

Kuchokera kwa Abambo a Franciscan? ... Iwe? Inde, ine. Ndivomereza.

Antonio ... kodi ukunena zowona?

Zachidziwikire! Ndidapereka mawu anga kwa wansembe wa parishiyi, ndidakumana naye ndipo ndidasankha kuvomereza!

Ndi chisangalalo bwanji! Ambuye, zikomo! ... Momwe ndimapemphereratu kwa amuna anga! ... Pomaliza! ...

Chifukwa chake, Concetta, ndinu okondwa? Wokondwa! Koma ndikupangira kuti uvomereze bwino; usabise machimo!

Machimo? ... Ndipo ndimachimo ati omwe ndingakhale nawo? ... Mumandidziwa bwino ndipo mukudziwa kuti sindimavulaza wina aliyense!

Ndipo nthawi yomweyo ndimasulira Rosary kwa Mayi Wathu mukuthokoza ndikukuthandizani usikuuno.

PAMISONKHANO
Chule wachichepereyo anali atasewera zokhudzana ndi Ave Maria ndipo kenako adaima pakhomo lanyumba.

Madzulo abwino! Ndikufuna kuyankhula ndi bambo Serafino.

Ndimuimbira nthawi yomweyo.

Antonio adalowa mnyumba yamnyumba yamadikidwe ndikudikirira pang'onopang'ono m'bwalomo podikirira. Serafino sanadikire.

Mukundifuna?

Moyenerera! Ndikufuna kuulula. Koma kuvomereza kwanga ndikosavuta. Sindinaphe, sindinabe, sindinapite ku khothi ndipo aliyense amandikonda. Funsani kuti ndindani m'tawuni ndipo aliyense adzanena kuti ine ndine munthu wabwino kwambiri!

Ndine wokondwa ndi izi! Komabe tiyeni tikhalire mu Mpingo; Tikhala tokha ndipo tidzatha kulankhula modekha.

Abambo a Serafino, kuyambira kalekale, adazindikira nthawi yomweyo kuti anali kuchita ndi Isitara wobwerera m'mbuyo ndipo adaganiza: Lero ntchito pang'ono! Kwaulemelero wa Mulungu!

KULIMBIKITSA
Kneel!

Kodi ndizofunikiradi kugwada? Ndili ndi rheumatism mwendo wanga.

Kenako khalani pansi ... Pangani chizindikiro cha Mtanda! ... Ndi machimo ati omwe mudachita?

Atate, ndidapanga kale chivomerezo changa kanthawi kapitako; Ndinamuuza kuti sindinachitepo machimo!

Chifukwa chake ... ndiwe Woyera?! ..

Woyera ayi! Koma sindisamala za machimo!

Chabwino, kenako yankhani mafunso anga: Kodi mwapanga Precept Isitala? Sindinachite izi.

Zabwino kwambiri? ... Ndikufunsani ngati mwalandira Mgonero Woyera Pasaka iyi!

Kwenikweni, sindinadziwulitse kwakanthawi.

Munali liti komaliza kuvomereza?

Sindikukumbukira bwino! ... Ndili mwana, mpaka zaka zisanu ndi zinayi ndimavomereza ... kamodzi kapena kawiri pachaka. Kenako ndidayamba kugwira ntchito ndipo sindimaganiziranso izi. Mukudziwa, amene amagwira ntchito alibe nthawi yowononga.

Mukuganiza kuti ndi nthawi yotayika kupita kukalapa ndikuyeretsa chikumbumtima chanu? ... ndiye nthawi yabwino!

Chifukwa chake, musakumbukire ngati munavomereza zaka zisanu ndi zinayi! Kodi mumakwatirana pafupipafupi?

Inde, ndinakwatitsa ma sakaramenti onse a Tchalitchi.

Mudavomera musanalowe mbanja!

Inde, inde! ... Ndikukumbukira! ... Kenako ndidavomera parishi; kunali wansembe woyera mu mpingo umenewo.

Ndipo mukukhala ndi zaka zingati?

Tiyeni tiwone! ... Mwana woyamba ali ndi zaka makumi awiri ndi zisanu ndi ziwiri ndipo ndinakwatirana zaka makumi awiri ndi zisanu ndi zitatu zapitazo.

Chifukwa chake pali machimo makumi awiri mphambu asanu ndi atatu oyipa omwe muli nawo mu moyo wanu! Chaka chilichonse chomwe chimadutsa popanda Kuvomereza ndi tchimo lalikulu! ... Tsopano ndipatseni miyala XNUMX!

Ndipo chifukwa chiyani? ... Kodi mumalipira kuvomereza? ... ndimaganiza kuti chilichonse chachitika kwaulere!

Mukunena zowona. Chilichonse ndi chaulere ... Koma, ngati simulipira ndipo muli ndi zaka makumi awiri mphambu zisanu ndi zitatu popanda kuulula, ngati munalipira, kodi mungakhale kutali ndi Confidence zaka zingati? ... Ndipo kodi mukuganiza kuti chaka chilichonse pali udindo wolankhulana mu nthawi ya Isitala ndipo amene samalipira uku ndi kuchimwa pamaso pa Mulungu. Kodi ukudziwa lamulo lachitatu la Mpingo wa Katolika? Ndimanyalanyaza!

Ndikukuuzani: Vomerezani kamodzi pachaka ndi kuyankhulana osachepera pa Isitara.

Popeza ndi momwe ziliri, tsopano ndikudziwa, ndizichita homuweki yanga chaka chilichonse.

Kodi mumawadziwa anthu a Utatu Woyera?

Sindikudziwa kuti ndi ndani!

Kodi mukudziwa kuti kuli Mulungu?

Ah, Mulungu ayenera kukhala pamenepo! Ngati sichoncho ndani akanapanga dziko? ... Ndipo, ndani angatipangitse kuti tiime? ... Ndimakhulupirira Mulungu! Ndine wachipembedzo kwambiri; M'malo mwake, ndimasunga makhadi oyera ambiri mchikwama changa! Ngati mutawona zithunzi zingati mkazi wanga amasungika pamakoma a chipindacho! ... Ndipo usiku uliwonse ndimapsompsona chithunzi cha San Giovanni Decollato, chomwe chili pafupi ndi kama!

Kodi zipembedzo zanu zonse zimangokhala ndi izi?

Kuphatikiza apo, ndikamasonkhana kuti ndikachite chikondwerero cha munthu woyera, nthawi zonse ndimapereka; kangapo ndanyamula Patron Woyera pamapewa anga patsiku la phwando lake! ... Ah, onse anali amuna opembedza ngati ine! ..

Pa zachipembedzo uli ndi utoto pang'ono chabe. Mverani ine: Mukuyenera kukhulupirira kuti kuli Mulungu, kuti Mulungu ndi m'modzi, kuti mwa Mulungu mumapezeka anthu atatu ofanana, Atate, Mwana ndi Mzimu Woyera. Muyenera kukhulupiriranso kuti Mwana wa Mulungu, Yesu khristu, zaka 1982 zapitazo atakhala munthu, wobadwa kwa Namwali Mariya, adamwalira pamtanda chifukwa cha machimo athu ndipo patatha masiku atatu adaukanso. Pomaliza, Yesu Khristu adapita kumwamba ndipo adzabweranso padziko lapansi kumapeto kwa dziko lapansi kudzaweruza aliyense, wabwino ndi woyipa; adzapatsa kumwamba kwa abwino ndi gehena kwa oyipawo.

Ababa, koma kodi kulidi gehena ndi kumwamba? ... Ndipo ndani adaziwona? ... Ndipo ndani wochokera kumeneko kuti atiwuza?

Yesu Kristu, Mulungu-Munthu, adatiphunzitsa zoonadi izi ndipo tiyenera kukhulupirira zonse zomwe Mulungu watiululira; Kukana chowonadi chimodzi cha Mulungu kapena kufunsidwa kumayambitsa tchimo lalikulu. Ah, kangati ndanena kwa abwenzi: Hade ndi chiyani kumwamba! ... Ansembe anena kutipangitsa mantha! ... Koma sindikhulupirira! ... Kupatula apo, ngati kulibe gehena, kuposa bwinonso; ngati alipo, monga enawo atero ndidzachita! ...

Onani, mzanga wokondedwa, zolakwa zambiri zomwe wazichita komanso momwe wafesa zenizeni! ... Zonsezi ndi tchimo lalikulu! ... Popeza ndazindikira kuti mumanyalanyaza zinthu zoyambirira za Chiphunzitso Chachikhristu, ndikufunsani mafunso ena okhudzana ndi Malamulo osiyanasiyana a Mulungu. ! Mwina Mulungu adzakufunsani zochepa pa zolakwitsa zambiri chifukwa cha kusazindikira kwanu; koma kumbukirani kuti kusadziwa zolakwa za chowonadi cha chikhulupiriro ndiuchimo waukulu kwambiri. Muyenera kudziphunzitsa nokha! Tsopano tiyeni tiyambe.

Lamulo Loyamba
Kodi mwakhulupirira Mulungu ndi Mzimu wake, kapena mwatsutsa machitidwe a Ambuye?

Ndimakhulupirira Mulungu ndi mtima wanga wonse; koma ndimakonda kunena kuti amachita zinthu zopanda chilungamo. Kodi mukuwona ngati chaching'ono kuti bambo wamwamuna amwalira ndikusiya ana asanu, asanu ndi m'modzi ... pomwe pali okalamba ambiri akuyenda? Mulungu sangachite zinthu zina! Tumizani imfa kwa wokalamba osati mnyamata!

Ndipo ndiwe ndani, munthu wosauka, yemwe ungayesere kutsutsa Mulungu ... Wamphamvuzonse ... Wamphamvuyonse? ... Kodi ukudziwa kuposa Mulungu?

Izi ayi!

Ndipo chifukwa chake, usanene zinthu izi, chifukwa kumuuza Mulungu kuti sangathe kulamulira dziko lapansi ndikunyoza kwa Umulungu, pamenepo ndi tchimo lalikulu ... Ndipo mukusowa kwanu kodi mumatembenukira kwa Mulungu ndi pemphero?

Pemphero langa nthawi zonse limakhala limodzi ndipo ndimalikumbukira usiku uliwonse: "Woyera Woyera, Amayi a Mulungu ..." Sindikudziwa mapemphero ena. Koma ndiye ndimaganiza: ndizopanda tanthauzo kupemphera! Mulimonsemo, Mulungu ndi wogontha ndipo samandimvera!

Pazofunikira muyenera kupemphera. Ngati Ambuye akuwoneka kuti samakumverani, chidzakhala chifukwa mulibe chikhulupiriro, kapena chifukwa mumachita machimo ambiri, omwe mumadzipangitsa kukhala osayenera thandizo lake ndi mawonekedwe ake. Kodi mumalankhula zachipembedzo?

Ndimakonda chipembedzo ndipo sindingathe kuyankhula zopanda pake. Ine ndekha ndikung'ung'udza motsutsana ndi Ansembe ndi Apapa, chifukwa zikuwoneka ngati kuti sachita zinthu zoyenera.

Samalani! Yesu Khristu akuti, polankhula za atumiki ake: «Aliyense amene amakunyozani, andinyoza! »Ngati mwapeza zolakwika mwa Wansembe aliyense, mupempherereni. Samalani kuti musaweruze molakwika! Kodi mudatenga nawo mbali m'magawo omwe amatsutsidwa ndi Tchalitchi?

Sindikonda kukhala pagulu; Ndili ndi gulu la abwenzi, abwino monga ine, ndipo ndimachita zanga.

Ndilongosola. Kodi mwatchulapo dzina lililonse pazandale zilizonse zotsutsana ndi tchalitchi?

Ndipo ndale zimagwirizana bwanji ndi Confession?

Inde, izi zikugwirizana ndi izi, chifukwa masiku ano chipembedzo chikumenyedwa ndi chifukwa chazandale ndipo zipani zina andichotsa.

Ah, sindikufuna konse kutsutsana ndi Chipembedzo; zingakhale chisoni. Ndinalowa chipani cha chikomyunizimu, phwando la osowa ndipo ndikuyembekeza kukhala ndi nthawi yabwino mtsogolo. Malingaliro anga, ndinachita bwino.

M'malo mwake mumapweteka!

Ndipo chifukwa chiyani? Kodi pamakhala vuto lotani? Simukuwona china koma mkate: oyang'anira chipani ali ndi zolinga zina: kumenyera ndikuchotsa chipembedzo ndikuvomereza chisudzulo.

Mwina anzanga ena angafune izi, koma osati ine!

Mulimonsemo, yang'anani phwando lina, dziwitsani ndi munthu wochenjera kenako ndikupatseni dzina kuti lipitili, lomwe likuwoneka labwino kwambiri.

Koma ndikabwezera m'mbuyo, anzanga anzanga anena chiyani?

Ndipo ngati mupita kugehena, kodi abwenzi adzabwera kudzakumasulani? ... Mungayambiranso kuyenda kapena ndikukutsutsani. Ndine wansembe ndipo ndinanena kuti nditeteze ufulu wa Mulungu ndi chikumbumtima!

Ndipo chipiriro! ... Ndipuma pantchito! ... Kwambiri, ndakhala wosauka mpaka pano ndipo ndikupitiliza kukhala ndi moyo kwamuyaya!

Kodi mudakhala ndi ulemu waumunthu?

Ndimalemekeza kwambiri aliyense; ndichifukwa chake aliyense amandikonda.

Ndikutanthauza: Kodi mwachita manyazi kuvomereza chikhulupiriro chachikatolika, poopa kutsutsidwa?

Kunena zowona, ndikakhala ndekha sindichita manyazi ndi wina aliyense: Ndimapemphera, ndimapsyopsyona zifanizo zopatulikazo; ... ndikakhala pagulu, ndimasamala kuti ndisadzionetsere kuti ndine wachipembedzo, apo ayi enawo angaseke kumbuyo kwanga ndipo akhoza kundiuza Kodi mwakhala sacristan?

Mumachita zolakwika ndipo Mulungu amakhumudwa. Ambuye akuti: "Ngati wina achita nane manyazi pamaso pa anthu, ndidzachita manyazi ndi iye pamaso pa Atate wanga." Chifukwa chake, zimafunikira kulimba mtima nthawi zonse ndipo muyenera kuwonetsa poyera kuti mumakhulupirira. Kodi ndinu Mkristu kapena wachikunja?

Ndine mkhristu.

Kenako simuyenera kuopa kuwonetsa kuti ndinu otsatira a Yesu Khristu. Kodi mwachimwa ndi zamatsenga?

Zikutanthauza chiyani?

Kodi nthawi zina mumapempha mdyerekezi?

Chonde! ... ndikuwopa kwambiri mdierekezi! Nthawi zina, komabe, mokwiya, ndimamupatsa dzina ndikumutcha "woyera".

Osachitanso izo. Kunena kuti "Woyera" kwa mdierekezi ndi chimo lachivundi ... Kodi mudakhulupilira mabilion ndi diso loipa?

Nthawi zonse! ... Izi ndi zinthu zomwe zimawoneka ndi maso ndipo ziyenera kukhulupiliridwa. Posachedwa woyandikana naye adakwiya ndi mkazi wanga, adapita kukatenga botolo lamadzi ndikuuponya pafupi ndi chitseko changa, ndikuti: «Ndikupangira invoice ndikutumizireni diso loyipa! Tsoka inu! " Ndidalipo, ndimafuna kugwiritsa ntchito manja anga, koma ndidanyeka. Kenako ndidamuuza mkazi wanga, "Concetta, usachoke mnyumbamo ndisanagwetse ndalama." Ndinaitana mayi wothandiza, ine ndinamulipira, ndimakhala ndimayeso mnyumba mwanga motero zonse zidapita. Tsoka ine ndi mkazi wanga, ndikadapanda kuchita! ...

Izi ndi zachisoni! Ndipo bwanji.

Koma kodi dziko limayang'aniridwa ndi mitundu iyi kapena ndi Mulungu?

Zachidziwikire kuchokera kwa Mulungu!

Nanga mkazi angabereke bwanji zoyipa kapena kufulumira kufa? Zinthuzi zikadakhalako, azimayi ambiri m'mabanja akanakhala ndi lipoti lapadera ndi atsogoleri a boma omwe amafuna kupanga nkhondo ndipo akanawapangitsa kufa kapena kudwala. M'malo mwake atsogoleri achiwawa sanamve kalikonse! Zikadakhala choncho, amapanga invoice: antchito kwa ambuye ena, wobweza ngongole kwa omwe awabwezera, ndi zina zotero. Zamkhutu, zamkhutu! Pali themberero lokhalo, lopangidwa ndi kulowererapo kwa diabolical.

Komabe ine ndapereka kufunikira kotero kuzinthu zina! Ndi ndalama zingati zomwe ndagwiritsa ntchito mwana wanga atadwala zaka zinayi! ... Tsopano ndikudziwa, sindikufuna ngakhale kukhulupirira mu kanjira ka akavalo, nthiti yofiyira, nduwira!

Kodi inunso mumakhulupirira izi?

Pakadali pano ndakhulupirira; koma tsopano zokwanira! Mawa, ndalowa mu shopu, ndikachotsa mahatchi atatu omwe adakhomedwa pakhomo.

Ndi angati okhulupirira omwe amachita osadziwa!

Ndizowona! ... Mosazindikira! ... Palibe amene adandifotokozerazi.

Koma kodi mumamvetsera maulaliki mu Tchalitchi? Miyoyo imaphunzitsidwa pa maulaliki!

Sindinachitepo umboni kulalikira; Wansembeyu akangoyamba kulankhula, ndimachoka ku Tchalitchi; Zomwe wansembe wanena sizimawoneka ngati zopanda ntchito; maulaliki amapindulitsa azimayi.

Zabwino kwa aliyense! Ndipo mukuyenera kudziphunzitsa nokha, kuti mudziwe bwino malamulo a Mulungu. Onani kuchuluka kwa umbuli wa chipembedzo komwe kuli mwa inu!

Ndi angati amene ali osazindikira zachipembedzo kuposa ine!

Adzawerengera Yesu Kristu akamwalira; adzaweruzidwa kwambiri, chifukwa akhoza kudziphunzitsa okha koma sanatero. Umbuli wosazindikira wa zoonadi zomwe tiyenera kukhulupilira ndi zinthu zomwe tikuyenera kuchita ndi tchimo lalikulu lotsutsana ndi lamulo loyamba la Mulungu! … Kodi mukukumbukirabe zolakwika zina, nditatha mafunso omwe ndinakufunsani?

