Ukuzinikela kwiNkosikazi yethu: Thixo wam ngoba undilahlile
Ukususela kwimini kuye phambili, ubumnyama buye banda emhlabeni wonke kwada kwada kwaba semva kwemini. Kwaye malunga nentsimbi yesithathu uYesu wadanduluka ngelizwi elikhulu: "Eli, Eli, lema sabachthani?" Oko kukuthi "Thixo wam, Thixo wam, undilahleleni?" UMateyu 27: 45-46
La mazwi kaYesu amele ukuba ayihlabile entliziyweni kaMama wethu osikelelekileyo. Wasondela kuye, emjonge ngamehlo enothando, ethandazela umzimba wakhe owenzakeleyo ngenxa yehlabathi, kwaye wayiva le nto isisihla esikhalayo ngenxa yobunzulu bobomi bakhe.
"Thixo wam, Thixo wam ..." Iyaqala. Ngelixa uMama wethu osikelelekileyo emamele unyana wakhe xa ethetha noYise osezulwini, wayeya kufumana intuthuzelo enkulu kulwazi awayenalo ngolwalamano olusondeleyo noBawo. Wayesazi bhetele kunaye nabani na ukuba uYesu noYise babanye. Wayemve ethetha ngoluhlobo kubulungiseleli bakhe basesidlangalaleni kwaye wayesazi nangokubona kwakhe ukuba ngumntwana woYise. Kwaye phambi kwamehlo akhe uYesu wambiza.
Kodwa uYesu wayeqhubeka ebuza: "... undiyekeleni na?" Ukubetha entliziyweni yakhe kwakumele kwangoko akuziva ukubandezeleka okungaphakathi koNyana wakhe. Wayesazi ukuba wayeva iintlungu ezininzi kunabo nabuphi na ukwenzakala emzimbeni. Wayesazi ukuba wayenobumnyama obunzulu bangaphakathi. Amagama akhe awathethwa ngumnqamlezo aqinisekisa yonke inkxalabo yoomama awayenayo.
Ngelixa uMama wethu osikelelekileyo ecamngca ngala mazwi o Nyana wakhe, ephinda-phinda entliziyweni yakhe, ngewayemqonde ukuba ukubandezeleka kukaYesu ngaphakathi, amava akhe okuba yedwa kunye nokusweleka kukaYise ngokomoya, kwakusisipho sehlabathi. Ukholo olugqibeleleyo luya kumkhokelela ekubeni aqonde ukuba uYesu wayengena kumava esono. Nangona egqibelele kwaye engenasono ngazo zonke iindlela, wayezivumela ukuba athathwe ngamava omntu abangelwa sisono: ukwahlukana noBawo. Nangona uYesu engazange ahlukaniswe nguBawo, wangena kumava oluntu okwahlukana ukuze abuyise ubuntu obuwelele kuYise wezezimali ezulwini.
Xa sicamngca ngeli lizwi lentlungu leNkosi yethu, sonke kufuneka sizame ukuyibona njengele yethu. Ukukhala kwethu, ngokungafaniyo neNkosi yethu, sisiphumo sezono zethu. Xa sisona, siguqukela kuthi kwaye singena kubodwa kwaye siphelelwe lithemba. U Yesu weza ezokuphelisa ezi ziphumo kwaye asibuyisele kuBawo osezulwini.
Cinga namhlanje malunga nothando olunzulu iNkosi yethu eyayinalo kuthi sonke njengoko yayizimisele ukuziva iziphumo zezono zethu. Umama wethu osikelelekileyo, njengonina owayegqibelele, wayekunye noNyana wakhe kuwo onke amabanga, besabelana ngentlungu yakhe yangaphakathi kunye nokubandezeleka. Waziva oko akuvayo kwaye luthando lwakhe, ngaphezu kwayo nantoni na eyenye, eyayibonisa kwaye ixhasa ubukho obungagungqiyo bukaBawo waseZulwini. Uthando lukaBawo lwalubonakaliswa entliziyweni yakhe njengoko wayejonga ngothando kuNyana wakhe owayebandezelekile.
Mama wam onothando, intliziyo yakho ihlatywe ziintlungu ngelixa usabelana ngokubandezeleka kwangaphakathi ko Nyana wakho. Ukukhala kwakhe ngokushiywa yinto ebonakalisa uthando olugqibeleleyo. Amagama akhe atyhila ukuba wayengena kwiziphumo zesono ngokwaso kwaye wayevumela ubuntu bakhe ukuba babe namava kwaye bayihlangule.
Mama Othandekayo, hlala kufutshane nam ngexesha lokuphila kwam kwaye uve iimvakalelo zesono sam. Nangona unyana wakho egqibelele, andikho. Isono sam sindishiya ndindedwa kwaye ndinosizi. Ngamana ubukho bakho kumama ebomini bam buhlala bendikhumbuza ukuba uBawo akangekhe andishiye kwaye uhlala endimema ukuba ndiguqukele kwintliziyo yakhe enenceba.
Nkosi yam eshiywe nguwe, ungene kubuhlungu obukhulu obunokuthi ungene umntu. Uzivumele ukuba uzive ngokwam isono sam. Ndiphe ubabalo lokuguqukela kuYihlo ngalo lonke ixesha ndona ukuze ndikufanelekele ukwamkelwa ngenxa yomnqamlezo wakho.
Mama uMaria, ndithandaze. Yesu ndiyakholelwa kuwe.