Ukuzinikela okunamandla: isenzo sothando ngoYesu
Isenzo sikaThando sikwenza ukuba uxabise lonke ixesha lobu bomi basemhlabeni ukuya kwelona nqanaba liphezulu, likwenza ukuba ugcine iMiyalelo yokuQala kunye neOkuPhezulu: MTHANDA UTHIXO NGABO BONKE INTO YAKHO, NGAYO YONKE INDLU YAKHO, NGABO BONKE BONKE UKUQINISA. "(Amagama kaYesu kuDade Consolata Betrone).
UMaria Consolata Betrone wazalelwa eSaluzzo (Cn) nge-6 ka-Epreli ngo-1903.
Emva komlo kwi-Catholic Action, ngo-1929 wangena kwiCapuchin Poor Clares yaseTurin egama linguMaria Consolata. Wayengumpheki, i-concierge, etyibilika kunye nonobhala. Itshintshwe ngo-1939 kwindlu yoonongendi entsha yaseMoriondo di Moncalieri (Kwa) yaza yathandwa yimibono kunye neendawo ezivela kuYesu, yayidla ngokuguqulwa kwaboni kunye nokubuyiselwa kwabantu abazahluleleyo ngoJulayi 18, 1946. Inkqubo yaqala nge-8 kaFebruwari ngo-1995. ngokubetha kwakhe.
Lo mnumzana wenze isivakalisi esivakalelwa ukuba yintoni na yobomi bakhe entliziyweni yakhe:
"Yesu, Mary ndiyakuthanda, sindisa imiphefumlo"
Ukusuka kwidayari kaDade Consolata, ezi ntetho wayenazo noYesu kwaye olona ncedo luqondileyo lwathatyathwa:
"Andikubuzi oku: sisenzo sothando oluqhubekayo, Yesu, Mary ndiyakuthanda, sindisa imiphefumlo". (1930)
“Ndixelele, Consolata, ngowuphi owona mthandazo umnandi onokundinika? "Yesu, Mary ndiyakuthanda, sindisa imiphefumlo". (1935)
“Ndinxanelwe isenzo sakho sothando! Consolata, ndithande kakhulu, ndithande ndedwa, uhlala undithanda! Ndinxaniwe luthando, kodwa luthando olupheleleyo, lwentliziyo engahlukananga. Ndithande wonke umntu nayo yonke intliziyo yomntu ekhoyo ... ndinxaniwe luthando .... Ucima ukunxanelwa kwam .... Unako ... Uyayifuna! Yomelela, uqhubeke! (1935)
Ngaba uyazi ukuba kutheni ndingakuvumeli imithandazo emininzi yezwi? Kuba isenzo sothando sinesiqhamo ngakumbi. U "Yesu ndiyakuthanda" ulungisa izinyeliso eziliwaka. Khumbula ukuba isenzo sothando esigqibeleleyo sisenza isigqibo sokusindiswa komphefumlo ngonaphakade. Ungazisola ke ngokuphulukana nomntu omnye "nguYesu, Mary ndiyakuthanda, sindisa imiphefumlo". (1935)
U-Yesu wavakalisa uyolo lwakhe kwisibongozo esithi "Yesu, Mary ndiyakuthanda, sindisa imiphefumlo". Sisithembiso esithuthuzelayo esaphindwa amaxesha amaninzi kubhalo lukaDade Consolata omenyelwe nguYesu ukuba andise kwaye anikezele ngesenzo sakhe sothando: “Sukuchitha ixesha kuba zonke isenzo zothando zimela umphefumlo. Kuzo zonke izipho, esona sipho sikhulu undinike sona lusuku luzele luthando. "
Kwaye elinye ixesha, nge-15 ka-Okthobha, 1934: “Ndinamalungelo phezu kwakho Consolata! Kwaye ngale nto ndinqwenela ukungafundisi ", Yesu, Mary, ndiyakuthanda, sindisa imiphefumlo" ukusuka xa uvuka kusasa ukuya kulala kwakho ngokuhlwa ".
Ngokucacileyo ngakumbi, uYesu ucacisela i-Consolata yakhe ukuba ukuthandazela imiphefumlo, okuqulathwe kwisimo sothando olungapheliyo, kufikelela kuyo yonke imiphefumlo: "Yesu, Mary ndiyakuthanda, sindisa imiphefumlo" kubandakanya yonke into: imiphefumlo yePurigatriyo njengaleyo yeCawa yezomkhosi; umphefumlo omsulwa nowetyala; "
Kwiminyaka emininzi uDade Consolata wayethandazile ukuba aguquke omnye wabantakwabo, uNicola. NgoJuni ka-1936 uYesu wamxelela oku: "Sonke isenzo sothando sithanda ukuthembeka kuwe, kuba sitsala uMntu endithembekileyo ... Khumbula, Consolata, ukuba ndikunikile uNicola kwaye ndiza kukunika" Abantakwakho "kuphela Isenzo sothando esingagungqiyo ... kuba luthando endilufunayo kwizidalwa zam ... ". Isenzo sothando esifunwa nguYesu yingoma yothando lokwenyani, sisenzo sangaphakathi sengqondo esicinga ngokuthanda nentliziyo esiyithandayo. Ifomula "Yesu, Mary ndiyakuthanda, sindisa imiphefumlo!" ifuna nje ukuba luncedo.
"Kwaye, ukuba isidalwa sokuthanda okuhle, iya kufuna ukundithanda, kwaye yenze ebomini bayo isenzo esinye sothando, ukusukela xa evuka ukuya kuthi ga xa elele, (ngentliziyo yenyani) ndiza kuwenza ubuhlanya ngalo mphefumlo ... ndinxaniwe luthando, ndinxaniwe ukuthandwa zizidalwa zam. Imiphefumlo yokufikelela kum Ndiyakholelwa ukuba umntu onomdla, ubomi obuguqukayo buyimfuneko. Bona indlela andiguqula ngayo! Bayandoyikisa, kodwa mna ndilungile. Njengokuba belibala umthetho endikunike wona "Uyokuthanda iNkosi uThixo wakho ngentliziyo yakho iphela, nangomphefumlo wakho wonke njl ..." Namhlanje, njeng izolo, njengomso, ndiya kucela izidalwa zam kuphela kwaye zihlala zithanda.