Ukuzinikela kuYesu: Ubuso obuNgcwele kunye noPirina de Micheli ohloniphekileyo

OWENZAYO UPIERINA DE MICHELI KUNYE "NOKUBUSO OBUYINGCWELE"

Ebomini bukaMama uPierina kwenzeka izinto ezininzi ezimangalisayo; ukuba kwelinye icala kukho umsebenzi oqhelekileyo, onamandla kunye nonyanzeliswayo, kwelinye icala izinto ezingaqondakaliyo ezibaliswa kwiDiary yakhe zisithatha kwisimo sezulu, esihamba ngaphaya kwesiqhelo, sibhala izibakala eziphuma kulawulo.

Ngamafutshane, phantsi kwenkangeleko yobomi obuqhelekileyo kunye nokusebenza kulele umphefumlo ozinikela kuKristu ekuthatheni inxaxheba kobuqhawe kwintlungu yakhe kunye neentlungu.

Ngoku ndingathanda ukukhumbula ukuzinikela kukaMama uPierina kuBuso obuNgcwele bukaKristu. Wathi ebusheni bakhe bokuqala, ezifumana ebandleni "iiyure ezintathu zentlungu", xa abathembekileyo besondela esibingelelweni ukuba baphuze iinyawo zikaKristu ofileyo, weva ilizwi lisithi kuye: "Ndanga ebusweni" . Wenjenjalo, nto leyo eyabamangalisa abo babekho. Kwiminyaka kamva, xa wayesele engunongendi kwiZiko leeSisters of the Daughters of the Immaculate Conception ye-BA, esoloko ekhokelwa ngamandla angaphakathi, wagqiba ekubeni asasaze oku kuzinikela. Kwakunjalo ngokuchanekileyo uMadonna owathi embonweni wangaphakathi wambonisa umfanekiso ophindwe kabini: kwelinye icala "uBuso Obungcwele", kwelinye isangqa kunye neeleta "IHS" ezibhalwe ngaphakathi; engakwazi ukumelana nalo mandla angaqondakaliyo, wagqiba ekubeni asebenzise icebiso ngokuprinta umfanekiso ophindwe kabini kwimbasa. Kwiinyanga zokuqala ze-1939 wenza uyilo kwaye wayithumela kwiCuria yaseMilan ukuze ivunywe. Kwakukho ingcinga yokuchasa kwicala leGosa: wayengunongendi ngaphandle kwezihloko kwaye engenazintshayelelo. Endaweni yoko yonke into yahamba kakuhle.

Kwiinyanga phakathi kwehlobo kunye nokwindla ka-1940, kwenziwa izivumelwano kunye nenkampani kaJohnson malunga nokwenziwa kwembasa eMilan. Ngeli xesha, zimbini izinto ezenzekayo: Obekekileyo, ngaphandle kwemali, wafumana imvulophu phezu kwetafile esecaleni kwebhedi kwigumbi lakhe eyayinemali eyayisityala kwisiseko; xa iimbasa zafikayo kwikhaya loonongendi, kwavakala ingxolo engxolayo ngobusuku eyathi yavuka yaza yothusa oonongendi; kusasa kwafunyanwa iimbasa zithe saa egumbini kunye nepaseji. UMama uPierina akazange adimazeke koku, kodwa akufika eRoma ekupheleni kuka-1940, wathandaza ecinga ngendlela yokuqinisekisa nokusasaza ukuzinikela.

INkosi yamnceda ngokumenza adibane nabantu abafanelekileyo abamncedayo kulo msebenzi, uPius XII noAbbot Ildebrando Gregori. Ngomboniso osebenzayo kaMons. U-Spirito Chiapetta, uPius XII wamfumana izihlandlo ezininzi kubaphulaphuli babucala, walikhuthaza walisikelela eli nyathelo.

Kwaye asinakulibala ngoncedo oluninzi awadibana nalo kumntu ka-Ildebrando Gregori. Lo Silvestrino wenkolo owafa kumbono wobungcwele ngoNovemba ka-1985 wayengengomntu ovumayo kunye noyise wokomoya kuphela kodwa isikhokelo kunye nenkxaso kweli nyathelo lokuzinikela kunye nobupostile. Umama wethu uPierina wabeka isikhokelo somphefumlo wakhe ezandleni zakhe, esoloko ecela ingcebiso kuwo onke amalinge e-conventual, ezemfundo kunye nenkolo. Nakwezona zilingo zinzima nezibuhlungu kakhulu, phantsi kolwalathiso lwenkosi enjalo, uDe Micheli waziva enentembelo kwaye eqinisekisiwe. Ngokucacileyo, njengoko kusenzeka kwiimeko ezifanayo, uTata u-Ildebrando naye waphenjelelwa bumoya obuphezulu bukaMama kwaye ngakumbi wayekuxabisa oku kuzinikela kuBuso obuNgcwele bukaYesu Kristu, xa eneneni waqalisa ibandla elitsha lemiphefumlo engcwalisiweyo, wamthiya igama. "Abahlaziyi boBuso obuNgcwele be-NSGC" oodade.

