"Pambuyo paulendo wopita ku Medjugorje ndidachiritsidwa ndi Edzi"

Dzina langa ndi Tin ndipo ndikufuna ndikuchitire umboni za ukulu wa Mulungu: Momwe Mulungu adalowera m'moyo wanga ndi momwe adasinthira kwathunthu.

Ndakhala nazo zonse m'moyo. Makolo odabwitsa, ndalama zokwanira komanso dziko lonse lozungulira. Ndinayamba kuba kale ndili ndi zaka 7-8. Ndakhala nazo zonse, koma kuba nthawi zambiri kudali kuchitika pamoyo wanga. Zakhala zochitika zanga za tsiku ndi tsiku. Ndili ndi zaka 12 ndinayamba kusuta chamba ndipo nthawi imeneyi moyo wanga unayamba kuchepa.

Kenako kunabwera "maswiti", ma amphetamines, LSD ndipo moyo wanga unasunthidwa kupita kugehena yopangidwa ndi chinthu chabwino (masewera, masewera aku University, "zabwino" ndi kuwolowa manja kwa anzanga ndi odziwa, koma zochepa kwa ine ). Ndili ndi zaka 18 ndinatenga LSD, ndinapita kunyumba kumapeto kwa usiku, ndinadzutsa makolo anga ndikuwawuza kuti ndimamwa mankhwalawa ndipo ndinamaliza ku Vrapče kuti ndisamuke ku kampani yanga kwa mwezi umodzi (inali foni yanga yoyamba Thandizo, koma sindimadziwa Mulungu, sindimadziwa kuti aliko. Kwenikweni, nditafika kunyumba patatha mwezi umodzi, ndinasintha, ndinayamba kunenepa pang'ono, ndinachoka ku kampani yanga ndikupeza zachilengedwe zakhala bwino, zabwino kwambiri.Izi nthawi zambiri ife anthu - timachita semina, timapemphera ma rosari angapo ndikuganiza kuti chilichonse ndichabwino.

Ndiye kuti -. Koma sichoncho. Sitinabwere kuno koyambirira. Kenako ndinakwatirana ndipo ndinakhala ndi mkazi wabwino kwambiri, ndipo tsopano ndikudziwa kuti ndi Mulungu yekha amene wandituma. Ndinayamba kuthamangitsa zinthu pamoyo ndikuthamangira makampani ndimangofuna ndalama. Kenako Mulungu wanga anakhala ndalama, zonse zinatembenukira kwa iwo ndipo kunali kofunikira momwe amapezera ndalama. Ndakhala ndimakampani atatu. Ndinali ndi kampani ku Zrče ku gehena wa mankhwala osokoneza bongo, zosangalatsa komanso zogonana, za rock'n'roll ndipo nanenso ndidasiya. Koma tsopano ndinali "wanzeru kwambiri" ndipo ndinayamba mosiyanasiyana ndi mankhwala osokoneza bongo. Palibe amene amadziwa kuti ndimamwa mankhwala osokoneza bongo, pomwe ndimawamwa kwambiri. Ndipo nawonso ali. Ndinayamba kusowa kunyumba, koma ndili ndi zifukwa zomveka ndipo tsopano ndili ndi njira yabwino yabodza. Kampani yanga inali - yotopa, mafiosi, achifwamba, achiwawa, ogulitsa mankhwala osokoneza bongo, makro. Ndili ndi bala ku Zagreb komwe amavalira. Ndidakhala masiku anga achiwerewere omwe amakhala ndi milu ya cocaine, nthawi zina ngakhale heroin, ndimasewera makomedwe ndi kumwa m'mabala ndikupita ku hotelo m'makampani osiyanasiyana.

Ndakhala moyo wanga wonse pamavuto a ena, ndimayendetsa galimoto yabwino, ndimabera, kunyenga ndikuba - makamaka mabanja, abwenzi ndi wina aliyense. Ndakhala moyo wopanda mavuto komanso womvetsa chisoni. Zoipa zokha zidatuluka mkamwa mwanga. Ndinalumbira, ndimadana, ndimayankhula, ndimayitana, ndimazunza komanso ndimakhala womvetsa chisoni, ndinamiza komanso kuwononga banja langa tsiku ndi tsiku, ndipo sindinadziwe izi. Koma kenako china chake chinayamba kudumpha ... Mavuto atadzaza, ndili ndi Edzi (ndinadziwa pambuyo pake), banja lidadziwa zonse kenako ndidagwera pansi (tsopano ndikudziwa kuti kwa nthawi yoyamba yomwe ndikhala adakhudza Mulungu). Ma wanga sanandisiye, koma adapereka chilichonse m'manja mwa Mulungu, natenga buku la mapemphero, ndikuyamba kupemphera. Kwa nthawi yoyamba yomwe ndinapita kukapemphedwa ku Siget ndi abambo a smilian Kožul ndipo patangotha ​​nthawi pang'ono ndidapezeka kuti ndili pa Eve New Year mu tchalitchi osati m'bar yanga ndipo izi zinali zizindikilo zanga zoyamba kuti "ndayamba misala" pang'ono ... Pambuyo angapo miyezi yakuyesayesa kusintha, yomwe sindinathe, ndinamaliza ndi thandizo la mogle wanga ku semina ku Tabor. Kenako bambo Linić ananena mawu oti: "ASAYESE Kusintha - KOMA Kusintha!" Pambuyo pa chiganizo ichi chinagundika mkati mwanga, china chake chinasowa, china chake chinagwa, ndipo tsopano ndikudziwa chomwe ... Khomo la moyo wanga watseka, ndipo zikwizikwi zitseko zina zatsegulidwa, koma osati zokhazokha. Mulungu adawatsegulira. Ndipo izi ndizomwe Mulungu amachita, wowerenga wokondedwa, ichi ndi tanthauzo lonse la kukhalapo kwake, kutsegula zitseko zonse, ndikutsegulira zolowera zonse ndikukuwonetsa njira zonse zomwe mungabwerere kwa iye. Zachidziwikire ngati mungafune ... lingaliro lanu.

