Wosewera wotembenuzidwa ku Medjugorje: amapulumutsa kuthokoza kwa asanu ndi awiri a pater, ave ndi gloria

WOTSIRIZA WOtembenuzidwa: sungani kawiri pa 7 Pater Ave Gloria ndipo ndikukhulupirira

Oriana akuti:

Mpaka myezi yiŵiri yajumpha, nkhakhalanga ku Rome na Narcisa. Tonse tinasankha kukhala ochita zisudzo; ndiye Roma, ndiye ma audition, ndiye kuika, kuyimba foni ndipo nthawi zina ntchito ina, chilakolako chachikulu "kupanga" komanso mkwiyo wambiri ndi mkwiyo kwa iwo omwe "akhoza" kukupatsani dzanja, koma osasamala za aliyense. , kapena choyipitsitsa, ndi zina zambiri mwatsoka, nthawi zambiri, zimakupatsirani mwayi wogwira ntchito "mwachilengedwe" posinthana ndi china chake, ndizofunika kufotokoza zomwe. Pakati pa chisokonezo chonsechi adakhala zaka 4, kuzizira bwanji, masangweji angati otsalira pamimba, ndi makilomita angati opanda kanthu, zokhumudwitsa zingati!

Epulo 87: Ine ndi Artcisa timapita kunyumba kukakakhala ndi mabanja awo, iye ndi wochokera ku tawuni ya Alessandria, ndimachokera ku Genoa.

Tsiku lina Narcisa amandiuza kuti: “Mukudziwa? Ndikunyamuka, ndikupita ku Yugoslavia ”. Ndimaganizira zaulendo wopumula, ndipo ndimayankha kuti: "Chitani bwino, odala muli inu!" "Koma ayi! Koma ayi! - akuti mokondwa -, kodi simunamvepo za Medjugorje? "

Ndipo ine: "??? What ??? "" ... Medjugorje ... komwe Mkazi Wathu akuwonekera! Anna, bwenzi langa lochokera ku Milan, akufuna kunditengera ku Medjugorje ndipo ndaganiza zopita, ndakonzeka, ungandimve? " Ndipo ine: "Kuti ndimve inu ndimakumverani, koma kuti mukundinena kuti mumapereka manambala kuposa masiku onse".

Pambuyo pa sabata amayi ake, atakhumudwa kwambiri, akundiuza pafoni:

"Amisala aja adalipo, Angelo wabwerera (chibwenzi cha Narcisa), Anna, ndipo akadalipo, wapenga! wamisala! " Patatha masiku angapo ndimadzipezabe ndikuseka, poganiza kuti Narcisa akadalipo, misala ndi ndani amene akudziwa madala angati omwe akuti Madonna alipo ...

April 26: tsiku lomaliza kukhala kumidzi. M’masiku ochepa ndiyenera kubwerera ku Rome ndi kukwera sitima yopita ku Genoa. Ndili ku Tortona, siteshoni yapakatikati, pali mamita angapo kufika pakufika kwa sitima ya Genoa, nsanja yadzaza; ndipo ndikuwona ndani? Narcisa! Zikuwoneka kwa ine ngati yangotuluka kumene m'thanthwe: ili mumkhalidwe wachisokonezo. Iye ananena mosangalala kuti: “Ndiyenera kulankhula nawe, ndiimbire foni mwamsanga ukangofika. Tsopano muli ndi sitima ndipo palibe nthawi, koma ndilonjezani chinthu chimodzi. Ndilonjezeni kuti muchita zanga, ndiuzeni kuti muzichita! " Sindikumvetsanso kalikonse, yemwe amangobwerezabwereza kuti "Promise me you will", anthu omwe amatiyang'ana ndikuganiza kuti tathawa kuchipatala china, amandiukira. Amalimbikira, osakhumudwa komanso osalabadira kuseka kwa omwe akutizungulira.

Dulani, mutu wa ng'ombeyo unafuula kuti: "Chabwino, ndikukulonjezani kuti ndidzachita izi !!!", kung'anima kwa chisangalalo m'maso mwa Narcisa, yemwe akugwedeza rozari m'manja mwanga (... "Bwerani, apa pamaso pa anthu onsewa, chifaniziro chotani! wasanduka opusa? 7 Atate wathu; 7 Tikuoneni Mariya; 7 Ulemerero tsiku lililonse kwa mwezi umodzi ”.

