Nkhani: "nditamangidwa kwamtima ndidakhala kumwamba, ndikuuzeni momwe ziriri"

Tsiku lina mu Seputembala, a Charlotte Holmes kuchokera kumwamba monga madokotala ambiri atazungulira kama wake kuchipatala ndipo adamenya nkhondo kuti amubwezere kwa akufa. Wogwira naye ntchito adamuweramira pansi pakama, ndikuwapatsa chifuwa pomwe ena amamugwiritsa ntchito mankhwala osokoneza bongo, kusintha owunikira, ndikuti awerenge. Pakona ya chipindacho, Charlotte adawona amuna awo a Danny akuwonera, yekhayekha ndikuchita mantha.

Kenako, adanunkhira kununkhira kochititsa chidwi kwambiri komwe adanunkhira. Ndipo zitatero, thambo lidatseguka pamaso pake. Charlotte, yemwe amakhala ndi a Danny ku Mammoth kwa zaka 48, adagonekedwa pachipatala masiku atatu m'mbuyomu ku Cox South Hospital ku Springfield atapita kukayezetsa zamankhwala ake a mtima ndipo adamutumiza kuchipatala mwachindunji inali itakwera ndi 234/134.

"Nthawi zonse ndakhala ndikukumana ndi vuto la kuthamanga kwa magazi, ndipo ndakhala ndikupita kuchipatala kawiri kapena katatu m'mbuyomu pomwe adandiika pachipatala cha IV kuti nditsitse," adatero. "Nthawi imeneyo, mu Seputembala, ndidakhala komwe kwa masiku atatu ndipo ndidakhala omvera onse oyang'anira pamtima. Iwo anali atangosamba chinkhupule pogona panga ndipo amavala chovala chachipatala choyera zikafika. Sindikukumbukira chilichonse chanthawi imeneyo, koma a Danny adati ndangomaliza kugulidwa ndipo m'modzi mwa anamwinowo adati, "O Mulungu wanga! Sakupumira. ""

Pambuyo pake a Danny adamuwuza kuti maso ake anali akulu ndipo akuwoneka kuti akuwoneka. Namwino adathamangira m'chipindacho ndikuyitanitsa nambala, ndikumatsogolera unyinji wa ogwira ntchito kuchipatala akuthamangira m'chipindacho. Mmodzi adadzuka pabedi ndikuyamba zipsinjo za chifuwa.

"Ndidaganiza kuti sindikutenga kumudzi," a Danny adamuuza pambuyo pake.

Inakwana nthawiyo, anatero a Charlotte, pomwe "ndinatuluka thupi langa. Ine ndimangoyang'ana pansi pa chilichonse. Ndidawaona akundigwirira ntchito pabedi. Nditha kuwona Danny ataimirira pakona. "

Ndipo kenako kununkhira kodabwitsa.

"Fungo labwino komanso labwino kwambiri, monga ngati lomwe sindinamvepo. Ndine munthu wamaluwa; Ndimakonda maluwa ndipo panali maluwa awa omwe anali ndi kununkhira kumene komwe simungakuyerekeze, "adatero.

Maluwa anali gawo la chochitika chomwe mwadzidzidzi chinayambika iye asanachitike. "Mulungu adanditengera kumalo kopitilira chilichonse chomwe ndimaganiza," adatero. "Nditatsegula maso ndidadabwa. Kunali maenje amadzi, timalo, mapiri, malo okongola. Ndipo panali nyimbo yabwino kwambiri, ngati angelo akuyimba ndipo anthu akamaimba nawo, timapuma. Udzu, mitengo ndi maluwa anasinthika pakapita nthawi ndi nyimbo. "

Tenepo adaona angelo. "Kunali angelo angapo, koma awa anali akulu, ndipo mapiko awo anali osalozeka. Amatha kutenga mapiko ndi kumakupiza, ndipo ndimatha kumva phokoso pankhope panga kuchokera kumapiko a angelo, "adatero.

