Msungwana wazaka ziwiri wokhala ndi vuto lochotsa m'mtima adawona Yesu

Palibe amene anaganiza kuti Giselle wamng'ono anali ndi vuto la mtima mpaka dokotala atamuyeza miyezi isanu ndi iwiri. Koma moyo wake waufupi wokhala ndi chisangalalo udatha ndi masomphenya a Yesu ndi kumwamba, chotonthoza kwa iwo omwe amamukonda kwambiri. "Sindikudziwa chifukwa chake Giselle adabadwa chotere," atero a Tamrah Janulis, amayi a Giselle. "Ili ndi limodzi mwa mafunso omwe ndifunse Mulungu."

Pakupita miyezi isanu ndi iwiri, madotolo adapeza vuto lobadwa nalo lotchedwa Fallot's tetralogy, chomwe chimayambitsa matenda amtundu wa bluu. Tamrah ndi amuna awo a Joe adadabwitsidwa kwathunthu pomwe madokotala adawauza kuti Giselle akusowa valavu yam'mimba ndi mitsempha. "Ndinkaganiza kuti palibe cholakwika ndi izi," Tamrah akukumbukira. “Sindinakonzekere. Ndinali m'chipatala ndipo dziko langa latha. Ndinadzidzimuka, osalankhula. Akatswiri ena azachipatala ati Giselle - womaliza pa ana anayi - atha kukhala ndi moyo zaka 30, ena akuti sayenera kukhala ndi moyo.

Miyezi iwiri itatha, madotolo adachita opareshoni yamtima ndikupeza kuti kulumikizana pakati pa mtima ndi mapapu a Giselle kumawoneka ngati "mbale ya spaghetti" kapena "chisa cha mbalame", yokhala ndi mitsempha yaying'ono, yomwe idatuluka, kuyesera ku lipira mphamvu yamitsempha yosowa. Pambuyo pa opaleshoni imeneyi, akatswiri apereka njira zingapo zowonjezera za opaleshoni, njira zina zosowa zomwe zimawoneka ngati zowopsa. Tamrah ndi Joe adaganiza zopewera opaleshoni ina, koma adatsatira malangizo a madokotala paziphuphu zamankhwala. Tamrah anati: "Ndinampatsa mankhwala maola awiri aliwonse komanso kuwombera kawiri pa tsiku. "Ndidapita naye kwina konse ndipo sindinamusiye."

Mwana wakhalidwe labwino, Giselle adaphunzira zilembo pamiyezi 10. "Palibe chomwe chinaimitsa Giselle," akutero Tamrah. “Ankakonda kupita kumalo osungira nyama. Adakwera nane. Anachita zonse. "Ndife banja loimba kwambiri ndipo Giselle amayimba nthawi zonse," akuwonjezera. Pamene miyezi inkadutsa, manja a Giselle, milomo, ndi milomo yake zidayamba kuwonetsa pang'ono, ndikuwonetsa kuti mtima wake sukuyenda bwino. Pambuyo pa kubadwa kwake kwachiwiri, adaona masomphenya oyamba a Yesu, zidachitika mchipinda chawo, kutatsala milungu yochepa kuti anyamuke. “Hei Yesu. Moni Yesu, "adatero, modabwitsa mayi ake. “Ukuwona chiyani, mwana? Tamrah anafunsa. "Moni Yesu. Moni" adapitilizabe Giselle, ndikutsegula maso ake ndi chisangalalo. "Chili kuti? "Pomwepo," adaloza. Giselle adawonanso masomphenya ena awiri a Yesu sabata zingapo asanamalize maphunziro ake kumwamba. Chimodzi chinachitika mgalimoto m'mene zimayendetsa ndipo ina mu shopu.

Tsiku lina ali mgalimoto, Giselle mosadukiza adayamba kuyimba: “Sangalalani! Sangalalani! (E) mmanuel ... "Sanaphunzire kutchulira" E ", chifukwa chake adatuluka" Manuel ". "Kodi Giselle amadziwa bwanji nyimbo ija ya Khrisimasi?" Mlongo Jolie Mae amafuna kudziwa. Malinga ndi Tamrah, Giselle anali asanamvepo nyimboyi m'mbuyomu. Komanso, m'masabata akuwatsogolera kuti adutse, mwadzidzidzi akuyamba kuyimba "Haleluya" pamene akuyenda kuzungulira nyumba. A Cindy Peterson, agogo a a Giselle, akukhulupirira kuti chotchinga pakati pa thambo ndi dziko lapansi chabwezeretseka pang'ono kukonzekera kukwera kumwamba. "Iye anali ndi phazi limodzi pansi ndi phazi limodzi kumwamba," Cindy akukhulupirira. "Adalowa chipembedzo chakumwamba."

Sabata imodzi asanamwalire, Giselle anali atagona pabedi, osamva bwino. Pamene Tamrah adaphunzira nkhope ya mwana wake wamkazi, Giselle adaloza pakona pomwe padali. “Hei kavalo. Moni, ”adatero. "Kodi kavalo ali kuti?" Amayi anafunsa. "Apa ..." adaloza. Adanenanso "mphaka wa mphaka" koma Tamrah akukhulupirira kuti adaona mkango, chiwonetsero chazosangalatsa cha zolengedwa zabwino zomwe zimakhala kumwamba. Masiku angapo pambuyo pake, Tamrah ndi amuna awo a Joe sanadziwebe kuti kutha kwake kwayandikira. Koma masiku anayi m'mbuyomu, mkhalidwe wa Giselle udakulirakulira. "Anayamba kuchepa mphamvu," akutero Tamrah. "Manja ndi miyendo yake inayamba kugwa ndipo minofu yake inayamba kufa. Mapazi ake, manja, ndi milomo zinali zosasamala nthawi zonse.

Little Giselle adachoka padziko lapansi pa Marichi 24, m'manja mwa amayi ake, kunyumba. Joe anali kukumbatira amayi ndi mwana wawo pabedi lawo lalikulu. Mphindi zochepa asanapite kunyumba, Giselle adalira kwambiri. Joe adaganiza kuti akulira chifukwa adzasowa abale ake. Tamrah anati: "Chozizwitsa changa ndichoti anali ndi moyo ngati momwe analiri," "Tsiku lililonse ndi iye zinali ngati chozizwitsa kwa ine." "Zimandipatsa chiyembekezo choti ndawaona Ambuye ndikukhala kumwamba ndi Iye. Ndikudziwa kuti ali kumwamba ndikundiyembekezera. "