Sindikudziwa choti ndinene! Ndanena zonse ndipo zitha kundipangitsa… Pepani, Atate; pakali pano ndikumbukira tsatanetsatane; koma sindikuganiza kuti ndi tchimo. Nthawi zina ndimapita kudziko loyandikana nalo, chifukwa pali mzimayi yemwe amangoganiza pafupifupi chilichonse. Ndifunsa za tsogolo langa; ndisanafunse za mwana wanga wankhondo; ndipo zikuwoneka kwa ine kuti palibe cholakwika apa.

Izinso ndi zikhulupiriro zabodza.

Koma ndimalipira; Nditha kudzimvera ndekha! Kodi zoipa zingakhale kuti?

ndizomvetsa chisoni kukhulupirira mizimu. Kufunsa olosera zamtsogolo kapena zinthu zobisika ndizachikhulupiriro ndiye kuti ndiuchimo. Kupatula apo, palibe amene akudziwa zam'tsogolo; Mulungu yekha ndiye mbuye wamtsogolo.

Komabe pali china chomwe chalingalira. Adandiuza kuti moyo wanga watopa kwambiri, ... (ndipo nzoona!); adaneneratu kuti ndikhala zaka 85!

Ngati simumafa choyamba!

Adandiuza kuti patatha zaka 60 ndidzapeza chuma ... kuti wina andifunsa zolakwika ... Zinthu zina zakhala zoona, koma ena akhala abodza.

Kodi simukuwona kuti anthu awa ndi onama komanso osapembedza?

Mwalakwitsa! Asanandiyankhe, mayiyu amayatsa kandulo ku Santo Espedito, kenako amapemphera ndipo kenako amapanga zizindikiro zitatu za Mtanda.

Zoyipa kwambiri! Zimachita izi kuti zigwire chikhulupiriro chabwino cha makasitomala. Chifukwa chake, lonjezani Mulungu kuti sadzapitanso kwa olambira. Zosowa, mudzilimbikitse nokha kwa Ambuye ndikubwerera m'manja mwake.

Lamulo Lachiwiri
Kodi watemberera Mulungu?

Osatsutsana ndi Mulungu ... motsutsana ndi Atate Wamuyaya, inde!

Zoyipa! ... Ndipo Atate Wamuyaya si Mulungu? Osayesa konse kunyoza dzina la Umulungu!

Koma sindimachita izi moipa, ... kutukwana Mulungu ... kokha chifukwa chaukali.

Chifukwa chake inu, chifukwa cha mkwiyo, mumenya mbama kapena mumuphe, ndikukhulupirira kuti sizoyipa chifukwa mumachita mokwiya!

Kodi akufuna chiyani; ena ogwira ntchito nthawi zambiri amatsutsidwa kenako mwano umabwera mwangozi; koma nditatemberera, ndimangodandaula. Ah, izi ndimachita nthawi zonse!

Kodi mwatemberera za Mayi Wathu?

Motsutsa a Madonna del Carmine, osatero! Awa ndiye Madona wakudziko lathu ndipo zingakhale zomchititsa manyazi kumukhumudwitsa. Nthawi zina mwano wina umathawa kukakumana ndi Chiyero chakufa kapena Kutsutsa ... koma, monga ndidanenera, sindimachita zoyipa kale!

Kodi mwapatsa ena chifukwa chochitira mwano?

Nthawi zina inde; ngakhale ndizosowa kwambiri! Mwamuna pafupifupi wopusa amadutsa kutsogolo kwa shopu yanga; anyamatawo amamulalatira ndipo amakwiya ndikunyoza. Nthawi zina ndimakhala wopanda ntchito ndipo nditaona munthuyu akudutsa, ndimamuuza mwana wanga kuti: «Pita ukatenge jekete lake! Munthu wosaukayo nthawi yomweyo anayamba kutemberera. Inde, Reverend, ndikunyoza! ... Mawu oyipa! ... Amanyoza mabodza!

Za mabodza omwe Mulungu adamupanga, mudzayankha mlandu kwa Ambuye! Inali chifukwa chanu kuti mumuseka!

Koma si ine ndekha amene akuchita izi; ena ambiri amachita ndipo nthawi zambiri kuposa ine!

Izi sizowiringula pamaso pa Mulungu! ... Kodi wanyoza pamaso pa ana ako?

Pamene ndikunyoza sindisamala omwe alipo; ana anga akhala akundimvera ndipo nawonso awiri omwe amagwira ntchito mu shopu yanga. Ndipo undifunsiranji izi?

Chifukwa ndinu olakwa ndi machimo ena! Mukuyenera kukhazikitsa chitsanzo chabwino kwa ana ndi antchito; kutemberera pamaso pawo, iwe ndiwe zitsanzo zoyipa ndi wonyoza! Ngati abambo achitira mwano, anawo amadziona kuti ali ndi udindo kuchita zomwezo. Muyenera kuwongolera ana omwe akusowa. Ngati m'modzi mwa ana anu atukwana, mungamuimbe bwanji mlandu? ...

Ngati amchitira mwano? ... Mmodzi wa ana anga mwano pang'ono; koma enawo, akulu, amwano kuposa ine! Akakwiya, amatsitsa Oyera onse Akumwamba kuti atsike; osasiya imodzi! ...

Inunso muli ndi mlandu wamwano wa mwana uyu; adaziphunzira kwa inu; simunakonze panthawiyo ... cholakwika ndi chanu!

Koma Mulungu ndikhululukireni! Pofika pano mwana wanga wamwamuna ndi wokwatiwa, amakhala kunyumba kwake ndipo sindichita chilichonse bizinesi yake; Akalumbira, zimuvuta!

Zakale zapita! Lonjezani tsopano kwa Ambuye kuti musadzatinso; ngati wina wa antchito anu ali ndi chizolowezi choyipa ichi, mumukalipira akangosowa.

Mukunena zowona! Kulumbira ndi zoipa. Koma, posinkhasinkha, ndikuti: Si choyipa chachikulu! ... Mwano ... ndi mawu ... sapanga mabowo ... samapha aliyense! ...

Mukuyenera kudziwa kuti mwano, mnyozo wopangidwa kwa Mulungu, ndi tchimo lalikulu kuposa miseche, umboni wabodza ndikupha kumene!

Sara! Popeza mukunena, yemwe anaphunzira kuposa ine, ndikukhulupirira!

Kusunthira ku china chake ... kodi mudaphonya malonjezo operekedwa kwa Mulungu kapena kwa Oyera Mtima? Ndimalonjeza zochepa; koma nditapanga ochepa, ndimangowanyalanyaza. Panthawi ya nkhondoyi kunalowedwa m'dziko lathu. Mukukumbukira, Atate? Ndege makumi awiri ndi zinayi adadutsa ndikugwetsa mabomba ambiri. Kunena zowona, ndinachita mantha nthawi imeneyo ndikufuula kuti: "Ndikakhalabe ndi moyo, ndidzabweretsa nyali ya Madonna del Carmine, bola ngati ine ndikulemera makilogalamu khumi." Nthawi imeneyo sindinadzivulaze. Pakapita kanthawi pang'ono nkhondo itatha ndipo ndidati: «Pofika pano izi zachitika. Ngozi itatha. Ndili ndi ndalama zochepa ndipo sindingagule torchi. Mayi athu andikhululuka! »

Malingana ngati simungathe Pepani; mukatha kukwaniritsa lonjezo, mudzabweretsa chitolicho ku Madonna; ngati zikukuvutani kugula izi, ndikupempha Bishop ufulu wakupatseni. Osayiwala, komabe, kuti ndibwino kulonjeza, m'malo mwake ndikulonjeza koma osasunga! Ngati nthawi zina mumafuna kupanga lonjezo lokondweretsa Mulungu kwambiri, simulonjeza kuti mudzapeza ndalama kapena miyuni kapena zinthu zina, koma Confession yabwino kapena Mgonero Woyera ... kuti musaphonye Misa Lamlungu ... osati kuchitira mwano ... kuchotsa chidani pamtima! ...

Ndipo malonjezano awa ndi ati? ... M'malo mwake ipatse anthu XNUMX, apatseni Madonna del Carmine torchi yokongola ... awa ndikukhulupirira kuti ndi malonjezo abwino koposa!

Mwalakwitsa! Zomwe mumanena zimawononga ndalama zambiri ndipo ndizofunika pang'ono; malonjezo omwe ndidakuwuzani, ndi otsika mtengo komanso ofunika kwambiri ... chifukwa Mulungu amafufuza mtima kaye kenako ndi ena onse ...

Tsopano ndikufunsani mafunso angapo okhudza lamulo lachitatu la malamulo aumulungu. Yankhani moona mtima.

Lamulo Lachitatu Kodi mukuyeretsa mwambowo?

Malingana momwe ndingathere ... chifukwa ndine wogwira ntchito ndipo nthawi zambiri phwandolo limadutsa monga masiku ena onse a sabata.

Yang'anirani tsiku la Ambuye! Mulungu akuti: «Kumbukirani kuyeretsa tchuthi! »Kumbukirani kumatanthauza« osayiwala! »Ndipo choyambirira, kodi mumapita ku Holy Mass kutchuthi?

Ah, nthawi zonse ndimakonda Mass! Kuyambira ndili mwana ndakhala ndi chizolowezi chopita ku Tchalitchi ndipo nthawi ndi nthawi ndimapita ku Mass, mwachitsanzo pa Khrisimasi, ku Carnival, Lachinayi Loyera, tsiku la Akufa ... Lamulungu sindimapitako nthawi zonse.

Kwa carnival, kwa Lachinayi Woyera ndi kwa Akufa, palibe kukakamizidwa kupita ku Misa; m'malo mwake pali udindo Lamlungu lililonse ndi maholide ena. Mukangosiya Misa imodzi yokha chifukwa cha inu, mumachita tchimo lalikulu.

Ndipo ndani amene akudziwa machimo angati omwe ndikadachita!

Chifukwa chake mupita ku Misa tchuthi chilichonse chapagulu; ngati simungathe m'mawa, tengani mwayi madzulo.

Nthawi zonse ndimagwira ntchito Lamlungu; Ndili ndi zambiri zoti ndichite shopu; Ndimapangitsanso anyamata anga kuti azigwira ntchito.

Choyamba muyenera kupita ku Mass! Mumachimwa ndipo othandizira anu amachimwa chifukwa cha inu.

Koma pofuna kuti tisawononge nthawi, nditha kuchita zina. Nthawi ina, linali Lamlungu, ndipo ndinamva kuyimba pa wayilesi. Ndafunsa mwini wa shopu yanga: Madam, akuimba ndani? Misa amakondwerera ku Florence! Ndimafuna kutchera khutu. Unalidi Misa! Wansembe amalalikira, anthu amayimba, pambuyo pake kugunda kwa khomo kumakhala ndikugwira ntchito m'sitolo ndipo ndimatha kumva Mass. Ine ndimatha kufunsa mayi anga kuti andipangitse kumva Misa ku Florence Lamlungu lililonse.

Misa iyi siyothandiza! Muyenera kukhala mukupezeka ku Nsembe Woyera ... Ndipo, mukapita ku Mass, kodi mumangokhala odzipereka ku Tchalitchi, kapena mumacheza?

Pano, zimatengera yemwe ali pafupi ndi ine. Akandipangitsa kuti ndiyankhule, ndi bwino kuti ndiyankhe. Ngati pali bwenzi pafupi ndi ine yemwe sindinamuonepo kwa nthawi yayitali, zachidziwikire timasinthana malingaliro!

Zoyipa! Kutchalitchi timapemphera! ... Ndipo kodi mumayang'anitsitsa malo anu pamene muli mu Nyumba ya Mulungu?

Ndikumvetsa! ... Zomwe akufuna! ... Ndife amuna ndipo tikuyang'ana! Tsopano popeza ndili ndi zidzukulu, sindisamala koma ndili mwana ndidapita kutchalitchi kukayang'ana azimayi!

Bwino osapita kutchalitchi ukamachita izi! ... Umulungu sulemekezedwa motere, koma umanyozedwa.

Koma musakhulupilire, Atate, kuti ine ndekha ndikuchita izi! Pafupifupi amuna onse amachita izi kutchalitchi! Ndipo musakhulupilire kuti azimayi amachita bwino kuposa ife amuna!

Zonsezi sizabwino! Pamaso pa Mulungu, chowiringula sichigwira ntchito: "Ena nawonso amachita izi! ..." Ndipo ponena za ntchito, mumalonjeza Mulungu kuti sadzamukhumudwitsanso. Lamlungu sikugwira! Mulungu amaletsa izi. Iwo amene amagwirira ntchito chipanichi amachita chimo lalikulu ndipo amayenera kupsa.

Chifukwa chake ngati ndimagwira tchuthi, ndidzapita kugahena. Ndipo amene sagwira ntchito ndi kukabera, kodi adzaleka kuti?

Ku gehena komanso! Mudzadziwonetsa nokha chifukwa mwaphonya lamulo lachitatu ndi wakuba chifukwa mumaphonya la XNUMX "Musabe".

Koma ndimayesetsa kusowa chifukwa chongofuna.

Ngati mukusowa kwambiri ... Ndikunena kuti chofunikira chachikulu ... ndiye ngati simukugwira ntchito sichikhumudwitsa Mulungu, koma ngati chosowa sichili chachikulu, chimo.

Onani, Reverend, tsopano ndi chizolowezi changa kugwira ntchito Lamlungu. Pafupifupi tonse timagwira ntchito m'masitolo. Komabe, ndimapuma Lolemba; zilibe kanthu.

Sichoncho! Mulungu amakupangira kupumula pa tchuthi cha anthu osati tsiku lotsatira!

Kuleza mtima! Ndipuma Lamlungu! ... ndiyenera kusiya ndekha kukhala wosauka!

Pogwiritsa ntchito phwandoli, kodi mudapeza chuma chambiri?

No!

Si ntchito yamasewera yomwe imalemeretsa; ndi dalitso la Mulungu.ntchito ya Lamlungu itembereredwa ndi Mulungu; zomwe mumapeza Lamlungu, mumataya Lolemba. Chifukwa chake, samalani kuti musagwire ntchito popanda chosowa chachikulu; pamenepa, muyenera kugwira ntchito ndi chitseko chatsekedwa kapena chapa, kuti wina asakuwone ndikukuwuzani.

Koma lamulo ili la Mulungu ndi losakhwima!

Palibe kanthu kukangana! Popeza Mulungu adapereka lamulo lachitatu, liyenera kuchitika!

Lamulo Lachinayi
Kodi mumawalemekeza makolo anu?

Amwalira kale ... ndipo ndikuthokoza zabwino! ... Motani ... zoyipa zochepa? ... Kodi simunawafunire zabwino?

Umu ndi momwe zinthu ziliri! M'zaka zaposachedwa, monga momwe anali okalamba, adadzilepheretsa. Amandikwiyitsa nthawi zambiri kenako sindimayambiranso mawuwo. M'malo mwake, ndikukumbukira kamodzi mu mkwiyo ndidakankhira mayi anga ndikawapangitsa kuti agwe pansi. Adalira nthawi ija ... Koma kenako ndidadandaula.

Ndipo kodi ana anu athe kuwaphunzitsa?

Musandifunse za izi, chifukwa ana anga ndi aulemu kwambiri. Adafunsa ndi anansi! Ngakhale ana a ambiri motero anaphunzitsidwa! ... Ndimalinga kukambirana za maphunziro azachipembedzo ndi zamakhalidwe.

Ana anga ndiabwino kwambiri; osakhala m'bwalo lamilandu, panalibe ndewu, kapena chamanyazi m'nyumba! ... Popeza ndili ndi ana atatu, kupatula ochepa, ndimatha kuwaphunzitsa bwino!

Muli ndi ana atatu! ... Koma kodi ndi amene Ambuye ndi amene adakutumizani ochepa, kapena kodi vuto lanu?

Reverend, ndipo banja lingathamange bwanji ngati panali ana asanu ndi awiri kapena asanu ndi atatu?

Kodi simukudziwa kuti kuletsa ntchito yolenga ya Mulungu ndi chimodzi mwa machimo akulu kwambiri aanthu?

Zidzakhala! ... Koma pamaso pa zosowa sizilankhula!

Chifukwa chake, iwe udalakwitsa kukwatira! Mutha kukhala osakwatiwa ndikukhala mwamtendere!

Inde, osandikwatira ... Achinyamata onse amakwatirana! Komabe, ndikukhulupirira kuti uchimo weniweni ndi pamene cholengedwa cha miyezi isanu ndi itatu kapena chinayi chikamwalira.

Uwu ndi mlandu! Ndi kupha! Mulimonse, lonjezani kwa Mulungu kuti mukhala bwino kapena sindingakupatseni mwayi!

Abambo, koma ndinu okhwima! Kodi zimakukhudzani ngati ndili ndi ana atatu kapena asanu ndi awiri? Ndiyenera kuganizira zochitika zanyumba yanga.

Pakadali pano Ndine Mtumiki wa Sacramenti lalikulu; Ndiyenera kuteteza chilamulo cha Mulungu, sindisamala ngati muli ndi mwana wamwamuna kapena khumi; koma chifukwa ndinu wokwatira, muli ndi maudindo akuluakulu pamaso pa Mlengi. Ngati simukufuna kumvera lamulo la Ambuye, kumasulidwa kwanga sikungakhale kopanda tanthauzo, ndikadakhala kuti ndapereka sakramenti molakwika. Pangani malingaliro anu!

Kwenikweni ... sindingalole ... Ndiye zingakhale bwino kuti ndizivomereza pambuyo pake ... zaka zitatu kapena zinayi!

Kuvomereza mu zaka zingapo?! ... Koma kodi mukutsimikiza kuti mudzakhalabe ndi moyo? Kodi simukuwona angati omwe ali achichepere kuposa inu amwalira? Ndipo pobwera zaka zochepa, kodi mudzalapa chifukwa cha zoipa zomwe zidachitika? ... Ngati kulapa kulibe zowona, Mulungu sangakukhululukire! ... Tsoka ilo, anthu ambiri onyengedwa amachita zomwe ukunena; amakhulupirira kuti Mulungu akhoza nthabwala! ... Tsoka miyoyo iyi! ..

