Ukuzinikela kwiiNgelosi eziGcinayo: ngabagcini bomzimba nomoya

Iingelosi ezingumlindi zimele uthando olungapheliyo, inceba kunye nenkathalo kaThixo kwaye amagama abo abonisa ukuba badalelwe ukuba basigcine. Ingelosi nganye, nkqu nakwezona kwayala ziphezulu, inqwenela ukukhokelela umntu emhlabeni, ukuze akhonze uThixo emntwini; kwaye kukuzingca kwingelosi nganye ukuba ikhokele umntu ogcinelwe yena ukuba afezeke ngonaphakade. Indoda eziswe kuThixo iya kuhlala iluvuyo kunye nesithsaba sengelosi yakhe. Kwaye umntu uya kuba nakho ukonwabela uluntu olusikelelweyo kunye nengelosi yakhe ngonaphakade. Yindibaniselwano yeengelosi kunye nabantu kuphela egqibezela unqulo lukaThixo ngendalo yakhe.

Kwisibhalo esingcwele imisebenzi yeengelosi ezigada ngokubhekisele emadodeni zichaziwe. Kwiindinyana ezininzi sithetha malunga nokukhuselwa ngama-engile kwiingozi zomzimba kunye nobomi.

Iingelosi ezavela emhlabeni emva kwesono santlandlolo zaziphantse zazizingelosi. Basindisa umzukulwana ka-Abraham uLote kunye nosapho ngexesha lokutshatyalaliswa kweSodom neGomora ekufeni okuqinisekileyo. Bamsindisa uAbraham ekubulaweni konyana wakhe uIsake emva kokuba ebonakalise isibindi sakhe sobuqhawe sokumncama. Kwisicaka uHagare esazula kunye nonyana wakhe uIshmayeli entlango babonisa umthombo, owawusindisa uIshmayeli ekufeni ngokunxanwa. Ingelosi yehla noDaniel noogxa bakhe kwelo ziko, “lavutha idangatye lomlilo ovuthayo, kwavuthuza umbethe opholileyo nophakathi eziko. Umlilo awubachukumisanga kwaphela, khange ubenzakalise, khange ubangele ngxaki ”(Dn 3, 49-50). Incwadi yesibini kaMaccabees ibhala ukuba uGeneral Judas Maccabee ukhuselwe ziingelosi kwidabi elalithathe isigqibo: "Ngoku, kwincopho yedabi, amadoda amahlanu amahle abonakala kwiintshaba ezivela ezulwini ngamahashe ahonjiswe ngemibhobho yegolide. entlokweni yamaJuda, babeka iMaccabee phakathi kwabo, ngezixhobo zabo bamgquma bamenza ukuba angabi nakoyiseka, ngelixa babejula iintolo zabo nemibane kwiintshaba zabo ”(2 Mk 10: 29-30).

Olu khuselo lubonakalayo kwiingelosi ezingcwele aluphelelanga kwizibhalo zeTestamente eNdala. Nokuba kwiTestamente eNtsha bayaqhubeka nokusindisa umzimba nomphefumlo wamadoda. UJoseph wayenombono wengelosi ephupheni kwaye ingelosi yamxelela ukuba abalekele eYiputa ukukhusela uYesu kwimpindezelo kaHerode. Ingelosi yakhulula uPetros entolongweni ngobusuku obandulela ukubulawa kwakhe kwaye yamkhokelela kwinkululeko ngokudlula koonogada abane. Isikhokelo seengelosi asipheli ngeTestamente eNtsha, kodwa kubonakala ngakumbi okanye kungabonakali kangako ukuya kumaxesha ethu. Amadoda axhomekeke kukhuseleko lweengelosi ezingcwele aya kuphinda amava ukuba ingelosi yabo ebalindeleyo ayisoze ibashiye bodwa.

Kule meko sifumana imizekelo yoncedo olubonakalayo olujolise kubakhuseli njengoncedo lwengelosi engumgcini.