Xa uMama Pierina wasebenza kwaye wabandezeleka ukuze aqinisekise kwaye asasaze ukuzinikela kuBuso obuNgcwele bukaYesu kubhalwe kule fayile; intshiseko yentliziyo yakhe ibonakala kwimizila yeendaba awazibhala ngomhla wama-25111941/XNUMX/XNUMX: «NgoLwesibini weQuinquagesima. Sabhiyoza ngomthandazo wembuyekezo phambi kokuba uYesu aveze, ngokuzola nangokukhumbula, uBuso obuNgcwele! Yayiziyure zomanyano olumnandi noYesu ekucamngceni koBuso baKhe obuNgcwele, imbonakaliso yothando nentlungu yeNtliziyo yakhe kumadoda alandulayo ubabalo lwakhe... Oh, uYesu ukhangela imiphefumlo emthuthuzelayo, imiphefumlo enesisa mnikeni inkululeko yokwenza, imiphefumlo eyabelana naye ngeentlungu zakhe!… wanga angafumana omnye wale miphefumlo kuye ngamnye wethu!… wanga angazicima iintsizi zethu ngothando asiguqulele kuYe!

Ngamana uBuso obuNgcwele bungazukiswa, imiphefumlo ingasindiswa! "

NgoJuni 1945 uPierina De Micheli wemka eRoma waya eMilan waza emva koko waya kuCentonara d Artò ukuya kubona iintombi zakhe zokomoya, ezazahluliwe ngenxa yemfazwe. Ekuqaleni kukaJulayi wagula kakhulu kwaye ngomhla we-15 akazange akwazi ukuya kumsebenzi wabasakhulayo abancinci. Isifo siqhubela phambili ngokungenasiphelo kwaye ngentsasa ye-26 uyabusisa ngokujonga kwakhe ooSista abagijimela ecaleni kwebhedi yakhe, aze agxininise amehlo akhe kumfanekiso woBuso obuNgcwele, exhonywe eludongeni kwaye ephefumla ngokuzolileyo.

Ngaloo ndlela isithembiso esigcinelwe abo bazinikele kuBuso obuNgcwele “baya kuba nokufa okunoxolo bekhangele kuYesu” siya kuzaliseka. P. Germano Ceratogli

ILETA EVELA KUMAMA PIERINA Isiya kuPIUS XII
Obekekileyo wakwazi ukunikezela ngokwakhe le leta kuBawo Oyingcwele kubaphulaphuli babucala, eyayithengelwe yena nguMons. Spirito M. Chiapetta. Kwidayari yakhe yomhla wama-3151943 uthetha ngayo ngolu hlobo: Ngomhla we-14 kuMeyi ndibe nendibano noBawo Oyingcwele. Yeyiphi imizuzwana endidlule kuyo, nguYesu yedwa owaziyo.

Thetha noMmeli kaKristu! andizange ndaphinda ndabuva bonke ubungangamsha nobungangamsha boBubingeleli.

Ndenze umnikelo womoya weZiko ngesihlandlo seNtlokoma yakhe, emva koko ndathetha naye ngokuzinikezela koBubuso obuNgcwele ndaza ndashiya imemo, awandixelela yona ukuba ndingayifunda ngochulumanco. ndinikele ubomi bam ngenxa yakhe.

Kufuneka kuqatshelwe ukuba sele ngoNovemba 1940 uMama wayethumele umbhalo omfutshane kuPius XII ngesihloko esifanayo.

