Thandanani
NdinguThixo wakho, umdali kunye nothando olungenasiphelo. Ewe ndiluthando olungapheliyo. Owona wam amandla amakhulu kukuthanda ngaphandle kwemeko. Ndinqwenela onke amadoda ukuba athandane njengoko ndinithanda nonke. Kodwa ngelishwa konke oku emhlabeni akwenzeki. Kukho iimfazwe, izixhobo, ubundlobongela, iimbambano kwaye konke oku kubangela intlungu enkulu kum.
Ukanti unyana wam uYesu emhlabeni ukushiye umyalezo ocacileyo, lowo wothando. Awuzithandi, zama ukwanelisa iinkanuko zakho kwaye ufuna ukunyanzelisa amandla komnye nomnye. Yonke le nto ayisiyonto ilungileyo. Andifuni yonke le nto kodwa ndifuna, njengoko unyana wam uYesu watshoyo, ukuba ugqibelele njengokuba utata wakho osemazulwini efezekile.
Kutheni ungazithandi? Ungazama njani ukwanelisa iinkanuko zakho ngokubeka into yesibini ebaluleke kakhulu, uthando? Kodwa nonke aniyiqondi ukuba ngaphandle kothando aninguye, ngaphandle kothando olungenamzimba ngaphandle komphefumlo. Kodwa ekugqibeleni kobomi bakho uya kugwetywa eluthandweni, awucingi njalo? Ngaba ucinga ukuba uhlala ngonaphakade kweli lizwe?
Qokelela ubutyebi obungenabulungisa, wenze ubundlobongela, kodwa ungacingi ngokukhathalela umphefumlo wakho kunye nokuseka ubomi bakho ngokuthandana.
Kodwa ngoku buyela kum. Sisonke siyaxoxa, siguquke, yonke le nto iyalungiswa. Ngalo lonke ixesha uzisola ngento oyenzileyo ngentliziyo yakho yonke, tshintsha ubomi bakho ubuyela kum. Thandanani njengoko ndinithanda, ngaphandle kwemeko. Banyamekele abazalwana ababuthathaka, bancede abantu abadala, bancede abantwana, bondle abalambileyo.
Unyana wam u-Yesu wayicacisa gca into yokuba, ekuphelisweni kwehlabathi, umntu ebegwetywa eluthandweni. "Bendilambile kwaye undinike into etyiwayo, bendinxaniwe kwaye undinike into etyiwayo, ndingowasemzini kwaye wandibamba, ndandihamba ze kwaye nindinxibile, mbanjwa kwaye nindindwendwela". Ewe bantwana bam ezi zizinto ekufuneka nizenzile ngamnye kuni, kufuneka nenze nesisa abanye, nikhangele kubazalwana ababuthathaka kwaye nenze okuhle ngaphandle kwemibandela kodwa luthando kuphela.
Ukuba uyayenza le nto, vuya intliziyo yam, ndonwabile. Kungenxa yoko le nto ndikudalile. Ndikudalele ngenxa yokuba ndikuthanda, ngenxa yesi sizathu ndifuna ukuba nithandane.
Musa ukoyika ukuthanda. Ndiphinda ndibulela kuwe ngaphandle kothando ukuba uyimizimba ngaphandle komphefumlo, ngaphandle komphefumlo. Ndikudalele uthando kwaye luthando kuphela olwenza ukhululeke kwaye wonwabe.
Ngoku ndifuna ukuba ngamnye kuni aqalise ukuthanda. Cinga ngabo bonke abantu ebomini bakho abaneemfuno zekhonkrithi kwaye ngokweemfuno zakho kufuneka ubancede. Thatha inyathelo lokuqala ngokwenza oko unyana wam wayekuxelele kona, ngaphandle koloyiko, ngaphandle kokuzibamba. Yikhulule intliziyo yakho kumakhonkco eli lizwe kwaye ubeke uthando kuqala, funa uthando.
Ukuba uyayenza le nto, ndikholisiwe nguwe. Kwaye ndiyakuqinisekisa ukuba awuphulukani nomvuzo wakho. Indlela obabonelela ngayo abazalwana bakho abasweleyo kwaye ukuba wenze njani kum kwaye ndikubonelela ngazo zonke iimfuno zakho. Uninzi kumaxesha obomi obumnyama bathandaza kum ndicela uncedo lwam, kodwa ndingakunceda njani abantwana bam abazizithulu ukuba bangabathanda? Zama ukubathanda abazalwana bakho, ubancede, kwaye ndiza kukukhathalela. Ke kuya kufuneka uqonde ukuba ngaphandle kwam awunakwenza nto kwaye kungekudala okanye kwenzeka ebomini bakho ukuba uyandifuna kwaye uyandifuna.
Ndihlala ndikulindile, ndifuna ukuba nithandane ngaphandle kwemeko. Ndifuna ukuba nonke nibe ngabantakwenu, nonke nina, ukuba ndinguyise wonyana omnye nodwa.
Ndinithanda nonke. Kodwa niyathandana. Nguwo owona myalelo mkhulu. Le nto ndiyifunayo komnye nomnye.