IMIZUZU EMIHLANU PHAMBI KOKUBA SANT'ANTONIO "umkhwa wokuhlonela uThixo ukuze ufumane ubabalo"
Amagama eSanta kumphefumlo ozinikeleyo
Kudala ndikulindile kuba ndiyazi kakuhle ubabalo oludingayo kwaye ungathanda ukuba ndilufumane eNkosini. Ndizimisele ukukwenza, kodwa wena uthetha nam ungaphazanyiswa; Ndixelele nganye nganye zonke iimfuno zakho; andifuni ukufihla nokuba inye, kuba uyazi ukuba ndinako kangakanani na kuThixo kwaye ndinomnqweno onjani wokukhulula iinkxwaleko zabantu. Umphefumlo ompofu! Ndiyabona ukubandezeleka kwentliziyo yakho kwaye ndigcwele konke ukukrakra kwakho ... Ungathanda uncedo lwam kwishishini ... Ungathanda ukukhuselwa kwam ukubuyisela uxolo kusapho lwakho ... ungathanda ukufikelela kuloo ndawo ... ungathanda ukunceda abo bantu bahluphekileyo ... loo mntu usweleyo… ungathanda ukuba ezo mbandezelo ziphele… ungathanda impilo yakho kunye naloo mntu umkhathalele kangaka… ungathanda ukuyifumana elahlekileyo, into engaphuli mthetho. Isibindi, cela ngokuzithemba, ukuba ndiza kufumana yonke into. Ndiyithanda kakhulu imiphefumlo enyanisekileyo kunye nabo bangena kwiimbandezelo zabanye ngokungathi zezabo. Kodwa ngaphezulu kwayo yonke enye into, ndiyayibona kakuhle indlela onqwenela ngayo ukuba ubabalo ubundicela ixesha elide ...
Ewe, ilixa liya kufika xa ndiya kukunika olu lubabalo; yomelela: umthandazo othobekileyo awulahli. Kodwa ndifuna into enye kuwe: Ndifuna ukuba ube nesidima ngakumbi kwiSigramente soThando, ngenene ndifuna ukuba usondele kuMthendeleko oNgcwele yonke imihla okanye ubuncinci rhoqo, ukuba uzinikele kuKumkanikazi wethu oqhelekileyo uMariya oyiNgcwele, ndifuna ukuba usasaze ukuzinikela kwam, endaweni yeenkedama zam. Owu! zininzi kangakanani ezi zisondele entliziyweni yam! Kwabo babancedayo ngothando lwam, andazi ukuba ndingayikhaba njani na inceba, kwaye uyazi ukuba zingaphi endizinikileyo! Bangaphi abanokholo olukhulu ababuyele kum nesonka seenkedama nabahlwempuzekileyo ezandleni zabo kwaye beviwe ndim! Baye bandibongoza ukuba ndibeneziphumo ezonwabisayo zomtshato, ukufumana into elahlekileyo, ukufumana impilo yomntu ogulayo, ukufezekisa uguquko lwendoda elahlukanisiweyo noThixo, kwaye mna ngenxa yabamsulwa nabasweleyo, ndinikwe oko bandibuze nangaphezulu. Kwaye woyika ayizukuyenza into efanayo nakuwe! Yandisa ukholo lwakho kwisiseko sokuthobeka, kwaye undibuze yonke into ukuze kulunge kuwe. Zininzi ezinye izinto onokuzifuna kum kwaye uyoyika ukuzibuza ngenxa yokoyika ukuphantse ukucaphukisa. Indlela othembeke ngayo okanye umphefumlo! Ndifunde yonke into ekujuleni kwentliziyo yakho, kwaye ndiya kuyifihla yonke into; Ndiza kukunika yonke into, kodwa rhoqo ngokwendlela endibona ngayo uThixo oko kukulungele, kwaye ngokholo lwakho, ukuthobeka nokunyamezela. Ngoku buyela kwimisebenzi yakho kwaye ugcine engqondweni endikucebisileyo. Yiza undityelele rhoqo, kuba ndikulindile, kwaye ukutyelelwa kwakho kuya kuhlala kwamkelekile, kuba kum uya kufumana oyena mhlobo unothando, okunceda ukuba ube nguYesu wonke.
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