Yiba nokholo kum
Ndinguyihlo, uThixo wakho, uthando oluninzi kwaye olunenceba ukukuthanda kwaye uhlala ekuxolela. Ndicela kuphela ukuba ube nokholo kum. Uza njani ngamanye amaxesha? Kwenzeka njani ukuba ube nethemba kwaye ungandibizi? Uyazi ukuba ndinguyihlo kwaye ndingenza nantoni na. Kufuneka uhlale unokholo kum, ngaphandle koloyiko, ngaphandle kwemeko kwaye ndiza kukwenzela yonke into. Ukholo luhamba ezintabeni kwaye andiphiki kwanto kunyana wam ozondibizayo kwaye ndicela uncedo. Nokuba zizinto ezincinci ebomini bakho, ndibize, kwaye ndiza kuba secaleni kwakho ukuze ndikuxhase.
Ukuba bendilwazi uvuyo endinalo xa abantwana bam behlala bephila ubomi babo kunye nam. Kukho abantwana endibathandayo abathi ukusuka ekuseni xa bevuka kude kube ngokuhlwa xa belala phantsi bandilinde rhoqo bekulungele ukucela uncedo, enkosi, ndicela ingcebiso. Xa bevuka bayandibulela, xa benesidingo bacela uncedo kum, xa besesisemini okanye kweminye imicimbi bayandithandazela. Ke ndifuna ukuba uyenze nam. Mna nawe sihlala sikunye kuzo zonke iimeko zakho ezintle okanye ezimbi zobukho bakho.
Uninzi luye lufowne kum xa lungakwazi ukusombulula iingxaki zalo. Bakundikhumbula ngeentswelo kuphela. Kodwa ndinguThixo wobomi kwaye ndihlala ndifuna ukubhenelwa ngabantwana bam, ngalo lonke ixesha. Bambalwa kwabo bandibulelayo. Uninzi ebomini babo lubona ububi babo kodwa ababoni yonke into endibenzela yona. Ndikhathalela yonke into. Uninzi aluboni iqabane endilibeka ecaleni kwabo, abantwana babo, ukutya endikunika yonke imihla, indlu. Zonke ezi zinto zivela kum kwaye ndim oxhasa kwaye athobele yonke into. Kodwa ucinga kuphela ngokufumana. Unayo kwaye ufuna okungaphezulu. Ngaba awuyazi ukuba inye into efunekayo ukuphilisa umphefumlo wakho? Zonke ezinye ziya kunikwa ubuninzi.
Kufuneka ube nokholo kum. UYesu wayecacile kubafundi bakhe kwaye wathi "ukuba beninokholo olunjengokhozo lwemostade ungayithetha kule ntaba ishukumiweyo kwaye iphoselwe elwandle". Ke ndiyakucela ndicela ukholo kuphela nje ngembewu yemastadi kwaye ungahambisa iintaba, unokwenza izinto ezinkulu, ungazenza izinto ezenziwa ngunyana wam uYesu xa wayesemhlabeni. Kodwa uyisithulu kubizo lwam kwaye awukholwa kum. Okanye unokholo oluhle, oluphuma kwingqondo yakho, kwiingcamango zakho. Kodwa ndiyakucela ukuba ukholwe kum ngentliziyo yakho yonke, ukuba undithembe kwaye ungalandeli iingcinga zakho, iingcinga zakho zengqondo.
Xa unyana wam uYesu wayesemhlabeni, waphilisa kwaye wakhulula wonke umntu. Wayesoloko endibhalela kwaye ndandimnika yonke into kuba wayethetha nam ngentliziyo iphela. Landela imfundiso yakhe. Ukuba uzinikela kum ngentliziyo yakho yonke uya kukwazi ukwenza imimangaliso ebomini bakho, uya kuba nakho ukubona izinto ezintle. Kodwa ukuze wenze le nto kufuneka ube nokholo kum. Sukulandela iingqondo zeli lizwe ngokusekelwe ekuthandeni izinto, impilo kunye nobutyebi, kodwa ulandele intliziyo yakho, ulandele iinkuthazo zakho eziza kum kwaye ke uya konwaba kuba uphila ubomi bakho kwinqanaba lokomoya kwaye hayi kuleyo ukuthanda izinto eziphathekayo.
Ungumzimba nomphefumlo kwaye awungekhe uphilele umzimba kuphela kodwa kufuneka ukhathalele umphefumlo wakho. Umphefumlo udinga ukubotshelwa kuThixo wawo, udinga umthandazo, ukholo kunye nothando. Awunakuphila kuphela ngeemfuno zezinto ezibonakalayo kodwa uyandidinga mna ongumyili wakho okuthandayo ngothando olungapheliyo. Ngoku kufuneka ube nokholo kum. Ndizinikezele ngokupheleleyo kum kuzo zonke iimeko zobomi bakho. Xa ufuna ukusombulula ingxaki, ndibize kwaye siza kuyicombulula sisonke. Uya kubona ukuba yonke into iya kuba lula, uya konwaba ngakumbi kwaye ubomi bubonakale lula. Kodwa ukuba ufuna ukukwenza wedwa kwaye ulandele iingcinga zakho emva koko iindonga ziya kwenza phambi kwakho eziya kwenza indlela yobomi bakho ibe nzima kwaye ngamanye amaxesha ibe kukufa.
Kodwa ungakhathazeki, yiba nokholo kum, ngalo lonke ixesha. Ukuba unokholo kum yonwabise intliziyo yam kwaye ndikubeka kuluhlu lweyona miphefumlo ndiyithandayo, loo mphefumlo ithi, nangona ujongene nobunzima basemhlabeni, ungaphelelwa lithemba, undikhokelele kwiimfuno zabo kwaye ndiyabaxhasa, loo miphefumlo imiselwe amazulu kunye phila nam ngonaphakade.