Ndatsala pang'ono kusowa, ndimachita chibwibwi: "What ????", koma sanachite mantha: "Munalonjeza". Phokoso la sitima yapamtunda itilekanitsa, ndikuwoneka kuti ndimalowa. Narcisa amandisamalira ndi dzanja lake laling'ono ndikufuula:

"Ml adzanena!"; Ndimagwedeza mutu ndipo anthu omwe amabwera nane amandiyang'ana ndikuseka. O, chithunzi chake! Ndinalonjeza, ndiyenera kusunga lonjezo, ngakhale atang'ambika mokakamiza, ndipo Narcisa adanena kuti Mayi Wathu m'mwezi uno adzapereka chisomo chapadera kwa iwo omwe amamupempha.

…Masiku amapita, ndipo tsiku langa latsiku ndi tsiku limapitilira popanda kuyiwala, ndithudi, chodabwitsa chimakhala "chinthu" chomwe ndikumva kuti ndikufuna kuchita mwachangu komanso mwachangu. Sindifunsa, sindidzifunsa ndekha, ndimangopemphera ndikusiya.

Ine ndi Narcisa tibwerera ku Rome, ndipo moyo watisokonezanso. Mumandilankhulabe za Medjugorje, kuti pali mapemphero ambiri ndipo simukulimbana! kuti pali onse abwino, omvetsetsana ndi okondana wina ndi mnzake! "

Masiku akupita ndipo tsopano ndikudziwa zambiri za Medjugorje, ndamva zinthu zomwe sindimadziwa kuti zingachitike, koma koposa zonse Narcisa, ndimaona kusintha kwake kodabwitsa, "ndiwodabwitsa", amapita ku Misa, kupemphera, ngakhale. amatero rosary ndipo nthawi zambiri amakoka m'tchalitchi china. Narcisa amachoka, amachoka ku Roma kwa masiku 4-5 ndipo ndimasiyidwa ndekha m'nyumba yomwe sindimakonda, ndi nkhawa zantchito, zachikondi .., zowawa zakuda kwambiri zimandigwera, kukhumudwa sikunachitikepo : usiku sindigonanso, ndimalira. Masiku anai a chiwonongeko kotheratu: ndipo kwa nthaŵi yoyamba, ndithudi nthaŵi yoyamba m’moyo wanga, ndimadzipeza ndikulingalira mozama za kudzipha.

Ndendende amene ndakhala ndikunena kuti ndimakonda moyo kwambiri, kuti ndili ndi anzanga ambiri omwe amandikonda komanso omwe ndimawakonda, amayi ndi abambo omwe "amakonda" mwana wawo wamkazi yekhayo, ndikufuna kutha, kuchoka ku chilichonse ndi aliyense. ... Ndipo pamene misozi ikutsika pankhope yanga yodabwa, mwadzidzidzi ndimakumbukira mapemphero amene ndakhala ndikuchita tsiku lililonse mwezi wonsewo, ndipo ndimalira kuti: “Amayi, Amayi Akumwamba ndithandizeni chonde, ndithandizeni chifukwa sindingathe kupirira. panonso, ndithandizeni! ndithandizeni! Ndithandizeni! Chonde!". Tsiku lotsatira Narcisa abwereranso: Ndimayesetsa kubisala mwa njira ina kunyozeka kumene kuli mwa ine, ndipo pamene kucheza amandiuza kuti: "Koma kodi mukudziwa kuti kuno pafupi Rome pali malo otchedwa S. Vittorino?".

Madzulo otsatira, June 25, ndili ku S. Vittorino. Kumeneko wina anatiuza kuti pali Bambo Gino, amene mwina ali ndi kusalidwa ndipo nthawi zambiri "amapembedzera" ngakhale machiritso. Ndimachita chidwi ndi munthu wamtali komanso wowoneka bwino wa bambo Gino. Pamwamba, zikuwoneka kuti palibe chomwe chachitika, komabe mkati mwa maola awiriwo, ndimakhala ndi malingaliro akuti "chinachake" chayamba kusweka, kusweka ndi "kutsegula" mkati mwanga.

Timachoka ndi cholinga chofuna kubwereranso mwamsanga. Pambuyo pa masiku khumi, pa 9 July, 8 koloko m'mawa, timawoloka kachiwiri, tili odekha komanso odzaza ndi "chilakolako cha chinachake", chipata cha Our Lady of Fatima. Panthawiyi ndikuganiza kuti ndibwino komanso kofunika kunena zinthu zingapo za ine: sindinavomereze kwa zaka 15 ndipo m'zaka 15 izi ndadziponyera ndekha mumtundu uliwonse wa zosangalatsa ndi zosokoneza, kotero kuti ku 19 ndinakumana. mankhwala ndi makampani opusa; pa 20 (monga n'zovuta kunena) kuchotsa mimba; pa 21 ndinathawa kunyumba ndikukwatiwa (mofanana) ndi "mmodzi" yemwe kwa zaka ziwiri adandimenya, kundipondereza m'njira zonse zotheka ndi zomwe mungaganizire; pa 23, potsiriza chigamulo chochoka ndi kubwerera kunyumba ndipo, pambuyo pa miyezi inayi ya kusokonezeka kwamanjenje, kulekanitsa mwalamulo. Kenako ndinakakamizika kuthawa ku Genoa chifukwa cha kuwopseza kosalekeza kwa mwamuna wanga wakale. Wathamangitsidwa!

