Musalole kutaya mtima, kukhumudwitsidwa kapena kupweteka kuwongolera zisankho zanu

Tomasi, wotchedwa Didymus, m'modzi wa khumi ndi awiriwo, sanali pamodzi nawo Yesu atabwera, motero ophunzira enawo anati kwa iye: "Tawaona Ambuye". Koma Tomasi adati kwa iwo, Ndikapanda kuwona chilembo m'manja mwake ndi kuyika chala changa ndi zikhomo ndi kuyika dzanja langa kumbali yake, sindingakhulupirire. Yohane 20: 24-25

Ndikosavuta kukayikira a St. Thomas chifukwa chosakhulupirira zomwe zikuwoneka pamwambapa. Koma musanalole kumuganiza molakwika, lingalirani za momwe mukanamvera. Ichi ndichinthu chovuta kuchita popeza timadziwa mathero a nkhaniyi. Tikudziwa kuti Yesu adauka kwa akufa ndikuti Tomasi adakhulupirira, akufuula "Ambuye wanga ndi Mulungu wanga!" Koma yesani kukhala nokha momwe zilili.

Choyamba, Tomasi mwina amakayikira, mwa zina, chifukwa chachisoni chachikulu komanso kutaya mtima. Amakhala akuyembekeza kuti Yesu ndi Mesiya, adadzipereka zaka zitatu zomaliza za moyo wake kuti amutsatire, ndipo tsopano Yesu anali wakufa ... kotero anaganiza. Iyi ndi mfundo yofunika chifukwa nthawi zambiri m'moyo, tikakumana ndi zovuta, zokhumudwitsa kapena zovuta zopweteka, chikhulupiriro chathu chimayesedwa. Timayesedwa kuti tisalole kuti kutaya mtima kutibweretsere kukayikira ndipo izi zikachitika timapanga zisankho kutengera kupweteka kwathu koposa chikhulupiriro chathu.

Kachiwiri, Tomasi adayitanidwanso kuti akane zenizeni zomwe adaziwona ndi maso ake ndikukhulupirira mu china chake "chosatheka" kuchokera ku mawonekedwe apadziko lapansi. Anthu sadzauka kwa akufa! Izi sizingachitike, kokha kuchokera ku mawonekedwe apadziko lapansi. Ndipo ngakhale Tomasi anali atamuwona kale Yesu akuchita zozizwitsa ngati izi, zimatengera chikhulupiriro zambiri kuti asakhulupirire popanda kuwona ndi maso ake. Chifukwa chake kutaya mtima ndikuwoneka kuti sizingatheke zidafika pamtima chikhulupiriro cha a Thomas ndikuzimitsa.

Lingalirani lero pa maphunziro awiri omwe tingaphunzirepo palemba ili: 1) Tisalole kukhumudwa, kukhumudwitsidwa kapena kupweteka kukuwongolereni zisankho kapena zikhulupiriro m'moyo wanu. Sindimakhala wowongolera bwino. 2) Musakaikire mphamvu za Mulungu kuti athe kuchita chilichonse chomwe angafune. Pankhaniyi, Mulungu adasankha kuwuka kwa akufa ndipo adatero. M'moyo wathu, Mulungu amatha kuchita chilichonse chomwe akufuna. Tiyenera kuzikhulupirira ndikudziwa kuti zomwe zimatiwululira m'chikhulupiriro zidzachitika ngati sitikhulupirira chisamaliro chake.

Bwana, ndikhulupirira. Thandizani kusakhulupirira kwanga. Ndikamayesedwa kuti nditaye mtima kapena kukayikira mphamvu zanu zazikulu pazinthu zonse m'moyo, ndithandizeni kutembenukira kwa inu ndikukukhulupirirani ndi mtima wanga wonse. Ndimatha kulira, ndi St. Thomas, "Ambuye wanga ndi Mulungu wanga", ndipo ndimatha kuchita ngakhale ndikangoona ndi chikhulupiriro chomwe mumayika. Yesu ndimakukhulupirira.