Ndikuwona kuti kuchita ndi kofunika kuposa momwe ndimaganizira! Koma tidzatani kunyumba ngati Ambuye atumiza mwana wina?

Mulungu ndi wamkulu! ... Onani malamulo ake ndipo mudzadalitsidwa! ... Ndikudziwa mabanja ogwira ntchito omwe ali ndi ana ambiri ndipo ndikuwona kuti ndiwabwino kuposa mabanja ena komwe kuli mwana wamwamuna kapena awiri.

Koma onani, Atate, aliyense achite monga ine! Kodi zikutanthauza kuti onse apita kugehena?

Ngati sachira, amadzivulaza mosavomerezeka! Mulungu akulondola! Tsoka kwa iwo amene safuna kugonjera chilamulo chake!

Ukwati ndi mtanda; aliyense amene akufuna kusintha mtanda kuti asangalale, adzawonongekeratu!

Chabwino ... Ndidadziyika ndekha m'manja mwa Mulungu! ... Tikukhulupirira kuti andithandiza!

Mnyamata wabwino! Dalirani Mulungu! ... Yankhani mafunso ena! Kodi mudaganizapo zakuti ana anu abatizidwe nthawi yomweyo?

Wina ankabatizidwa nthawi yomweyo, miyezi itatu kapena inayi; awiriwo, mnyamata ndi mtsikana, mapasa, adabatizidwa pafupifupi miyezi isanu ndi itatu, chifukwa bambo anga amachokera ku America.

Kuchedwetsa kubatizika kwa mwezi wopanda chifukwa chachikulu, kapena miyezi iwiri popanda chifukwa chachikulu, ndiuchimo. Bishop wathu tsopano walamula kuti asalole kuti masiku makumi awiriwo adutsemo. Ndipo popeza Bishop mu dayosisi yake amatha kupereka malamulowa, iwo amene samvera amakhala ndi mlandu waukulu wochimwa.

Koma ndani angathe kudziwa zinthu zonsezi?

Muyenera kuti muwadziwe, chifukwa zonse zimafotokozedwa m'Mipingo. Vutoli ndi lanu, chifukwa simupita kutchalitchi ndipo simumvera polalikira.

Akunena!

Ndipo kodi ana anu adalandira mgonero woyamba pa zisanu ndi ziwiri?

Sindinganene. Mkazi amatero; ali mwana amapita kutchalitchi ndi amayi ake ndipo ndikudziwa amalankhulana. Amuna, ngati sindili kulakwitsa, amalankhulana wina ndi mnzake patsiku laukwati.

Zoyipa! Abambo ayenera chidwi osati popereka chakudya chakuthupi kwa ana ake, koma popanga chilamulo cha Mulungu chizindikiridwe mokwanira m'banjamo. Ine ngati simunaganizire za moyo wanu, mungaganize bwanji za ana anu? ... Onani udindo wake pamaso pa Ambuye! Ndipo pamene ana anu adalipo kunyumba asanakwatirane, kodi amapita ku Misa Lamlungu?

Amayenera kuganizira izi! Kodi ndingachite chiyani ndi machimo a ana anga?

Abambo ndi amayi ndi omwe amachititsa izi zolakwika za anawo, bola ngati ali kunyumba ya makolo ... Pafupifupi ana anu atatu ... kodi mwawasiya mwaulere posankha boma?

Zikutanthauza chiyani?

Mwina anyamatawa amafuna atakhala ansembe ndipo mayiyo akufuna kuti akhale sisitere, ndipo mudatsutsa?

Ana anga Ansembe? ... Ndi adani a Ansembe! ... safuna ngakhale kumva za iwo! Kupatula kukhala Ansembe!

Ndi mwana wamkazi?

Mwana wawo wamkazi adatero! ... Mwa kupita kutchalitchi nthawi zonse, amakhala ndi chidwi chokhala sisitere. Ndikukumbukira kuti pomwe adandiuza izi koyamba, ndidampatsa mawondo awiri, ndikuwonjezera kuti: "Ndikadula mutu wanu mukandilankhula zambiri za izi! ... Muyenera kukwatiwa! »Sanafune kupita kuukwati; koma popeza ine ndimayang'anira kunyumba, ndidamukakamiza kuvomera dzanja launyamata. Kwa zaka ziwiri wakhala pabanja ndipo amakhala; koma sindikuwona kuti ali wokondwa kwambiri!

Wachita zoyipa kwambiri! Mudzapereka akaunti yayandikira kwa Mulungu! ... Pofika pano simungathe kukonza zolakwika zomwe zachitika! Kumbukirani kuti makolo ndiye oyang'anira ana awo komanso kuchimwa akamaphwanya ufulu wawo ... Tsopano ndikufunsani mafunso okhudzana ndi lamulo lachisanu la Mulungu. Zomwe ndikupempha kwa inu, ziyenera kukhala zoneneza ndi zoyenera.

Lamulo Lachisanu
Kodi mukudziwa zomwe lamulo limalamulira?

Sindikudziwa ... ndendende. Ndikudziwa kuti lamulo la Mulungu silikuvulaza wina.

Lamulo Lachisanu «Musaphe! »

Palibe choti ndinene pa izi. Mutha kudzipulumutsa kuti musandifunse mafunso.

Komabe, ndikulondola kuti ndikufunsani kena. Yankhani! Simuli wakupha munthu; simunayambitse manja anu ndi magazi a munthu. Kodi mwayeserapo kutenga moyo wanu?

Osati kuyesera ... sanayesere konse. Nthawi zina ndimakonda kuchita, koma ndinalibe kulimba mtima; Ndinaganizira za ana ndi mkazake ndipo ndinakhala. M'moyo wanga wonse zakhala zikundichitikira kawiri kapena katatu, munthawi yokhumudwitsa.

Izinso ndiuchimo. Moyo ndi woperekedwa ndi Mulungu ndipo sitingathe kuwutenga. Kukhala wololera kudzipha pamaso pa Mlengi ndi mlandu. Dziwani tsopano kuti mnansiyo akhoza kuphedwa osati ndi chida chokha, komanso ndi chikhumbo. Kodi mumalakalaka munthu atamwalira?

Ine, Atate, ndili ngati mkate; koma ndikawona kudzikuza, samaganiziranso! Nthawi ina mlonda adandipangira chindapusa ... koma mopanda chilungamo. Ndikadamupha ... sindikudziwa kuti ndidamuletsa bwanji! Zikadapanda kuopa kundende, ndikadapanga zamanyazi nthawi imeneyo.

Pemphani Mulungu kuti akukhululukireni chifukwa cha kusowa chonchi! ... Kodi mwakondwera ndi zoyipa za ena?

Ndili ndi chisoni chifukwa cha mavuto omwe amabwera anzanga, komanso chifukwa cha zoipa zanga. koma tsoka likapezeka kwa iwo omwe andilakwira, ndimasangalala nawo kwambiri! Mwa njira: wolondera wolakwayo adawononga nyumba ndi bomba. Nditadziwa, ndinasangalala kwambiri ndipo ndinanena kuti: Ngati bomba lija linali lowopsa, likadagwera pamutu pa olondera!

Zonsezi ndi tchimo lachivundi!

Ndipo chifukwa chiyani? Mwina mlonda sanandiphonye kaye? Ndikulakalaka zabwino kwa iwo omwe amandichitira zabwino ndipo ndimafunira zabwino iwo omwe amandichitira zoipa!

Komabe, Yesu Khristu akunena mosiyana: "Chitirani zabwino iwo omwe akukuvulazani." «Khululukirani amene akukukhumudwitsani» ... «Pempherelani iwo omwe akukuzunzani». M'malo mwake, mumachita zosiyana.

Chifukwa chake, mukuganiza kwanu, ndiyenera kupindula ndi mlonda uja ... Ndiyenera kunena kwa iye kuti: Zikomo kwambiri! ...? Ah, ndizochulukirapo! Sindingaiwale zolakwa zomwe ndalandira ndipo ndikadali ndi moyo ndizizida! Ayenera!

Ndipo sindingakupatseni mwayi.

Chifukwa chiyani?

Chifukwa Yesu Khristu akuti: "Ngati simukhululuka mbale wanu ndi mtima wonse, ndiye kuti, mnansi wanu, ngakhale Atate wanu wa kumwamba sangakukhululukireni machimo anu!

Koma inu, Atate, mumvetsetsa kuti ndi nsembe yanji kukhululuka mdani? ... ndi nsembe yomwe singachitidwe!

Popeza Mulungu amalamula, zitha kuchitika! Yesu nayenso adaikidwa osachimwa pamtanda; akanatha kubwezera yekha kupha omwe adamupachika, komabe adawakhululukira ndikuwapempherera.

Mukuyenera kuchita chiyani? Chotsani chidani chonse ndi ziphuphu pamtima panu; mumupempherere; musam'funire zoipa; ndipo mwayi ukapezeka woti wamuchitire chinthu chabwino, khala owolowa manja! ... Uzikonda mnansi wako!

Ndipo kodi ndipereke nsembe yayikulu choterechi chifukwa cha olondera amenewo? ... Osatinso chifukwa cha iye, monga mwachikondi cha Mulungu, chifukwa Mulungu amakulamulirani.

Ndipo chipiriro ... zonse chifukwa cha Mulungu!

Kodi mwatumiza matemberero?

Kumene! Kutuluka mkamwa!

Kodi nthawi zina mumawatumizira ndi mtima wonse?

Malinga ndi milandu; koma nthawi zina ndimadandaula.

Osatukwana aliyense! Mulungu amaletsa izi. Kodi mungasangalale ngati ena atakulumbirani?

Sindingazikonde!

Chifukwa chake musamachitire ena zomwe simukufuna kuti akuchitireni ... Kodi mwapereka upangiri woyipa?

Upangiri wabwino nthawi zonse! ... Si bwino kulangizira zoipa!

Komabe ngati munthu sakusamala polankhula, wina akhoza kuwononga moyo ndi upangiri woyipa. Popeza simunavomereze kwa nthawi yayitali, yesani kukumbukira mawu ochepa ... kapena malingaliro ... kapena kukopa ... zomwe zinakakamiza ena kuti achimwe. ... Inde ... Ndimakumbukira kale kena kake ... koma ndikuganiza kuti ndizopusa. Nenani zomwe mukukumbukira!

Nthawi ina mnzanga wina amabwera ku shopu; anali ndi nkhawa chifukwa mkazi wake anali atamupereka. Mkaziyo adachoka mdziko muno ndi wokonda. Munthu wosauka, anali pafupifupi kulira! Adandiuza kuti: "Ndipo ndingakhale bwanji ndekha? "Kuti ndimupangire zabwino, kuti ndimukonze, ndidamuyankha:" Osadandaula! Pali mayi wotere ... yemwe adasiyidwa ndi mwamuna wake. Mupite naye kunyumba ndipo adzakhala mkazi wako. ' M'malo mwake, upangiri wanga udadalitsidwa ndi Mulungu. amakondana kwambiri. Zikafika pakuchita zabwino, ndimabwera nthawi zonse!

Zomwe mwandiuza zakhala zoyipa kwambiri! Mudzapatsa Mulungu upangiri woyipa!

Malangizo oyipa? ... Motani? ...

Ndatulutsa anthu awiri! ...

Umbuli wanu wachipembedzo ndiwo umayambitsa zoyipa zambiri. Mkazi akasiyidwa ndi mwamuna wake ndikupita kukakhala ndi mwamuna wina, amakhala wachigololo. Malingana ngati mwamuna weniweni ali ndi moyo, mkazi ayenera kukhala yekha. Chiphunzitsochi chinaperekedwa ndi Yesu Kristu.

Izi zikakhala chonchi, ndinali kulakwitsa; koma ndidazichita bwino ... chifukwa chilichonse chomwe ndimachita sichabwino.

Mukukumbukira uphungu wina uliwonse woyipa?

Kale! Ponena za mwamuna ndi mkazi, chinthu china chaching'ono chimabwera m'mutu. Chaka chatha, tikuyenda ndi mnzake, tidalowa pazinthu zomwe timazidziwa. Mnzakeyo anati: Ndikulakalaka! Ndili ndi ana asanu ndi awiri ndipo posachedwa ndidzakhala ndi wina!

Wopusa, ndinamuyankha, ungakhale bwanji ndi ana asanu ndi atatu ... masiku ano? ... ndi vuto lako! ... Chitani ngati ine: Ana awiri kapena atatu, ndipo ndi momwemo! Koma ndikanatani, ndikawonjezera enawo, ngati ana akula tsopano? ... Kodi ndiziwaphe ndikupita kundende? Ayi, ndidayankha; Grandtiti yomwe ilipo tsopano yatsala; koma mwana wamwamuna wachisanu ndi chitatu, amuwononge. Palibe amene angadziwe. M'malo mwake, mnzanga adatsatira uphungu wanga ndipo patatha miyezi yochepa adabwera kudzandithokoza.

Ndipo simukuganiza kuti upangiriwu ndi woyipa?

Inde ... ndipo ayi ... Munthu wosauka, amakhala bwanji ndi ana asanu ndi atatu? ...

Muli ndi mlandu pamaso pa Mulungu! Mukadapanda kupereka lingaliro loipali, upanduwo sukadachitika.

Koma ndiye upandu bwanji! Anali mwana wa miyezi inayi kapena isanu!

Ngakhale mwezi umodzi, ngakhale kwa tsiku limodzi kapena ola limodzi ... nthawi zonse pamakhala mlandu, chifukwa ndi mlandu kupha mnyamata kapena munthu wokalamba. Chifukwa cha upangiri woyipawu muli ndi chikhazikitso pa inu, chomwe Bishop yekha ndi amene angachotse kwa inu; Bishopu wanu yekha ndi amene angakhululukire machimo anu.

Mukutanthauza chiyani?

Popeza kupha ana ndi mlandu, Aepiskopi nthawi yomweyo amachotsa mwana yemwe amathandiza, kupha yemwe wapereka uphungu woyipa. Mwamwayi mudabwera kwa ine kudzaulula, chifukwa Bishop, mwapadera kwambiri, mwandipatsa izi, zomwe Aneneri enanso alibe ... sindikuganiza kuti mwapereka uphungu wina woyipa!

Mukamalankhula, zinthu zina zimabwera m'maganizo! Ndimakumbukiranso kuti nthawi zingapo ndidalangiza anyamata kuti athawe ndi chibwenzi chake ndipo ndidalangiza mwana kuti asakhale wansembe. Mnyamatayo anali wabwino komanso wanzeru; akadakonda kupita ku seminare kukaphunzira; koma ndidamuwuza zinthu zambiri, mpaka ndidamupangitsa kuti asiye kufuna kukhala wansembe. Tsopano ndi daredevil, adasinthiratu ndipo ndimanong'oneza bondo lomwe adapatsidwa.

Ndipo ili ndi Lamulo lomwe mudafuna kudumpha! Kodi unawona kuti zilibe ntchito kwa ine kufunsa mafunso!! ...

Tiyeni tisunthire ku gawo lina la malamulo a Mulungu.

Lamulo la chisanu ndi chimodzi ndi chachisanu ndi chinayi
Kodi mudachimwa kusakhulupirika?

Dikirani pang'ono! ... Kodi mumasamala za chiyani? ... Sikoyenera kufunsa funso lotere! ... Zinthu zina ... osavomereza!

Mzanga, kodi ukuyerekeza kuti ukudziwa zoposa Wansembe? Ngati sichoncho, ngati kunali kofunikira, sindingakufunseni funso lotere! ... Kodi mukudziwa Lamulo Lachisanu ndi chimodzi?

Sindikumudziwa!

Ndikukuuzani: "Osachita zachinyengo" kapena usachite zachinyengo. Ndipo ndikukuphunzitsaninso lamulo lachisanu ndi chinayi: "Usakonde mkazi wa ena", ndiye kuti, thawa ngakhale malingaliro oyipa ndi zilako lako zoyipa. Monga momwe zolephera zimapangidwira motsutsana ndi malamulo ena ziyenera kuvomerezedwa, momwemonso kusaona mtima kuyenera kuvomerezedwa.

Koma ndikukufunsani: Chifukwa chiyani mukuvutika kuonetsa mtundu uwu wauchimo? Apa, chovuta changa ndikuti ndimachita manyazi kuvomereza zinthu zina ndipo sindikudziwa kunena!

Tiyenera kuchita manyazi pochita machimo awa osati kuvomereza. Panjira yodzifotokozera nokha, osadandaula; samalani ndi mafunso anga. Kodi mwasiya mofatsa kuganiza kapena kusilira zomwe Mulungu amaletsa pankhani ya chikhalidwe?

E, Atate, ndife amuna ... mutu umagwira ntchito nthawi zonse! ... Tsopano ndili ndi zaka zanga pamapewa anga ndipo malingaliro awa samakhala pafupipafupi; koma kufikira zaka makumi anayi, malingaliro ndi zikhumbo zoterezi zidachitika pafupipafupi. Koma malingaliro osatinso china! ... Zomwe mukufuna, mumayang'ana kulikonse, mumawona zinthu zokongola ndi anthu ... ndipo popeza sindipangidwe nkhuni ... ndimathamangira malingaliro! Mwa kusapweteketsa aliyense, kuyang'ana ngakhale kukhumba, ndikukhulupirira kuti sanachimwe.

Muyenera kuwerengera uthenga wabwino! Yesu Khristu akuti, polankhula ndi abambo: Ngati wina wayang'ana mzimayi pomupeza iye wamachimwa kale mumtima mwake!

Ndiye ndidzakhala ndi machimo angati pa chikumbumtima changa? ... Zachidziwikire kuposa tsitsi pamutu panga!

Tetezani maso anu! ... Musaiwale kuti maso ndi mazenera omwe mdierekezi amalowera mu moyo!

Koma kodi mawonekedwe aliwonse komanso lingaliro lililonse lotsutsana ndi kuwona mtima ndi chimo?

Ngati muchita izi mosakhalapo, osaganiza ... simuli ndi mlandu; koma ngati mungazindikire zomwe mumachita kapena mukuganiza ndipo mukufuna kuyimitsa m'mutu mwanu zomwe Mulungu amaletsa, mumachimwa nthawi ndi nthawi. Chifukwa chake ndikukuuzani kuti khalani maso! ... Kodi mwapitako ku malo owopsa kapena makampani oyipa?

