Ine, wasayansi wosakhulupirira kuti kuli Mulungu, ndimakhulupirira zozizwitsa

Nditayang'anitsitsa maikulosikopu yanga, ndinawona khungu loopsa kwambiri ndipo ndaganiza kuti wodwalayo yemwe magazi ake omwe ndimamuyesa ayenera kuti wamwalira. Munali mu 1986 ndipo ndimasanthula mulu waukulu wamimidwe yamafupa "wakhungu" popanda kuuzidwa chifukwa chake.
Popeza ndinazindikira kuti anali ndi vuto lalikulu, ndinkaona kuti linali mlandu. Mwina banja lachisoni linali kumuwuza adotolo kuti amupangire chomwe sichingachitike. M'mphepete mwake munanenedwa nkhani: wodwalayo anachita chemotherapy, khansa inachotsedwa, ndiye kuti wayambiranso, adachitanso chithandizo china ndipo khansayo idachokanso kachiwirinso.

Pambuyo pake ndinamva kuti akadali ndi zaka XNUMX pambuyo pamavuto ake. Mlanduwo sunayesedwe mlandu, koma adawonedwa ndi Vatican ngati chozizwitsa pachiwonetsero chovomerezeka cha Marie-Marguerite d'Youville. Palibe woyera anali asanabadwe ku Canada. Koma a Vatikani anali atakana kale nkhaniyi ngati chozizwitsa. Akatswiri ake adati sanachotseredwe koyamba ndikuyambiranso; mmalo mwake, adanenanso kuti chithandizo chachiwiri chidatsogolera kuchikhululukiro koyamba. Kusiyanitsa kokhako kunali kofunikira: tikhulupirira kuti ndizotheka kuchiritsa pakukhululuka koyamba, koma osatinso kuyambiranso. Akatswiri aku Roma adavomereza kuunikanso lingaliro lawo pokhapokha ngati mboni "yakhungu" itayang'ananso mwachitsanzo ndikuzindikira zomwe ndawona. Ripoti langa watumizidwa ku Roma.

Ndinali ndisanamvepo za kusintha kwa zipembedzo ndipo sindingathe kulingalira kuti lingaliro lidafunikira kulingalira kambiri kwa asayansi. (...) Pambuyo kanthawi ndidapemphedwa kukapereka umboni ku khothi lachipembedzo. Ndili ndi nkhawa ndi zomwe mwina andifunsa, ndidabweretsa nkhani kuchokera m'mabuku azachipatala zokhudzana ndi mwayi wopulumuka leukemia, ndikuwunikira njira zazikulu zapinki. (...) Wodwalayo ndi madotolo adachitiranso umboni kukhothi ndipo wodwalayo adafotokozera momwe adayankhulira ndi d'Youville panthawi yobwezeretsanso.
Pambuyo patapita nthawi yochulukirapo, tidamva nkhani yosangalatsa kuti a d'Youville adzayeretsedwa ndi John Paul II pa Disembala 9, 1990. Avirigo omwe adatsegula chifukwa chakudziyeretsa adandipempha kuti ndikachite nawo mwambowu. Poyamba, sindinkafuna kukhumudwitsa iwo: Ndine wokhulupirira kuti kulibe Mulungu ndipo ndimwamuna wanga wachiyuda. Koma anali okondwa kutiphatikiza pamwambowu ndipo sitingathe kupereka mwayi wochitira umboni za woyela woyamba wa dziko lathu.
Mwambowo unali ku San Pietro: panali asisitere, adokotala komanso odwala. Pambuyo pake, tinakumana ndi Papa: mphindi yosaiwalika. Ku Roma, otumizira aku Canada adandipatsa mphatso, buku lomwe lidasintha kwambiri moyo wanga. Icho chinali cholembedwa cha Positio, umboni wonse wa chozizwitsa cha Ottawa. Munali ndi zidziwitso za chipatala, zolemba za maumboni. Munalinso lipoti langa. (...) Mwadzidzidzi, ndinazindikira ndi kudabwitsidwa kuti ntchito yanga yazachipatala yaikidwa m'malo osungirako ku Vatican. Wolemba mbiri yakale mwa ine nthawi yomweyo adaganiza kuti: kodi padzakhalanso zozizwitsa zilizonse pazovomerezeka zam'mbuyomu? Komanso kuchiritsa konse ndi matenda omwe adachiritsidwa? Kodi sayansi yamankhwala idaganiziridwa kale, monga zakhala zikuchitikira lero? Kodi madotolo anali atawona ndi kunena chiyani ndiye?
Pambuyo pa zaka makumi awiri ndi maulendo angapo ku malo osungirako zakale aku Vatican ndidatulutsa mabuku awiri okhudza zamankhwala ndi chipembedzo. (...) Kafukufukuyu adawonetsa nkhani zosangalatsa za kuchiritsa ndi kulimba mtima. Idafotokozeranso kufanana pakati pa mankhwala ndi chipembedzo molingana ndi kulingalira ndi zolinga, ndikuwonetsa kuti Tchalitchi sichinayike pambali sayansi kuti ingolamulira pazodabwitsa.
Ngakhale sindine wokhulupirira kuti kuli Mulungu, ndimakhulupirira zozizwitsa, zozizwitsa zomwe zimachitika komanso zomwe sitingapeze tanthauzo la sayansi. Wodwala woyamba akadali ndi moyo zaka 30 atandigwira ndi pachimake myeloid leukemia ndipo sindingathe kufotokoza chifukwa chake. Koma akutero.