Ugqirha unyange umhlaza webala eMedjugorje
Baninzi abantu abathi bafumene unyango olungaqhelekanga ngokuthandaza eMedjugorje. Kumzi wogcino-dolophu wecandelo ledolophu yaseHerzegovina, apho kwaqala khona umbono weLady yethu ngoJuni 24, 1981, kwaqokelelwa ubungqina obungamakhulu, kunye namaxwebhu ezonyango, malunga neemeko ezininzi zokuphiliswa okungachazwanga, ezinye zazo ziyinyani ngenene. Njengolo hlobo, umzekelo, kagqirha u-Antonio Longo, ugqirha ePortici, kwiphondo laseNaples.
Namhlanje uGqirha Longo uneminyaka engama-78, kwaye usagcwele ngokupheleleyo. "Ndiyaphila," utsho. Ukongeza kwizigulo zobudala ezincinci zobudala, andizimangaleli ezinye izifo. Kodwa ukusukela ngo-1983 ukuya ku-1989 ndandigula ndinomhlaza wolusu. Isebenza kaninzi, kuba ingxaki zenzeka ekusebenzeni ngakunye, ndandisuswe ikholon enqamlezileyo ngobuninzi kunye nokususwa kweesentimitha ezingama-90 zesisu esincinci. Kwenziwe ii-metastases, iifistulas ezifuna olunye ungenelelo. Ingxaki yam ithathe iminyaka emithandathu. Ngexesha elithile oogqirha baxelele abantwana bam ukuba ndinentsuku ezilishumi elinesihlanu zokuphila. Kodwa ndinokholo, ndithandaze kwiNenekazi lethu laseMedjugorje, ndithumele inkosikazi yam kunye nomnye wabantwana bam kwindwendwe kwaye bafumana ubabalo. Inenekazi lethu lindiphilisile, ndiliphilise ngokupheleleyo ».
Ugqirha u-Antonio Longo selithe waba lingqina elinomdla. "Emva kokuphola ndahamba uhambo oluya e-Medjugorje kangangezihlandlo ezili-12," utsho. «Ndihlala ndiboleka imali ukuze ndibone izinto endizifumeneyo. Ndibalise ibali lam kwintatheli kunye neethelevishini ezahlukeneyo. Andithandabuzi: njengogqirha nanjenge Katolika ndiqinisekile ukuba ukubuyisela kwam impilo kwenzeke ngokungenelela ngokwamandla angaphezu kwawemvelo. Esi sifo sibhalwe ngohlalutyo lwe-dossier, i-radiographs, iingxelo zonyango kunye nezigwebo ziingcali. Kwaye ukubuyela kwimeko yesiqhelo kwaba ngesiquphe, zizonke kwaye ziqhubeka ixesha elide. Ngapha koko, iminyaka eli-12 sele idlulile kwaye ndiyaqhubeka ndiziva ndilungile.
Enombulelo ngokunyanga okumangalisayo akufumene, uGqirha Longo uchitha ixesha lakhe elininzi enceda abanye. Hayi njengoGqirha kuphela, kodwa njengo "Mphathiswa oMangalisayo we-Ekaristi". “Ndinethamsanqa lokuba ndisebenzisane necawe,” utshilo ngolwaneliseko. «Ndizisa uMthendeleko kwabagulayo yonke imihla. Ndisebenza nomfundisi wam werhamente kwimisebenzi emininzi yenkonzo yethu. Ndineqela lomthandazo elimnandi elihlangana nam ngeveki ukuthandazela abagulayo kunye nabo bonke abasicela imithandazo. Phantse qho ngokuhlwa ndikhokhela uMthendeleko we-Eucharistic. Ngentsasa yangoMvulo, ngenxa yokungabikho komfundisi weparishi, iMisa ayibhiyozelwa kwiparishi yethu kwaye ke ndigunyazisiwe ukuba ndikhokele ukuphindwaphindwa kukaLauds, ukubhiyozela ukufundwa kwelizwi kunye nokusasaza uMthendeleko. Umsebenzi wam unzima kwaye ndingayenza yonke le nto, ndineminyaka engama-78, kuba uMama wethu undiphilisile kwaye uyaqhubeka nokundikhusela ».