Nthawi zonse ndimathawa anthu oyipa; ndichifukwa chake ndakhala molemekezeka nthawi zonse. Ndani amadziwa ... ali mnyamata ... ngati msilikali ... kodi unapita m'misewu ina ... kodi udalowa nyumba zina?

Ndipo zowonadi! ... Ndalimbikitsanso ena!

Pakadali pano muyenera kulira zoyipa ndi misozi ya magazi! Dzichepetseni pamaso pa Mulungu ndipo muganiza motsimikiza mtima kuti musinthe momwe mumakhalira pankhaniyi! ... Kodi mwalankhula zopanda chilungamo kapena zoyipa? ...

Eya, Atate, ndani padziko lapansi ayenera kulankhula za? Mwina timalankhula za ndalama kapena timalankhula za zinthu zachinyengo. Koma musakhulupilire kuti ndi ine ndekha amene ndimalankhula! Onse osiyanitsa, amuna ndi akazi, makamaka akazi kuposa amuna!

Kodi mwakhala ndi chizolowezi choyankhula chilankhulo kwanthawi yayitali?

Ndili mwana! ... Mphunzitsi wanga woyamba pankhaniyi anali mbuye, yemwe ndinapita kukagwira ntchito.

Kodi nthawi zina mumalankhulapo mwaukali pamaso pa anyamata? Eho, anyamatawa! ... Koma akudziwa zoposa zakale! Nthawi zochepa chabe zomwe ndimalankhula pamaso pa anyamata awiri, abale; sanadziwe kalikonse ndipo ine ndinali woyamba kuwaphunzitsa ...

Ndiye kuti, munayamba kuwagwedeza! Koma kodi ukudziwa zomwe Yesu Kristu akunena za izi? "Tsoka kwa aliyense amene amapereka chitonzo! Zingakhale bwino atamangirira mwala wamamphero pakhosi la munthu wamisala ndikugwera munyanja »! Ndipo "tsoka" uyu Yesu Kristu adalengeza m'malo mwanu!

Ndipo ndikulonjezanso kuti sindidzanena zopanda chilungamo pamaso pa osalakwa!

Kuti musachite konse mwamtheradi, ngati simudzakhala ndi mlandu uliwonse!

Koma ndikalankhula za zinthu zina ... ... ndani asanadziwe zambiri za ine, zingakhale zovulaza bwanji?

zimakhala zamanyazi nthawi zonse! Kuyankhula, mukuganiza; kumbuyo kwa lingaliro kumabwera chikhumbo. Ndipo kodi sindinakuuzeni kuti malingaliro ndi zikhumbo zoyipa ndi machimo? Ndipo ... iwo amene amakumvera iwe, popeza sanapangidwe nkhuni, amachimwanso ... ndipo akamvera kwambiri, cholakwa cha wokambayo chimakhala chachikulu!

M'mayendedwe ndiyenera kuchita?

Osapereka mawu oyipa, osamvetsera kwa iwo mofunitsitsa, thawani gulu la iwo omwe akusanza matope mkamwa ndipo ngati wina angayerekeze kulankhula mwamanyazi pamaso panu, mum'nyoze, osawopa kutsutsidwa!

Iye, Abambo, ndi okhwimitsa kwambiri! ... Amapereka mawu ofunikira kwambiri! ... Koma mawu ... ndi mawu! ... sindikuganiza kuti Mulungu ndi wovuta kuposa momwe aliri!

Kodi simukuganiza choncho? Izi ndi zomwe Yesu Khristu amaphunzitsa mu uthenga wabwino: "Mwa mawu aliwonse achabechabe amene anthu azinena, adzawerengera tsiku lachiweruziro"!

Ndikuwona kuti zinthu zikuchepa ... ndipo ndikusowa moyo!

Osataya mtima! ... Mukadaphunzitsidwa komanso kusungidwa ngati mwana, mukadakhalapo nawo ma sakramenti muli mwana ... simukadadabwitsa tsopano mwa malangizo anga. Mtengowo umawongola wokha!

Amanena zoona!

Kodi mudawerengapo mabuku oyipa ... zolaula?

Apa: Ndinalowa giredi lachitatu ndipo ndili ndi maphunziro ochepa, koma nthawi zonse ndimakonda kuwerenga. Ndinawerenga zambiri komanso chilichonse.

Kodi mudakhalapo ndi mabuku oyipa m'manja mwanu?

Zosiyana ndi zosiyana; koma sanali anga; adandibwereketsa kwa ine. Ndili ndi mabuku atatu okha. Zabwino?

Ndiwophunzitsa! Iwo sangathe kupita m'manja mwa anyamata ndi anyamata; ndi mabuku a anthu okwatirana.

Kodi ali ndi malangizo osakhulupirika?

Zachidziwikire! ... Koma, ndimazisunga mubokosi ndipo posachedwa ndizipereka kwa akulu okha.

Dziwani kuti kuwerenga mabuku achisembwere ndikuwabwereka ndi chimo lalikulu. Popeza izi zili chomwecho, sindidzawabwezanso kwa munthu aliyense; Ndidzazisunga ndi loko ndi kiyi.

Muyenera kuwawotcha! ndizomveranso chisoni kuti musunge buku loipa.

Ndipo chifukwa chake nchiyani?

Kuwerenga buku loipa, malingaliro oyipa ndi zikhumbo zimabuka nthawi yomweyo; ndipo izi nzoipa. Kusungabe buku loterali, tsiku lina lingakhale lokonzeka kulilandira ndi kuliwerenga; kuyesa kwamphamvu; zili ngati njoka pansi pa pilo! ... Tsopano pemphani Mulungu kuti akukhululukireni machimo omwe mwawerengera molakwika komanso za machimo omwe ochimwa omwe mudawabweretsera mabuku oyipawo; mwabwereketsa zambiri ndipo muli ndi machimo ambiri mu moyo wanu ...

Ndikufunsani funso lomwe lingagwirizane ndi nthawi yakale: Kodi mwakhala wokonda kuvina?

Tsopano sindikuganiziranso izi; koma mpaka zaka makumi atatu, kuvina kunali kulakalaka kwanga!

Kodi mudayika choyipa china kuvina?

Eya, ndili mwana wachinyamata, pafupifupi nthawi zonse! ... Zomwe akufuna ndichinyamata amene amasangalala ndi moyo! ...

Mulungu akukhululukireni chifukwa cha zomwe mwachita! ... Kodi mwawonapo sinema yoyipa ndi mitundu yosiyanasiyana?

Izinso ndichizolowezi changa!… Lamlungu lililonse, ngati sindipita ku sinema, sindikuganiza kuti ndi phwando!

Mutha kusunga ndalama ndikupita kutchalitchi kuti mumvere ulalikiwo! ... Osachepera, kodi mudali ndi chidwi chofunsira kuti filimu ndiyabwino kapena ndiyabwino?

Ah, makanema omwe ndikuwona ndiabwino komanso okongola! Iwo ndi akatswiri. Ndili ndi zosangalatsa kwambiri.

Ndipo kodi mudayamba mwapezekapo pamaso pa zojambula zina ... zojambula zina ... zomwe zimakuvutitsani malingaliro anu ... mwachidule, kuti mudachitire umboni zina zopanda ulemu? Ndikumvetsa! Abambo, mu sinema lero zinthu izi sizingasowe; pomwe pali zowerengeka zochepa zoterezi komanso pamene zikupitilirabe ... Nthawi zina ndakhala ndikumva anthu ena akufuula kuti: "Manyazi! ... Ndikutuluka mchipinda chino! ... Zinthu zonyansa izi sizimadziwonetsa pagulu"

Izi ndi zomwe ena ananena! Ndipo mudati chiyani?

Me? ... Palibe! ... Ndidakhala kuti ndiyang'ane ndikusangalala! ... ndichifukwa chake mumapita ku sinema ... kuti musangalale! Popeza abambo ndi amayi amakopeka ndi izi ... ndichifukwa chake makanema amadzaza nthawi zonse!

Kodi simukuwona kuti makanema awa ndiamakhalidwe oyipa? ... Osapita kumeneko! ... Mukatsimikiza kuti nthawi zina filimu imawonekera kwa aliyense, ndiye pitani. Koma kumbukirani kuti zochepa mukamapita ku sinema, ndizabwino.

Koma ngati aliyense atachita izi, malo owonera kanema akanakhalabe opanda kanthu masiku ambiri! ... Woyang'anira wosaukayo akanataya ndalama zake!

Bwino motere! ... Pezani mkate mwanjira ina! Oyang'anira mawonetsedwe oyipa amachita machimo akuluakulu, chifukwa amawononga chikhalidwe cha anthu. Ngati m'modzi wa iwo abwera kwa ine kudzaulula ... ndikadamukana. Makanema lero ndiwotsutsa za gehena! ...

Kumbukirani, kumaliza pa lamulo la chisanu ndi chimodzi, kulemekeza thupi lanu, kuliphatikiza monga momwe mungachitire chiwiya chopatulika, monga momwe mungalemekezere Chalice la Misa!

Tsopano ndikumvetsetsa zinthu zambiri, abambo! ... mukunena zowona! ... Koma mukadakhala kudziko monga momwe mumanenera ... samalani ndi zinthu zina ... pewani zolankhula zina ... musamawerenge mabuku achiwerewere ... kuvina popanda zoyipa ... kuthawa cinema ... moyo ungakhale nawo zathu? ... Mdziko lapansi zimakondweretsa!

Zosangalatsa zovomerezeka inde; achiwerewere, ayi! ... Tili m'dziko lino kupulumutsa miyoyo yathu, kutsatira ziphunzitso zaumulungu. Kutsatira Yesu Kristu ndikupita kumwamba ndikofunika kudzipereka, apo ayi kuli gehena ... moto wamuyaya!

Ndiye kodi onse amene amadzipereka kuzokambirana zomwe zatchulidwazi apita ku Gahena?

Ngati saleka ndipo osabwereranso kwa Mulungu, adzadzipereka okha!

Koma mukufuna chiyani, Reverend, dziko lili ngati ili! Mulungu iyemwini anafuna kuchita izi mwanjira iyi!

Sizowona! ... ndi choyipa chamunthu chomwe chimapotoza zinthu zina! ... Ndipo Ambuye atemberera dziko lapansi chifukwa cha kusakhulupirika kwake! Tsiku lina Yesu Kristu anati: “Tsoka dziko lapansi chifukwa cha chinyalala chake! ndikosatheka kuti kunyanyala sikuchitika; koma tsoka ali nalo munthu amene tsoka lakelo likhala! »Kodi mwamva zomwe Ambuye akuti? ... Aliyense amene akufuna kupita kumwamba, amakhala mdziko lapansi osatope!

Lamulo la chisanu ndi chiwiri ndi lakhumi
Kusintha mutu, tiwone ngati pali kusowa konse mu machitidwe a lamulo la Mulungu ili.

Ndipo lamulo lachisanu ndi chiwiri likuti chiyani?

«Chachisanu ndi chiwiri: Usabe! »

Ah, ndizochulukirapo! ... Ndifunseni mafunso kuti mudziwe ngati anaba!? ... Palibe wogwira ntchito wowona mtima mtawuni kuposa ine. Kuba? Osatinso! ... Osauka inde, koma osati wakuba! ... ndimalandira mkate wanga ndi manja odala awa!

Mukunena zowona! Komabe ... mafunso ena ndiyenera kufunsa! nthawi zonse zimachitika chifukwa cha inu.

Pitani patsogolo ... koma mudzazindikira chikumbumtima changa! Pachifukwa ichi, ndikumva bwino ngati Namwali Mariya ... kuchotsa machimo anga!

Mukudziwa kuti akuba si okhawo omwe ali m'ndende; akuba ambiri ali mfulu. Sikuti munthu amene amaba ndi dzanja ayenera kuonedwa kuti ndi wakuba, komanso wobera ena zinthuzo ndi wakuba. Mutanena izi, yankhani: Kodi mwagwira ntchito molimbika?

Nthawi zonse mosamala!

Kodi mwalipira ntchito yanu kuposa chilungamo?

Pano, ndimachita izi: Kodi makasitomala akusowa? Ndimamufunsa pang'ono. Kodi munthu wolemera amawuka? Amayenera kudzipereka yekha ndi iwo omwe adalipira pang'ono.

Sizowona! Chitani bwino, ngati mungathe, kuthandiza osowa; Sichilungamo kufunsa munthu wachuma uja kuti ali ndi ngongole yanji ... Ndipo zomwe mumagulitsa, zomwe mumachita, mumasinthana kapena zopeka?

Moyenera! ... Ngati simubera pang'ono zogulitsa, mungakhale bwanji? Pambuyo pa zonse anthu amatero! Kodi mumagulitsa vinyo? Imayenda ndi madzi ... Kodi imagulitsa ufa wa tirigu? Mumasakaniza ndi chinthu chakunja. Kodi mumanyamula nsapato? Dzuwa, limangopeka pang'ono. Makasitomala sangazindikire, chifukwa kunja kuli ntchito.

Ndipo izi zikuwoneka kuti sizikuba iwe? Ngati angakupatseni ndalama zabodza zogwirira ntchitoyo, munganene chiyani?

Ndikanapandukira!

Chifukwa chake, samalani kuti musamanamize anthu! ... Kodi mudalakwirapo popereka ndalama, kapena polandila?

nkomwe; ndipo izi zikachitika, ndinathokoza Mulungu chifukwa chonditsogolera.

Uku ndi kuba!

Koma, Ababa, mwangozi andipatsa ndalama zowonjezera ndipo ndiyenera kubwezera? ... Ndazindikira kuti sindinazindikire Nditatenga mathalauza awiri m'sitolo ndipo ndimawalipira; popeza panali mpikisano wambiri wamakasitomala, powona kuti sindinayang'anitsidwe, ndidachoka osalipira ...

Zoyipa kwambiri!

Koma ogulitsa mashopu awa amaba ndalama zambiri! ... Amayimba mlandu katundu!

Ngati ndi mbala, simuyenera kukhala wakuba! ... Kodi mwabweza zinthu zomwe zapezeka?

Sindinapeze chilichonse! Kamodzi kapena kawiri ndidapeza matikiti enaake ndipo ndidabweza kwa eni ake. Kamodzi kokha, zaka zambiri zapitazo, chikwama cha kasitomala chinagwera mu shopu yanga. Popeza ndimafunikira ndalama masiku amenewo, ndimafuna kupezerapo mwayi. Komabe, Ababa, ndapeza miyala yochepa chabe. Ndinakhumudwa! Ndimafunitsitsa nditapeza zina zambiri!

Uku kuba! ... Kodi mwachitapo zosalungama zilizonse, mwachitsanzo, zolemetsa?

Mu shopu yanga mumangogwira ntchito; palibe cholemera. Koma zaka makumi awiri zapitazo ndinali ndi shopu yaying'ono ndipo nthawi zambiri ndimabera. koma zinthu zazing'ono! Zolemera zinali ziwiri; anyamata kapena anthu ophweka akabwera, ndimayika zolemera zabodza. Palibe amene anazindikira chinyengo ... chifukwa ndine wanzeru ndipo ndimatha kuchita zinthu zanga bwino!

Mwachitiratu zinthu zopanda chilungamo ... mwachitsanzo ... kuyenda ... kukagula katundu m'malo mwa ena ... ... ?

Ponena za maulendo, ndikusamala; koma ndikatha kuchita popanda kulipira tikiti zochepa, chifukwa chosasamala kwa wochititsa, ndimachita mwakufuna kwawo. Ponena za kugula m'malo mwa ena, mzanga wina adandipatsa miyala yokwana zana kuti ndimugulire suti mumzinda. Ndikadatha kukhala nazo zokwanira makumi asanu ndi atatu ndipo motero ndidapeza zikopa mazana awiri.

Uku ndikunabanso!… Kodi mwaperekapo ndalama pachikwereti pamoyo wanu wonse?

Pakadali pano ndikufuna kuti ndani angandibwereke. Popeza bizinesi yanga inkakulirakulira pafupifupi zaka makumi atatu, ndinayika pambali pafupi miliyoni miliyoni. Mkazi wanga adandiwuza kuti ndibweze ndalamayo pachikongoletso. Ndikhulupirira kuti palibe vuto chilichonse!

Ndipo mudafunsa zochuluka motani?

Zomwe Mpingo Woyera umafuna. Nthawi zonse zolondola ... musatengere mwayi. Adandipatsa gawo khumi.

Chaka chilichonse?…

Chonde! ... miyezi itatu iliyonse!

Chifukwa chake salinso khumi; ndi XNUMX% pachaka; ndichimo lachivundi kuchita izi! ... ndizoyipa kuposa kuba.

Koma, zochepa kwambiri sizingafunsidwe!

Kenako ndibwino kusabwereka ndalama! ... Pazinthu zopanda chilungamo zonsezi, pemphani Mulungu kuti akukhululukireni ndipo muyenera kukonza zomwe zabvulaza ena. Ngati mukudziwa wina amene mwam'bera, alipireni m'njira iliyonse ndi ndalama kapena ndi ntchito ... Ngati simungathe tsopano, zichite mukatha kuzichita.

Koma ena akamandinamiza, sabwera kudzakonza zowonongeka ... Ndipo kodi ndiyenera kuchita?

Palibe malo apakati: kubwezeretsa kapena kulanga. Ndipo ngati mulibe mtima wofuna kukonza zopanda chilungamo, sindingakupatseni mwayi.

Koma zomwe ndidachita ndidazichita zonse. Zamalonda zili ngati izi.

Ngati ena ndi akuba, mulibe ufulu wokhala akuba. Chifukwa chake lonjeza.

Ndipo chipiriro ... tikulonjeza ...

Yankhaninso funso ili: kodi muli okondwa ndi momwe muliri kapena mukukhumba chuma cha ena?

Abambo, funso ili ndi lodabwitsa! ... Zachidziwikire kuti sindine wokondwa momwe ndimakhalira ... ndimakhala m'nyumba yaying'ono ndipo munthu wachuma uja kunyumba yachifumu yayikulu! ... ndiyenera kudya mkate ndi nyemba ndipo winayo amapanga chakudya chamasana chokomera! ...

Kukhumba kukhala ndi zomwe zikufunika kapena kukonza momwe zinthu zilili bwino si tchimo. Kufuna zapamwamba sikuyenera!

Koma pakadali pano olemera amasangalala! ...