UPopu Pius IX wayesoloko exelela i-anecdote ukususela ebutsheni bakhe, owaziva uncedo olungummangaliso lwengelosi yakhe. Yonke imihla ngexesha lobunzima wayekhonza njengomphathiswa kwindlu yenkonzo katata wakhe. Ngenye imini, eguqe ngamanqanaba asezantsi kakumkani, ngelixa umbingeleli ebhiyozela umbingelelo, wabanjwa luloyiko olukhulu. Wayengazi ukuba kutheni. Ngokuzenzekelayo wajika amehlo wajonga kwelinye icala lesibingelelo ngokungathi ufuna uncedo kwaye wabona umfana omhle owayemkhomba ukuba eze kuye.

Udidekile ngulo mbono akazange alinge ukuhamba endaweni yakhe, kodwa inani eliqaqambileyo lenze uphawu ngokucacileyo. Emva koko waphakama wabalekela kwelinye icala, kodwa lo mzobo wanyamalala. Kwangelo xesha linye, nangona kunjalo, umfanekiso oqobayo wawa esibingelelweni kuloo ndawo yayishiyelwe yinkwenkwana yesibingelelo kamsinya ngaphambili. Omncinci wayehlala exelela le ngxelo ingenakulibaleka, okokuqala njengombingeleli, emva koko njengobhishophu kwaye ekugqibeleni njengoPopu kwaye wamphakamisa njengesikhokelo sengelosi yakhe emgcinayo (AM Weigl: Sc hutzengelgeschichten heute, iphe. 47) .

- Kungekudala emva kokuphela kweMfazwe yeHlabathi yokugqibela, umama wahamba nendodakazi yakhe eneminyaka emihlanu kwizitrato zedolophu yaseB. Isixeko satshatyalaliswa kakhulu kwaye izindlu ezininzi zashiywa zinemfumba yenkunkuma. Apha kwaye kwakumi udonga olwalumi lumi. Umama nentombazana encinci bebesiya kuthenga. Uhambo oluya evenkileni lwalulude. Ngequbuliso intombazana encinci yema kwaye yathatha ngaphezulu kwenyathelo. Unina akazange akwazi ukumrhuqa kwaye wayesele eqala ukumthethisa xa esiva amaqatha. Wajikeleza wajikeleza wabona udonga olukhulu lolwandle oluphambili phambi kwakhe emva koko wawa ngengxolo yeendudumo kwindlela esecaleni kwendlela. Okwangoku lo mama wayelukhuni, emva koko wangana nentombazana encinci wathi: “Owu mntwana wam, ukuba ubungayekanga, ngoku besizakungcwatywa phantsi kodonga lwamatye. Khawundixelele, kwakutheni ukuze ungafuni ukuqhubeka? " Kwaye intombazana encinci yaphendula yathi: "Kodwa mama, khange umbone?" - "I-WHO?" wabuza umama. - "Kwakukho inkwenkwe ende entle phambi kwam, yayinxibe isuti emhlophe kwaye yayingandivumeli ndidlule." - "Unethamsanqa mntwana wam!" Watsho lo mama, “niyibonile ingelosi yenu ebiyikhusela. Ungaze uyilibale ebomini bakho bonke! " (AM I-Weigl: ibidem, iphepha 13-14).