Nali isicatshulwa seleta yesikhumbuzo: Oyena Bawo uNgcwele,

Ndiguqe kukwanga koNyawo oluNgcwele, njengentombi ethobekileyo ephathisa yonke into kuMmeli kaKristu, ndiyazivumela ukuba ndikucacisele oku kulandelayo: Ndiyavuma ngokuzithoba ukuba ndiziva ndizinikele ngamandla kuBuso obuNgcwele bukaYesu, ukuzinikela. kubonakala kum ukuba ndiyinikwe nguYesu ngokwakhe. Ndandineminyaka elishumi elinesibini ubudala xa, ngolwesihlanu olulungileyo, ndandilinde kwirhamente yam ithuba lokuncamisa uMnqamlezo, xa ilizwi elahlukileyo lalisithi: “Akukho bani undincamisayo ngothando ebusweni bam, ukuze ndilungise ukwanga kukaYudas? Bendikholelwa ekubeni ndimsulwa ndingumntwana, ilizwi beliviwa ngumntu wonke bendisiva kabuhlungu kakhulu ndibona ukuba kuqhubeka ukuncanyiswa kwamanxeba, akhomntu ucinga ngokuncamisa ubuso bakhe. Ndiyakudumisa, Yesu ukwanga kothando, yiba nomonde, kwaye lakufika ixesha ndaprinta ukwanga okunamandla ebusweni bakhe ngayo yonke inzondelelo yentliziyo yam. Ndandonwabile, ndikholelwa ukuba uYesu, ngoku onwabileyo, akasayi kuba nayo loo ntlungu. Ukusukela ngaloo mini ukuya phambili, ukwanga kokuqala koMnqamlezo kwakusebusweni bakhe obuNgcwele kwaye amaxesha amaninzi imilebe yayinobunzima bokukhupha kuba wayendibambe. Njengoko iminyaka yayikhula, oku kuzinikela kuye kwakhula kum ndaye ndaziva nditsaleleka ngamandla ngeendlela ezahlukeneyo nangobabalo oluninzi. Ngobusuku bangoLwesine ukuya kuLwesihlanu oLungileyo ngowe-1915, ngoxa ndandithandaza phambi koMnqamlezo, kwindlu yecawa yomfundisi wam, ndeva umntu esithi kum: Ndanga. Ndiye ndayenza yabe imilebe yam endaweni yokuba iphumle ebusweni beplastikhi yaziva indidibanisa noYesu. Akunakwenzeka ukuba nditsho. Xa uPhakamileyo endibizayo kwakusekuseni, intliziyo yam izele ziintlungu neminqweno kaYesu; lungisani ubugwenxa obafunyanwa nguBuso Bakhe obuNgcwele kwiNtshumayelo yaKhe, kwaye bufunyanwa kwiSakramente eSikelelekileyo.

Ngowe-1920, ngoAprili 12, ndandikwiMother House eBuenos Aires. Bendinobukrakra obukhulu entliziyweni yam. Ndazithatha ndaya ecaweni ndaphuma iinyembezi ndikhalaza kuYesu ngentlungu yam. Uye wazibonakalisa kum ubuso bakhe bunegazi kwaye ebonakala ebuhlungu kangangokuba ingashukumisa nabani na. Ngothantamiso endingasokuze ndilulibale wathi kum: Ndenze ntoni na? Ndaqonda ... kwaye ukususela ngaloo mini uBuso bukaYesu baba yincwadi yam yokucamngca, umnyango wokungena kwiNtliziyo yakhe. Ukundijonga kwakhe bekuyinto yonke kum. Sahlala sijongana kwaye sinemincintiswano yothando. Ndathi kuye: Yesu, namhlanje ndikujongile ngakumbi, kwaye Yena, ngqina kum ukuba unako. Ndamkhumbula amaxesha amaninzi ndandimjongile ndingamva kodwa wayesoloko esoyisa.Amaxesha ngamaxesha kwiminyaka elandelayo wabonakala kum ngoku elusizi, ngoku ephuma igazi, ethetha ngeentlungu zakhe kum endicela ukuba ndihlawulelwe. nokubandezeleka nokundibiza ukuba ndizinikele ekuzifihleni ukuze ndisindise imiphefumlo.

UTSHINTSHO
Ngowe-1936 uYesu waqalisa ukundibonisa umnqweno wokuba uBuso Bakhe buzukiswe ngakumbi. Kunqulo lwasebusuku kuLwesihlanu wokuqala weNzila, emva kokwabelana nam ngeentlungu zokungcungcutheka kwasemoyeni eGetsemane, ubuso bakhe bugqunywe yintlungu enzulu, wathi kum: Ndifuna ubuso bam, obubonakalisa iintlungu zomphefumlo wam. , iintlungu, nothando lweNtliziyo yam maluzukiswe ngakumbi. Ondicingayo uyandithuthuzela;

Umdla ngoLwesibini: Ngalo lonke ixesha nicinga ngobuso bam, ndiya kulugalela uthando lwam ezintliziyweni zenu. NgoBuso bam obuNgcwele ndiya kufumana usindiso lwemiphefumlo emininzi.

