Wophunzira amwalira ndikugalamuka m'tsogolo: zomwe anali nazo atatsala pang'ono kufa

Wophunzira sayansi yamakompyuta adamuchita opareshoni ku Costa Rica komwe adamwalira, akukhala ndi moyo pambuyo pa moyo, pambuyo pake ndikubwerera mthupi lake.

Graciela H. agawana nthano yake patsamba lawebusayiti la Near Death Experience Research Foundation. Nkhaniyi sinatsimikiziridwe payokha.

PAKATI PA CHITSANZO

Ndidawona madotolo omwe adandigwira ntchito mwachangu. ... Adakhumudwa. Amayang'ana zizindikiritso zanga zofunika kwambiri ndipo adandipatsa kukhudzanso mtima. Aliyense wa iwo pang'onopang'ono adatuluka m'chipindacho. Sindinamvetsetse chifukwa chake amachita izi.

Chilichonse chinali chamtendere. Ndidaganiza zodzuka. Dokotala wanga yekha anali akadali malo, akuyang'ana thupi langa. Ndidaganiza zoyandikira, ndimayimirira pafupi ndi iye, ndimamva kuti anali achisoni komanso kuti mzimu wake ukuvutika. Ndikukumbukira kuti ndidakhudza phewa lake, kenako adachoka.

Thupi langa linayamba kukwera ndikuwuka, ndinganene kuti ndinanyamulidwa ndi mphamvu yachilendo.

Zinali zabwino, thupi langa limayamba kulira. Ndikudutsa padenga la chipinda chogwiritsira ntchito, ndidazindikira kuti ndimatha kuyenda kulikonse komwe ndikufuna.

Ananditengera kumalo komwe ... mitambo inali yowala, chipinda kapena malo ... Chilichonse chozungulira ine chinali chowoneka bwino, chowala komanso thupi langa lodzala ndi mphamvu, ndikutupa chifuwa changa mwachimwemwe. ...

Ndinayang'ana mikono yanga, inali ndi mawonekedwe ofanana ndi miyendo ya munthu, koma yopangidwa ndi zinthu zina. Nkhaniyo inali ngati gasi loyera wophatikizidwa ndi kuyera koyera, kunyezimira kwa silvery, kuwala kwa ngale kuzungulira thupi langa.

Ndinali wokongola. Ndinalibe kaliro wondiyang'ana kumaso, koma ine ... ndimatha kumva kuti nkhope yanga inali yokongola, ndinawona manja ndi miyendo yanga, ndinali ndi chovala choyera, chophweka, chotalika, chopangidwa ndi kuwala ... Mawu anga anali ngati amenewo wachinyamata yemwe wasakanikirana ndi kamvekedwe ka mawu a mwana ...

Mwadzidzidzi kuunika kowonekera bwino kuchokera mthupi langa kunayandikira ... Kuwala kwake kunandizindikira ...

Anatero ndi mawu okongola kwambiri: "Simungathe kupitiliza" ...

Ndikukumbukira kuti ndidalankhula chilankhulo chake ndimaganizo, adalankhulanso ndi malingaliro ake.

Ndinalira chifukwa sindikufuna kubwerera, ndiye adandigwira, adandikumbatira ... Adakhala chete nthawi zonse, adandipatsa mphamvu. Ndimamva chikondi komanso mphamvu. Palibe chikondi ndi mphamvu m'dziko lino lapansi zofanana ndi izi ...

Adati, "Mwatumizidwa kuno molakwika, kulakwitsa kwa munthu wina. Muyenera kubwerera ... Kuti mubwere kuno, muyenera kuchita zinthu zambiri ... Yesani kuthandiza anthu ambiri »...

kutsika

Ndinatsegula maso, kuzungulira kunali zitseko zachitsulo, anthu pa matebulo achitsulo, thupi limodzi linali ndi thupi lina pamwamba. Ndidazindikira malowo: ndidali mnyumba yopulumutsa anthu.

Ndinkamvanso madzi oundana, matupi anga anali ozizira. Sindikumva chilichonse ... Sindinathe kusuntha khosi langa kapena kulankhula.

Ndinkangogona tulo ... Patatha maola awiri kapena atatu, ndinamva mawu ndipo ndinatsegulanso maso. Ndidawona anamwino awiri ... ndimadziwa zomwe ndimayenera kuchita ... kuyang'anana ndi m'modzi wa iwo. Ndinalibe mphamvu yofukiza kangapo ndipo ndinatero. Zinanditengera nthawi yambiri.

M'modzi mwa anamwinowo anandiyang'ana ndikuwopa ... ndikuuza mnzakeyo kuti: "Tawonani, akuyang'ana." Ataseka, adayankha kuti: "Bwerani, malowa ndi owopsa."

Mkati mwanga ndimangofuula 'Chonde osandisiya!'.

Sindinatseke maso mpaka anamwino ndi madotolo atabwera. Zonse zomwe ndamva wina akunena, "Ndani adachita izi?" Ndani adatumiza wodwala ku morgue? Madotolo ndiopenga. " Ndidatseka maso ndidatsimikiza kuti sindachoka pamalowo. Ndidadzuka patatha masiku atatu kapena anayi pambuyo pake.

Ndinagona nthawi yayitali ... sindimatha kuyankhula. Pa tsiku lachisanu ndinayamba kusuntha mikono ndi miyendo yanga ... kachiwiri ...

Madotolo adalongosola kuti ndidatumiza molakwika mosazindikira ... Adandithandizanso kuyenda, ndimankhwala.

Chimodzi mwazinthu zomwe ndidaphunzira ndikuti palibe nthawi yowononga kuchita zinthu zolakwika, tiyenera kuchita zonse zabwino kuti zitipindulitse ... kumbali ina, zili ngati banki, mukayika zambiri, mudzapeza zambiri kumapeto.