Ukuzinikela kwabaNgcwele: USaint Faustina ukuxelela ngendlela yomphefumlo
Umthandazo. — Yesu, nkosi yam, ndincede ndingene kweli xesha lasentlango ngenzondelelo enkulu. Umoya wakho, Thixo, ndikhokelele ekukwazini nzulu ngawe nangesiqu sam; ngokuba ndiya kukuthanda ngokokwazi kwam, ndize ndizidele, ndide ndikwazise okwam. Ndiyazincama, Yehova, ekwenzeni kwakho; Makube kokukhona ukuthanda kwakho kum kuphele.
7 Njengasesidlweni. — «Ntombi yam, ndiya kukusa kule ndawo yokurhoxa njengesidlo. Ecaleni kwentliziyo yam enenceba, uya kucamngca ngeenceba endikunike zona kwaye uya kuba noxolo olunzulu njengeqabane. Ndifuna ukuba amehlo akho ahlale elungisa intando yam kwaye, ngokwenza njalo, uya kundinika uvuyo olukhulu. Awuyi kuzenza ngokwakho, kuba ubomi bakho sele ububeke esandleni sam. Akukho dini lilunge ngolu hlobo.
8. Khanyisa ubungcwele. - Owu Thixo, ndiyityhila intliziyo yam kwisenzo sobabalo lwakho, njengekristale kwimitha yelanga kwaye ndikucela ukuba ukhanyise le ntliziyo yam ngomfanekiso wakho kangangoko oku kunokwenzeka kwisidalwa esilula. Nceda ubungeze ubuThixo bakho ngam, wena uhleli ngaphakathi kwam.
UYesu undazise ukuba kufuneka ndithandazele ngakumbi oonongendi ababehlanganisene nam kwindawo yokurhoxa. Njengoko ndandithandaza, ndafunda ngomzabalazo othile owawunawo kwaye ndayiphindaphinda imithandazo yam.
9. Indlela yomphefumlo. “Ndiyayazi into endiyidalelweyo. Ndiyazi ukuba uThixo yeyona njongo yam. Akukho sidalwa sinokuthatha indawo yoMdali wam endleleni yomphefumlo wam. Kuyo yonke imisebenzi yam ndijolise kuye yedwa.
Yesu, ubusoloko uzimisele ukubeka iziseko zemfezeko yobuKristu kum, kwaye ndimele ndivume ukuba intsebenziswano yam ibincinane kakhulu xa uyithelekisa. Ekudalweni kwam, wena wandinceda, Yehova; Intliziyo yam ithambile; amandla am aphuma kuwe wedwa.
10. Ndakhangela iimodeli. Ndiyafuna ukuphila ndize ndife njengabangcwele, ndikhangele kuwe, Yesu, ndikhangele imizekelo endijikelezileyo ndingayifumananga eya kundikhokela ekwenzeni kwam. Inkqubela yam ebungcweleni yalibaziseka. Kwasekuqaleni kwam ukugxila kuwe Krestu, ungumzekelo wam, ndiyazi ngokuqinisekileyo ukuba ndiya kufumana impumelelo nangona ndibandezelekile, ndinokholo kwinceba yakho kwaye uya kukwazi ukundenza umntu ongcwele. . Andinazo izakhono, kodwa hayi intando elungileyo. Naphezu kwako konke ukoyiswa, ndifuna ukulwa njengoko abangcwele baye balwa kwaye ndifuna ukwenza ngokufana nabo.
11. Ukulwa akuthobi isidima. -Yesu wam, ngaphandle kobabalo lwakho kwaye ngelixa uzikhulisa, utyekelo lwam lwendalo alunakuphela. Ukuphaphama kwam kufuneka kuqhubeke. Ndimele ndilwe neziphene ezingabalekiyo, ndisazi kwimeko nganye ukuba umzabalazo awuze ujongele phantsi nabani na, ngeli lixa ukonqena noloyiko lundithoba isidima. Xa umntu enempilo enkenenkene, kufuneka anyamezele izinto ezininzi, kuba umntu ogulayo ongahlali ebhedini akajongwa njengomntu ogulayo. Ngenxa yezizathu ezahlukeneyo, ke, amathuba okubingelela avela kwaye, ngamanye amaxesha, le yimibingelelo emikhulu kakhulu. Noko ke, ndiyaqonda ukuba xa uThixo efuna umbingelelo, akabi nalunya ngoncedo lwakhe, kodwa unikela ngokuyintabalala. Yesu wam, ndiyakucela ukuba idini lam livuthe cwaka kodwa lizaliswe luthando olupheleleyo phambi kwakho ukuba ndicele inceba yakho ukuze kuzuze imiphefumlo.
12. Ubomi obutsha. — Intliziyo yam iyahlaziyeka kwaye ubomi obutsha buqala apha ngezantsi, ubomi bothando lukaThixo. Ngeliso elinye ndijonge enzonzobileni yenkxwaleko yam kwaye elinye ndijonge enzonzobileni yenceba kaThixo. Owu Thixo onenceba, ondivumelayo ukuba ndiphile kwakhona, ndiphe amandla okuqalisa ubomi obutsha, obo bomoya, ukufa okungenagunya kuwo.