Nditamaliza chiganizo ichi, ndinapita kunyumba ndipo tsiku lotsatira ndinatseka bala ndi makampani onse. Sindinayambenso kumwa khofi ndi munthu wina wakale wakale. Mulungu adalowa m'moyo wanga, ndipo ine Glio adalola. Sindinathamangitse, sindinong'ung'udza ndipo sindinayesetse kumvetsetsa kalikonse ndi malingaliro anga. Ndilola kuti Mulungu andichitire izi. Panthawi imeneyi adandimasulira chilichonse, adandionetsa kukongola konse kwa moyo ndi iye. Adandipatsa chisangalalo chonse ndi mtendere, adandimasulira ku kudalira kwa moyo ... Adatsegula maso kuti ndione mphatso zake zonse ( mkazi wanga ndi ana ndi nthawi yocheza nawo). Zinandipatsa tanthauzo komanso tanthauzo lamoyo wanga. Ndi thandizo lanu pano sindisuta fodya, sindimamwa, sindichita masewera osokoneza bongo, sindimva mankhwala osokoneza bongo, sindimadana, sindinyoza, sindinachite zachiwerewere (ngakhale ndi Google yanga pafupifupi chaka chimodzi ndimakhala mchisili chonse ndikungodziyera kumene. Zoonadi ndi chikondi, tanthauzo lake, tanthauzo lake ndi liti, chifukwa zoyipa sizingaoneke tikukhalamo, ndipo zoyipa ndizomwe zimatichotsera zabwino, kusilira kwathu komanso zikhumbo zathu, zosangalatsa zathu. Dyera ndi kukhudzika ndizomwe timafuna poyamba, kudzikondweretsa tokha, komanso kwa ena) Sindimenya, ndimalemekeza makolo ndipo ndimayesetsa kukhala bwino tsiku lililonse. Ndimayesetsa kukonda Mulungu ndi mtima wanga wonse, ndiye chiyambi ndi chitsiriziro cha chilichonse, ndiye maziko anga. Sindikhalanso ndi moyo koma Mulungu amakhala mwa ine, ndipo izi sizitanthauza kuti sindimachitanso machimo koma kuti Mulungu ndi wamphamvu kuposa chimo lililonse, Amatiyeretsa ndikuwatsuka.

Ndipo Mulungu adandipatsa chiyani pobweza? Adalonjeza kumwamba padziko lapansi kwa iye amene amadzipereka kwa iye.

Pambuyo kanthawi pomwe Mulungu adandimasulira chilichonse, ndipo ndinadzipereka kwa iye tsiku ndi tsiku, ndinapita ku Međjugorje. M'mene ndimayang'ana matenda anga (Edzi) kotero ndidayiwala kuti ndili nawo.
Ndidafika kuphiri la Apparition ndipo nditayimilira komaliza ndidamva kufunikira kovomera matendawa ndipo ndidalidi. Ndinayamba kulira ndikuthokoza Mulungu chifukwa cha zonse zomwe wandipatsa, komanso chifukwa cha kudwala kumeneku. Ndidatenga wotchi yamtengo wapatali kuchokera mdzanja langa yomwe idagulidwa ndi ndalama zotembereredwa, ndidalemba uthenga kwa Mulungu ndidati ndimamukonda ndikumukhulupirira ndipo ndidataya wotchi pamwala. Mwina ndasiya - osati zochuluka kwambiri pa koloko ngati gawo la moyo lomwe lili pa wotchi. Ndidadzipereka kwa iye ndipo ndanena kuti ndikufuna kubweretsa kuwala kwake ndi mphamvu ya moyo womwe adandipatsa kwa aliyense amene akudwala. Ndinadziwa kuti Mulungu ali ndi chikonzero, chifukwa Mulungu mzanga, ali ndi chikonzero cha aliyense wa ife. Ndidakumana ndi chodabwitsa pa phiri ili, chinthu chapadera ...

Madzulo ndidayitana mkazi wanga, ndipo adandiuza kuti panthawiyo amalephera kukweza miyendo yake, amalephera kuyenda, ndipo anali ndi pakati mokulira ndi mwana wachiwiri ndipo amawopa kwambiri. Ndinkadziwa zomwe zinachitika ndipo ndinachitira umboni kwa anthu tsiku lomwelo, ndinadziwa kuti Mulungu anachita chinthu chake. Ndi izi zomwe ndidachita umboni, ndidavomereza chikhulupiliro changa ndikudalira Mulungu wanga, PAMENE NDILI NDI ZINSINSI. Ndidabwera ku Zagreb, ndinapita kukayesanso….

Inde ... mayesowo anali - osalimbikitsa! MULUNGU wanga anandipatsa moyo watsopano ndipo ndimamukonda ndi mtima wanga wonse ndipo ndimamdalira…. Ndipo iwe mzanga? Kodi mumamukhulupirira?
Ulemerero kwa iye.