Intombazana iswelekela esibhedlele kodwa ivuke isemakhazeni: "Ndidibene neNgelosi"
Ndadibana neNgelosi. Umfundi wesayensi yekhompyuter wenza utyando eCosta Rica ngela xesha wasweleka ngalo; ubanga ukuba emva kobomi emva kokudibana nengelosi eyamxelela ukuba 'abuyele' kuba bekukho 'impazamo'. Wavuka emakhazeni.
UGraciela H., 20, wabelana ngebali lakhe kwiwebhusayithi yeSiseko soPhando malunga nokufa. Nali ke ibali lakhe: «Ndabona oogqirha ababephazamisekile kwaye bangenelela ngokukhawuleza kum .. .. Baye bajonga iimpawu zam ezibalulekileyo, bandinika ukuvuselelwa kwentliziyo. Ndabona ukuba nganye nganye baphuma egumbini, kancinci. Ndandingasiqondi isizathu sokuba benze ngoluhlobo. Ndive kamnandi. Ndiqonde mandiphakame. Kwakukho ugqirha omnye kuphela apho kunye nam, ejonge emzimbeni wam. Ndithathe isigqibo sokusondela, bendime ecaleni kwakhe, bendiziva ukuba unxunguphele kwaye umphefumlo wakhe wonakele. Ndikhumbula ndichukumisa igxalaba lakhe, kancinci, emva koko wahamba. ...
Ndadibana neNgelosi: ibali lentombazana
Umzimba wam uqalile ukuphakama, ngokungathi uphakanyisiwe ngamandla angaqhelekanga. Kwakumnandi, umzimba wam uya usiba lula. Xa ndigqitha kuphahla lwegumbi lokusebenza, ndafumanisa ukuba ndiyakwazi ukuhamba naphi na, ndifuna kwaye ndikwazi. Nditsaleleke kwindawo apho ... amafu ayeqaqambile, igumbi okanye indawo evulekileyo .... Yonke into ejikeleze amehlo am yayikhanya ngombala, ikhanya kakhulu, umzimba wam ubonakala amandla, isifuba sam sizele lulonwabo….
Ndijonge ezingalweni zam, zazikwimo nye, kodwa zazenziwe ngezinto ezahlukeneyo. Umbhalo ubunjengegesi emhlophe edityaniswa nokukhanya okumhlophe, ukubengezela okufanayo komzimba wam. Ndandiba mhle. Andinaso isipili sokubona ubuso bam, kodwa ndi ... Ndaziva ukuba ubuso bam buhle. Kwakungathi ndinxibe ilokhwe ende emhlophe elula. ... Ilizwi lam lalingumxube phakathi kwelolutsha kunye nolwentombazana ...
Ndadibana neNgelosi: wayezolile ngalo lonke ixesha, wandinika amandla
Ngesiquphe ukukhanya okuqaqambe ngaphezu komzimba wam kusondele kum… Ukukhanya kwayo kwandimfamekisa, kodwa ndandifuna ukuyijonga, ndandingakhathali nokuba ndiza kuba yimfama… .Ndafuna ukubona ukuba ngubani. Wathetha nam, wayenelizwi elihle kwaye wandixelela: "Awungekhe uqhubeke usondela ... ..". Ndiyakhumbula ukuba bendithetha ulwimi olufanayo naye kwaye ndiyenzile ngengqondo yam. Bendilila kuba ndingafuni ukubuyela umva, wandithatha, wandibamba….
Wayethule ngalo lonke ixesha, endinika amandla. Ndaziva uthando namandla. Akukho luthando kunye namandla kweli hlabathi onokulithelekisa naloo nto. … Wathetha nam kwakhona: “Uthunyelwe ngempazamo apha, ngempazamo yomntu othile. Kufuneka ubuyele umva…. Ukuza apha, kufuneka ufezekise izinto ezininzi. … Zama ukunceda abantu abaninzi ”.
Kwigumbi lokufa
Ndivule amehlo, macala onke bekukho iingcango zentsimbi, abantu belele kwiitafile zentsimbi, omnye umzimba unomnye ulele phezu kwakhe. Ndiqaphele indawo: bendiseMortuary. Ndiva umkhenkce kwimivumbo yam, umzimba wam wawubanda. Andivanga kwanto….
Bendingakwazi nokushukumisa intamo yam okanye ukuthetha. Ndaziva ndisozela…. Emva kweeyure ezimbini okanye ezintathu, ndeva amazwi, ndavula amehlo am kwakhona. Ndabona abongikazi ababini. … Ndiyayazi into ebendifanele ukuyenza: jonga emehlweni omnye wabo. Andinawo amandla okuqhwanyaza kwaye ndiyenzile amatyeli ambalwa. Omnye wabongikazi wandijonga, esoyika wathi kugxa wakhe: "Jonga jonga, uhambisa amehlo", wamncumela waphendula wathi: "Yiza, le ndawo yoyikisayo". Ngaphakathi kum, bendikhwaza, “Ndicela ungandishiyi.
Ngubani othumele esi sigulana emakhazeni?
Khange ndiwavale amehlo de kufike omnye woogqirha. Into endiyivileyo kukuba athi, “Ngubani lo wenze lento? Ngubani othumele esi sigulana emakhazeni? Bayaphambana oogqirha ”. Khange ndiwavale amehlo de ndiqiniseke ukuba bendikude kulondawo. Ndavuka emva kweentsuku ezintathu okanye ezine kamva. Andikwazi ukuthetha. Ngosuku lwesihlanu, ndaqala ukushukumisa iingalo nemilenze… kwakhona… ndifunda nalapho umthandazo kwiNgelosi yakho ekuMgcini
Oogqirha bandicacisela ukuba andisenawo amanqaku abalulekileyo ngexesha lotyando kwaye bazimisele ukuba ndifile, yiyo loo nto ndandikumzi wokugcina izidumbu xa ndavula amehlo am. . Enye yezinto endizifundileyo kukuba akukho xesha lokuchitha ngokwenza izinto ezingalunganga, kufuneka senze konke okusemandleni ethu ukuze kulunge thina ... kwelinye icala. Injengebhanki, kokukhona utyala imali kwaye uzuza, kokukhona uya kufumana ekugqibeleni ».