NgoLwesibini wokuqala wonyaka we-1937 ngelixa ndandithandaza kwindlu yam yecawa, emva kokuba endiyalele ngokuzinikela kuBuso baKhe obuNgcwele wathi: Kungenzeka ukuba eminye imiphefumlo yoyika ukuba ukuzinikela kunye nenkolo yoBuso bam obuNgcwele kuyayinciphisa eyam. intliziyo; kubo ukuba ibe luyanda, umphelelisi. Ukucingisisa ngoBuso bam baya kwabelana ngeentlungu zam kwaye baya kuziva isidingo sokuthanda kunye nokulungisa, kwaye oku ayisiyiyo mhlawumbi ukuzinikela kokwenene entliziyweni yam!

Ezi mbonakaliso zikaYesu zaya zisiba nzima ngakumbi. Ndamxelela yonke into uBawo ongumJesuit owayekhokela umphefumlo wam ngelo xesha kunye nokuthobela, emthandazweni, kwidini ndazinikela ukuba ndibandezeleke ngayo yonke into efihliweyo, ukuze kuzaliseke intando kaThixo.

ISCAPULAR
NgoMeyi 31, 1938, ngoxa ndandithandaza kwicawa yomfundisi wam, elinye inenekazi elihle lazazisa kum: esandleni salo laliphethe iskhapula esenziwe ngeeflaneli ezimbini ezimhlophe, ezidityaniswe yintambo. Enye iflaneli yayinomfanekiso woBuso obuNgcwele bukaYesu, enye ingumkhosi ongqongwe kukugqabhuka kwelanga. Wasondela, wathi kum, Phulaphula ngenyameko, uxele yonke into kakuhle kuBawo. Esi sikhali sisixhobo sokuzikhusela, ikhaka lenqaba, isibhambathiso sothando nenceba uYesu afuna ukusinika ihlabathi kula maxesha okuziphatha okubi nentiyo ngakuThixo neCawe. Kusasazwe iminatha kaDiabilisi ukukrazula ukholo ezintliziyweni, ububi buxhaphakile, abapostile bokwenyani bambalwa, kufuneka iyeza lobuthixo, kwaye eli ncedo bubuso obungcwele bukaYesu. rhoqo ngoLwesibini utyelelo kwiSikelelo soMthendeleko ukulungisa izithuko ukuba uBuso bakhe oyiNgcwele wafumana ngexesha Passion yakhe, kwaye ifumana yonke imihla kwiSidlo seMithendeleko, baya komelezwa elukholweni, ukulungele ukuyikhusela kwaye boyise bonke ubunzima bangaphakathi nangaphandle. ngakumbi baya kwenza ukufa okunoxolo phantsi kombono othandekayo woNyana wam oNgcwele.

Umyalelo weNenekazi lethu uzenze wavakala ngamandla entliziyweni yam, kodwa kwakungekho kumandla am ukuwenza. Ngeli xesha, uBawo wasebenza ukusasaza olu kuzinikela phakathi kwemiphefumlo ezinikeleyo, eyathi nayo yasebenzela le njongo.

IMBADI
NgoNovemba 21 kwangaloo nyaka mnye we-1938, ebudeni bonqulo lwasebusuku ndanikela uYesu ubuso bakhe buvuza igazi nanjengokungathi amandla akhe aphelile: Uyabona indlela endibandezeleka ngayo, wandixelela, ukanti bambalwa kakhulu abandiqondayo, indlela endivakalelwa ngayo. bendinombulelo ongazenzisiyo nakwabo bathi bayandithanda. Ndinike intliziyo yam njengento enovakalelo yothando lwam olukhulu ngamadoda kwaye ndinikela ubuso bam njengento ebuhlungu yezono zabantu kwaye ndifuna ukuba ihlonishwe ngomthendeleko othile ngoLwesibini weQuinquagesima, a Isidlo esandulelwe yi-novena apho bonke abathembekileyo bamanyene ekwabelaneni ngentlungu yam kunye nam banokulungisa.