Sara! Amatha kusangalala zaka zingapo ... koma kenako adzayankha mlandu kwa Mulungu! Yesu Khristu akuti: "Tsoka kwa olemera! ... ndikosavuta kuti ngamila idutse pa bowo la singano kuposa kuti munthu wachuma alowe Kumwamba! »

Zilidi choncho! Ayenera hade! Samagwira ntchito, amadzipereka okha kusangalala konse, amawononga ndalama pazopamwamba ndipo safuna kuchita zachifundo!

Koma sikuti aliyense ali wotere

Onse popanda kusiyanitsa! ... ndikudziwa ambiri.

Chifukwa chake, ndinu okhutitsidwa ndikukhala ndi thanzi, nyumba yoti muzikhalamo komanso shopu yogwira ntchito. Onaninso iwo omwe ali oyipitsitsa kuposa inu! ... Yesu Khristu analinso wogwira ntchito osauka. Musaiwale kuti kufa kumabweretsa chilichonse kumanda! ...

Tiyeni tiwone chikumbumtima chanu pa lamulo lachisanu ndi chitatu lomwe lingakhale lomaliza, malingana ndi mafunso omwe afunsidwe kwa inu.

Lamulo lachisanu ndi chitatu
Kodi lamulo ili ndi liti?

Chachinayi: «Osanena umboni wabodza! »

O! Ndi Lamulo lomwe ndimakonda kwambiri! Reverend, ndidamuuza pamsonkhano woyamba: Sindinapereke umboni wabodza! Sindinakhalepo kukhothi! ... ndipo ngakhale bambo anga ndi ana anga! ... Kodi mukufuna kufunsa mafunso za Lamuloli?

Ndizichita ... chifukwa sikuti umboni wabodza ndi chimo m'khothi, komanso kwina.

Kenako, funsani bwino! Ndili otsimikiza kuti bola mu Lamulo lotsiriza sindidzadzitonza ndekha.

Kodi ndinu munthu wodzipereka?

Sincerissimo! Ndine "Santa Chiara waku Naples"!

Kodi nthawi zina mumanama ... kuntchito ... kunyumba ... pakati pa abwenzi?

Reverend, ngati abodza amanenedwa, samanenedwa zoipa, kungochita zabwino. Ndipo mabodza anga ndi zopanda pake ... mabodza a shopu!

Bodza silikhala lovomerezeka. Ngati nthawi zina sichinthu chanzeru kunena zoona, munthu amakhala chete.

Muyenera kumvetsetsa kuti ngati ogwira ntchito sauza makasitomala mabodza, shopu yathu imamwalira.

. Kodi mwalumbira pa bodza?

Nthawi zambiri. Koma nthawi zonse pazinthu zazing'ono.

Kulumbira mabodza, ngakhale mwamwano, ndi chinyengo chachikulu.

Ngati sindilumbira, palibe amene amandikhulupirira. Ndiyenera kulumbira motsimikiza. Ndipo inenso ndimakakamiza ena kulumbira, pomwe amanditsimikizira kuti china chake chomwe ndimawopa ndichabodza.

Zimapweteka kufunsa mosavuta lumbiro la ena, chifukwa mumawaika pachiwopsezo cholumbira monama ...

Kodi mwanyoza aliyense?

Osatinso! ... Woneneza, zimapweteketsa!

Popeza simunadziulule kwa zaka zambiri, yesetsani kukumbukira zolakwa zina zomwe mwachita.

Chikumbumtima changa ndi ufulu. Sindinapatse munthu mlandu wosalakwa.

Kodi mwawonetserapo ena vuto lalikulu lobisika la ena?

Izi zitha kuchitika! Koma ndimangokhalira kulankhula za zinthu zomwe ndaziwona ndi maso anga ... zinthu zowona ndikugwira dzanja. Mwachitsanzo, nthawi ina m'mbuyomu ndidazindikira kuti bambo wina amalowa kumapeto kwa banja, pafupi ndi langa. Ndidatsimikiza kumuyang'anitsitsa ndipo kangapo ndidazindikira kuti sanali kuchita zolungama. Ndili ndi chitsimikizo, popeza ndilibe lilime, ndidayamba kukambirana za kunyumba, kenako m'sitolo kwa makasitomala ena ndipo ndimasabata angapo chigawo chidadzala ndi chilichonse.

Wachita tchimo lalikulu.

Bamboyo adaphonya; koma chibadwa chake chidabisika; munalibe ufulu woti mulenge ...

Koma anali otetezeka ... anawona kangapo ndi maso anga!

Zilibe kanthu ... Kodi mungasangalale ngati ena atakufotokozerani zoperewera zomwe mudachita mobisa?

Sindingakonde.

Chifukwa chake ... sitiyenera kuchitira ena zomwe sitikufuna kuti tichite ...

Kodi mwamufotokozera munthu wina zoyipa zomwe wamumva?

Nthawi zonse zabwino! ... Wina wanena zoipa mzanga ndikunena zazikulu. Ine, chifukwa cha kukoma mtima kwa bwenzi langa, ndinapita kukamuuza zonse ... koma nthawi zonse zabwino! Ndikumbukira, komabe, kuti munthu wina, yemwe ndidamuwuza zinthu zomwe zidamunenera, adakwiya kwambiri, adapita kukafufuza madandaulo ndikum'menya; awa adatenga mpeni kuti abweze mbama ... ndikuthokoza zabwino anthu adathamangira, apo ayi milandu ina ikanachitika!

Nthawi zonse zabwino ... ndizowona? Ganizirani zomwe Mzimu Woyera amaphunzitsa. Kodi mudamvapo chilichonse chokhudza m'bale wanu? Aloleni afe mwa inu!

Ndipo kodi mumadziwa momwe mungasungire zinsinsi?

Ah, ife amuna sitili ngati akazi! Akandiuza chinsinsi, nthawi zonse chimakhala chinsinsi. Nthawi zambiri ndimauza mkazi wanga, kapena anzanga.

Koma mukutsimikiza kuti mkazi wanu kapena mnzanu amasunga chinsinsi? ... Akakulimbikitsani, musayankhule ndi aliyense! ... Kodi mwayikira kapena kuweruza mnzanu molakwika?

Ngati wina sakukaikira, amaika m'thumba mosavuta. Ndimakayikira ... nthawi zonse zabwino ... ndipo nthawi zonse ndimagwa ndi mapazi anga ... Palibe amene amachita moona mtima; nkhope zinayi zikuwonetsedwa ... ndipo ndikofunikira kuganiza zoyipa.

Khalidwe lanu silabwino. Mukakhala ndi chifukwa chabwino chokayikira, sizoyipa kutero; koma popanda chifukwa chomveka sikololedwa kukayikira komanso zoyipa kwambiri kuweruza molakwika. Yesu Kristu akuti: «Musaweruze ndipo simudzaweruzidwa; musatsutse ndipo simudzatsutsidwa. Ndi muyeso womwewo muyesa ena, iwonso adzakuyezerani. Kodi mukufuna kutsutsidwa ndi Mulungu?

Chifukwa cha zachifundo!

Kenako lingalirani za mnansi wanu. Lonjezani tsopano kwa Mulungu kuti mukhale atcheru kwambiri pakutsata Lamulo Lachisanu ndi Chitatu ndipo mulinganize popewa kung'ung'udza komanso osamvereranso iwo omwe akung'ung'udza. Aliyense wolankhula zosayenera amakhala ndi chiwanda mkamwa mwake; ndipo amene amvera mwakufuna, ali ndi mdierekezi m'makutu mwake ...

Chifukwa chake tatsiriza mafunso pa Malamulo a Mulungu Tsopano tayang'ana mwachidule pa General Precepts of the Church.

Chifundo! ... Kodi pali machimo ena? ... Muyenera kutaya mutu wanu!

Palibe chomwe chingatayike ... Chilichonse kuti mupindule.

Malangizo a Mpingo
Lamulo loyamba lidayesedwa kale nditakufunsani za Misa yaphwando. Lamulo lachinayi silikukukhudzani kwambiri, chifukwa ndinu osauka ndipo mulibe njira yothandizira Mpingo. Lachisanu silikufunanso inu, chifukwa mwakwatirana kale; Ndayimilira pa wachiwiri ndi wachitatu.

KULIMBITSA NDIPONSO KULIMBITSA
Kodi mudadya nyama masiku oletsedwa ndipo mwaphonya kusala kudya masiku ake?

Sindinamvetsetse izi.

Ndikufotokozera. Izi ndi zinthu zoperekedwa ndi Papa, Mutu wa Mpingo wa Katolika.

Lachisanu musamadye nyama, kapena pudding wakuda kapena kulowerera kwa nyama yamagazi ofunda. Komabe, mutha kupanga tsiku limenelo ndi ntchito ina yabwino.

Ku Lent, nyama samadyedwa Lachisanu lililonse komanso Tsiku la Ash, ndiye kuti, tsiku lotsatira Carnival, lomwe ndi tsiku loyamba la Lente.

Kufikira zaka khumi ndi zinayi, lamulo lachipembedzoli silofunikira. Pambuyo pazaka khumi ndi zinayi, lamulo ili lilibe malire.

Odwala ndi iwo omwe ali ndi zifukwa zazikulu sangakhale nawo. Koma pankhaniyi ndikofunikira kupereka ndi ntchito ina yabwino.

Kusala kumayikidwa kawiri pachaka: Ash Day ndi Lachisanu Labwino. Iwo amene ali ndi zaka makumi awiri ndi chimodzi mpaka zaka makumi asanu ndi zinayi akuyenera kusala. Odwala amafalitsidwa, iwo omwe ali ofooka kwambiri komanso omwe amagwira ntchito molimbika. Adalangizidwa kuti apange kusala kudya ndi ntchito ina yabwino.

Amatha kusala motere: chakudya cham'mawa, omwe akumva kusowa amaloledwa kudya chakudya chopepuka. Khofi saphwanya kudya. Chakudya chamasana chilichonse chimaloledwa, zochuluka komanso zabwino, kupatula nyama. Chakudya chamadzulo ndizochepa. Mutha kusintha masana ndi chakudya chamadzulo.

Monga mukuwonera, ndizosavuta kuchita izi pang'ono.

Tsopano popeza ndikudziwa, ndisamala. Ndipo, pali mkazi wanga amene amadziwa zinthu zonsezi ndipo amatha kuzikumbukira.

Kodi mwamwa mowa mwauchidakwa?

Abambo, khudza batani lowoneka bwino! Kwa ife antchito, vinyo ali ngati mkaka wa ana! Si vuto langa ngati ndimamwa kwambiri; ndi kufunikira. Ndikadatha popanda mkate; koma osapanga vinyo?!…

Kodi mumamwa kwambiri mpaka kuledzera?

Kufikira apa, ayi! ... Ndine wokondwa! Nthawi zina ndimawoneka okondwa kwambiri ndi abwenzi kenako wina amandigwira ndi mkono ndikupita nane kunyumba.

Koma ndikakhala wokondwa, sindipweteka aliyense. Ndikafika kunyumba, ndimagona ndipo zonse zimatha.

Tcherani khutu ku zomwe ndikukuuzani: Vinyo pang'ono si woyipa kumwa; zochuluka kwambiri nzoipa. Mukayamba kutaya chifukwa chamamwa vinyo wambiri ndipo simulinso mwini wake, mumakhumudwitsa Ambuye kwambiri.

Ndidzakhala wosamala kwambiri ... ndipo chifukwa chake ndidzagwiritsa ntchito ndalama zochepa. Ah, chizolowezi choyipa bwanji ... ndikuchiwona nachonso! Atate, ndikhululukireni! Kodi mukudziwa chifukwa chake ndinamwa vinyo wambiri? ... Chifukwa ndinali ndi ludzu kwambiri! Ndikukhulupirira kukhala wodziletsa.

Ndimasilira ndikusangalatsa kukoma kwanu ...

CHIWIRI CHOKHA
Ndimawulukira langizo ili. Ndakufunsani mafunso ofunika koyambirira kwa Confidence.

Kunena zowona, sindikukumbukira zomwe zimalamulira.

Vomerezani kamodzi pachaka ndipo lankhulani pafupifupi Isitala.

Inde, zomwe zandiuza! Chifukwa chake, chaka chilichonse ndiyenera kuulula ndikulankhula. Kamodzi pachaka ... kodi nzoona?

Ayi, zokhazo! Koma osachepera! Osachepera zikutanthauza kuti ndikwabwino kulandira masakramenti nthawi zambiri. Mukasamba kwambiri nkhope yanu, imatsukanso. Yesani kukhala chaka osasamba! ... Kodi nkhope yanu idzakhala bwanji?

Kuyeretsa ndikofunikira; nkhope singakhalepo popanda madzi. Pochapa, fumbi ndi mafuta zimachotsedwa ndipo munthu amapuma bwino; ngakhale nkhope yanu itakhala yoyera, mumasamba kuti muchepetse ndipo muli bwino!

Zabwino kwambiri! ... Zomwe mumachita pamaso panu, zichitanso moyo. Mukavomereza, yeretsani chikumbumtima chanu, tsitsimutsani mzimu wanu, mukumva bwino. Kodi mwawona machimo angati omwe mudakhala nawo mu moyo wanu? Ndapeza chikumbumtima chanu ngati nkhope yomwe sinasambitsidwe kwazaka zambiri. Chifukwa chake vomerezani, mwachitsanzo, patchuthi chachikulu pachaka, kapena Lachisanu loyamba la mwezi. Ndipo mutha kulankhulana pafupipafupi. ndizokongola kwambiri kulandira Yesu!

Ndikuwonjezeranso kuti, monga momwe zilili ndi udindo waukulu kulandira Yesu mu nthawi ya Isitara, palinso udindo waukulu kulandira mgonero ngati Viaticum kumapeto kwa moyo. Udindo umagona ndi wodwala komanso abale ake.

Kuvomereza kwanu kwatha. Kodi mwakhala moona mtima, kapena mwabisala tchimo lalikulu chifukwa chamanyazi? Ngati ndi choncho, mukadali ndi nthawi, konzani; ngati sichoncho, chivomerezo chanu chimakhala chosinjirira, popeza Mulungu sangakukhululukireni machimo obisika kapena iwo omwe alapa.

Sindikuganiza kuti pali zophophonya zina! Watha kuchotsa machimo anga onse, ngati kuti anali ndi maloko.

Ndipo kenako konzekerani kukonzekera.

KUPEMBEDZA
Ganiza, wokondedwa wanga, zolakwitsa zambiri zomwe mwabweretsa kwa Ambuye! Mumayika Yesu pamtanda ndipo mumamupweteka mtima! ... Koma Yesu ndi wabwino ndipo amakukhululukirani. Mulole Magazi ake abwere kudzatsuka moyo wanu ndikulonjeza kuti sadzachimwanso. Pakadali pano, mukagwere Crucifix wachichepereyu.

Wogwirayo asunthidwa ... Tayang'anani pa Yesu pamtanda ndipo mumupsompsone kulira: Ambuye, chifundo ... ndikhululukire! Zikuwoneka ngati wamsonkho. alapa moona mtima.

Pakadali pano bambo Serafino akuti njira yodziwikiratu.

Popeza simungathe kulimba mtima kwambiri, mverani Misa mkati mwa sabata ndikupanga momwemo zolakwira Mulungu!

Antonio akutenga dzanja la abambo a Serafino ndikupsompsona mobwerezabwereza; kenako akuti: Ndili wokondwa bwanji! ... Sindinakhalepo m'moyo wanga momwe ndimakondwera kwambiri mumtima mwanga! ... ndimakhala ndi mtima wopepuka! ... Ndikhulupirira kuti ngati andimeta, ndikadakhala wolemera! ... Kukongola kotani! ... Ndipo chodabwitsachi chingafotokozedwe bwanji?

Ndi chisomo cha Mulungu chomwe chatsikira mwa inu. Yesu anakusambitsani ndi magazi ake.

Koma kodi onse omwe amavomereza amasangalala kwambiri?

Okhawo amene amavomereza bwino, amalapa machimo ndikutsimikiza kuti asakhumudwenso Ambuye!

Popeza izi ndi zomwe zikuchitika, ndikufuna kubwerera kukalapa ndikuwuza anzanga zomwe ndayesera!

A Antonio adachoka pamsonkhano wachipembedzo wa Franciscan; adawoneka kuti wabadwanso m'moyo watsopano.

DZIKO Loyamba
Pomaliza ndakupeza! Ndakhala ndikupita kunyumba kwanu ndipo simunakhaleko! Ndalowa mchipindamo koma sindinakuwoneni! ... Koma mwakhala kuti? ... Ndipo mumapita kuti mwachangu?

Wokondedwa Nicolia, ndiyenera kuulula kwa Abambo Serafino ndipo tsopano ndikubwerera kwathu.

Kuvomereza? ... Iwe? ... Monga mkazi wako? ... Koma pitani kumeneko, ndasiya kukulemekezani! ... Lemberani omwe achimwa ... koma osavomereza, ndani maluwa okhulupirika! ...

Chifukwa chake ndimaganiziranso mpaka maora angapo apitawa. Koma zitatha zomwe bambo Serafino adandiuza, ndidasintha malingaliro anga. Mverani Nicolino, vomerezaninso ndiye kuti muvomera ndi ine.

Ndipo kodi abambo a Serafino amakupatsirani ndalama? ... Akandipatsa ndalama, ndikanapita kukamuona nayenso ... chifukwa chake ndikanabwezera mwininyumba kwa mwininyumba. Koma tiyeni tiike zamkhutu izi pambali. Tiyeni tili ndi kapu yabwino!

Ayi, sindikubwera. Ndikupita kunyumba nthawi yomweyo. Motani? ... Kulembanso kwa vinyo? ... Osatinso usikuuno, komanso pambuyo pake. Ndingofuna kumwa vinyo patebulo komanso muyeso woyenera.

Koma mwayamba misala? ...

Ndinalonjeza kwa Mulungu ndi Atate Serafino ndipo ndidzakwaniritsa mawu anga.

Kodi mudalowa nawo Ansembe? ... zatha ... Muthanso anzanu onse ...

Sindisamala. Mtima wanga ndi wokongola kwambiri, mwakuti sindisamala ngakhale ubwenzi ... ndimakupatsani moni. Ndiye kunena, Antonio adachoka ku Nicolia.

