IMedjugorje: UFabiola, ozinikeleyo kunye no-sexy, ukwahlula abagwebi be-x-factor

Kunyaka ophelileyo uDade Cristina Scuccia wayephumelele kwimiboniso yeetalente "Ilizwi lase-Italiya"; kulo nyaka uFabiola Osorio wazibonakalisa phambi koLusu, uMika, uElio noFedez ngaphandle kokufumana impumelelo efanayo kodwa ngokufanayo bagxotha iijaji ngobungqina obutsha bobuKrestu. Sithethile nalo mntu uneminyaka engama-22 ubudala waseMexico obomi bakhe buyatshintsha kuhambo oluya eMedjugorje.

Ngaba kunokwenzeka ukuba unike ubungqina ngokholo lomntu, nokuba kukamabonwakude, ngendlela elula, yenkqubo yexeshana? Ngethamsanqa, kubonakala ngathi kunokwenzeka kungekudala. Ngo-2014, uDade Cristina Scuccia waphumelela kwinkqubo “yeLizwi lase-Italiya” ngokuba iholo yonke icengceleze uBawo Wethu. Ukusebenza kwakhe, nangona kunjalo, kwaphikiswa ngabaninzi, ngenxa yemeko yakhe njengowasetyhini ozinikeleyo. Kulo nyaka, elinye igcisa lenze loo nto, imvumi yaseMexico eneminyaka engama-22, uFabiola Osorio, kwinkqubo X-Factor. Kwintetho emfutshane, abathathi-nxaxheba abayenzayo, ngaphambi kokudlala, uFabiola wayenobuganga bokuqinisekisa ukuba wadibana nesoka lakhe eMedjugorje, ekhupha ukungangqinelani kweejaji. Emva kokusebenza kwemvumi, eyathi yazisa ingxelo yayo yokuba kufanele ukuba ibubusuku bonke, yi-AC / DC, omnye wamajaji wathi uyothuswa kukuba intombazana ezinikele kwiNkosikazi yethu yaseMedjugorje ingacula ingoma, ichazwe nguye isini esifanayo. UFabiola, esusa inkolelo yelo kholwa, eneenkani kwaye enxibe amarhonya, waphinda wathi akaqondi ukuba kutheni ikholwa lingenakho nokuba sisitabane. Waphinda wathi kumajita: "Into ebalulekileyo yile unayo entliziyweni yakho". Uvavanyo olukhulu lwesibindi nokholo. UFabiola, emva kokusebenza kwakhe, wayenempembelelo enkulu kumajoni amabini uElio noFedez, ngelixa abanye ababini, uMika kunye noLusu, bengakholwanga yintsebenzo. Mhlawumbi, ngenxa yokuba bayifumana ngokuyinxalenye ngaphandle komxholo, iya kuba kungenxa yento awayithethayo ngeMedjugorje? Ayaziwa, nangona kunjalo, wayengekho ekuqhubekeni nomdyarho. Ivoti iyonke, ebingonelisekanga kubaphulaphuli ababekhona egumbini, eyayiphikisana nesiphumo sevoti. UFabiola wabizwa eqongeni, kwaye emva kovavanyo lwesibini olufutshane lokucula, wabhukuqa iziphumo zokuqala zovoto, wamkelwa kumjikelo wesibini. Sichaza ukuba imvumi yaseMexico ayikhange iphumelele eminye imijikelo kwaye emva koko yasuswa kukhuphiswano. Ukukhuthazwa, nangona kunjalo ngamanqaku apheleleyo, ngenkalipho yakhe yokunikela ubungqina kuKholo lwakhe. Ndilandele umkhondo ndafika kuFabiola emnxebeni, ukuze asibalisele ibali lakhe.