-Ngobunye ubusuku ekwindla lowe-1970, xa ndandiphuma kwiholo yase-Augsburg People's University eJamani emva kokuzihlaziya, ndandingazi ukuba kwenzeka nantoni na ngorhatya olo. Emva komthandazo kwingelosi yam endiyigadileyo ndiye ndangena emotweni yam, ebendiyimise esitratweni esecaleni esinendlela encinci. Besele kupast 21 ndingxamele ukugoduka. Besendizakuthatha eyona ndlela iphambili, kwaye andibonanga mntu endleleni, kuphela zizibane zeemoto ezingakhanyiyo. Ndacinga ngaphakathi kwam ukuba ngekhe kundithathe ixesha elide ukuwela iziphambuka, kodwa ngequbuliso umfana owela isitrato esiphambi kwam wandikhomba ukuba ndime. Hayi indlela engaqhelekanga ngayo! Ngaphambili, ndandingazange ndibone mntu! Ivela phi? Kodwa bendingafuni ukumhoya. Umnqweno wam yayikukufika ekhaya ngokukhawuleza kwaye ke ndifuna ukuqhubeka. Kodwa yayingenakwenzeka. Khange andivumele. "Dade", wandixelela ngamandla, "misa imoto ngokukhawuleza! Ngokuqinisekileyo awunakuqhubeka. Imoto sele iza kulahla ivili! " Ndiphume emotweni ndabona ngovalo ukuba ivili langasemva lasekhohlo belizokuvela nyani. Ngobunzima obukhulu ndakwazi ukumisa imoto ndiye ecaleni lendlela. Emva koko kuye kwanyanzeleka ukuba ndiyishiye apho, ndibize itraki ndiyise evenkileni. - Bekunokwenzeka ntoni ukuba bendiqhubekile kwaye ukuba bendithathe eyona ndlela iphambili? - Andaz! - Ngubani ke umfana owayendilumkisa? -Andikwazi nokumbulela, kuba wanyamalala emoyeni omncinci njengoko wayebonakele. Andimazi ukuba wayengubani. Kodwa ukusukela ngorhatya andilibaleki ukubiza ingelosi yam yokulinda ngaphambi kokuba ndiye emva kwevili.

-Kwakungo-Okthobha u-1975. Kumsitho wokubekwa phambili komsunguli we-odolo yethu, ndandiphakathi kwabo babenethamsanqa ababenemvume yokuya eRoma. Ukusuka kwindlu yethu nge-Olmata ngamanyathelo nje ambalwa ukuya kwindlu enkulu yaseMarian emhlabeni, i-basilica yaseSanta Maria Maggiore. Ngenye imini ndaya kuthandaza esibingelelweni sobabalo sikaMama kaThixo olungileyo.Ndandula ke ndemka kuloo ndawo yonqulo ndinovuyo olukhulu entliziyweni yam. Ngenyathelo elilula ndiye ndehla kwizinyuko ezemarmore ekuphumeni ngasemva kwecawa kwaye andizange ndicinge ukuba ndingasinda cebetshu ekufeni. Kwakusekuseni kwaye kwakungekho zithuthi zininzi. Ezinye iibhasi ezingenanto zazimiswe phambi kwezinyuko ezinyuka zisiya kwicawa. Bendizakugqitha phakathi kweebhasi ezimbini ezimileyo kwaye ndifuna ukuwela isitalato. Ndibeke unyawo lwam endleleni. Emva koko kwabonakala ngathi kukho umntu osemva kwam ofuna ukundibamba. Ndijike ndoyika, kodwa kwakungekho mntu emva kwam. Ingcamango ngoko. Ndaye ndaqina umzuzwana. Ngelo xesha, imoto yadlula kufutshane ngesantya esiphezulu. Ukuba bendithathe inyathelo elinye ukuya phambili ngekhe yandoyisa! Khange ndiyibone imoto isiza, kuba iibhasi ezimileyo zivimbile umbono wam kwela cala lendlela. Kwaye ndaphinda ndabona ukuba ingelosi yam engcwele indisindisile.

-Ndineminyaka esithoba kwaye ngenye iCawa nabazali bam sathatha uloliwe ukuya ecaweni. Emva phaya kwakungekho magumbi amancinci aneminyango. Bekugcwele abantu emotweni ndiye ndaya efestileni ebekwangumnyango naye. Emva kwethutyana, elinye ibhinqa landicela ukuba ndihlale ecaleni kwalo; esondela kakhulu kwabanye, wadala isihlalo esisiqingatha. Ndenze le nto andibuze yona (ngendimxelele ukuba hayi kwaye ndahlala ndimile, kodwa andizange). Emva kwemizuzwana embalwa yokuhlala, umoya wavula umnyango. Ukuba bendisekhona, uxinzelelo lomoya beluya kundityhalela ngaphandle, kuba ngasekunene bekukho kuphela udonga olugudileyo apho bekungekhe kwenzeke ukuba uncamathele.