CONCETTA NDI ANTONIO
Bravo Antonio! Kuyambira pamene wachoka mnyumbamo, palibe chomwe ndachitapo koma kupemphera! Ndidayatsa nyali kwa Mayi Wathu kuti ndikuvomerezeni! Kodi mwaulula machimo onse kwa Ansembe, kapena mwaiwala wina?

Concetta, ukunena chiyani? Mukuwona kuti simukudziwa bambo Serafino! Anali ndi kuthekera kolondola machimo onse ndi oyerekeza! Amadziwa machimo onse adziko lapansi! .

Ndipo anakusiyani wokondwa? ...

Wokondwa! ... ndikusefukira ndi chisangalalo! ... sindikufuna ngakhale kudya!

Bravo amuna anga! ndichizindikiro kuti munadziulula nokha! Mawa m'mawa tidzapita ku Parishi tonse ndikulandila Mgonero Woyera.

Ndipo azimayi anena chiyani atandiona ndikulankhula? ... adzadabwa nazo! ...

Adzandiyanja! ... Adzakhala ndi chisoni kuti amuna awo sachita zomwezo.

Concetta, ndikufuna kukuwuzani kuti tsiku lino ndi tsiku lokongola kwambiri pa moyo wanga! ... Sindinakhalepo ndi chisangalalo chotere, ngakhale tsiku lomwe tinakwatirana.

Koma kodi simunapite kukalapa tsiku lomwelo?

Inde, koma kunena!! Unali macheza ndi Wansembe, kuti ungopeza tikiti ya Confidence, zikanatheka kuti ndisakwatire. Kuvomereza kokhako koona ndi koyera komwe kudali kwamadzulo ano! ... Ndikuthokoza Mulungu!

Mgwirizano
Amuna angati ... ndi anyamata angati ... azimayi angati ... angatsanzire bwanji wogwira ntchito uyu! ... Amati: "Ndilibe machimo". Iwo ndi abodza! Ambuye amatiphunzitsa kudzera mwa Yohane Woyera Mtumwi: "Aliyense amene amati alibe machimo ndi wabodza ndipo amadzinyenga".

Machimo, ndipo akulu, ali m'miyoyo yambiri; koma akunamizira kuti sadzawaona. Ndikosavuta kuyika mavuto azikhalidwe zambiri mumtima ndipo nkovuta kuti musinthe moyo wanu ndikuyang'anitsitsa zofuna zanu. Othandizira akhungu awa, omwe amati alibe machimo ... ali ndi chikumbumtima chodziwika bwino kuposa ena. Antonio, wogwira ntchito moona mtima, ndiye chifanizo cha mizimu yotereyi!

ZA KUMAPETO

TIWONSE Mwezi

Ndikofunika kwambiri kwa mioyo yomwe imakonda ungwiro kutenga lingaliro la uzimu kumayambiriro kwa mwezi uliwonse, womwe umakhala ngati umakonda komanso wopanduka.

Khalani ndi changu chodziwitsa ena pafupi ndi kutali, pogwiritsa ntchito njira zonse zomwe anthu ofunikira thandizo akufotokozera. Lumikizanani ndi makalata, ophatikizira cholembera makalata; lolani kuti izilowa m'Mabungwe Achipembedzo ndi kufalitsa makamaka munthambi za Katolika. Iwo omwe amafalitsa manyuzipepala, magazini kapena mapepala achipembedzo amaika Mwezi Unthawi Zonse. Kuti zitheke, mndandanda umaperekedwa.

Januwale Dzina la Mulungu, loyera katatu, limakwiyitsidwa mosalekeza. ndiudindo wa ana kukonza ulemu wa Atate.

Chizolowezi: Mverani Misa Woyera ina mkati mwa sabata, ndipo mwina mulankhule, pokonza mabodza.

Cumshot: Yesu akudalitseni chifukwa cha iwo omwe amakutemberera!

February Kuwonongeka kwa phwandalo kumapweteketsa Mtima wa Mulungu, yemwe amachitira nsanje tsiku lake.

Phunzirani: Onetsetsani kuti palibe aliyense wa m'banjamo amene amanyalanyaza Misa kapena kugwira ntchito yakuthupi maholide.

Kukopa: Ulemerero, ulemu, kupembedza Utatu wopanda malire komanso wopambana kwambiri!

Marichi Aliyense amene amadzichitira chipongwe Mulungu, amapatsa Yesu kupsompsona kopereka iye, monga Yudasi.

Chizolowezi: Kuyankhulana pafupipafupi komanso modzipereka, kukonza Zipembedzo zachiyanjano, zomwe zachitika ndipo zakhala zikuchitika zaka zambiri.

Zoyipa: Yesu, wolakwiridwa, Ukhululukire ndikusintha miyoyo yopanda nzeru!

Epulo Mawu aliwonse opanda pake adzaimbidwa mlandu ndi Mulungu pa tsiku lachiweruzo. Ndi mawu angati omwe amanenedwa, osangokhala opanda ntchito, komanso ochimwa!

Phunzirani: Onani zomwe zikulankhulidwa ndipo makamaka muchepetse lilime munthawi ya kuleza mtima.

Zoyipa: Mutikhululukire, Mulungu, machimo a chilankhulo!

Mulole kuyeretsedwa mtima ndi thupi kumabweretsa chisangalalo, kumapereka ulemu kwa Mulungu, kumakopa kuyang'ana ndi kudalitsika kwa Yesu ndi Namwali Wodala ndipo ndi chidziwitso chaulemelero wamuyaya.

Phunzirani: Lemekezani thupi monga chida chopatulika; sungani malingaliro ndi mtima.

Ejaculatory: O Ambuye, magazi anu atsike pa ine kuti andilimbitse.

Juni atatu Makumi atatu aanthu ali kunja kwa Mpingo wa Katolika. ndi udindo wa okonza kukonzanso mwachangu kubwera kwa Ufumu wa Mulungu padziko lapansi.

Chizolowezi: Pangani Nthawi Yoyera Yoyang'anira Mtima tsiku lililonse kwa Ayuda, onyenga komanso osakhulupirira.

Zoyipa: Mtima wa Yesu, idzani ufumu wanu padziko lapansi!

Julayi Chiwopsezo cha mafashoni ndi ufulu wa magombe ndi omwe amayendetsa kumbuyo kwa concupiscence. Tsoka kwa aliyense amene amanyoza, chifukwa adzapatsa Mulungu machimo ake ndi nkhani ya ena! ... Ha, kupweteka bwanji! Pempherani, sangalalani, konzani!

Chizolowezi: Perekani nsembe zazing'ono zisanu tsiku lililonse kukonza mafashoni ndi zoyipa zam'mbali.

Ejaculatory: O Yesu, lolani Magazi anu abwere pansi kudzawononga zonyansa za dziko!

Ogasiti ndi ochimwa angati, omwe ali pafupi kufa, amatha kuthawa ku gehena akapemphera ndi kuvutika chifukwa cha iwo!

Chizolowezi: Patani chiyanjano choyera cha ochimwa ovuta!

Giaculatoria: O Yesu, chifukwa cha zowawa zanu pamtanda, chitirani chifundo anthu akufa!

September Misozi ya Madonna yomwe idakhetsedwa pa Kalvare ndi yamtengo wapatali pamaso pa Mulungu. Palibe zochepa zomwe zimaganiziridwa za Chisoni cha Namwali Wodala!

Chizolowezi: Bwerezani novena ku Madonna of Pompei.

Kulimbitsa thupi: Kutamandidwa, kukondedwa ndi kutonthozedwa nthawi zonse, Mtima Wosawuka ndi Wopanda Malire wa Mariya

Okutobala The Holy Rosary ndiye ndodo yowunikira ya moyo, banja ndi gulu.

Phunzirani: Yambitsani machitidwe a Rosary komwe kulibe; ngati ikusimbidwa ndikudzipereka ndipo mwina ndi yofanana.

Giaculatoria: Mngelo wanga wachichepere, pitani kwa Maria Nenani kuti mundipatse moni Yesu!

Novembala Zoyipa za cinema komanso atolankhani oyipitsa amakwiyitsa Divisiti, kukopa matemberero padziko lapansi, kudzaza gehena la owonongedwa ndikukonzekera Purgatory wautali kwa miyoyo yambiri, wosachedwa kudzipatula ku zosangalatsa zina.

Chizolowezi: Muwononge makanema oyipa omwe muli nawo ndikufalitsa mpatawu pamunda wazidziwitso.

Giaculatoria: O Yesu, chifukwa cha thukuta la Magazi ku Getsemane, mverani chisoni iwo amene amafesa zamisala!

Disembala Ambiri amatembenukira kwa Mulungu kuti akhululukidwe machimo; koma si aliyense amene akufuna ndipo amadziwa kukhululuka. Aliyense amene sakhululuka, sadzakhululukidwa!

Zochita: Kuthetsa chidani chonse ndikubwezera zoipa ndi zabwino.

Zopusa: Dalitsani, Yesu, amene mwandimvera ndikhululuka machimo anga!

ANNA NDI CLARA

(Kalata yochokera ku Gahena)

CHINSINSI
Ndipo Vicariatu Urbis, wamwalira 9 aprilis 1952

+ OLOYSIUS TRAIL

Archie.us Kaisari. Vicesgerens

KULIMA
Zomwe zatchulidwa apa ndizofunikira kwambiri. Zoyambirira zili mu Chijeremani; zosinthidwa zapangidwa m'zilankhulo zina.

Vicariate waku Roma adapatsa chilolezo cholengeza. "Imprimatur" waku Roma ndi chitsimikizo cha kutanthauzira kochokera ku Germany komanso kuopsa kwa nkhani yoopsayo.

Amasamba ofulumira komanso owopsa ndipo amafotokoza za moyo womwe anthu ambiri masiku ano amakhala. Chifundo cha Mulungu, polola zomwe zafotokozedwa pano, chitseka chinsinsi chachinsinsi chomwe chikuyembekeza ife kumapeto kwa moyo.

Kodi miyoyo ipezerapo mwayi? ...

CHIYEMBEKEZO
Clara ndi Annetta, achichepere kwambiri, adagwira ntchito m'modzi: kampani yamalonda ku *** (Germany).

Sanalumikizidwe ndiubwenzi wambiri, koma mwaulere. Iwo anagwira ntchito. tsiku lililonse pafupi ndi mnzake komanso kusinthana kwa malingaliro sikungasoweke: Clara adadzinenera kuti ali wachipembedzo ndipo adamva kuti ali ndi udindo wophunzitsa Annetta, pomwe adakhala wopepuka komanso wapamwamba pankhani ya chipembedzo.

Adakhala nthawi yayitali limodzi; kenako Annetta adakwatirana ndikusiya kampaniyo. M'dzinja la chaka chimenecho, 1937, Clara anathera tchuthi chake m'mphepete mwa Nyanja ya Garda. Pakati pa Seputembala, Amayi adamutumizira kalata kuchokera kumudzi kwawo: "Annetta N adamwalira ... Ndiye omwe adachita ngozi yagalimoto. Anamuika dzulo mu "Waldfriedhof" ».

Nkhaniyi idakhumudwitsa mayi wabwino uja, podziwa kuti mnzakeyo sanali wopemphera kwambiri. Kodi anali wokonzeka kudzipereka yekha pamaso pa Mulungu? ... Atamwalira mwadzidzidzi, adapezeka bwanji? ...

Tsiku lotsatira adamvetsera ku Holy Mass ndipo adapangitsanso Mgonero kum'mwera kokwanira, ndikupemphera champhamvu. Usiku wotsatira, mphindi 10 pakati pausiku, masomphenyawo adachitika ...

«Clara, usandipempherere! Ndaweruzidwa. Ngati ndikufotokozerani kwa inu ndipo ndikutanthauza kwa inu motalikirapo; ayi. khulupirirani kuti izi zimachitika mwaubwenzi: Sitimakondanso aliyense pano. Ndimachita monga mokakamizidwa. Ndimachita ngati "gawo lamphamvu zomwe nthawi zonse zimafuna zoipa ndipo zimachita zabwino".

Zowonadi ndikufuna kukawona »ndipo inunso mudzakhala m'dziko lino, kumene ndasiya nangula wanga kosatha:

Osakwiya ndi izi. Apa, tonse timaganiza choncho. Chifuniro chathu chimayatsidwa mu zoyipa muzomwe mumazitcha "zoyipa". Ngakhale pamene tichita "zabwino", monga momwe ndimachitira tsopano, kutsegula maso anga kugehena, izi sizichitika ndi cholinga chabwino.

Kodi mukukumbukirabe kuti zaka zinayi zapitazo tidakumana ku *? * Mumawerengera pamenepo; Wazaka 23 ndipo mudalipo. kwa theka la chaka nditafika kumeneko.

Munandichotsa pamavuto; ngati woyamba, munandipatsa ma adilesi abwino. Koma kodi "zabwino" zikutanthauza chiyani?

Kenako ndidatamizira "kukonda kwanu". Zachinyengo! Kupumula kwanu kunabwera kuchokera ku maphikidwe oyera, komanso, ndinkaganiza kale kuyambira pamenepo. Sitikuzindikira kanthu pano. Palibe.

Mukudziwa nthawi ya ubwana wanga. Ndidzaza mipata pano.

Malinga ndi lingaliro la makolo anga, kunena zowona, sindikadakhala kuti ndidakhalako. "Tsoka lomwe lidawachitikira." Alongo anga awiri anali ndi zaka 14 ndi 15 zakubadwa, pamene ine ndimakonda kuchita bwino.

Sindinakhalepo! Ndikadatha kudziwononga ndekha ndikuthawa mazunzo awa! Palibe kudzipereka kofananira ndi komwe ndikanasiya kukhalako, ngati suti ya phulusa, yotayika pachabe.

Koma ndiyenera kukhalapo. Ndiyenera kukhalapo monga ndidadzipangira: ndili ndi zolephera.

Pamene abambo ndi amayi, akadali achichepere, adasamukira kumidzi kupita ku mzinda onse awiri adalumikizana ndi Mpingo. Ndipo zinali bwino motere.

Adawamvera chisoni anthu osamangidwa kutchalitchi. Anakumana pamsonkhano wovina ndipo patatha theka la chaka "amayenera" kukwatiwa.

Pamwambo waukwati, madzi oyera ambiri adakhalabe ndi iwo, zomwe amawo amapita kutchalitchi Lamlungu Lamlungu kangapo pachaka. Sanandiphunzitsenso kupemphera kwenikweni. Anali wotopa ndi chisamaliro cha moyo watsiku ndi tsiku, ngakhale mkhalidwe wathu sunali wovuta.

Mawu, monga kupemphera, Misa, maphunziro azachipembedzo, mpingo, ndimawanena ndi zosasangalatsa zonse. Ndimanyansidwa ndi chilichonse, monga chidani: iwo amene amapita kutchalitchi komanso anthu onse ndi zinthu zonse.

Kuchokera pachilichonse, pamakhala kuzunzidwa. Chidziwitso chilichonse cholandiridwa pa imfa, chilichonse: kukumbukira zinthu zokhala ndi moyo kapena kudziwika, kwa ife ndi lawi lamanyazi.

Ndipo zikumbukiro zonse zimatiwonetsa mbali yomwe, mwa iwo: zinali chisomo. ndi zomwe tidanyoza. Ichi ndichizunzo bwanji! Sitimadya, sitimagona, sitimayenda ndi mapazi athu. Okonzeka ndimzimu, tikuwoneka odana "ndi mawu amiseche ndi mano opera" moyo wathu wapita utsi :: kudana ndi kuzunzidwa!

Kodi mukumva? Apa timamwa udani ngati madzi. Komanso kwa wina ndi mnzake. Koposa zonse, timadana ndi Mulungu.

Ndikufuna inu ... kuti zimveke bwino.

Odala kumwamba ayenera kumukonda, chifukwa amamuwona wopanda chophimba, m'kukongola kwake. Izi zimawakhudza kwambiri kotero kuti sangathe kufotokozedwa. Tikudziwa ndipo kudziwa izi kumatipangitsa kukhala okwiya. .

Amuna padziko lapansi omwe amadziwa Mulungu kuchokera ku chilengedwe ndi vumbulutso akhoza kumukonda; koma sakakamizidwa kutero. Wokhulupirira anena izi pomukutira mano, amene, polingalira za Yesu pamtanda, ndi manja otambasuka, adzapilira kumukonda.

Koma Yemwe Mulungu amamufikira mu mkuntho; ngati wobwezera, ngati wobwezera wolungama, chifukwa tsiku lina adakanidwa ndi iye, monga momwe zidatichitikira, sakanatha kumuda iye, ndi chidwi chonse cha zoyipa zake, kwamuyaya, chifukwa cha kuvomereza kwaulere kwa zolengedwa zopatukana ndi Mulungu: chisankho Momwemo, tikumwalira, tidafafaniza moyo wathu ndi kuti ngakhale tsopano tichoka ndipo sitidzakhalanso ndi mwayi wochoka.

Kodi mukumvetsa tsopano chifukwa chake gehena amakhala kosatha? Chifukwa zovuta zathu sizingasungunuke kwa ife.

Kukakamizidwa, ndikuwonjezera kuti Mulungu amatichitira chifundo. Ndikunena "mokakamizidwa". Chifukwa ngakhale nditanena izi mwadala, sindimaloledwa kunama momwe ndikanafunira. Ndimatsimikizira zinthu zambiri motsutsana ndi kufuna kwanga. Ndiyeneranso kuponyera kutentha kwamanyo, omwe ndikufuna kusanza.

Mulungu adatichitira ife chifundo posalola kuti zoipa zathu zichitike padziko lapansi, monga tikadakhala okonzeka. Izi zikadachulukitsa machimo athu ndi zowawa zathu. Anatipha ife tisanakwane, ngati ine, kapena kupangitsa kuti zinthu zina zitha kusintha.

Tsopano amadziwonetsa yekha, kutichitira chifundo chifukwa chosatikakamiza kuti timuyandikire kuposa momwe tili m'dera lakutali lakutali; Izi zimachepetsa chizunzo.

Gawo lirilonse lomwe lingandibweretse kwa Mulungu limandibweretsera zowawa zazikulu kuposa zomwe zingakubweretsereni pafupi ndi mtengo woyaka.

