Imizuzu elishumi kunye neMadonna
Mama othandekayo uMariya Ongcwele, ndilapha ezinyaweni zakho. Yintoni ekumele ndikuxelele yona! Ubomi bam abukho ncam ncam kodwa ndinethemba kuwe mama wasezulwini kwaye ndihlala ndijonge kuwe. Ndikhangela wena phakathi kweziganeko zehlabathi kwaye andisoloko ndiziva ubukho bakho, kodwa ayilotyala lakho, enyanisweni ndinamathele kakhulu kwinto eyenzekayo kwaye ndixakekile phakathi kobubi bemihla ngemihla andikwazi ukubona uthando lwakho.
UMamma Maria ndinomnqweno onamandla weParadesi. Ndihlala ndibhenela kuwe ndicela uncedo ngento eyenzekayo kum kodwa enyanisweni ndiyalifuna iZulu. Ndiqinisekile ngobukho bobomi obungunaphakade kwaye xa ndicinga ngawe, ndicinga ngeZulu. Ndizisola nje ngokulahleka kwiziganeko zehlabathi nokungacingi ngeyona ntsingiselo yobomi obuphuma kuwe, kunyana wakho uYesu, ngoku ndifunda esi sicatshulwa ndiba nomfanekiso-ngqondweni usecaleni kwam, undiwole, undihlebela ezindlebeni zam. ukuba uyandithanda, uyandikhuthaza kobu bomi, njengomama olungileyo uyandithuthuzela kwaye undenzela yonke into. Awunakuyicinga mama indlela endiphila ngayo ndidanile. Ngoku ndiye ndafumanisa ukuba ihlabathi liyinkohliso, yonke inkunkuma. Wena noYesu niyinyani, nibubomi obungunaphakade. Emva kobomi obude bokusukela usukelo, ubutyebi, iinjongo, usukelo, ndaqonda ukuba umsi weli hlabathi undigubungele, undikhuphele ngaphandle kwimilinganiselo yokwenyaniso.
Mama kodwa ndikhona ngoku, emva kokuzabalaza nje ndikuxelela ukuba ndiyakuthanda. Ewe mama othandekayo Maria Santissima ndiyakuthanda kwaye kum ulilanga elikhanyisa imini yam, uyinyanga ekhanyisa ubusuku bam, usisonka esondla umzimba wam, ungumoya ondinika ubomi. Yehova, ungumoya, konke ukuphefumla kwam. UMariya Ongcwele sikelela ubomi bam! Wena ungumama wenceba noxolelo yamkele lomthandazo wam umncinci ungasusi ubukho bakho ebomini bam. Ngoku ndigqibe kwelokuba ndichithe imizuzu elishumi nawe ndiwufunde lo mthandazo uphambi kwakho, kodwa okubalulekileyo ngoku mama endimthandayo kukuba undithembise ngokubeka ubomi bam entendeni yesandla sakho, ndibhale igama lam entliziyweni yakho, ukuba wondle ubukho bam ngobabalo olungcwele oluphuma kuwe. Madonna, umama wam, nenekazi kunye namandla kaThixo obomi bam, ngoku ndiziva usecaleni kwam, ndibambe esifubeni sakho. Ndiziva ndize phambi kwakho. Kuphela phambi kwakho endinokuthi ndinyaniseke. Kulomhlaba wokuphila kufuneka ndinxibe isigqubuthelo somlinganiswa endiwudlalayo, kodwa ecaleni kwakho ndinyanisekile, ndinyanisile. Ndibeka ezinyaweni zakho zonke izono zam, ndibeka ezinyaweni zakho yonke imithandazo yam, izipho zam, zonke izinto endinazo, ezimbi zam, okulungileyo kwam. Mama othandekayo, undinike yonke into, awundenzanga bubi emhlabeni, ngaphandle kobu bubi obubangelwa ndim. Kodwa andifuni ukuba izehlo zelizwe zisohlukanise, andifuni ubomi busisohlule. Ngoku ndisehla iinyembezi, ndithi kuwe "Ndiyakuthanda, njengomntwana othanda unina, njengendoda ethanda into yokwenyani kuphela anayo". Ewe! Umama! Ndinawe wedwa. Nangona ubomi bam bujikelezwe ngabantu, ubutyebi, ukuthanda izinto eziphathekayo kunye nokuthenga, kodwa uthando lokwenene ndilubona kuphela, wena mama othandekayo.
Ngoku liphelile ixesha lam nawe, ngoku ndikubuza "let's hug". Mandibuve ubushushu bakho, amandla obabalo lwakho olungcwele. Ndincamise Madonna mama kaYesu.Njengokuba usemazantsi oMnqamlezo wambongoza uBawo ukuba amncede unyana wakho uYesu ke ngoku ndicelele inceba kuBawo ukuze uxolelo nothando lwakhe lwehlele phezu kwam.
Xhawula izandla zakho nezam. Ungaze undishiye kwaye ngomhla wokugqibela wobomi bam ube nguwe mama othandekayo uzondilanda kunye nezithunywa zakho zindise eZulwini. Qha apho ndisazi ukuba sohlala sikunye intliziyo yam izophumla ngoxolo ndonwabe ngoba ndilibale ngelizwe ndohlala ndihleli nawe ndingaphinde ndiswele nto. Yonke into yam iya kuba nguwe. Ndiyakuthanda Mariya Ongcwele.
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