-Sawu Fabiola, ndiyibonile ividiyo yosasazo, ubunesibindi sokuzazisa njengomntu ozinikeleyo eMedjugorje phambi kwejuri. Khawusixelele ngawe, malunga nebali lakho:

- Ke… yonke le nto yaqala xa ndagqiba kwelokuba ndiye kuvolontiya eMedjugorje unyaka wonke. Ndizive ndingenanto ngaphakathi, entliziyweni yam, kukho into engekhoyo. Ndandisebenza njengemvumi eMexico kwaye ndifunda i-Graphic Design. Ndifuna ukutshintsha imeko yam, kodwa nobomi bam. Ndiye ndagqiba kwelokuba ndihambe ndiye eMedjugorje.

Ayilulo uhambo lwabakhenkethi, kule nto uyithethileyo, ubukhangela uxolo lwentliziyo yakho. Uhambo lokuphinda kufunyanwe ukholo, ke.

Ngesi sizathu, uhambo lwalunomdla kwaye luzele iziganeko ezingalindelekanga, nditsho nezinto ezingathandekiyo. Ukuma kwam eFrance, amapolisa andicela ukuba ndibone itikiti lam lokubuya, bendinalo, kodwa belilonyaka kamva. Babecinga ukuba ndifuna ukuhlala eFrance ukuze ndisebenze, ngoko ke bandifaka entolongweni. Iintsuku ezintlanu entolongweni, elinde ukuthethwa kwetyala. Ndacacisa imeko yam. Ndifuna ukuya eMedjugorje ukuya kuvolontiya, ndifuna ukwazi uMama wethu ngakumbi, kuba andinalo ukholo kuye. Abazange bandikholelwe kwaye ndaphelela ejele.

- Isiqalo, ngokuqinisekileyo asimnandi, sifike eFrance saza safakwa entolongweni! Kwenzeka ntoni ke?

Ngosuku lwesibini, bandithatha baya kwisikhululo seenqwelomoya kwaye bandixelela ukuba kufuneka ndikhwele ndibuyele eMexico. Bendingafuni kwaye ndala. Indoda enkulu, yeza kum yaqala ukungxola ngathi: umbi! ulapha ngenxa yokuba wenzakele! Bandiphosa entolongweni, esiseleni kunye nabanye abantu abali-14. Isisele sasisincinci, wonke umntu wayelila, abanye babengabaphambukeli ngokungekho mthethweni, bebaleka imfazwe. Ndandisoyika, kodwa ukundinika isibindi ndaqala ukucula. Ndandisoyika, nam ndandinomsindo kancinci, kodwa uFaith wandinika isibindi, ndandinethemba ngaphakathi kum!

-Uthi uyoyika kwaye unomsindo kancinci, kodwa waqala ukucula! Ngaba ayibonakali iphikisana?

Ndingenza ntoni! Kwakungaxhomekekanga kum, kwinto endandinayo. Bendingenanto, bandithathile zonke izinto zam, bendinelizwi lam ndisebenzisa lonto. Bendikwazi ukucula nokwenza abanye bahleke, bendikwazi nokumamela. Oku ndizamile ukukwenza kubantu endandivalelwe nabo. Ndandiqonda ukuba akusabalulekanga ukuya eMedjugorje, ngeloxesha injongo yam yayilapho, entolongweni nabo bantu. Ngezo ntsuku ndafunda lukhulu, kwaye nokuba bendonwabile, nokuba kubonakala kungaqhelekanga. Emva kweentsuku ezintlanu ndimangalelwe, babengenanto bangandityhola ngayo, ngenene baxolisa. Bandixelele yonke into ibihleli ngendlela bandiyeka.

-Ukwazile ukuhamba wemka waya eMedjugorje. Ufike apho, kwenzeka ntoni? Uphila njani loo mava?

Mhla ndafika eMedjugorje, ndiwakhumbula kakuhle. Babendilindile kwinqaba kaNancy noPatrick, ikopi yamaKhanadi abazahlulele ubomi babo kwinkonzo kaThixo noMariya. Ndingene ekhitshini ndafika kukho uJospeh, umyeni wam wakamva. Ndikhawuleze ndanokholo kuye, ebebonakala njengomntu endinothetha naye ndazijula.