Munachita mantha, pamene ine nthawi ina, ndikuyenda, ndinakuuzani kuti bambo, masiku angapo mgonero wanga woyamba usanachitike, anati kwa ine: «Annettina, yesani kuyenera kavalidwe kakang'ono kakang'ono; chotsalira ndi chimango. "

Chifukwa cha mantha anu ndikadakhala ndikuchita manyazi. Tsopano ndimaseka za izi. Chofunikira chokha pamapangidwewo chinali chakuti tidavomerezedwa ku mgonero pausinkhu wazaka khumi ndi ziwiri zokha. Ine, pamenepo, ndidatengedwa kale ndiwotseketsa kwa zosangalatsa za chidziko, kotero kuti popanda zopunthwitsa ndinayika zinthu zachipembedzo mu nyimbo ndipo sindinapatse tanthauzo lalikulu ku Mgonero woyamba.

Ana ambiri tsopano apita ku Mgonero ali ndi zaka zisanu ndi ziwiri, zimatikwiyitsa. Timachita zonse zomwe tingathe kuti anthu amvetsetse kuti ana alibe chidziwitso chokwanira. Ayenera kuchita machimo oyamba.

Kenako Particle yoyera sikuliranso m'mavuto awo, monga chikhulupiriro, chiyembekezo ndi chikondi zikadakhalabe m'mitima yawo! zinthu izi zalandilidwa muubatizo. Mukukumbukira momwe adachirikiza kale malingaliro awa padziko lapansi?

Ndatchula bambo anga. Nthawi zambiri ankakangana ndi mayi. Ndinkangotchula izi kawirikawiri; Ndinachita manyazi nazo. Ndi chamanyazi bwanji chopanda pake! Kwa ife, zonse ndi zofanana pano.

Makolo anga sanagonenso m'chipinda chimodzi; koma ine ndi amayi, ndi abambo m'chipinda choyandikana, komwe amatha kumabwera kunyumba momasuka nthawi iliyonse. Adamwa kwambiri; Mwanjira imeneyi adalanda cholowa chathu. Alongo anga onse anali pantchito ndipo iwonso amafunikira, iwo anati, ndalama zomwe amapeza. Amayi adayamba kugwira ntchito kuti apeze kenakake.

M'chaka chomaliza cha moyo wawo, abambo nthawi zambiri amamenya amayi awo pomwe sanafune kuwapatsa chilichonse. Kwa ine m'malo. anali wokonda nthawi zonse. Tsiku lina ndidakuwuzani, kenako, mwakomoka, ndikuganiza chiyani? (Tsiku lina sanabwerere kwa ine?) Tsiku lina amayenera kubweza, kawiri, nsapatozo anagula, chifukwa mawonekedwe ndi mawonekedwe zidendene sizinali zamakono kwa ine.

Usiku womwe bambo anga adagwidwa ndi matenda owopsa, china chake chidachitika kuti ine, ndikuwopa kutanthauzira konyansa, sindidathe kukudalirani. Koma tsopano muyenera kudziwa. Ndikofunikira pa izi: ndiye kuti kwa nthawi yoyamba yomwe ndidatsutsidwa ndi mzimu wanga wamazunzo uno.

Ndinagona kuchipinda ndi amayi anga. Kupuma kwake pafupipafupi kumati kugona kwambiri.

Ndikadzamva nditaitanidwa ndi mayina. Mawu osadziwika akundiuza: «Zikakhala bwanji bambo akamwalira? ».

Sindimakondanso bambo anga, chifukwa amamuchitira mwankhanza amayi awo; Komanso, sindinakonde aliyense kuyambira pamenepo, koma ndimakonda anthu ena, omwe anali abwino kwa ine. Chikondi chopanda chiyembekezo cha kusinthana kwapadziko lapansi, chimangokhala mizimu yokha yomwe ili m'chigawo cha Grace. Ndipo ine sindinali.

Chifukwa chake ndidayankha funso lachinsinsi, osazindikira komwe lidachokera: «Koma sifa! ».

Mukapumira kaye, funso lomweli. "Koma

sichifa! Adandithawanso, modzidzimutsa.

Kachitatu ndidafunsidwa kuti: "Nanga bwanji bambo ako akamwalira? ». Zidandipeza momwe abambo nthawi zambiri amabwerera kunyumba ataledzera, kudzazonda, kuzunza amayi, komanso momwe adatipatsira chipongwe pamaso pa anthu. Chifukwa chake ndidakuwa. «Ndipo zili bwino! ».

Kenako chilichonse chinali chete.

M'mawa mwake, amayi atafuna kukonza chipinda cha abambo, adapeza chitseko chiri chokhoma. Pafupifupi masana khomo lidakakamizidwa. Abambo anga, ovala bwino, atagona pabedi. Atapita kukatenga mowa m'chipinda chapansi pa nyumba, ayenera kuti anachita ngozi. Kwa nthawi yayitali kudwala. (*)

(*) Kodi Mulungu akadamangirira chipulumutso cha abambo ndi ntchito yabwino ya mwana wake wamkazi, yomwe mwamunayo adakhala wabwino? Ndiudindo wanji kwa aliyense, kusiya mwayi wochitira ena zabwino!

Marta K ... ndipo inu mwanditsogolera kuti ndikhale nawo "Mgwirizano wa Achinyamata". Kwenikweni, sindinabise kuti ndapeza malangizo a owongolera awiri, azimayi achichepere X, mogwirizana ndi mafashoni, parochial ...

Masewera anali osangalatsa. Monga mukudziwa, ndinali ndi gawo mwachindunji. Izi zidandikwana.

Ndimakondanso maulendo. Ndinkalolera kuti ndizitsogozedwa kangapo kuti ndipite ku Confession ndi Mgonero.

M'malo mwake, ndinalibe chobvomereza. Malingaliro ndi malankhulidwe sizinandibweze ine. Pazinthu zochulukirapo, ndinali ndisanakhale woipa mokwanira.

Mwandilangiza kamodzi: «Anna, ngati sukupemphera, pita kuwonongeka! ». Ndinkapemphera zochepa komanso, izi, mosasankha.

Kenako munalakwitsa. Onse omwe amawotchedwa kumoto sanapemphere, kapena sanapemphere mokwanira.

Pemphero ndi gawo loyamba lopita kwa Mulungu ndipo limakhalabe gawo lotsimikiza. Makamaka pemphelo kwa amene anali Amayi a Khristu, dzina lomwe sititchula.

Kudzipereka kumulanda mizimu yambirimbiri kuchokera kwa mdierekezi, komwe tchimo limamupereka kwambiri.

Ndikupitiliza nkhaniyi, ndikudya ndekha komanso chifukwa choti ndiyenera kutero. Kupemphera ndichinthu chophweka kwambiri chomwe munthu angachite padziko lapansi. Ndipo ndizofanana ndi chinthu chophweka ichi kuti Mulungu wamanga chipulumutso cha aliyense.

Kwa iwo omwe amapemphera ndi kupirira amapanga kuwalako pang'ono, kumamulimbitsa iye kuti pamapeto pake wochimwa woponderezedwa atha kuukanso. Inasefukiridwanso m'njira yofikira khosi.

Mu zaka zomaliza za moyo wanga sindinapemphererenso monga ndiyenera ndipo ndidadzichotsera zokongola, popanda wina aliyense amene angapulumutsidwe.

Apa sitimalandiranso chisomo chilichonse. Zowonadi, ngakhale titazilandira, tidzazibwezera

tikadakhala osasamala. Kusintha konse kwa kukhalapo kwapansi pano kwatha m'moyo uno wina.

Kuchokera kwa inu padziko lapansi munthu akhoza kuuka kuchokera ku mkhalidwe wauchimo kupita kudziko la Chisomo ndikuchokera ku Chisomo nkugwera m'machimo: nthawi zambiri chifukwa chakufooka, nthawi zina chifukwa cha zoyipa.

Ndi imfa kuwuka uku ndikugwa, chifukwa kumayambira mu ungwiro wa munthu wapadziko lapansi. Tsopano. tafika kumapeto.

Zaka zikamapita, kusintha kumakhala kocheperako. Ndizowona, mpakaimfa nthawi zonse umatha kutembenukira kwa Mulungu kapena kusiya. Komabe, atatengeka ndi zomwe zachitika, munthu, asanamwalire, wotsalira wotsiriza mu chifuniro chake, amachita monga kale.

Chikhalidwe, chabwino kapena choyipa, chimakhala chikhalidwe chachiwiri. Izi zimamukoka ndi iye.

Zomwezi zinachitikanso kwa ine. Kwa zaka zambiri ndakhala kutali ndi Mulungu. Chifukwa chake pakuyitanidwa komaliza kwa Chisomo ndidatsimikiza mtima kutsutsana ndi Mulungu.

Sichinali choti ndimakonda kuchimwa zomwe zidandibera, koma kuti sindimafuna kuukanso.

Mwandichenjeza mobwerezabwereza kuti ndimvere maulaliki, kuti ndiziwerenga mabuku azachipembedzo. "Ndilibe nthawi," inali yankho langa wamba. Tinafunikanso china chowonjezera kukayikira kwanga kwamkati!

Komanso, ndiyenera kuzindikira izi: popeza zinali zitatukuka kwambiri, nditatsala pang'ono kuchoka ku "Gulu la Achinyamata", zikadakhala zovuta kwambiri kuti ndikhale ndekha. Ndinkakhala wopanda nkhawa komanso wosasangalala. Koma khoma linaima patsogolo pa kutembenuka.

Simuyenera kuti munayikayikira. Munaziyimira zosavuta kwambiri tsiku lina mutati kwa ine: "Koma vomera, Anna, ndipo zonse zili bwino."

Ndinkaona kuti zikadakhala choncho. Koma dziko, mdierekezi, thupi lidandigwira kale mwamphamvu m'malingaliro awo. Sindinakhulupirire kutengera kwa mdierekezi. Ndipo tsopano ndikuchitira umboni kuti ali ndi mphamvu pa anthu omwe anali mumkhalidwe womwe ndidalimo panthawiyo.

Mapemphero ambiri okha, a anthu ena ndi ine, ophatikizika ndi zopereka komanso mavuto, ndi omwe angandichotsereko kwa iye.

Ndipo izi, pang'onopang'ono. Ngati pali ochepa oonerera kunja, kwa os, amuna kapena akazi mkati momwe mumakhala mukumvera. Mdierekezi sangathe kulanda ufulu waulere wa iwo omwe amadzipereka ku chisonkhezero chake. Koma akumva kuwawa chifukwa cha mpatuko wawo wochokera kwa Mulungu, ndiye kuti amalola "woipayo" kukhalamo.

Ndimadananso ndi satana. Komabe ndimamukonda, chifukwa amafuna kuwononga inu nonse; iye ndi ma satelo ake, mizimu yomwe idagwa naye kumayambiriro kwa nthawi.

Amawerengedwa mamiliyoni. Amayendayenda padziko lapansi, ali ngatiwisi ndipo sazindikira

Sikuti ife tiyesenso kukuyesani; uku ndi udindo wa mizimu yakufa. Izi zimawonjezera kuzunzika kwawo nthawi iliyonse yomwe amakoka mzimu wa munthu pansi kumoto. Koma kodi chidani sichichita chiyani?

Ngakhale ndimayenda munjira zakutali ndi Mulungu, Mulungu adanditsatira.

Ndinakonza njira yopita ku Chisomo ndi zochitika zachifundo zachilengedwe zomwe sindinachite mokwiyitsa.

Nthawi zina Mulungu amandikopa kutchalitchi. Kenako ndinamverera ngati mphuno. Pomwe ndimawathandiza amayi odwala, ngakhale anali pantchito masana, komanso m'njira yodzipereka ndekha, zokopa za Mulungu izi zimachita mwamphamvu.

Nthawi ina, kutchalitchi chachipatala, komwe mudanditsogolera pa nthawi yopuma masana, china chake chidabwera pa ine chomwe chikadakhala gawo limodzi kutembenuka kwanga: Ndinalira!

Komatu chisangalalo cha dziko chinadutsanso ngati mtsinje pa Chisomo.

Tirigu anali kutsamira pakati paminga.

Ndi chilengezo chakuti chipembedzo ndichinthu chomwe timaganiza, monga nthawi zonse chimanenedwa kuofesi, ndidatsatsanso kuyitanira kwa Grace, monga ena onse.

Kamodzi mwanditukwana, chifukwa m'malo mopanga fumbi pansi, ndinangopanga uta wopanda mawonekedwe, ndikugwada bondo. Mumaganiza kuti ndi ulesi. Simunawonekere ngati mukukayikira kuti kuyambira pamenepo sindimakhulupiliranso za kukhalapo kwa Khristu mu Sacramenti.

Maola, ndimakhulupirira, koma mwachilengedwe, monga timakhulupirira mkuntho womwe zotsatira zake zimawonekera.

Pakadali pano, ndidadzipangira chipembedzo ndekha.

Ndidachirikiza lingaliro, lomwe lidali lofala muofesi yathu, kuti mzimu ukatha kufa umawukanso kukhala chinthu china. Mwanjira imeneyi amadzapitilirabe kuyendayenda kosalekeza.

Ndi izi nkhawa yofunsa moyo wam'mbuyo idayikidwa nthawi yomweyo ndipo idandipweteketsa.

1 Chifukwa chiyani simunandikumbutse za fanizo la munthu wachuma ndi Lazaro wosauka, yemwe wolemba nkhaniyo, Khristu, amatumiza, atangomwalira, wina kupita kugahena ndi wina kupita kumwamba? ... Pambuyo pa zonse, chiyani mungatenge? Palibenso china chomvetsa chisoni kuposa kuyimba mtima kwanu!

Pang'onopang'ono ndidadzipangira Mulungu: wokhala ndi mphatso zokwanira kutchedwa Mulungu; zokwanira kwa ine kuti ndisasunge ubale uliwonse ndi iye; Ndimayendayenda mokwanira kuti ndisiye ndekha, molingana ndi zosowa, osasintha chipembedzo changa; fanana ndi Mulungu wapadziko lapansi, kapena lolani kuti atchulidwe kuti ndi Mulungu yekhayekha.

Mulungu uyu analibe paradiso woti andipatse ndipo palibe gehena yoti andipatse. Ndinamusiya yekha. Uku kudali kupembedza kwanga kwa iye.

Timakonda kukhulupirira zomwe timakonda. Kwa zaka zambiri ndimakhala wotsimikiza za chipembedzo changa. Mwanjira imeneyi mutha kukhala moyo.

Chinthu chimodzi chokha chikadandithyola khosi: kupweteka kwakuya, kwakuya. IS

ululuwu sunabwere!

Kodi mukumvetsetsa tanthauzo lake: "Mulungu amalanga iwo amene ndinawakonda"?

Linali Lamulungu mu Julayi, pomwe Association of amayi achichepere adakonza zokayenda ku * *. Ndikadakonda ulendowu. Koma malankhulidwe opusa aja, omwe anabala i

Simulacrum ina yosiyana kwambiri ndi ya Madonna of * * * posachedwa idayima paguwa la mtima wanga. Wokongola Max N…. ogulitsa moyandikana. Tidasinthana kangapo m'mbuyomu.

Kungoti izi, pa Sande, adandiitanira paulendo. Yemwe amapita naye nthawi zambiri anali atagona m'chipatala.

Amamvetsetsa bwino kuti ndidayang'ana. Kukwatira iye sindinaganize za pamenepo. Anali womasuka, koma amakhalidwe abwino kwambiri kwa atsikana onse. Ndipo ine, kufikira nthawi imeneyo, ndimafuna munthu yemwe ndi wanga yekha. Osangokhala mkazi, koma mkazi yekha. M'malo mwake, nthawi zonse ndimakhala ndi ulemu wachilengedwe.

Muulendo omwe watchulidwa uja Max adadzikulitsa yekha pa kukoma mtima. E! eya, palibe zokambirana zachinyengo zomwe zidachitika ngati pakati panu!

Tsiku lotsatira; muofesi, mwanditonza kuti sindinabwere nanu *. Ndakulongosolani chisangalalo changa kwa inu Lamlungu.

Funso lanu loyamba linali: "Kodi mwapita ku Mass? »Opusa! Ndingathe bwanji, kupatula kuti kunyamuka kudakhazikitsidwa sikisi?!

Mukudziwa, ngati ine, mokondwa ndidawonjeza: «Mulungu wabwino alibe malingaliro ang'ono ngati abodza anu! ».

Tsopano ndikuyenera kuvomereza: Mulungu, ngakhale ali ndi mphamvu zopanda malire, amayeza zinthu mosamalitsa kuposa ansembe onse.

Pambuyo paulendo woyamba uja ndi Max, ndinabweranso ku Association: pa Khrisimasi, 'pokondwerera phwando. Pali china chomwe chinandinyengerera kuti ndibwerere. Koma mkati ndinali nditakusiyani kale:

Cinema, kuvina, maulendo amapitilira. Max ndi ine tidakangana kangapo, koma nthawi zonse ndimadziwa momwe ndingamupangire.

Mnzakeyo adakwanitsa kundivutitsa .. Atangobwerera kuchipatala, adakhala ngati mayi wopsinjika. Zabwino kwambiri kwa ine; chifukwa bata langa labwino lidapanga chidwi ndi Max, yemwe adatsimikiza kuti ine ndiye wokondedwa.

Ndinamupangitsa kuti azidana naye, kuyankhula mosawoneka: kunja koyipa, poyizoni wakhungu. Malingaliro ndi mawonekedwe oterowo amakonzekera bwino gehena. Amachita za diabolosi mlingaliro lolimba la mawu.

Chifukwa chiyani ndikukuwuzani izi? Kuti tifotokozere momwe ndidadzipezera ndekha kuchoka kwa Mulungu. Osatinso kale, kuti pakati pa ine ndi Max nthawi zambiri takhala tikudziwana bwino. Ndinamvetsetsa kuti ndikadadzitsitsa m'maso mwake ngati ndikadalolera kupita patsogolo pake; chifukwa chake ndidatha kuletsa.

Koma palokha, nthawi iliyonse ndikaganiza kuti ndizothandiza, nthawi zonse ndimakhala wokonzeka kuchita chilichonse. Ndinafunika kugonjetsa Max. Palibe chomwe chinali chodula kuposa chimenecho. Kuphatikiza apo, mwapang'onopang'ono tinkakondana wina ndi mnzake, tili ndi makhalidwe osawerengeka, omwe adatipangitsa kuti tizikondana. Ndinali waluso, wokhoza, kucheza ndi anthu osangalatsa. Chifukwa chake ndidamugwira mwamphamvu Max m'manja ndipo ndidakwanitsa, miyezi ingapo yomalizira ukwati usanachitike, kukhala yekhayo, kukhala naye.