Akukho mntu waye waqaphela ukuba ucango lwalungavalwanga kakuhle, nditsho notata owayeyindoda elumkileyo ngokwemvelo. Kunye nomnye umkhweli emva koko wakwazi ubunzima bokuvala ucango. nalapho ndaziva ndimangalisiwe kweso siganeko sasindikrazule ekufeni okanye ekunqunyulweni umzimba (Maria M.).

-Kwiminyaka ethile ndisebenza kumzi-mveliso omkhulu kwaye kangangexesha elithile nakwiofisi yezobuchwephesha. Ndandineminyaka engama-35. Iofisi yezobuchwephesha ibekwe embindini wesityalo kwaye usuku lwethu lokusebenza luphele ngenkampani yonke. Ngelo xesha wonke umntu wayephuma kwesi sityalo ngobuninzi kwaye indlela ebanzi yayixinene ngokupheleleyo ngabahambi ngeenyawo, abakhweli beebhayisikile nabaqhubi bezithuthuthu bebaleka beza endlwini, kwaye thina bahambi ngeenyawo ngesasiyiphephe ngovuyo loo ndlela, ukuba kungenxa yengxolo enkulu. Ngenye imini ndaye ndagqiba kwelokuba ndigoduke ngokulandela imizila kaloliwe, eyayingqamene nendlela kwaye yayisetyenziselwa ukuhambisa izinto ukusuka kwisikhululo esikufutshane ukuya kumzi-mveliso. Khange ndikubone konke ukolula ukuya kwisikhululo, kuba bekukho ukugoba; ndiye ndaqinisekisa ukuba ngaphambi kokuba umkhondo ucace kwaye, nasendleleni, ndajika amatyeli aliqela ukujonga. Ngokukhawuleza, ndeva umnxeba ukude kwaye isikhalo saphindaphindwa. Ndacinga: ayisiyonto yakho, awunyanzelekanga ukuba ujike kwakhona; Andizimiselanga kujika, kodwa isandla esingabonakaliyo sajika intloko yam ngokuchasene nentando yam. Andikwazi ukuchaza uloyiko endandiluva ngalo mzuzu: Khange ndikwazi ukuthatha inyathelo ukuziphepha. * Imizuzwana emibini kamva ibisele ihambile kakhulu: Iinqwelo ezimbini zadlula kwangoko emva kwam, zityhalwa yinjongo ye-loco ngaphandle komzi-mveliso. Umqhubi mhlawumbi khange andibone, kungenjalo ngewayekhalisile. Xa ndizifumene ndikhuselekile kwaye ndivakala ngomzuzu wokugqibela, ndabuva ubomi bam njengesipho esitsha. Ke, umbulelo wam kuThixo wawumkhulu kwaye usenjalo (MK).

- Utitshala ubalisa ngesikhokelo esimangalisayo kunye nokukhuselwa yingelosi yakhe engcwele: “Ngexesha lemfazwe ndandingumphathi wenkulisa kwaye xa kwenzeka ukuba ndikhawuleze ndalunyukiswa ndaba nomsebenzi wokubathumela bonke abantwana emakhaya kwangoko. Ngenye imini yaphinda yenzeka. Ndizamile ukufikelela kwisikolo esikufutshane, apho abanye abathathu endisebenza nabo befundisa, emva koko ndahamba nabo ndaya kwindawo ekhuselekileyo yomoya.