Ndikuganiza kuti ndikofunikira kuwulula mtundu wa "zokumana" ndi "zonyansa" zomwe ndidanyamula mkatikati mpaka tsiku labwino kwambiri Lachinayi 9 Julayi, tsiku lomwe ndidabadwa nthawi yachiwiri. Ngakhale zoipa zonse ndawachitira Ambuye ndi amayi anga Akumwamba, Amandikonda kwambiri. Ndikaganiza za izi ndiyenera kulira.

M'mawa wa tsiku limenelo 'ndinadziponyera ndekha' mkati mwa kuulula, ndimaganiza kuti ndinakhala komweko kwa pafupifupi maola awiri, ndinali wodzaza ndi thukuta ndipo sindimadziwa kuti ndiyambire pati kapena ndinene bwanji, machimo anga anali ochuluka komanso aakulu! Pamene ndinatuluka, sindinakhulupirire kuti Yesu wandikhululukiradi zonse, osati zonse ndipo komabe ndinamva mkati mwanga kuti inde, zinali choncho, zinali choncho modabwitsa. Mwachibadwa ndinali ndi kulapa kwanga kwautali, sindinaganizepo kuti: "Zachuluka", ndithudi tsiku ndi tsiku zakhala zokondweretsa. Tsiku limenelo ndinalandira Mgonero pambuyo pa zaka zoposa 15. Pambuyo pake bambo Gino adatipatsa madalitso a aliyense payekha ndipo maso anga adakumana nawo. Iwo abwerera kwawo, ndipo kuyambira usiku womwewo ndinamasuka; kuwawa, kukhumudwa, kuthedwa nzeru kwamkati, kukhumudwa ndi malingaliro anga onse oyipa zidapita, zidatha.

Zachidziwikire kuti ntchito yapitilizabe ndipo ikupitilizabe kundipatsa mavuto, koma tsopano yasintha. Pabwino tsogolo losatsimikizika, kusowa kwa ndalama ndi zokhumudwitsa zina zidandigwetsa pansi ndikundipangitsa kumva kuwawa kwambiri, tsopano, ngakhale sindinapambane mpikisano uliwonse .., ndine woletsa, wodekha, sindinakwiye komanso kukwiya panonso, zili ngati mkati ndi kuzungulira. panali china chake chofewa komanso chofewa kwa ine chomwe chimafewetsa chilichonse, chomwe chimafewetsa, chomwe chimandipangitsa kumva bwino, mwachidule. Zisanathe miyezi isanu ndi itatu zapita kuyambira pa 9 Julayi 1987, komabe zikuwoneka kwa ine zochulukira. Tsopano ndimayesetsa kukhala moyo wachikhristu weniweni, ndimavomereza mwezi uliwonse, ndimapita ku misa, ndimatenga Mgonero ndipo "ndimalankhula" nthawi zambiri kwa Yesu ndi Amayi akumwamba. Ndikhulupilira ndikukhumba kukhala "chamoyo" chambiri komanso kuti Mzimu Woyera ml azithandiza kukulitsa.

Nthawi zambiri ndimaganizira za tsiku lomwelo, pomwe Narcisa adati "lonjezani kuchita" ndipo ndidati "inde"; Ndimaganiza zamanyazi omwe ndidamumvera chifukwa cha ine ndi ine, pamaso pa anthu omwe amatiyang'ana modabwa, ndipo mmalo mwake ndimaganiza momwe lero ndikufuna "kufuulira" kudzikoli "NDIMAKONDA AMAYI WABWINO KWAMBIRI!".

Nayi, iyi ndi nkhani yanga, ndikuganiza kuti ndi nkhani yofanana ndi ena ambiri, yofanana modabwitsa! Ndikufuna kupita ku Medjugorje kunena zikomo kwa Amayi omwe adandipulumutsa; zikomo chifukwa sindinayenere kalikonse ndipo mmalo mwake ndinalandira chirichonse; zikomo chifukwa cha mphatso iyi, yokongola kwambiri, yomwe sindimadziwa kuti ilipo!

Kwa Yesu ndi Amayi Akumwamba a Medjugorje!