Ubuso ngobuso kunye noYesu
Yesu wam othandekayo ndihleli phambi kwakho. Ezandleni zam ndinencwadi yomthandazo eneetekisi ezimnandi kodwa ndiyayivala kwaye ndivakalisa ngamazwi am oko ndikunayo entliziyweni yam.
Ndingathanda, Yesu wam othandekayo, ukuba kunye nawe yonke imihla. Ndingathanda ukuva ukubetha kwentliziyo yakho, ubukho bakho, ndingathanda ukuthandaza kuwe ndimamele ilizwi lakho. Kodwa umsebenzi wam, usapho lwam, ishishini lam, ukuzibophelela kwam, kundisusa kuwe kwaye xa ndidiniwe ngokuhlwa kuya kufuneka ndicinge ngawe ndicele uncedo lwakho kusuku olulandelayo.
Ke uYesu ujonga izono zam ezininzi. Ndiyaqonda ukuba ndingoyena mncinci kubantwana bakho. Kodwa bathetha nam ngenceba, ukuxolelwa, ububele, ububele. Mna, ndifunda ivangeli yakho, ndabona indlela oshumayela ngayo uxolelo kwaye unceda aboni. Yesu wam othandekayo uyandinceda. Ubomi buhlala busikhokelela ekubeni sibe yile nto singeyiyo kodwa wena owaziyo intliziyo yomntu wonke kwaye ngoku uyayibona intliziyo yam uyazi ukuba ndikhangela kuwe ndicela ububele. Yesu wam othandekayo, Ndenzele inceba, ucime zonke iziphoso zam kunye nesela eliguqukayo, ndise ezulwini kunye nawe.
Yesu wam othandekayo ndiyaboyika. Ndiyoyika ukuphulukana, ndiyoyika ukuphulukana nawe. Ubomi bam bonke buxhonywe sinentambo. Konke endinako, endinako, yonke into ondinike yona kukuxhonywa ngentambo. Ndicela undiphathe kakuhle, njengoko usenzile njalo. Khange ndibenento ngaphandle kwakho, yonke into ivela kuwe kwaye uhlala usondele kum, jonga kum undixelele endikunika.
Yesu wam ndiyakoyika ukuphulukana nawe. Andifuni kuhlala kude kuwe phakathi kweziganeko ezahlukeneyo zobomi. Ububomi bam bonke. Nangona phakathi kwemini ndenza izinto ezahlukeneyo iziko lakho konke konke nguwe othandekayo noYesu othandekayo wam.Ndicela uqiniseke ukuba ndingasoloko ndinawe njengesalathiso kunye nayo yonke into endinayo, endiyenzayo ivela kuwe hayi kumoya Umhlaba ongandiniki nto.
Ukugqibela kuka Yesu kwakufuneka ndixelele imithandazo yam yangokuhlwa njengoko ndihlala ndisenza ngencwadi yam kodwa namhlanje ndigqibe kwelokuba ndihlale nani ubuso ngobuso. Kwaye ngale nto ndifuna ukukuxelela, ndiyakuthanda. Nokuba ayibonakali, nokuba andizinxibi iicasecks, nokuba andithandazi kakhulu kwaye andenzi imisebenzi yesisa, nokuba andingomzekelo womKristu, Yesu wam othandekayo ndiyakuthanda. Ndikuthanda kuphela kuba ndikuthanda. Akukho sizathu kum kwaye akukaze kubekho kodwa ubunzulu entliziyweni yam le imvakalelo enamandla yothando lwakho ngawe. Kwaye nokuba uyandixelela ngoku ukuba ndikwinqanaba elinye ukusuka esihogweni, ngaphambi kokuba ndingene emlilweni ongunaphakade, ndiyakucela ngowokugqibela. Kungale ndlela kuphela endinokuthi ndingene esihogweni kunye nokuthula ukuba ngelixa kuhlala kude kuwe ndiyakuthanda ngonaphakade.
Yesu wam othandekayo kodwa andifuni esihogweni ndifuna wena, mntu wakho, ubukho bakho, nothando lwakho. Ndifuna uxolelo lwakho. Ndifuna ukuba ngumkrexezikazi, isela elilungileyo, igusha elahlekileyo, zacchaeus, unyana wolahleko. Ndifuna ukuthandwa nguwe. Kwaye ndonwabile sisazela esenze ukuba uxolelwe, uthando lwakho ngam.
Ngamaxesha onke sikunye ngoYesu. Kodwa ngoku ndihlala ndithetha kuwe kunye noYesu.Ndithetha eli binzana kuwe kuba yonke into endinayo ivela kuwe kwaye nguwe kuphela kum, kuyo yonke into endiyinqwenela ngonaphakade. Ndiyakuthanda Yesu ngonaphakade kunye.
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