Idayari kaPadre Pio: Matshi 11
Ileta eya kuTata uAugustine yomhla we-12 kaMatshi 1913: "... Yiva, Bawo, izikhalazo ezilungileyo zikaYesu wethu omnandi kakhulu:" Ngendicaphukiswe kancinci ngabo ukuba bendibathanda kancinci. Utata akasafuni kunyamezelana nabo. Ndingathanda ukuyeka ukubathanda, kodwa ... (kwaye apha uYesu wayethule cwaka, kwaye emva koko waphinda wavuma) kodwa yeha! Intliziyo yam yenziwe uthando! Amadoda akrelekrele kwaye abuthathaka awenzi naluphi na ugonyamelo ukoyisa izilingo, enyanisweni zivuyiswa kukungalungisi kwazo. Imiphefumlo endiyithandayo, yivavanyeni, ndiyasilela, ababuthathaka bazinikela ekuthini baphelelwe lithemba kunye nokuphelelwa lithemba, abomeleleyo bayaphumla. Ndishiywe ebusuku kuphela, emini kuphela ezicaweni. Abasayikhathalelanga isakramente yesibingelelo; umntu akaze athethe ngale sakramente yothando; nditsho nabo bathetha ngayo! kangakanani ukungakhathali, kunye nokubanda okungakanani. Intliziyo yam ilibele; Akukho mntu ukhathalele uthando lwam; Ndihlala ndibuhlungu. Ikhaya lam laba yindawo yemidlalo yeqonga emininzi; Kananjalo abaphathi bam endibasoloko bejongwa ngumbuliso, endibathandayo njengokhozo lweliso lam; Bafanele ukuyithuthuzela intliziyo yam, Bafanele ukundinceda ekuhlangulweni kwemiphefumlo, kodwa ngubani oza kuyikholelwa? Kuzo kufuneka ndifumane ukungabuleli kunye nokungazi. Ndiyabona, nyana wam, uninzi lwaba ... (apha wema, i-sobs iqinise umqala wakhe, yakhala ngasese) ukuba phantsi kweempawu zokuhanahanisa bayandingcatsha ngemibutho yezinyeliso, ukunyathela kwizibane kunye nemikhosi endiqhubeka ndibapha yona ... ".
Ukucinga kwanamhlanje
Ndingathanda iwaka yeminqamlezo eliwaka, inene umnqamlezo ngamnye ubuya kuba mnandi kwaye ukhanyise kum, ukuba bendingenabo obu bungqina, oko kukuthi, ukuhlala ndiziva ndingathandabuzi ukuba ndiyakholisa iNkosi ekusebenzeni kwam ... Kubuhlungu ukuhlala ngoluhlobo ...
Ndiyarhoxa, kodwa ndiyarhoxa, iflat yam ibonakala ibanda, ilize! ... Yintoni imfihlakalo! UYesu umele acinge ngayo kuphela.