Ukuzinikela kuNatuzza Evolo: iTestamente yokomoya yeParavati's mystique
Itestamente yomoya nguNatuzza Evolo
(ichazwe kuBawo uMichele Cordiano nge-11 kaFebruwari 1998)
Yayingeyontando yam. Ndingumthunywa womnqweno owavakaliswa kum nguMadonna ngowe-1944, xa wabonakala kum ekhayeni lam emva kokuba nditshate noPasquale Nicolace. Xa ndayibonayo, ndathi kuyo: “Ntombi Enyulu, ndingakwamkela njani kule ndlu imbi kangaka?”. Waphendula wathi: “Ungakhathazeki, kuya kubakho icawa entsha nenkulu ebizwa ngokuba yi-Immaculate Heart of Mary Refuge of Souls kunye nendlu yokunciphisa iimfuno zolutsha, abantu abadala kunye naye nabani na osweleyo. Ngoko, rhoqo xa ndibona uMadonna, ndambuza ukuba kuya kuba nini le ndlu entsha kwaye uMadonna waphendula wathi: "Ixesha lokuthetha alikafiki". Xa ndambona ngowe-1986, wathi kum, “Lifikile ixesha.” Mna, ndibona zonke iingxaki zabantu, ukuba akukho ndawo yokubalalisa esibhedlele, ndathetha nabanye babahlobo bam endandibazi kunye nomfundisi werhamente uDon Pasquale Barone baza ke bona ngokwabo baseka lo Mbutho. Umbutho yintombi yesithandathu kum, ethandwa kakhulu. Emva koko ndazimisela ukwenza umyolelo. Ndayishiya yodwa ndicinga ukuba mhlawumbi ndiyaphambana, kodwa ngoku ndacingisisa ngentando kaMadonna. Bonke abazali benza umyolelo kubantwana babo yaye ndifuna ukuwenza kubantwana bam bokomoya. Andifuni kukhetha nabani na, kuyafana kuye wonke umntu! Kum le izobonakala ilungile kwaye intle, andazi ukuba uyayithanda na. Kwiminyaka yakutshanje ndiye ndafunda ukuba ezona zinto zibalulekileyo nezikholekileyo kuYehova kukuthobeka nothando, ukuthanda abanye nokwamkela, umonde, ulwamkelo novuyo lweminikelo endinayo kuYehova. ngokwakhe kunye nemiphefumlo, ukuthobela iCawa. Bendihlala ndikholose ngeNkosi noMadonna, kubo ndafumana amandla oncumo okanye amazwi entuthuzelo kwabo babandezelekileyo, kwabo bathe bandibona beze kuzibeka phantsi imithwalo yabo, endithe ndayibeka phantsi. bebesoloko benikezela kwiMadonna, enika umbulelo kuye wonke umntu oyidingayo. Kananjalo ndafunda ukuba kuyimfuneko ukuthandaza, ngokungabi nabubele, ngokuthobeka nangenceba, ukwazisa iintswelo zabantu bonke, abaphilileyo nabafileyo, kuThixo. Ngenxa yesi sizathu "icawa enkulu kunye nenhle" ezinikele kwiNtliziyo eNgenasiphelo kaMariya, iNdawo yokuKhusela kweMiphefumlo, iya kuqala kwaye ibaluleke kakhulu ibe yindlu yoMthandazo, indawo yokusabela kuyo yonke imiphefumlo, indawo yokuxolelaniswa noThixo, ubutyebi benceba kunye nobutyebi. ukubhiyozela imfihlelo ye-Ekaristi.
Ndihlala ndiqwalasela ngokukodwa abantu abatsha, abalungileyo, kodwa abalahlekileyo, abafuna ukukhokelwa ngokomoya kunye nabantu, ababingeleli kunye nabantu abaqhelekileyo, abathetha nabo ngazo zonke izihloko, ngaphandle kwezo zobubi. Zinikeni ngothando, nangovuyo, nangothando, nangokuthanda abanye. Sebenza ngemisebenzi yenceba.
Umntu xa esenza into entle komnye umntu akanakuzigxeka ngenxa yento entle ayenzileyo, kodwa makathi: “Nkosi yam, ndiyabulela kuwe ngokundinika ithuba ndenze okulungileyo”, makabulele naloo mntu uyenzileyo. bavunyelwe ukwenza okulungileyo. Ilungile kuzo zombini. Kufuneka sisoloko simbulela uThixo xa sifumana ithuba lokwenza okulungileyo.
Yile ndlela ndicinga ukuba sonke kufuneka sibe njalo, kwaye ngakumbi abo bafuna ukuzinikela kuMsebenzi weNkosikazi yethu, ngaphandle koko ayinaxabiso. Ukuba iNkosi ifuna, kuya kubakho ababingeleli, izicakakazi ezilungisayo, abantu abathobekileyo abaza kuzinikela kwinkonzo yoMsebenzi kunye nokusasazwa kokuzinikela kwiNtliziyo Engagungqiyo kaMariya, Ukusabela kweMiphefumlo.
Ukuba uyafuna, yamkele la mazwi am ahlwempuzekileyo kuba aluncedo ekusindisweni komphefumlo wethu. Ukuba awuziva ungoyiki kuba uNkosikazi wethu noYesu baya kukuthanda. Ndibe neembandezelo nolonwabo kwaye ndisenazo: ukuhlaziyeka komphefumlo wam. Ndivuselela uthando lwam kumntu wonke. Ndiyakuqinisekisa ukuba andimlahli mntu, ndithanda wonke umntu kwaye naxa ndikwelinye icala ndizoqhubeka ndinithanda kwaye ndinithandazela. Ndinqwenela ukuba wonwabe njengoko ndikunye noYesu kunye noMadonna.
Natuzza Evolo