Ugqirha Longo ubonakalisa okomzuzwana emva koko wongeza athi: «Ndiyaqonda ukuba uninzi loogxa bam banokucinga ukuba ndinempambano. Ngapha koko, oogqirha abaninzi abakholwanga kwaye ababamkeli ubukho bokuphiliswa ngongenelelo olungaphaya kwendalo. Kodwa ndiyakuqinisekisa: Andinguye umntu onenzondelelo yempambano, kwaye andinguye umntu ovumela ukuba akhokelwe ziimvakalelo kunye nomdla. Ndingugqirha, ndiyakholelwa emayezeni, ndinabantwana ababini bezonyango. Ingqondo yobungcali indiqhelisile ukubonisa, ukubona izinto ngokungakhathali kunye nokuqina. Ndililandele ibali lam ngeyona nto iphambili. Akukho kuthandabuza kwalo naluphi na uhlobo: ukubuyiswa kwam akufumani zinkcazo zinengqiqo. Okwenzekileyo kunokubangelwa kuphela yiMadonna ».
Ndicela uGqirha Longo ukuba ashwankathele imbali yokugula nokuchacha kwakhe.
"Nantso ke," utsho ngoko nangomdla. “Ndihleli ndingumntu osempilweni kwaye ndisebenze kakhulu ebomini bam. Ngentwasahlobo yowe-1983 ngequbuliso ndaqala ukutyhola izifo kunye neentlungu esiswini. Ezi yayizimpawu, ezazingugqirha, ezazindikhathaza.
“Ndithathe isigqibo sokuya kuthotho lweemvavanyo kunye novavanyo lweklinikhi ukuze ndicacise imeko. Iimpendulo zaqinisekisa kuphela uloyiko lwam. Zonke izinto ezibonisa ukuba ndinengxaki yomhlaza wamathumbu.
“Ngasekupheleni kukaJulayi, imeko yaba mandundu. Iintlungu ezoyikekayo esiswini, isisu, ukopha, umfanekiso okhathazayo weklinikhi. Ndabalekiselwa kwikliniki yaseSanatrix eNaples. UNjingalwazi Francesco Mazzei, owayendinyanga, wathi kufuneka ndenziwe utyando. Uye wongeza ukuba akukho xesha lichithwayo. Utyando lwalucwangciselwe intsasa kaJulayi 26, kodwa uprofesa wabethwa ngumkhuhlane ngumkhuhlane wamashumi amane. Kwimeko endikuyo andizange ndikwazi ukulinda kwafuneka ndikhangele omnye ugqirha wotyando. Ndaguqukela kuNjingalwazi Giuseppe Zannini, isikhanyisi kwezamayeza, umlawuli weZiko leSyningiotic yoPhando kwiYunivesithi yaseNaples, ingcali yotyando lwemithambo yegazi. Ndasiwa kwikliniki yaseMeditera, apho uZannini wayesebenza khona, kwaye utyando lwenziwa ngentsasa kaJulayi 28.
“Yayingumsebenzi obuthathaka. Kwimeko yezobuchwephesha, ndafumana "i-hemicollectomy yasekhohlo". Oko kukuthi, basuse inxenye yamathumbu am eyayiphantsi kovavanyo lwembali yakhe. Iziphumo: "ithumba".
“Impendulo ibibuhlungu kum. Njengogqirha, ndandilazi ikamva lam. Ndaziva ndilahlekile. Ndandinokholo kunyango, kubuchwephesha botyando, kumachiza amatsha, kunyango lwe-cobalt, kodwa ndandisazi ukuba amaxesha amaninzi ukuba nethumba kuthetha ukuba, ngokuya esiphelweni esibi, ndizele ziintlungu ezingathethekiyo. Ndaziva ndisemncinci. Bendicinga ngefamily yam. Ndinabantwana abane kwaye bonke besengabafundi. Ndandigcwele amaxhala nokubhabha.
