Tsiku lomaliza la moyo wanga
Lero, monga tsiku lililonse m'mawa, ndidadzuka, nditatha khofi pa bar yokhazikika, ndidayamba ntchito. Zinkawoneka ngati tsiku ngati zaka zambiri zapitazo koma mmalo mwake sindinadziwe kuti zomwe ndimakumana nazo zinali tsiku lomaliza la moyo wanga.
M'mawa nditachita ntchito zanga za tsiku ndi tsiku ndimapumira ndikucheza ndi mnzanga. Posakhalitsa kugunda kwamtima kwanga kudayamba kukulira, thukuta lidakulirakulirakulira ndipo mphamvu zanga zidalephera. Pomwe ndimapempha thandizo ndidaona chipwirikiti pakati pa anthu omwe adandizungulira koma ndidatulutsidwa mwadzidzidzi. Za zowonadi zomwe zidakhalako, ngakhale ndikadakhala protagonist kwenikweni aliyense amaganiza zondithandizira ndikundipatsa dzanja kuchokera ku matenda anga, ndidakhala zosiyana zenizeni.
Ndinkamva kuti mzimu wanga wasungunuka m'thupi chifukwa ndimaona thupi langa lili pabedi la chithandizo chonse madokotala omwe akuyesera kuti achire. Mngelo wokongola wowonekera adandiyandikira ndipo m'masekondi ochepa adandipangitsa kuwona moyo wanga wonse.
Apa ndipamene ndidazindikira kuti ndidawononga nthawi yambiri ndili moyo. Zanga zolimba mtima kupitilira ena, kupeza ndalama zambiri ndikukhala wopambana, nthawi imeneyo zidasowa mphindi zochepa ndipo ndidamvetsetsa kuti ndidayamba njira yanga yakhungu.
Munthu wowala uja adandiuza "ukuwona munthu wabwino ngakhale padziko lapansi utalemekezedwa chifukwa cha ntchito yako, sunamvetsetse tanthauzo lakupezeka kwako. Mufilimu yamoyo wanu mumawona zambiri zikugwira ntchito pazokomera koma chikondi chopanda malire chili kuti? Simukuziwona nokha mukuthandizira, ndikupempha Mulungu Atate, ndikupanga mawonekedwe amtundu. Kodi mwaphunzira chiyani mukakhalako? Kodi mwakonzeka kukhala m'dziko latsopano ngati simunadziwe chikondi ndi chiphunzitso cha Mulungu Atate? "
Ngakhale kulira kwa makinawo kunali kosalekeza, madotolo anali atandizungulira kwa maola ambiri ndipo mpweya wanga umayamba pang'onopang'ono komanso pang'onopang'ono ndinasankha m'mapeto omaliza a moyo wanga kuti ndimuwone mwana wanga, osati kuti nditsanzikane koma kuti ndimupatse iye kuphunzitsa kofunika kwambiri komwe sindinamupatsepo kale.
Mwana wanga atayandikira bedi ndinamuuza ndi mawu ofowoka kuti "usachite zomwe ndachita mpaka pano. Kondani banja lanu, makolo anu, akazi anu, ana anu, anzanu, anzanu ogwira nawo ntchito, kondani aliyense. Mukadzuka m'mawa, musaganize kuti muyenera kupeza ndalama zingati koma kuchuluka kwa zomwe muyenera kukonda. Kumwetulira masana, osatopa kwambiri, kugawana buledi, kupemphera kwa Mulungu masana, ganizirani anzanu ena ovuta ndikuwayimbira foni, tizimva kuyandikira kwanu. Ndipo ngati anthu zana ovuta awonekera panjira yanu, athandizeni onse. Osawachitira zoyipa, pangani zabwino zanu ndi chikondi chanu kuunika kwakukulu pamoyo wanu. Mukadzagona madzulo, ganizirani zabwino zomwe simunachite ndikulonjeza kuti mudzazichita tsiku lotsatira. Mukakhala ndi ndalama zokwanira ndikugwira ntchito yoti mukhale ndi moyo, musatope kwambiri, khalani ndi nthawi yocheza ndi inu nokha. Yesani kudzikonda nokha dziko labwino ".
Pofika pano mpweya wanga umayamba kuchepa komanso pang'onopang'ono koma panthawi imeneyo ndinali wokondwa ndinamva kuti ndi upangiri womwe unaperekedwa kwa mwana wanga wamwamuna ndachita zabwino kwambiri m'moyo wanga.
Wokondedwa bwenzi, ndisanapume ndi kusiya dziko lino ndikufuna kukuwuzani kuti "musakhale moyo wanu wonse pakati pa malingaliro anu akuthupi. Dziwani kuti moyo wanu wapachikidwa ndi ulusi tsopano. Khalani ngati kuti linali tsiku lanu lomaliza, khalani ndi moyo kutsatira mfundo zenizeni zaumunthu zomwe zimakupangitsani kukhala munthu wabwino kukhala wokondwa kukhala ndi moyo. Moyo wanga tsopano watha koma tsopano uyamba wanu, ngati mukuyenera kusintha ndikupereka mayendedwe olondola, ndiye ngati tsiku lina zomwe zikundichitikira zikukuchitikirani tsopano mutha moyo wanu osadandaula, ndikumwetulira pakamwa panu, kulira kuchokera aliyense ndiwokonzeka kukhala mdziko lapansi kwamuyaya lachikondi komwe simukuyenera kuphunzira kalikonse ngati mwapereka kale chikondi pa Dziko Lapansi pakali pano ”
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