Mhlawumbi kuba bendingazi mntu kwaye nam bendinovalo (ndihleka). EMedjugorje ubudlelwane bam noThixo babusondele ngakumbi. Ndizifumene, ngakumbi emsebenzini wemihla ngemihla. Ndaziva ndithandwa kwaye ndihlukile. Umnqweno wam uhlala ukuthanda nokuziva ndithandwa, ngendlela yam, nangomculo. UJoseph wayengumhlobo wam osenyongweni kwasekuqaleni, kodwa emva kweveki wemka. Kwelinye icala, ndahlala apho ezinye iinyanga ezimbini. Emva koko kuye kwafuneka ndihambe kuba indlu yozakuzo yase-France ingazange iyivuselele imvume yam, kuye kwafuneka ndibuyele eMexico. Ndihleli iveki e-Itali, kwakulula ukuhamba kwam inqwelomoya. UJospeh wandamkela endlwini yabazali bakhe, kusapho lwakhe ndabona ukuba uThixo ukhona kwaye ubalulekile kubo. Ndiye ndamthanda kancinci kancinci, inkwenkwe enentliziyo entle. Ndahlala i-Itali iveki enye, emva koko ndahamba ngenqwelo-moya yam yokubuyela eMexico. -Ibali lakho, nangona kunjalo, alizange liphelele apho, ndabona ukuba ebekhona eX-Factor. Mhlawumbi yayingekaqali.

Emva kweenyanga ezimbalwa, weza kundibona eMexico. Ngexesha lokuhlala kwakhe kwilizwe lam, ndenza isigqibo sokuba ndize kufunda e-Itali. E-Itali, ndadibana ne-X-Factor show, yayilithuba lam lokucula esidlangalaleni kwaye ndasayina.

Emva kwexesha, bandibizele uvavanyo, eneneni uphicotho-zincwadi, kuba ndenze okuninzi! Kwakumnandi kakhulu kum! Ndandiseqongeni phambi kwabagwebi abane uElio, uMika, ulusu kunye noFedez kunye nabantu abamalunga nama-3000, ababendijongile! Phambi kokungena eqongeni, ndiyakhumbula ukuba ndithandaze, ngendlela yam. Ndathetha noThixo ndambuza: "Ndivumele ndifikelele ebantwini ngothando lwakho." Eyona nto yandothusa kakhulu kukuba abaphulaphuli bandilwele, ukuba abavumelani nejaji, Emva koko abachopheli-mthetho bandibuyisela eqongeni. Ngawona mava am amnandi. Eyona intle endakha ndahlala. Ndiyabulela kuThixo, kodwa ndinombulelo, ngobomi andinike bona. Undinike ubabalo lokuba ndiqonde esi sipho sakhe. Isipho endingasicelanga kodwa wandinika. Ndinombulelo kuye ngolu thando, andinika lona yonke imihla. Thatha esakhe isipho wabelane ngaso nabanye. Ndicinga ukuba nokuba ungubani na, uvela phi, uThixo usebenza ebomini bakho. UThixo uyacingela, uMama wethu wandibizela eMedjugorje kwaye ubomi bam butshintshile. Kodwa uyakuvumela ukhululeke, ukuba uyafuna, uyakuvumela ukuba utshintshe ubomi bakho. Ubomi bam butshintshile kuba ndivumele uThixo ukuba angene kuwo. Ukuba uthi ewe, Uyakwazi ukwenza imimangaliso.

-Awuyiphumelelanga i-X-Factor, ewe ekugqibeleni bakususile, nangona kunjalo ukwazile ukungqina ukholo lwakho, nkqu kuloo meko Uloyiso olukhulu, nangona kunjalo, uluzuzile, uJospeh wakho, otshate naye iintsuku ezimbalwa. Umnqweno wethu, ukongeza ekuphumeleleni njengemvumi, ngaphezulu kwako konke ukuba ngumama olungileyo wosapho lwamaKristu, oku kuyafuneka. Enkosi!

Umthombo: ILa Croce Quotidiano-Novemba 2015