“Mukudziwa, tonse timaganiza kuti kumwamba kudzakhala chiyani. Koma izi ... izi zinali zochulukirapo kokwana miliyoni kuposa chilichonse chomwe ndikadaganizira, "adatero Charlotte. "Ndinachita chidwi kwambiri."

Kenako adawona "zitseko zagolide, ndipo kupitilira apo, atayimirira akumwetulira ndi kundipatsa moni, panali amayi anga, abambo ndi mlongo."

Amayi a a Charlotte, Mabel Willbanks, anali ndi zaka 56 pomwe amwalira ndi vuto la mtima. Mlongo wa Charlotte, Wanda Carter, anali ndi zaka 60 pomwe nayenso adadwala mtima ndipo adamwalira mu tulo take. Abambo ake, a Hershel Willbanks, anali atakhala ndi zaka 80 koma kenako anamwalira "chomvetsa chisoni kwambiri" chifukwa cha zovuta zam'mapapo, adatero.

Koma anali komweko, anali kumumwetulira kupitirira zitseko zagolide, ndipo amawoneka osangalala komanso athanzi. Adalibe magalasi ndipo amawoneka ngati ali ndi zaka 40. Iwo anali osangalala kundiona, "atero Charlotte.

Panalinso m'bale wake wamwamuna Darrell Willbanks, yemwe anali ngati m'bale wake. Darrell anali ataduka mwendo asanamwalire ndi mavuto amtima. Koma apa, ataimirira ndi miyendo iwiri yabwino ndikumupatsa moni mosangalala.

Kuwala kochititsa khungu komwe kumasefukira kumbuyo kwa okondedwa ake komanso gulu lalikulu la anthu akuimirira nawo. Charlotte akutsimikiza kuti kuwalako kunali Mulungu.

Anatembenuza mutu kuti apulumutse maso ake - kuwalako kunali kwakukulu - pomwe china chake chimakopa chidwi chake. Anali mwana, wamwamuna. "Kunali pamaso pa amayi anga ndi abambo," adatero.

Kwa kanthawi, Charlotte adasokonezeka. Mnyamatayo anali yani? adafunsa. Koma atangofunsa funso, anamva Mulungu akuyankha.

Anali mwana wamwamuna ndi wa Danny, mwana amene anachotsa pafupifupi zaka 40 zapitazo pamene anali ndi pakati miyezi isanu ndi theka.

"Chifukwa chake, sanakulolere kumusunga khanda kapena kumuyika m'manda utachotsa nthawi yayitali. Iwo adangomuthandizira nati, "Ndi mwana." Ndipo ndizo zonse. Zinatha. Ndidakumana ndi nkhawa yayitali komanso yayikulu nditachotsa mimbayo, ndikulakalaka nditha kumuletsa, "adatero.

Ataona mwana wake wamwamuna atayimirira ndi makolo ake, anati, “Sindinadikire kuti ndimusunge. Ndinali nditaitaya. "

Zonse zinali zodabwitsa kwambiri, paradiso anali. Ndipo kupitirira zitseko zagolide, adamva Mulungu akunena, "Takulandirani kwathu."

Koma kenako, ndinatembenuza mutu wanga kuti ndisayang'anenso ndi kuwala ndikuyang'ana phewa langa. Ndipo panali a Danny, a Chrystal ndi a Brody ndi Shai, "adatero ponena za iye ndi mwana wamkazi wa Danny Chrystal Meek ndi ana awo akulu a Brody ndi Shai. Amati akulira ndipo izi zidasweka mtima wanga. Tikudziwa kuti kumwamba kulibe zowawa, koma ndinali ndisanatseke zitseko. Ndinalibe pamenepo. Ndidaganizira momwe ndimafunira kuti ndikaone Shai akwatiwe ndipo Brody akwatiwe kuti atsimikizire kuti ali bwino. "

Pamenepo Mulungu adamuwuza iye kuti ali nako kusankha. “Utha kukhala kunyumba kapena ungathe kubwerera. Koma ngati mungabwerere, muyenera kunena nkhani yanu. Muyenera kufotokozera zomwe mwawona ndikunena uthenga wanga, ndipo uthengawu ndikuti ndikubwera posachedwa ku tchalitchi changa, mkwatibwi wanga, "atero Charlotte.

