Ukuzinikela kuMariya: imizuzu elishumi kunye neMadonna
Nyana wam othandekayo, ukuba ubusazi isipho esihle u-Providence akunika sona ekukukhokeleni phambi kwam! ... ndingumama wakho, kwaye ndinobuncwane obungenakubalwa obuhlangeneyo nomnqweno onyanisekileyo wokuzithululela phezu kwakho .. Ke yibani nemihlali kwaye yomelele!
Unantoni?,. Awubonakali ngathi unxibe olu lonwabo lundiphambanisa kakhulu ... Leliphi iphambili elingekhe likwazi ukuzimela phambi kwam ?. Deh! Vusa umdla wakho, vuselela inzondelelo yakho ... Kutheni ufuna ukundilungisa ngokungazibonakalisi ukonwaba ezinyaweni zam? '
Ukubandezeleka komntu ogulayo kunokuba nzima; Nangona kunjalo, uzigubungela ngovuyo xa ebona a. Ugqirha onokumphilisa ... Nyana, ndim amayeza abo bonke ububi.
Ngaphakathi koqhwithela lolwandle abakhweli aboyiki, xa benomqhubi olungileyo kunye nabo ukubaqinisekisa, nokuba ingozi yakho inkulu: woyika ntoni xa ndikwinqanawa yakho?
Kodwa ndifuna ukuba undixelele ngeengxaki zakho, ukuba ufuna ukuba ube sempilweni: Ndifuna ukuba undazise ingozi yakho kum, ukuba ufuna ukubaleka.
Ndithembele kum, owu nyana: Intliziyo yam ayivuli phambi kwabo bangaziphonseli ezingalweni zam, njengokuba ungumntwana oyinkwenkwe, obukade unaye] kumzali wakho.
Ndiyinto yonke yobumnandi kunye nobumnandi: Ndibhenela kuMama weNtlupheko kunye Nenceba. Akukho mntu ukhe azisole ngokundibeka ecaleni kwiimfihlo zakhe, eqiqe malunga nobubi bakhe, ewafumanisile amanxeba akhe, wandityhilela intlupheko yakhe.
Khumbula: kumtshato waseKana intliziyo yam ayinakukwazi ukumelana phambi kwelifu lesiphithiphithi, elathi ngenxa yokusilela kwewayini lalisele liza kuwela ngaphezulu kwababini; kwaye ufuna ukuba ungandithambisi phambi kwemicimbi ebaluleke nangakumbi nombono wezinto ezimbi ngokwenene? Vula intliziyo yakho phambi kwam, kwaye uvumele ukuba uzuzwe ngabo banithandayo.
Ndiyazi ukuba uhlala kwihlabathi ngelishwa eligcwele limiyo, ukuba ubusuku nemihla akusongele ... ndiyazi ukuba inkanuko zakho ziphilile kwaye zinamandla ... ndiyazi, ukuba ubuthathaka bakho bumnandi ...
Ukuba uhlala uvumela ukukhohliseka, kwaye wenze ukunganyaniseki kuNyana wam ... kodwa ndilapha: Ndikulungele ukukunceda, ukuba ukulungele ukufumana izipho zam.
Ndibonise ingqondo yakho ... Yhe! Kutheni ezo ngcinga zekratshi, umona, ikhwele, ubuze, inyama? .. Ndinike ubuqili bakho kwaye ndiza kuyicoca njengegolide.
Vula intliziyo yakho ... woyika ntoni? Kutheni uthandabuza kangaka? Isibindi ... Ah, ihlwempu! Zingaphi ezichaphazela ukugqabhuka kwayo! ... Lukhulu kangakanani uthuli lwayo olususa ... ... zingaphi izithunzi ezifihlayo! ... Mangaphi amanxeba ambethe! ... Ndinike ... uYesu wam wabeka Intliziyo yakhe ezandleni zam, kwaye uya kuyithandabuza? Owu sithandwa, kumkanikazi wentliziyo yakho, kwaye uya kuyibona itshintshiwe ibe ngumthombo wolonwabo kuwe.
Ndixelele ngoku: uyilawula njani indawo yakho yangaphandle? .. Ujonga njani emehlo akho? .. Ulipaka njani kwaye lilungile na kumagama akho? Uzigcina njani iindlebe zakho? ... Umlawula njani umntu wakho kunye? .. Olu bomvu, bubonakala ebusweni bakho, yimpendulo ebukhali kakhulu. Ungakhathazeki, nyana wam: ukuba ingaphakathi lakho lisezandleni zam, ngaphandle kwakho kuya kuba ngcwele kwaye ixabisekileyo.
Ngaba ungandithembisa ukuba ndiza kubeka izandla zam emsebenzini? .. Uza kuphendula uthini? Owu, ungandiniki into engeyakrakra! ... Awufuni kukhathazeka! ... Ndiza kuhlala ndinawe ... ndiya kucwangcisa zonke iindlela ngawe ... inzima…
Yiza, vuka uhambe nam kwindlela elungileyo yobuKristu.
Buyela rhoqo ezinyaweni zam, nyana wam ... yiza uthandane nezifundo zam ... mandikukhokele, kanti akunjalo. ayinakuze yenzeke, ukuba ubeka unyawo lwakho engalunganga, kwaye ukuba ulahlekile ubukumkani bamazulu.
Mama oyiNgcwele kaThixo, siyasabela phantsi kwengubo yokhuseleko lwakho, musa ukuyidanisa imithandazo yethu nangayiphi na imfuno, kodwa usoloko usikhulule kuzo zonke iingozi, Ntombi Enyazisiweyo neyasikelelekileyo.