Ukuzinikela kwiNceba: Oko uSanta Faustina akuthethayo ngeCoroncina

20. NgoLwesihlanu wonyaka we-1935.-Kwakuhlwa. Besendizivalele ndedwa esitokisini sam. Ndabona ingelosi ephelisa ingqumbo kaThixo.Ndandiqala ukumbongoza uThixo ngalomhlaba ngamazwi endiwavayo ngaphakathi. Ndazinikezela kuBawo onguna "Mzimba, igazi, umphefumlo kunye nobunye bo Nyana wakhe amthandayo, ngenxa yezono zethu nezo zehlabathi liphela". Ndacela inceba kubo bonke "egameni lentlungu yakhe".
Ngemini elandelayo, ndingena kule chapel, ndiwava la mazwi ngaphakathi kum: "Qho xa ungena kule chapel, cengceleza uthandaze usuka emthandazweni endikufundise izolo." Ndikhumbuze ukuba ndithandazile, ndafumana lo myalelo ulandelayo: «Lo mthandazo ukholisa ukucaphuka kwam, uyakuwuphinda kwisithsaba seerosari oqhele ukusisebenzisa. Uzoqala ngoBawo wethu, uyakuwubiza lo mthandazo: "Bawo Ongunaaphakade, ndikunika umzimba, igazi, umphefumlo kunye nobunye boNyana wakho oyintanda kunye neNkosi yethu uYesu Krestu ekuhlanjulisweni kwezono zethu nezo zehlabathi liphela" . Kwizithole ezincinci ze-Ave Maria, uya kuqhubeka usitsho kalishumi ngokulandelelana: "Ngenxa yenzondelelo yakhe ebuhlungu, yiba nenceba kuthi nakwihlabathi liphela". Njengokuqukumbela, uza kuphinda-phinda kathathu esi sibongozo: "Thixo oyiNgcwele, Ngcwele Ongcwele, Ongcwele Ongafiyo, yiba nenceba kuthi nakwihlabathi liphela".

21. Izithembiso. - «Rhoqo yiphindaphinde incwadana endakufundisa yona yonke imihla. Nabani na oyamkelayo uya kufumana inceba enkulu ngexesha lokufa. Ababingeleli bayayicebisa kwabo banesono njengetheyibhile yosindiso. Nokuba oyena moni ubalaseleyo, ukuba uyayiphinda le chapile kube kanye, uya kufumana uncedo lwenceba yam. Ndinqwenela umhlaba wonke ukuba uyazi. Ndiyabulela kuba umntu akanakuqonda kubo bonke abakholosa ngenceba yam. Ndiza kubambelela ngenceba yam ebomini, ngakumbi nangakumbi ngelixa lokufa, imiphefumlo eya kuyicengceleza le chapter.

22. Umphefumlo wokuqala wasindiswa. -Ndikwisanatorium ePradnik. Ezinzulwini zobusuku, ngequbuliso ndivuswe. Ndaye ndabona ukuba umphefumlo uswele isidingo sokuba umntu amthandazele. Ndingene kulondlela ndibona umntu osele engene kubuhlungu. Ngequbuliso, ndeva eli lizwi ngaphakathi: "Cengceleza le chaphiwo bendikufundise yona." Ndabaleka ndayokuthatha irosari kwaye, ndaguqa ecaleni kophando, ndaphinda ndayicengceleza yonke intandabuso. Ngequbuliso, umntu oswelekileyo wavula amehlo wajonga kum. I-chaplet yam ibingekagqitywa kwaye lomntu ebevele aphelelwe lixesha sobunye bokupeyinta ebusweni. Ndicele iNkosi ngenzondelelo ukuba igcine isithembiso esenziwe kum malunga nencwadana, kwaye yandazisa ukuba ngeso sihlandlo wayeyigcinile. Yayingumphefumlo wokuqala owasindiswayo ngenxa yesi sithembiso seNkosi.
Ukubuyela kwigumbi lam elincinci, ndeva la mazwi: «Ngelixa lokufa, ndiza kuzikhusela njengobuqaqawuli bam wonke umphefumlo oya kuthi uphinda intandane. Ukuba omnye umntu uthe wammemela kwindoda eswelekayo, uyakuxolelwa ke oko.
Xa le chapter iphinda ibekwa ecaleni kwebhedi yomntu ofayo, ingqumbo kaThixo iyathomalalisa nenceba esingayaziyo isifihle umphefumlo, kuba ubuThixo buchatshazelwa ngokunzulu ngummiselo wokuvuselela inkanuko yoNyana wakhe.

23 Uncedo olukhulu lwabaguquki. -Ndinqwenela ukuba wonke umntu aqonde ukuba lukhulu kangakanani ngenceba yeNkosi, elungiselelwe wonke umntu, ngakumbi kwilixa lokufa. Isicangca siluncedo olukhulu kuma-agonizer. Ndihlala ndithandazela abantu abaziwa ngaphakathi kwaye ndinyanzelisa emthandazweni ndide ndizive ngaphakathi ukuba ndiyifumene into endiyifunayo. Ingakumbi ngoku, xa ndilapha kwesi sibhedlele, ndiziva ndimanyene nomntu oswelekileyo, ongena kubuhlungu, acele umthandazo wam. UThixo undinika umanyano kunye nabo sele beza kufa. Umthandazo wam awusoloko ubude ubude bexesha. Ngayiphi na imeko, ndakwazi ukuqinisekisa ukuba ukuba umnqweno wokuthandaza uqhubeka ixesha elide, luphawu lokuba umphefumlo kufuneka udlule emzabalazweni ixesha elide. Kwimiphefumlo, amabanga awekho. Ndikhe ndeva into efanayo nakwikumgama wamakhulu eekhilomitha.

24. Umqondiso wamaxesha akutshanje. -Njengoko bendikhumbula le chaplet, ngequbuliso ndeva eli lizwi: «Iigace endizokuzinika abo bathandazayo ngale chaplet baya kuba mkhulu. Bhala ukuba ndifuna bonke abantu bazi ububele bam obungenasiphelo. Esi sicelo ngumqondiso wamaxesha akutshanje, emva koko ubulungisa bam buya kuza. Ngalo lonke ixesha likho, ubuntu bufanele buguqukele kumthombo wenceba yam, kwigazi namanzi avele ekusindisweni kwabo bonke ».