Panthawiyo, Danny akuwona opulumutsa akupitiliza kupsinjika pachifuwa, adamva m'modzi wa iwo akufunsa, "Paddles?" mwachidziwikire amatanthauza wopanga mphamvu wazowopsa.

Adamva manejala akunena kuti ayi ndikulamula kuti awombere. "Ndipo kenako akuti munthu amabwera akuthamanga, ndipo amandipatsa mwayi wowombera, ndipo pa owunikira amawona kuti magazi anga akutsika," adatero Charlotte.

Ndipo, pomwepo, Danny adamuuza pambuyo pake, adawona m'maso mwa Charlotte, "ndipo ndidadziwa kuti ubwerera kwa ine."

Charlotte anali atamwalira kwa mphindi 11.

Atafika, anayamba kulira. A Danny anafunsa, "Amayi, kodi mwadzipweteka?"

Charlotte adagwedeza mutu ayi. Ndipo kenako adafunsa, "Kodi mumanunkhira maluwa aja?"

Danny anali atatumiza uthenga ku Chrystal nthawi yomwe Charlotte anasiya kupuma, ndipo Chrystal anali atathandizira ana ake ndipo onse anathamangira ku Springfield, akubwera ku mbali ya a Charlotte atangotenga kumene kupita ku ICU.

Ataona Chrystal akubwera kwa iye, chinthu choyamba chomwe Charlotte adati kwa iye, "Kodi wamva maluwa?"

Chrystal adatembenukira kwa abambo ake nati, "Huh?"

A Danny adazunguzika. "Sindikudziwa," adatero. "Amanenabe ngati maluwa."

Charlotte anali m'chipatala milungu ingapo ndipo nthawi imeneyi “Sindinathe kuyimilira. Ndili ndi izi m'moyo mwanga komanso m'moyo wanga. Ndiyenera kuwona china chake chodabwitsa kwambiri ndipo ndiyenera kuuza anthu. Zakumwamba ndizabwino koposa miliyoni momwe mungaganizire. Ndimayimitsa anthu mgolosale. Ndinaimitsa munthu yemwe amanditumizira ndi kumuuza. Sindine wamanyazi. Ndikufuna kugawana nkhaniyi momwe ndingathere. "

Pomwe adakhala kudzulu, adaona kuti Mulungu akhamuuza kuti akadzabwerera, adzaona angelo. Ndipo mwezi watha, ndinayamba kuwaona. Ndikutha kuwona angelo oteteza kumbuyo kwawo, ”adatero.

Charlotte wakhala Mkristu wodzipereka nthawi zonse. Iye ndi Danny ali m'gulu lomwe limapereka nyimbo ku Mammoth Assembly of God. Koma tsopano, koposa china chilichonse, chinthu chomwe ndimakonda kuchita ndikupemphera ndi anthu. A Danny adandipangira chofunda choti ndizipemphera. Mukudziwa ngati amadzuka 3 m'mawa ndipo ndikunyamuka, ndipamene ndili. Ndizofunikira kwambiri kwa ine, ndipo pochita izi, ndamva anthu ena ambiri ndi umboni wawo. "

Charlotte adauza nkhani yake m'matchalitchi angapo komanso pamisonkhano yamagulu ena mderalo.

“Sindingope kuyankhula za izi. Ndipo pali zambiri pankhaniyo. Sindikufuna kuti anthu aziganiza kuti ndine wopenga - chabwino, sindisamala ngati akuganiza kuti ndayamba misala. Ndikudziwa zomwe Ambuye wandionetsa ndipo sindingathe kusiya kunena kuti Mulungu ndi wabwino komanso wachifundo chotani, "adatero.