UMaria Simma uthetha nathi ngemiphefumlo kwiPurgatory: usixelela izinto esingazaziyo
Ngaba bakho nabantwana kwindawo yentlambululo-miphefumlo?
ewe, kwanabantwana abangekabikho esikolweni bangaya kwindawo yentlambululo-miphefumlo. kuba umntwana esazi ukuba into ayilunganga kwaye uyayenza, wenza ityala. Ngokwendalo kubantwana abahlambululayo abade kwaye ababi buhlungu, kuba baswele ukuqonda ngokupheleleyo. kodwa ungatsho ukuba umntwana akaqondi! umntwana uqonda ngaphezu kokuba sicinga, unesazela esiethe-ethe ngakumbi kunomntu omdala.
Liyintoni ikamva labantwana abasweleka bengabhaptizwanga, ukuzibulala…?
aba bantwana nabo banalo "izulu"; bonwabile, kodwa abanalo umbono kaThixo. Nangona kunjalo, bazi okuncinci malunga noku kangangokuba bakholelwa ukuba bazuze eyona intle kakhulu.
uthini ngokuzibulala? bagwetyelwe na?
ayizizo zonke, kuba, kwiimeko ezininzi, abanoxanduva lwezenzo zabo. abo banetyala lokuqhuba ukuzibulala bathwele uxanduva olukhulu.
Ngaba amalungu olunye unqulo nawo aya kwindawo yentlambululo-miphefumlo?
ewe, kwanabo bangakholelwayo kwindawo yentlambululo-miphefumlo. kodwa abahlupheki kangako njengamaKatolika, kuba babengenayo imithombo yobabalo esinayo; ngokungathandabuzekiyo, abanalo ulonwabo olufanayo.
ayinako na ukuyenza imiphefumlo kwindawo yentlambululo-miphefumlo?
hayi, akukho nto kwaphela, kodwa banokusinceda kakhulu xa sibabuza.
Ingozi yendlela eVienna
Umphefumlo wandixelela eli bali: "ndingakhange ndiyigcine imithetho yezothutho, ndabulawa kwangoko, eVienna, ngelixa ndandihamba ngesithuthuthu".
Ndambuza: "Ngaba ukulungele ukungena ngonaphakade?"
"Bendingakulungelanga. kodwa uthixo unika nabani na ongonanga kuye ngokugabadela nokuzicingela, imizuzu emibini okanye emithathu ukuze akwazi ukuguquka. kwaye kuphela abo bangavumiyo bagwetyelwe ».
umphefumlo waqhubekeka namazwi awo anika umdla nalawo afundisayo: “xa umntu esweleke engozini, abantu bathi ibilixesha lakhe. buxoki: oku kunokuthiwa kuphela xa umntu esifa ngaphandle kwempazamo eyeyakhe. kodwa ngokwecebo lothixo, bendinokuphila iminyaka engamashumi amathathu; lonke ixesha lobomi bam beliya kudlula. '
ke ngoko umntu akanalungelo lokubeka ubomi bakhe esichengeni sokufa, ngaphandle kwaxa kukho imfuneko yoko.
Ikhulu leminyaka endleleni
Ngenye imini, ngo-1954, malunga no-14,30 emva kwemini, xa ndandihamba ndisiya eMarl, phambi kokuba ndidlule kummandla walo masipala ukufuphi nakuthi, ndadibana ehlathini ibhinqa elinenkangeleko ebonakala ngathi iyakhululeka. Ndabulisa ngoxolo.
"Kutheni undibulisa nje? -iicawa-. akusekho mntu undibulisayo ».
Ndizamile ukumthuthuzela ngelithi: "ufanelwe kukubuliswa njengabanye abantu abaninzi."
waqala ukukhalaza: «Akukho mntu undinika olu phawu lovelwano kwakhona; akhomntu undityisayo kwaye kufuneka ndilale estratweni. "
Ndacinga ukuba le ayinakwenzeka kwaye akasayi kuqiqa. Ndizamile ukumbonisa ukuba le ayinakwenzeka.
"Kodwa ewe," uphendule watsho.
Ndaye ndacinga ukuba, ngokudikwa kukwaluphala kwakhe, akukho mntu ufuna ukumgcina ixesha elide, ndaye ndammema ukuba azokutya alale.
"Kodwa! ... andinakuhlawula," utshilo.
emva koko ndizamile ukumvuyisa ndisithi: "Ayinamsebenzi, kodwa kufuneka uyamkele into endikunika yona: andinandlu intle, kodwa izakubangcono kunokulala esitalatweni".
emva koko wabulela: «UThixo uyibuyisele! ngoku ndikhululiwe »ndanyamalala.
kude kube ngalamzuzu andiqondanga ukuba ungumphefumlo kwindawo yentlambululo-miphefumlo. Ngokuqinisekileyo, ngexesha lokuphila kwakhe emhlabeni, wayemlahlile umntu ekufanele ukuba wamnceda, kwaye ukusukela ekufeni kwakhe kwafuneka alinde umntu ozomnika ngokuzithandela oko kwala kwabanye.
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intlanganiso kuloliwe
"uyandazi?" Umphefumlo kwindawo yentlambululo-miphefumlo wandibuza. Kwafuneka ndiphendule ngohayi.
“Kodwa sele undibonile: ngo-1932 uthathe uhambo oluya nam eholweni. Ndandihamba naye ».
Ndimkhumbule kakuhle: le ndoda igxeke ngokuvakalayo, kuloliwe, ecaweni nakwinkolo. nangona ndandineminyaka eli-17 kuphela, ndathabatha entliziyweni ndaza ndamxelela ukuba wayengeyondoda ilungileyo, kuba wayenyelisa izinto ezingcwele.
"Umncinci kakhulu ukuba ungandifundisa isifundo - uphendule ukuzithethelela -".
"Nangona kunjalo, ndinengqondo kunawe," ndaphendula ngesibindi.
uthobe intloko akathetha kwanto. Ukuhla kwakhe kuloliwe, ndathandaza enkosini yethu: "Ungalahli lo mphefumlo!"
«Umthandazo wakho undisindisile - uqukumbele umphefumlo wendawo yentlambululo -. ngaphandle kwayo ngendigwetyelwe ».
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