13 Ndiya kulubuza uthando. - Yesu, oyena mzekelo ugqibeleleyo wam, ndiya kuhambela phambili ebomini ndikhangele kuwe, ndihamba emanyathelweni akho, ndiyithobela indalo kubabalo ngokokuthanda kwakho, nasekukhanyeni okundikhanyiselayo, ndithembele kuphela kuncedo lwakho. Ngalo lonke ixesha ndithandabuza malunga nokuba yeyiphi ikhosi emandiyithathe, ndiya kuhlala ndibuza uthando kwaye iya kundinika elona cebiso lilungileyo. UYesu wandiphendula wathi: “Phakathi kwamathuba endiya kukuthumela ngawo ulungiselelo lwam, lumka kakhulu ungaphoswa nalinye. Noko ke, xa uthe wahluleka ukuzibamba, musa ukucaphuka, kodwa zithobe phambi kwam uze uzinikele ngokupheleleyo ekukholoseni ngenceba yam. Ngale ndlela, uya kuzuza ngaphezu koko uya kulahlekelwa, kuba izipho zam ziza kumphefumlo othobekileyo ngobuninzi obukhulu kunokuba yena ngokwakhe ulindele.
14 Ngam. Owu thando lwaphakade, vuthisa ukukhanya okutsha phakathi kwam, ubomi bothando nenceba, ndixhase ngobabalo lwakho, ukuze ndisabele ngokufanelekileyo ubizo lwakho kwaye wena, ngam, ukufeze emphefumlweni oko wena ukumiseleyo.
15 Guqula ubuthuntu bube ngcwele. — Ndiziva ndihluthi ngokupheleleyo kuThixo, kukuye ndityhubela ubomi bam bemihla ngemihla, ndingwevu, ndibuhlungu kwaye ndidiniwe. Ndithembele kulowo uthi, ehleli entliziyweni yam, axakeke eguqula bonke ubuthuntu abe bubungcwele bam. Ebudeni bezi ziqhelo zomoya umphefumlo wam ukhulela ekuzoleni okunzulu, ecaleni kwentliziyo yakho enenceba, Yesu wam.Ngemitha enyulu yothando lwakho, umphefumlo wam wabuguqula ubukrakra bawo, waba sisiqhamo esimnandi nesivuthwe kakuhle.
16. Iziqhamo zenceba. - Ndiphuma kule ndawo yokurhoxa nditshintshile. Ndiyabulela kuthando lukaThixo, umphefumlo wam uqala ubomi obutsha ngobunzulu kunye namandla omphefumlo. Nokuba ngaphandle ubukho bam abuyi kubonakalisa utshintsho, ukuze kungabikho mntu uya kuqaphela, uthando olunyulu luya kukhokela yonke into endiyenzayo, kwaye luvelise iziqhamo zenceba ngaphandle.
17. Yiba luncedo kwiCawe yakho. — Ngoku ewe, ndinokuba luncedo ngokupheleleyo, Owu Nkosi, kwiBandla lakho. Ndiya kuba lapho ngobungcwele obubodwa, obuya kuthi budlulisele ubomi bayo kwiCawa iphela, kuba kuYesu sonke sibumba “umzimba” omnye. Yiyo le nto ndisebenza imihla ngemihla, ukuba umhlaba wentliziyo yam uvelise isiqhamo esilungileyo; Nokuba ayikhange ibonwe liliso lomntu emhlabeni, nangona kunjalo ngenye imini kuya kubonakala ngathi imiphefumlo emininzi yondle kwaye iya kutya kwiziqhamo zam.
18. Ukubulela. — Le mihla imnandi yokuba wedwa noYesu iza kuphela. Yesu wam, uyazi ukuba ukusukela kwiminyaka yam yokuqala bendifuna ukukuthanda ngothando olukhulu njengoko kungekho mntu wakha wakuthanda. Namhlanje ndingathanda ukukhala kwihlabathi lonke: "Mthande uThixo, kuba ulungile, kuba inceba yakhe inkulu!". Ubomi bam buba lidangatye lombulelo nombulelo. Izibonelelo zikaThixo, phantse umlilo ovuthayo, zivutha emphefumlweni wam, ngelixa iintlungu kunye neentlungu zisebenza njengenkuni phezu komlilo kwaye ziwondle; ngaphandle kweenkuni ezinjalo ngeyafa. Ke ngoko ndibiza lonke izulu nomhlaba wonke ukuba uhlanganyele kumbulelo wam.
19. Uthembekile kuThixo.— Ndibona uFr Michael Sopocko egxininise ingqondo yakhe emsebenzini ngenxa yehlelo lenceba yobuthixo. Ndimbona ecacisa iminqweno yobuThixo kwizithwalandwe zeBandla likaThixo ukuze kuthuthuzelwe imiphefumlo. Nangona okwangoku ezele bubukrakra, ngokungathi umzamo wakhe awufanelanga omnye umvuzo, kuya kufika imini apho izinto ziya kutshintsha. Ndiyalubona uvuyo lokuba uThixo uya kumvumela ukuba angcamle kancinane nakulo mhlaba. Andizange ndidibane nokunyaniseka kuThixo okufana naloo nto, owahlula ngayo lo mphefumlo.
20. Ubuthunywa obungenakunqandeka. - Owu Yesu wam, njengoko uziva kum ukuqhubela phambili ukusebenzela imiphefumlo, nangona kunjalo kufuneka ndithobele ababingeleli. Ndedwa, ngokungxama kwam ndingaphela ndiwonakalisa umsebenzi wakho. Yesu, undityhilela iimfihlo zakho kwaye ufuna ukuba ndizidlulisele kweminye imiphefumlo. Kungekudala, liza kuvuleka ithuba lokuba ndithathe inyathelo. Umzuzu wokutshabalalisa kwam kubonakala kuphelele, umsebenzi wam ongenakunqandwa uya kuqala. Wathi uYesu kum: “Yazi amandla onke obabalo lukaThixo, kwaye oko kwanele kuwe!”.