Kodwa ngequbuliso - ndazifumana sendisesitratweni - ilizwi elingaphakathi landitshutshisa, lisithi kum kaninzi: "Buyela ekhaya, goduka!". Ekugqibeleni ndibuyile nyani ndathatha itram ndagoduka nayo. Emva kokumisa okumbalwa kwavakala ialam. Zonke iitram zayeka kwaye kwafuneka sibalekele kwindawo ekhuselekileyo ekufuphi yebhombu. Yayiyinto eyoyikisayo yomoya kwaye izindlu ezininzi zatshiswa ngomlilo; Isikolo endandifuna ukuya kuso naso sabethwa. Kwa kanye ukungena kwindawo yokhuselo yomoya apho bekufanele ukuba ndiye khona bekubethwe ngamandla kwaye oogxa bam bebeswelekile. Ndaye ndaqonda ke ukuba lilizwi lengelosi endigadayo elindilumkisayo (utitshala-Intombi yam ibingekabi nonyaka kwaye xa ndisenza imisebenzi yasekhaya bendisoloko ndimthatha ndisiya naye kwigumbi ukuya kwelinye. Bendisegumbini lokulala njengesiqhelo ndibeke usana kwikhaphethi emazantsi ebhedi, apho ebedlala khona onwabile. Ngequbuliso ndeva ilizwi elicace gca ngaphakathi kum: "Thatha umntwana umbeke apho emandlalweni wakhe! kulunge apho naye emandlalweni wakhe! "Umbhedeni onee castors wawusegumbini lokuhlala elihlangeneyo. Ndaya emntwaneni, kodwa ke ndathi ngaphakathi:" Kutheni engafanele kuhlala apha nam? ! ". Bendingafuni ukumsa kwelinye igumbi ndaye ndagqiba kwelokuba ndiqhubeke nomsebenzi. Ndaphinda ndaliva ilizwi linyanzelisa:" Thatha umntwana umbeke phaya, ebhedini yakhe! "Emva koko ndathobela. Intombi yam yaqala ukukhala. Bendingasiqondi isizathu sokuba ndiyenze, kodwa ngaphakathi ndiziva ndinyanzelekile Kwigumbi lokulala, i-chandelier yehla esilingini yawa phantsi kanye kwindawo apho intombazana encinci yayihleli khona ngaphambili. Isingqengqelo besinobunzima obumalunga ne-10 kg kwaye senziwe ngealabhasta ebengezelelweyo enobubanzi obufutshane. 60 cm kunye 1 cm ubukhulu. Ndaye ndasiqonda isizathu sokuba ingelosi yam egadileyo yandilumkisa ”(Maria s Sch.).

- "Ngenxa yokuba iingelosi zakhe zanyanzelisa ukuba zigcine kuwo onke amanyathelo ...". La ngamagama eendumiso athi qatha engqondweni yethu xa sisiva amava kunye neengelosi ezingabalindi. Endaweni yoko, iingelosi ezingumgcini zihlala zigculelwa kwaye zigxothwa ngengxoxo: ukuba umntwana owehlekileyo uphume ngokukhuselekileyo phantsi kwemoto, ukuba intaba ekhwele intaba iwele emngxunyeni ngaphandle kokuzenzakalisa, okanye ukuba umntu otshonayo uyeza ibonwe ethubeni ngabahlambi, emva koko kuthiwa 'banengelosi elungileyo'. Kodwa kwenzeka ntoni ukuba umntu okhweleyo uyafa kwaye indoda iyatshona ngenene? Yayiphi ingelosi yakhe emgcinayo kwiimeko ezinjalo? Ukusindiswa okanye akunjalo yinto nje yethamsanqa okanye ilishwa! Le ngxoxo ibonakala ifanelekile, kodwa enyanisweni iyabheda kwaye ingaphezulu kwaye ayiqwalaseli nxaxheba kunye nomsebenzi weengelosi ezingabalindi, ezisebenza ngokwesakhelo soBonelelo lukaThixo. Kwangokunjalo, iingelosi ezingabagcini azenzi ngokuchasene nemiyalelo yobungangamsha bukaThixo, ubulumko kunye nomthetho. Ukuba ixesha lifikile lomntu, iingelosi azisinqandi isandla esiqhubela phambili, kodwa azimyeki umntu yedwa. Abayithinteli intlungu, kodwa bayayinceda indoda ukuba ivavanye olu vavanyo ngokuzinikela. Kwiimeko ezigqithileyo banikezela ngoncedo lokufa okuhle, ukuba, nangona kunjalo, amadoda ayavuma ukulandela umkhombandlela wawo. Ewe bahlala behlonipha inkululeko yokuzikhethela yomntu ngamnye. Ke masisoloko sithembela kukhuseleko lweengelosi! Abasoze basiphoxa!