Mulungu akamalankhula nafe m'maloto athu

Kodi Mulungu adalankhula nanu m'maloto?

Sindinayeserepo ndekha, koma nthawi zonse ndimakondwera ndi omwe adachita. Monga blogger ya alendo amakono, Patricia Wamng'ono, wolemba komanso wothandizira nawo mabulogu ambiri. Mungakumbukire loto lake lamadzi otonthoza komanso amachiritso ochokera m'magazini ya Mystitive Wways.

Sinali nthawi yokhayo yomwe Patricia analimbikitsidwa ndi Mulungu m'maloto.

Nayi nkhani yake ...

"Zonse zomwe ndikufuna, dzanja lanu ndakupatsani, kukhulupirika kwanu ndi kwakukulu, Ambuye kwa Ine". Ndi kangati ine ndapereka mawu awa ngati pemphero lothokoza, ndikamaganizira za kukhulupirika kwa Mulungu kwa ine.

Monga ndili ndi zaka 34 ndipo posakhalitsa ndidapezeka ndekha wosudzulidwa, ndekha, ndiyenera kuyambiranso ndalama ndikuzindikira momwe ndimafunira ana. Ndinkachita mantha ndikupempha kuti Mulungu andithandizire ndipo ndinapeza maloto.

Woyamba wafika pakati pausiku ndipo zinali zodabwitsa kwambiri kuti ndinadzuka nthawi yomweyo. M'malotowa, ndinapeza chozungulira chomwe chili pamwamba pa kama wanga. "Akuchokera kuti?" Ndinkadzifunsa ndisanagwetse mutu wanga papilo. Kugona kunandidutsitsa mwachangu, monganso loto lachiwiri. Nthawiyi, uta unali utakula ndipo tsopano unali wofanana ndi utawaleza. "Mdziko liti?" Ndinaganiza nditadzuka. "Bwana, malotowa akutanthauza chiyani?"

Ndinkadziwa kuti utawaleza umatha kukhala chizindikiro cha malonjezo a Mulungu ndipo ndinamva Mulungu akuyesera kundiuza malonjezo ake mwaumwini. Koma kodi anali kunena chiyani? "Bwana, ngati mukuyankhula ndi ine, chonde ndiwonetsere utawaleza wina," ndinapemphera. Ndinkadziwa kuti chikwangwanicho chikachokera kwa Mulungu, ndikadadziwa.

Patatha masiku awiri, mwana wanga wamwamuna wazaka 5 Suzanne adagona. Anali mwana wololera komanso wokonda zauzimu. Nthawi yomwe timakonda pamodzi tinali kuwerenga nkhani tisanayambe kugona kenako ndikumapemphera mapemphero athu. Amakhala akuyembekezera nthawi ino kwambiri monga momwe ndimachitira. Chifukwa chake ndidadabwa kuti, ali chigonere, ndidamumva akungoyankhula zodzikongoletsa mmalo mwanga ndikukonzekera kugona.

"Kodi ndingatulutse madzi, Aunt Patricia?" Adandifunsa.

"Chabwino, tsopano nthawi yakwana kugona," ndinatero mofatsa. "Titha kuthira madzi m'mawa."

Mmawa kutacha ndidalumikizidwa ndi Suzanne yemwe amayeza zida zanga zaluso. "Ndingathe kuchita tsopano, Aunt Patricia?" Adatero. M'mawa kudali kuzizira ndipo ndidadabwitsanso kuti akufuna kutuluka pakama lake lofunda kuti apite ku madzi. "Zachidziwikire, wokondedwa," ndidatero. Ndinagona tulo kukhitchini ndikubwera ndi kapu yamadzi kuti ndimutsitsire burashi.

Posakhalitsa, chifukwa cha kuzizira, ndinapita kukagona. Ndikadatha kubwerera kugona. Koma kenako ndinamva mawu okoma a Suzanne. "Kodi ukudziwa zomwe ndikupangira, Aunt Tricia?" Adatero. "Ndikupangira utawaleza ndikukuika pansi pa utawaleza."

Izi zinali. Utawaleza womwe ndakhala ndikuliyembekezera! Ndidazindikira liwu la abambo anga ndipo misozi idabwera. Makamaka nditawona kujambula kwa Suzanne.

Ine, ndikumwetulira ndi utawaleza wakuda pamwamba panga, manja anga anakweza kumwamba. Chizindikiro cha lonjezo la Mulungu: kuti sadzandisiya, zomwe amakhala nazo nthawi zonse. Kuti sindinali ndekha.