“Ekuphela kwethemba lokwenene kuloo meko imbi kangaka yayingumthandazo. NguThixo kuphela, uMama wethu onokundisindisa. Ngezo ntsuku amaphephandaba ayethetha ngento eyayisenzeka eMedjugorje kwaye kwangoko ndaziva ndinomtsalane kwezo nyaniso. Ndiqale ukuthandaza, amalungu osapho lwam aye kuhambo oluya kwidolophana yaseYugoslavia ukuya kucela iNenekazi lethu inceba yokususa umhlaza kum.
“Kwiintsuku ezilishumi elinesibini emva kotyando, imithungo yasuswa kwaye kwabonakala ngathi ikhosi yasemva koqhaqho yayiqhuba ngeyona ndlela ibalaseleyo. Endaweni yoko, ngomhla weshumi elinesine, ukuwa okungalindelekanga kwenzeka. I "dehiscence" yenxeba lotyando. Oko kukuthi, inxeba lavuleka ngokupheleleyo, ngokungathi lalisandula ukwenziwa. Ayisiyiyo inxeba langaphandle kuphela, kodwa nelangaphakathi, amathumbu, abangela ukusasazeka kweperitonitis, ifiva ephezulu kakhulu. Intlekele yokwenene. Iimeko zam zazimbi kakhulu. Kwiintsuku ezimbalwa ndagwetywa ukuba ndiyafa.
“UNjingalwazi Zannini, owayesekhefini, wabuya kwangoko wayithatha le meko imbi ngegunya nobuchule obukhulu. Ngokubhenela kubuchule obuthile, ukwazile ukumisa "ubuqhetseba", ebuyisa inxeba kwimeko ezinje ukuvumela ukuphola okutsha, nangona kucotha. Nangona kunjalo, kwesi sigaba kwavela minifistula ezininzi zesisu, ezazigxile kwinto enye, kodwa inomdla kakhulu kwaye inzima.
“Imeko yaya isiba mandundu. Isoyikiso esothusayo sethumba sahlala, kunye ne-metastases enokwenzeka, kwaye kuye kongezwa ubukho be-fistula, oko kukuthi, inxeba, lihlala livulekile, liyimbangela yeentlungu kunye nokukhathazeka.
“Ndihleli esibhedlele iinyanga ezine, apho oogqirha bezame ngandlela zonke ukuvala i-fistula, kodwa watsho phantsi. Ndabuyela ekhaya ndikhathazekile. Khange ndikwazi nokuphakamisa intloko xa bendinika icephe lamanzi.
“I-fistula esiswini kuye kwafuneka inyangwe kabini okanye kathathu ngemini. Le yayiyimingxunya ekhethekileyo, ekufuneka yenziwe ngezixhobo zotyando. Ukuhlushwa rhoqo.
“NgoDisemba, imeko yam yaphinda yaya isiba mandundu. Ndalaliswa esibhedlele ndaphinda ndenziwa olunye utyando. NgoJulayi, kunyaka omnye emva kotyando lokuqala, enye ingxaki enzima kakhulu yokugabha, iintlungu, ukuvaleka kwamathumbu. Ukungeniswa esibhedlele okungxamisekileyo okutsha kunye notyando olutsha olubuthathaka Ngeli xesha ndihleli ekliniki iinyanga ezimbini. Ndandisoloko ndigoduka ndikwimeko embi.
«NgoDisemba waloo nyaka kuye kwafuneka ndityandwa ithumba esiswini elibangelwa yifistula. UNjingalwazi Zannini, owayeyingcali kwezi zigulo, wandixelela ukuba kuzofuneka ndiyeke emsebenzini: i-fistula ayisayi kuphinda ivaleke.