IPATI
NgoLwesibini we-Quinquagesima ka-1939, umthendeleko woBuso obuNgcwele wawubhiyozelwa okokuqala kwi-chapel yethu encinci, eyandulelwa yi-novena yomthandazo kunye nenguquko. UBawo woMbutho kaYesu ngokwakhe wawusikelela lo mzobo kwaye wenza intetho kuBuso obuNgcwele, kwaye ukuzinikela kwaqala ukusasazeka ngakumbi, ngakumbi ngoLwesibini ngokomnqweno weNkosi yethu. Imfuneko ke yavakala ukuba ibe nembasa eyenziweyo, ikopi ye-scapular enikezelwe nguMadonna. Ukuthobela kwakuvunyelwa ngokuzithandela, kodwa kwakunqongophele iindlela. Ngenye imini, ndiqhutywa yintshukumisa yangaphakathi, ndathi kuBawo ongumJesuit: Ukuba iNenekazi lethu liyifuna ngokwenene le nto, iProvidence iya kuyinyamekela. UBawo wathi kum ngokuqinisekileyo: Ewe, makwenzeke.

Ndabhalela umfoti uBruner ndicela imvume yokusebenzisa umfanekiso woBubuso obuNgcwele awaphinda wawenza ndaza ndawufumana. Ndafaka isicelo semvume kwiCuria yaseMilan, endayifumanayo ngowe-9 ka-Agasti 1940.

Ndathuma inkampani kaJohnson ukuba yenze umsebenzi, owawumde, kuba uBruner wayefuna ukuqinisekisa bonke ubungqina. Kwiintsuku ezimbalwa ngaphambi kokuwongwa kweembasa, ndafumana imvulophu phezu kwetafile egumbini lam, ndayijonga ndaza ndabona iilire ezili-11.200. Enyanisweni, ityala liye lafikelela kweso sixa sichanekileyo. Iimbasa zonke zasasazwa ngaphandle kwentlawulo, kwaye unikezelo olufanayo lwaphindwa izihlandlo ezininzi kwezinye iiodolo, kwaye imbasa yasasazeka ngokubonelela ngeenceba eziphawulekayo. Ukutshintshelwa eRoma, ndifumene uncedo ngomzuzu wesidingo esikhulu, kuba ngaphandle koncedo lokuba mtsha kwindawo kwaye ndingazi mntu, uMfundisi uBawo Jikelele weSilvestrine Benedictines, uMpostile wenyaniso woBuso obuNgcwele, osalindele umphefumlo wam, kwaye ngaye olu kuzinikela lusasazeka ngakumbi nangakumbi. Utshaba lunomsindo ngenxa yoku kwaye luphazamise kwaye luphazamisa ngeendlela ezininzi. Izihlandlo eziliqela ebusuku waphosa iimbasa phantsi kwimbaleki nakwizinyuko, wayikrazula imifanekiso, eyisongela yaye wayinyathela. Ngenye imini kwinyanga yoMdumba kulo nyaka, umhla wesixhenxe, ndiphethukela kuMadonna, ndathi kuye: “Uyabona, ndihlala ndisezintlungwini, kuba wandibonisa isikhwehlela kwaye izithembiso zakho zezabo banxiba isikrweqe. hayi indondo, kwaye Indinika waphendula wathi: Ntombi yam, ungakhathazeki, indawo ye-scapular ithathwa yiMbasa, kunye nezithembiso ezifanayo kunye nobabalo, kufuneka isasazwe ngakumbi nangakumbi. Ngoku umthendeleko woBuso boNyana wam oNgcwele ndiwuthanda kakhulu. Xelela uPapa obaluleke kakhulu kum. Wandisikelela wayishiya iParadesi entliziyweni yam. Bawo Ongcwele, ndikuxelele ngokufutshane oko uYesu wandicebisa ngako. Kwanga obu Buso buNgcwele bungaphumelela ekuvukeni kokholo oluphilileyo kunye nezimilo eziphilileyo, bungazisa uxolo kuBuntu. Bawo Oyingcwele, vumela le ntombi ihlwempuzekileyo iguqe ezinyaweni zakho ukuba ikubuze ngayo yonke inzondelelo enako, kodwa ngokuthobela ngokungenamqathango kuwo onke amalungiselelo oBungcwele bakho, ukunika ihlabathi isipho seNceba yobuThixo, isibambiso umbulelo nentsikelelo. Ndisikelele, Bawo Oyingcwele, kwaye intsikelelo yakho indenza ndingafaneleki ukuzincama ngenxa yozuko lukaThixo kunye nokusindiswa kwemiphefumlo, ngelixa ndiqhankqalaza ukuxhamla kwam ongathanda ukuguqulelwa kwimisebenzi, ndonwabile ukuba iNkosi yamkele ubomi bam obuhlwempuzekileyo. Pope Intombi ethobekileyo kakhulu kwaye ezinikeleyo uDade Maria Pierina De Micheli.