Mmenemo mumakhala mpatuko wanga kupatsa Mulungu: kukweza cholengedwa ku fano langa. Izi sizingachitike, kotero kuti zimaphatikizira zonse, monga chikondi cha munthu kapena mnzake, pomwe chikondichi chimangokhala chokhutira ndi zinthu zapadziko lapansi. Umu ndi momwe amapangira. kukopa kwake, kupatsa kwake mphamvu, ndi poyizoni.

"Kupembedza" komwe ndinadzipatsa ndekha mwa munthu wa Max kunakhala chipembedzo changa chamoyo.

Inali nthawi yomwe muofesi ndidadziyipitsa poyipa ndikusiya matchalitchi amatchalitchi, ansembe, kukhululukirana, kusinthana kwa rosaries ndi zamwano zomwezi

Mwayesera, mwanzeru kapena zochepa, kuti muteteze zinthu zotere. Zikuwoneka popanda kukayikira kuti mkatikati mwa ine sizinali kwenikweni zinthu izi, ndimafunafuna thandizo motsutsana ndi chikumbumtima changa ndiye ndimafunikira thandizo lotero kuti ndithandizire mpatuko wanga komanso chifukwa.

Kupatula apo, ndinatembenukira Mulungu. Simunamumvetsetse; zimandigwira, ndimakukondabe kuti Mkatolika. Zowonadi, ndimafuna kuti azitchedwa kuti; Ndinkalipira ngakhale misonkho yachipembedzo. "Kutsutsa" kwina, ndimaganiza, sikungavulaze.

Mayankho anu akhoza kugunda nthawi zina. Sanandigwiritsitse, chifukwa simunayenera kukhala olondola.

Chifukwa cha maubwenzi osokonekera pakati pa tonse awiriwa, kupweteka kwa chibwenzi chathu kunali kopanda kanthu pamene tidasiyana paukwati wathu.

Asanakwatirane ukwati ndidavomereza ndikulankhulanso, zidatchulidwa. Mwamuna wanga ndi ine timaganizanso zomwezi pamenepa. Chifukwa chiyani sitiyenera kumaliza mwambo? Tidamalizanso, monga zina zonse.

Mumayesa mgonero kuti ndi wosayenera. Pambuyo pa Mgonero "wosayenera" uwu, ndinali wodekha chikumbumtima changa. Komanso, inali yomaliza.

Banja lathu nthawi zambiri limakhala logwirizana. M'malingaliro onse tinali amodzi ofanana. Ngakhale izi: kuti sitikufuna kunyamula katundu wa ana. Kwenikweni amuna anga akadakondwera; basi, ayi. Mapeto ake, ndidakwanitsanso kumuchotsa ku chikhumbochi.

Mavalidwe, mipando yapamwamba, hangouts wama tiyi, maulendo apaulendo ndi magalimoto ndi zosokoneza zina zomwe zidandikhudzanso.

Zinali zaka zachisangalalo padziko lapansi zomwe zidadutsa pakati paukwati wanga ndikumwalira mwadzidzidzi.

Timapita mgalimoto Lamlungu lililonse, kapena kuchezera abale a mwamuna wanga. Ndidachita manyazi ndi amayi anga tsopano. Anayandama pamunthupo, osatinso ochepera kuposa ife.

Mkati, zachidziwikire, sindinakhalepo wokondwa, koma kunja ndimaseka. Nthawi zonse pamakhala china chake chamkati, chomwe chimandikukuta. Ndinkalakalaka kuti ndikadzamwalira, zomwe zimayenera kukhala kutali kwambiri, zonse zitha.

Koma zili choncho, monga tsiku lina, ndili mwana, ndinamva mu ulaliki: kuti Mulungu amapereka mphotho zabwino zonse zomwe munthu amachita, ndipo ngati sangathe kuzipatsa mphoto m'moyo wina, amazichita padziko lapansi.

Mosayembekezereka ndinali ndi cholowa kuchokera kwa Aunt Lotte. Mwamuna wanga anakwanitsa kubweretsa malipiro ake. Chifukwa chake ndidatha kuyitanitsa nyumba yatsopanoyo mokongola.

Chipembedzo chimangotumiza kuwala kwake, kutuwa, kufooka komanso kusatsimikizika, kuchokera kutali.

Ma cookes amumzindawu, mahotela, komwe timapita maulendo, sizitibweretsa kwa Mulungu.

Onse omwe ankakonda kukhala malo amenewo amakhala, ngati ife, kuchokera kunja. mkati, osati kuchokera mkati kupita kunja.

Ngati nthawi ya tchuthi timayendera mpingo wina, timayesetsa kudzipulumutsa. muzojambula zaluso. Mzimu wachipembedzo womwe udatha, makamaka wakale. Ndidadziwa momwe ndingasinthire ndikudzudzula zochitika zina: wosayankhula bwino kapena wovala mosayera, yemwe adawongolera; chitonzo chomwe amonke, omwe amafuna kudutsa achikunja, adagulitsa zakumwa; belu losatha la zinthu zopatulika, pomwe likufunsidwa kuti lipange ndalama ...

Chifukwa chake ndimatha kuthamangitsa Chisomo nthawi zonse ndikagogoda. Ndidasiya mkwiyo wanga woyipa makamaka paziwonetsero zakale za gahena pamanda kapena kwina kulikonse, kumene mdierekezi amawaza mizimu yofiyira komanso yolimba, Anzake autali omata amamukoka kwa iye. Clara! Gahena mutha kulakwitsa kujambula, koma simumangopita.

Nthawi zonse ndimangoyang'ana moto wa gehena mwapadera. Mukudziwa momwe nthawi yamkangano, nthawi ina ndidasewera mpira m'mphuno mwanga ndipo ndimanena mwamwano: "Kodi zikumveka chonchi?" Mumazimitsa moto. Apa palibe amene angazimitse.

Ndikukuuzani: moto wotchulidwa m'Baibulo sutanthauza kuzunza chikumbumtima. Moto ndi moto! Tiyenera kumvetsetsa zomwe ananena: «Chokani kutali ndi Ine, kukuwonongerani kumoto wamuyaya! ». Kwenikweni.

«Kodi mzimu ungakhudzidwe bwanji ndi moto wakuthupi? Mufunsa. Kodi moyo wanu ungavutike bwanji padziko lapansi mukayika chala chanu pamoto? M'malo mwake s kutentha moyo; Komatu kupweteketsa mtima konse kumvako!

Momwemonso ndife okhudzana ndi uzimu pano ndi moto pano, malinga ndi chikhalidwe chathu komanso monga mphamvu zathu. Moyo wathu umalandidwa zachilengedwe

mapiko akumenya; sitingathe kuganiza zomwe tikufuna kapena momwe tikufunira. Musadabwe ndi mawu anga awa. Boma lino, lomwe silinanene chilichonse kwa inu, limandiyaka osandidya.

Chizunzo chathu chachikulu chimakhala kudziwa motsimikiza kuti sitidzamuonanso Mulungu.

Kodi kuzunzidwa kotereku kumatha bwanji, popeza m'modzi padziko lapansi pano alibe chidwi?

Malingana ngati mpeni wagona pagome, umakusiyirani kuzizira. Mukuwona kuti ndi lakuthwa bwanji, koma simukumva. Viyikani mpeniwo mu nyama ndipo mudzayamba kukuwa ndi ululu.

Tsopano tikumva kutayika kwa Mulungu; tisanangoganiza izi.

Sikuti mizimu yonse imavutika chimodzimodzi.

Ndi kuchuluka kwa zolakwa zomwe munthu wamachimwa komanso momwe adachitira mwadongosolo kwambiri, kutaya kwambiri kwa Mulungu kumam'pweteka kwambiri ndipo momwe cholengedwa chomwe amamuzunza chimamupweteketsa.

Akatolika a ma Damist amavutika kwambiri kuposa zipembedzo zina, chifukwa zimalandira ndi kupondaponda koposa. zikomo komanso kuwala kwambiri.

Iwo amene amadziwa zochuluka, amavutika kwambiri kuposa omwe amadziwa zochepa.

Iwo amene adachimwa kudzera mu zoyipa amavutika kwambiri kuposa iwo omwe adafooka.

Palibe amene amavutika kuposa momwe amayenera. O, ngati izi sizinali zoona, ndikadakhala ndi chifukwa chodana ndi!

Munandiuza tsiku lina kuti palibe amene amapita ku gehena osakudziwa: izi zikanaululika kwa oyera mtima.

Ndaseka. Koma ukandimenya kumbuyo kwa mawu awa.

"Chifukwa chake, ngati pangafunikire, padzakhala nthawi yokwanira" yotembenukira ", ndidadziuza mwamseri.

Mawu amenewo ndi olondola. Zowona, ndisanathe mwadzidzidzi, sindinadziwe momwe gehena alili. Palibe wachivundi amene angazidziwe izi. Koma ndimadziwa bwino kuti: "Ngati mungamwalire, pita kudziko lapansi molunjika ngati muvi wotsutsana ndi Mulungu. Mudzalandira zotsatira zake."

Sindinabwerere m'mbuyo, monga momwe ndinanenera, chifukwa ndinakokedwa ndi zomwe zikuchitika pano. Kuyendetsedwa ndi izo. kutsatira momwe amuna, okulirapo akamakalamba, momwemonso amachita mbali imodzimodzi.

Imfa yanga zinachitika motere.

Sabata yapitayi ndimalankhula molingana ndi kuwerengera kwanu, chifukwa ndikufanizira ndi zowawa, nditha kunena bwino kuti ndakhala kale zaka khumi kuyambira pomwe ndidawotcha kumoto sabata yapita, chifukwa chake, ine ndi amuna anga tidapita pa Sandeulendo, womaliza kwa ine.

Tsiku linali litawala. Ndimamva bwino kuposa kale. Ndinkakhala ndi chisangalalo choyipa, chomwe chinkandivuta tsiku lonse.

Mwadzidzidzi, pobwerera, mwamuna wanga adadzidzimuka ndi galimoto youluka. Adalephera.

"Jesses" (*), adathawa milomo yanga ndikunjenjemera. Osati ngati pemphero, kokha ngati kulira.

(*) Kuvulaza Yesu, wogwiritsidwa ntchito pakati pa anthu olankhula Chijeremani.

Ndikumva ululu wosaneneka. Poyerekeza ndi mphatsoyo bagatella. Kenako ndinapita.

Zachilendo! Mosadabwitsa, malingaliro amenewo adayamba mwa ine m'mawa mwake: "Mungathe kupita ku Mass." Zinkamveka ngati pembedzero.

Otsimikiza komanso osasunthika, "ayi" wanga adadula zingwe za malingaliro. «Ndi zinthu izi tiyenera kutha kamodzi. Zotsatira zonse zili pa ine! ». Tsopano ndikubwera nazo.

Mukudziwa zomwe zinachitika nditamwalira. Tsoka la mamuna wanga, la amayi anga, zomwe zidachitika ku mtembo wanga komanso momwe ndimakhalira ndimaliro amandidziwira mwatsatanetsatane mwazidziwitso zachilengedwe zomwe tili nazo pano.

Komanso, zomwe zimachitika padziko lapansi timangozidziwa. Koma zomwe mwanjira ina zimatikhudza kwambiri, timadziwa. Chifukwa chake ndimawonanso komwe mumakhala.

Ndidadzuka mwadzidzidzi kumdima, nthawi yomweyo. Ndinadziwona nditagubudwa ndi kuwala kowala.

Munali pamalo omwe mtembo wanga wagona. Zinachitika ngati m'bwalo la zisudzo, pomwe magetsi amatuluka mwadzidzidzi mu nyumbayo, nsalu yotchinga imagawanika kwambiri ndikuwonekeranso mosayembekezereka, kuwunikira koopsa. Zochitika m'moyo wanga.

Monga mu kalilole mzimu wanga unadziwonetsa kwa ine. Zokondazi zidapondaponda kuyambira paunyamata mpaka "wopanda" wotsiriza pamaso pa Mulungu.

Ndinkadzimva ngati wakupha munthu, pomwe nthawi yamilandu, woweruza wake wopanda moyo amabweretsedwa pamaso pake. Lapani? Ayi! Manyazi? Ayi!

Koma sindinathe kukana pamaso pa Mulungu, yemwe ndidamukana. Ayi

Ndinatsala ndi chinthu chimodzi chokha: kuthawa. Pamene Kaini anathawa mtembo wa Abele, momwemonso mzimu wanga unakhudzika ndikuwona chochititsa mantha.

Chiweruziro chake ndi ichi: Woweruza wosakakamizidwayo adati: "Chokani pamaso panga! ». Kenako mzimu wanga, ngati mthunzi wachikasu wa sulufule, unagwera kumalo a chizunzo chamuyaya.

ZOCHITIRA ZA CLARA
M'mawa, pakumveka kwa Angelus, ndikunjenjemera ndi usiku wowopsa, ndidadzuka ndikuthamangira masitepe kupita ku chapel.

Mtima wanga unagunda pansi pomwe pakhosi panga. Alendo ochepa, atagwada pafupi ndi rne, adandiyang'ana; koma mwina adaganiza kuti ndasangalala kwambiri ndi kuthamanga komweko.

Mayi wina wabwino wochokera ku Budapest, yemwe amandiona, anati atamwetulira:

Abiti, Ambuye akufuna kutumikiridwa modekha, osati mwachangu!

Koma kenako adazindikira kuti china chake chidandisangalatsa ndipo chikundipangitsabe kupsinjika. Ndipo pamene mayiyo amandiuza mawu ena abwino, ndimaganiza: Mulungu yekha ndiye akwanira!

Inde, iye yekha ayenera kundikwanira mu izi ndi moyo wina. Ndikufuna kuti tsiku lina ndidzasangalale nayo m'Paradaiso, chifukwa ndimitengo yambiri bwanji padziko lapansi. Sindikufuna kupita kugahena!

KODI MUKUFUNA KUTI MUZIKHULUPIRIRA?

1. Osamabisira machimo ena chifukwa cha manyazi kapena mantha.

2. Kodi mukufuna kudziwa kuti ndi machimo ati omwe mdierekezi amabisa mu Kuulula kapena kuvomereza zoipa? Ndizolakwitsa zomwe zimachitika motsutsana ndi lamulo la chisanu ndi chiwiri, ndiye kuti, malingaliro oyipa, malankhulidwe amanyazi, zoyipa.

3. Kodi mukukhulupirira kuti kukhulupirika kokha ndikofunikira kuti muvomereze bwino? Kuphatikiza pa izi, kupweteka kwamachimo ndikofunikira, mkhalidwe waukulu wokhululukidwa. Ululu ndiye kusakondwa kwamkati kwamachimo omwe achimwa, komwe kumapangitsa munthu kuti asayerekerenso kuchimwa.

Ngati muulula popanda kupweteka, simukhululukidwa.

4. Thermometer ya ululu ndicholinga, ndiko kuti, kufuna kuthawa mwayi wotsatira wauchimo. Chifukwa chake, ngati muulula ndipo mulibe kutsimikiza mtima kutsimikiza kuti mwathetsa mwayi wochimwa kwambiri, pamenepo mungachite izi.

5. Kodi muli ndi chilichonse chodzitonza chokha pa zakuvomerezaku?

6. Ngati pakufunika kutero, mukuyembekezera chiyani kuti muchite? Tsoka inu ngati mumalekerera makonzedwe amenewa nthawi zonse! Simungakhale ndi nthawi.

7. Ngati uli ndi malingaliro osamala, dziwonetseni kwa Mtumiki wa Mulungu ndikumuwuza kuti: Atate, ndithandizeni kuyika akaunti yanga ya moyo wanga!

Lankhulanani ndi PULANI
1. Dzikonzekereni kuyambira tsiku lotsatira kuti mubweretse Yesu: ntchito zachifundo, kumvera ... ndi zopereka zazing'ono.

2. Musanalankhule, pemphani chikhululukiro pazofooka zonse zazing'onozo ndikulonjeza kuti mupewe. 3. Tsitsimutsani chikhulupiliro, poganiza kuti Wolandiridwa Yemweyo ndi Yesu, wamoyo ndi wowona.

4. Mukalandira Mgonero Woyera, thupi lanu limakhala Chihema.

Angelo ambiri ali okuzungulirani.

5. Osadodometsedwa! Patsani mgonero uliwonse kuti ukonze mtima wa Yesu ndi mtima waimfa wa Mariya. Tipempherere adani, ochimwa, akufa ndi mizimu ya Purgatory. Pempherelani makamaka kwa Anthu Odzipatula.

6. Lonjezani Yesu kuti adzapewa kuperewera kapena kugwira ntchito yabwino.

7. Mukakwanitsa, musachoke mu mpingo pokhapokha pafupifupi kotala la ola likadutsa.

8. Aliyense amene adzakufikireni tsiku lonse ayenera kuzindikira kuti mwapanga Mgonero Woyera.

Tsimikizirani izi ndi kutsekemera komanso chitsanzo chabwino.

9. Panthawi yobwereza: Yesu, ndikukuthokozani kuti mwadzera moyo wanga lero!

Chiwerengero Cha TCHIMO
St. Alphonsus, Doctor of the Holy Church, akuti: «Ngati Mulungu atangomaliza kukwapula iwo omwe amamukhumudwitsa, sakadadziwona kuti wavulala monga momwe tikuwonera tsopano; koma popeza Ambuye samalangiza nthawi yomweyo, ochimwa amalimbanso mtima kuchita machimo. ndikwabwino kudziwa, Komabe, kuti Mulungu samadikira komanso kupirira; Monga momwe amasungitsira masiku amoyo wamunthu aliyense, momwemonso amawerengera kuchuluka kwa machimo omwe akufuna kukhululukirira aliyense: mpaka zana, khumi, kwa mmodzi. Pali ena omwe adadzipeza ali ku Gahena chifukwa chauchimo umodzi.

Ndi angati akukhala muuchimo kwa zaka zambiri! Koma kuchuluka kwamachimo oikika ndi Mulungu atatha, amagwidwa ndiimfa ndikupita ku Gahena. "

Moyo wachikhristu, usawonjezere tchimo kuuchimo! Mukuti: Mulungu ndi wachifundo! Ndipo komabe, ndi chifundo ichi, ndi angati amapita ku Gahena tsiku lililonse!