“Ndaqhubeka nokusinda kwezo meko. Bendiyindoda egqibileyo. Andinakwenza nto, andikwazi ukusebenza, andikwazi ukuhamba, andikwazi ukuzibamba. Ndandilikhoboka kunye nexhoba lale fistula yoyikekayo, ngekrele leDamocles entlokweni yam kuba ithumba liyakwazi ukuziguqula kwaye linokubangela imastastases.
«Nge-1989 ka-Epreli XNUMX ndaya kuProfesa Zannini ukuya kuhlolwa. Wafumanisa ukuba i-fistula yayihlala iqhubeka, inganyangeki. Kwiintsuku ezintlanu kamva, ngoAprili XNUMX, ngokuhlwa unyana wam, owaba ngugqirha, wandinika iyeza lokugqibela lolo suku. I-fistula yayisekhona, iphila, isopha, ibuhlungu, inganyangeki. Njengesiqhelo, nangorhatya oluphambi kokuba ndilale ndathandaza kuMama wethu ndicela ubabalo lokuphilisa. Ekuseni xa ndivuka, unyana wam weza kunxiba. Ususe ii-bandage kwaye wothuka akufumanisa ukuba i-fistula ihambile. Ulusu lwesisu lwalomile ngokugqibeleleyo, lwalugudile, umngxuma wawungekho.
“Andizange ndikholelwe ngamehlo am. Ndaphuphuma luvuyo olungathethekiyo. Ndicinga ndilile. Sibize amanye amalungu osapho kwaye bonke babonile okwenzekileyo. Njengoko bendihlala ndisitsho, ndaye ndagqiba kwelokuba ndimke ndiye eMedjugorje ndiye kubonga uMama wethu. Nguye kuphela owayenokuphumeza loo mzekelo. Akukho nxeba linokuphola ngokukhawuleza. Kancinci i-fistula, enesilonda esinzulu kwaye sinzulu, ichaphazela izicwili zesisu kunye namathumbu. Ukuze i-fistula iphilise, bekuya kufuneka siqwalasele ukuphuculwa okucothayo kweentsuku. Endaweni yokuba konke kwenzeke ngeyure ezimbalwa.
«Ukusuka eMedjugorje ndibhalele uProfesa Zannini iposikhadi ndisithi:“ Ndinyangekile ekugqibeleni, ndiza kubuyela kuwe kungekudala ”. Emva eNaples, ndaya kunjingalwazi. Umncedisi wakhe undixelele: "UZannini ulifumene ikhadi leposi kwaye unomdla wokundwendwela". Ngelo xesha kwafika unjingalwazi. "Yiza, yiza," undixelele. "Ndifuna ukubona ukuba kwenzeke ntoni." Undijongile, wandichukumisa, wandifaka kuxinzelelo, wolula, eqhubeka nokundiguqula ebhedini. Ekugqibeleni, walawula: "uphiliswe unomphelo". "UProfesa", ndathi, "1 kwaye ndibhale ndisuka eMedjugorje, ucinga ntoni wena?". "Ngokuqinisekileyo yinto ekhethekileyo," uphendule watsho. "Ingaba uzimisele ukubhengeza ukuba ndiphilile ngaphandle kotyando kwaye ngaphandle konyango oluthile?" Ndibuzile. "Yinyani", watsho wandikhulula ingxelo apho, emva kokushwankathela utyando endandilwenzile kunye neminyaka emithandathu ndiphila nale fistula eyavela emva kotyando, wabhala: "Okwangoku i-fistula iphilisiwe ngaphandle Akukho qhaqho ".
«Ukusukela ngoko», ugqiba uGqirha Antonio Longo «Oko kukuthi, ukusukela nge-9 kuTshazimpuzi 1989 andikaze ndibenayo into. Ndibuqhubile kwakhona ubomi bam obuqhelekileyo. Ndiyasebenza, ndindwendwela, nditya, ndihamba, ndilungile. Kwaye kwakhona ndiyayibulela iNkosazana kuba yonke imihla yobomi, inikwe iimeko apho bendizifumene, yinto entsha yokulunga evela kwiNkosi nakwiNkosikazi yethu.
Umthombo: URenzo Allegri